“Good morning.” Knox’s grandfather says walking into the sunroom, where one f the stuff led me to, to have breakfast. I came out of my room this morning to an empty house. I was then informed that Knox is out with his grandfather on farm work things.
I was told that breakfast would be served here. I’ve been sitting here, sipping the best coffee I’ve ever had.
“Morning .” I say smiling back at him. I look at him taken aback by his appearance. He looks like he was tackled to the ground and made to roll around in the dirt.
“I was in a fight with a horse.” H says answering me before I even ask. “Well not really fight but I was thrown off a horse.” He says and my eyes go wide, why is he talking about getting hurt so casually? I know that’s dangerous.
“That sounds serious.” I say looking at him concerned. Where’s Knox? He needs to check on his grandfather.
“I’m alright, you should see Knox. He looks worse and he wasn’t even on the horse.” He s
I look down at Knox my body shaking slightly. I can feel my insides vibrating from his touch. I close my eyes and take a long, deep breath. I do it again hoping I will be able to turn off the flood of feelings Knox just ignited.I breathe over and over but it’s not working. My body wants release and the only person that can give me the kind of release my body needs is right here but I can’t let him in like that. Not again. I won’t recover this time if I let him in too close.He sits up again his face so close to mine I can feel his breath on my skin. His hands brush over my arms softly. Leaving trails of goose bumps as they go, I can feel his every touch.They move lower to my waist and I open my eyes when I feel his finger untie the waist tie of my shorts. I look up at him willing hi with my eyes to stop. But he doesn’t. He pulls my shorts and underwear down and then uses his one arm to pull me up slightly so he can slip my bottoms down
In the evening “You look cute in your matching pajamas.” Melody says when she opens her bedroom door. She smiles at me sweetly, looking me up and down.“Thank you.” I say striking a pose, she giggles as I change angles and show her my best pose.“I didn’t know you were a model.” She says moving from the door to let me.“Fun fact I wanted to be a model when I was younger.” I say closing the door behind me and following her to the bed. She gets under the covers and I sit on top of the covers.“I didn’t know that.” She says looking at me intrigued.“Yeah, I loved the idea of travelling the world and posing for pictures in expensive clothes.” I say smiling, I would dream for hours of the places I could see. I can still remember the excitement I felt at the thought of it.“And why didn’t you become a world travelling supe
“I always sleep better when I sleep next to you.” Knox says when I open my eyes. He refused to go sleep in his own bed last night. I begged him to leave but he told me that he wants to sleep in my bed. So I let him, I got tired of arguing. We fell asleep around 3am and I had the best sleep ever. I made sure to keep to my side of the bed and not move any closer to him. Luckily this bed is huge, so I didn’t have any issues there.I won’t admit it to him but I always sleep better when he’s next to me too. I love knowing that he’s there with me. The thought that I can just reach out to him and touch him is comforting for me.I close my eyes for a moment and then open them. Knox is sleeping on his side facing me. He’s a very good sleeper, he doesn’t move much in the night. I’m the opposite I sleep on my back, my favorite position to sleep in and I change positions all throughout the night.“I wonder why that
“How was your weekend?” Samantha asks standing next to my bed. She gets under the covers moving her body closer to mine. I hold myself from recoiling from her. I’ve been editing my reactions to her since I got home a few hours ago.From the moment I walked through the door my brain has been telling me to break up with her and kick her out. I’m feeling angry and frustrated. And her being here is making the feeling even worse. Spending the weekend with Mel did something to me. She called me out n so many things that when I came home and found Samantha here, her words echoed in my mind.Our conversations did a number on me. She made me think deeply about how much I’m letting slide with Samantha. I’m coasting along letting her decide where my life is going. The truth is I don’t want t be here anymore. I don’t want to pretend to love Samantha anymore. I want to be free. I want to know what it’s like to live with no expec
“Melody?” Someone says behind me, I turn around and my eyes go wide in surprise. She’s wearing a matching purple outfit, not one hair out of place. She still looks like the judgmental girl she was years ago.What the chances that I could run into her here at this very moment? This restaurant is way off campus and not many people know about it. I come here for their chicken salad, it’s so good and I like that it’s quiet. It’s very rare to run into people you know. Which is why seeing her here is weird.“Summer.” I say shocked to see her here. She smiles looking me over. I can see the surprise in her eyes. I’m not what she expected. I bet she thought I would remain the same timid girl she used to bully. I smile letting her take her fill of me, yep I’ve grown up.“It’s so weird running into you.” She says sitting on the chair at my table.“Not r
“Can I come in?” Knox says looking at me at the door. I look at him and walk into my apartment and leave him at the door. He looks at me with his sexy, I own the world smile on his face.“Come in.” I say walking straight to my bedroom. I hear him close the door and he follows me to my bedroom.I go to my drawers and take out comfortable clothes and take off the ones I’m wearing. He stops at the door and looks at me as I undress. I can tell by the look on his face that he loves this.“You like what you see?” I say looking at him. He has this look of focus and zoning in on my body.“I love what I see.” He says smiling at me. He stares at me not even blinking once. “I bet you do.” I say and he laughs a little.“Why do you say that like it’s a bad thing?”He asks walking into my room and sitting on my bed.“Are we going to have this conversatio
I wake up from a nap to Melody sleeping next me, breathing softly. I move closer to her and kiss her lips. I kiss her eyes and then her nose. She opens her eyes to look at me. She smiles a little, like she’s coming out of a dream.She looks so calm and serene right now. This whole day has been an unplanned incredible experience. I was having such a shitty day dealing with Summer and Melody just made my day better. She’s given me so much today but I still want more. I look at her beautiful face and feel my cock get hard. I want her so bad and being in her bed, this close is making my feelings more intense.I kiss her mouth gently, coaxing her mouth open with my tongue. She opens up to me letting me deepen the kiss. I slowly move my body and place myself between her legs. I grind myself into her letting her feel my need for her.She moans into my mouth, feeling my body between her legs. I relish the sound of her enjoying what I’m doing to h
“You slept with him?” Casey asks looking at me shocked. “I thought you said you weren’t going to spent time with him anymore.” She says her eyes bulging at me. Her eyes zero in on me from her kitchen; I’m sitting on her sofa a few feet from the kitchen.I was dreading telling her what went down with Knox and I but I have to tell her. She’s been there for me when I was struggling. Knox’s heart break did a number on me and she’s the one person that took care of me. She never judged me; she just made sure that I don’t go insane.“I know.” I say feeling so guilty. I went back on my own word and I feel bad. It’s even worse because she and I were trying to get rid of Knox together. She walks to where I’m sitting and hands me a glass of wine. She stands there looking at me for a long moment.“What about Michael?” She asks sitting down, I frown at her. “What?&rdqu