“Are you okay?” Michael asks me when I freeze in place. Knox is here right now. I didn’t expect to see him tonight, what is he even doing in this part of town. He’s sitting at a table with some guy I’ve never seen before. He’s not one of the usual guys Knox hangs out with.
He’s looking at me completely ignoring his companion. The other guy is eating, while Knox is drinking water. He’s not having any pizza. Maybe that’s why he’s staring at me instead of concentrating on his conversation with his friend. He’s mad he can’t have any pizza and he’s taking it out on me.
“What? Yes, I’m good.” I say and start walking to an empty table.
“You’re sure?” He asks pulling a chair out for me. I sit down and look up; Knox is still staring at us. Michael sits down and his head is blocking Knox but I can still feel his eyes on us.
“Yeah, I ‘m just too hungry.” I say lying, I feel bad but I don’t want to talk to him about Knox.
“Let me order so we can eat.” He says standing up to go and order. When he leaves Knox is looking at me. He has his head tilted to the side.
I sit back and try to ignore him. I take out my phone and play a game.
“Our order is in, we’ll be eating soon.” Michael says sitting back down.
“Great” I say smiling at him.
“So are you in a relationship?” He asks surprising me. That was so direct.
“No.” I say and he gives me a face.
“Really?” he asks smiling.
“Really.” I say smiling too.
“Why do you think that is?” He asks shifting slightly in his chair.
“I suck at socializing and relationships require that.” I say opting to be up front and real about who I am. There’s no point in pretending.
“I think you’re doing great. I’m having a great time with you, no awkwardness here at all.” He says pointing to himself then to me.
“I know, this is a surprise. I guess you’re easy to talk to.” I say smiling at him.
“I’m glad you feel that way. And I’m single too if you’re wondering.” He says looking at me intently.
“Why are you single?” I ask surprised too. He’s a really good looking guy, he’s a gentleman and he’s funny. Why is he single?
“I find that most people are interested in situationships and that has never been my thing.” H e says and I feel him. I’m currently running away from a very complicated, three-way situationship.
“I thought that’s what men want, a fun, no strings attached, no catching feelings happy ending.” I say and he looks at me silent as if he’s thinking about what I just said.
“No, not me.” he says looking me straight in my eyes. “I find them exhausting, too many rules, boundaries and too many people tangled in one relationship. Sounds like a recipe for disaster.” He says and I nod. He’s right it’s a lot of complications for little return.
“Here you go.” A waitress says placing on large pizza on our table. We thank her and start digging in.
We eat in silence for a while just stuffing our faces. I take each bite surprised how hungry I am. We inhale the whole thing so fast. When we’re done, we both sit back and smile.
“That was really good.” I say smiling at him.
“I know all the best food spots in this city. I would love to show them to you if you would like.” He says looking at me serious.
“Are you asking me out?” I ask surprised. Am I getting my Knox buffer this quickly and this fast? I thought it would take a little longer than this. This feels too easy, is this how people meet people?
“Hi Mel.” I hear Knox say and I look up at him. My heart jumps to my throat; I didn’t see him approach our table. He smiles his full mega watt charming smile.
“Hey.” I say forcing a smile.
“Fancy seeing you in these parts.” He says looking from me to Michael.
“Michael meet Knox.” I say introducing them. I want this conversation to be over and Knox looks like he’s more interested in Michael than me so I’ll oblige him.
“It’s a pleasure to meet you. I love the work you’re doing with the team.” Michael says putting out his hand and they shake.
“I appreciate that man.” Knox says looking at him intently. He then looks over at me, his smile back. “Nice seeing you Mel.” He says and I nod. He walks away then without a word.
“So how about that date?” Michael asks me and I see Knox stop in his tracks and looks back at us.
“Definitely.” I say looking back at Michael. It seems like Casey’s plan is working without any effort from me. I couldn’t have thought this up even if I tried. I hope Knox will see that I’m not interested in him and He’ll move on with his life.
A few hours later I get home tired but happy. I’m glad I met Michael, he’s such a fun person to be around. He’s funny and a great conversationalist. He makes me think that I might be normal. For a long time I thought I was odd and couldn’t spend time with normal people.
But now I think it’s because I didn’t open my horizons, I needed to get out there and meet different people. Michael is kind of helping me have the confidence to meet new people. And he doesn’t even know it.
We set up a date, he promised to take me to a place that has the best pasta. I’m excited to meet up with him again. I enjoy his company; I hope we’ll have the same energy we had tonight when we meet up again soon.
“I know your favorite thing to do right now is to sleep.” Knox says into the silence. I stand in the doorway and watching him holding our son. He has his back to me so he can’t see me eavesdropping on his conversation with his son. My eyes water at the beautiful sight, he’s taken so well to being a father. I knew he would be great at it but it blows my mind how much heloves being a father. I don’t have to ask him to do anything. He knows exactly what his child needs. I wasn’t surprised when I woke up from our nap and Asa wasn’t next to me. I bet Knox came up to our room as soon as he got home. He misses his son like crazy when he’s not home. If it was up to him, he would stay home and devote his whole life to our child. But he can’t do that, he has tgousands of people that rely on him. They need him to show up at work so they can have jobs too. The dedication he has to his family takes my breath away. He makes sure that his child is loved in every way. He has Asa sitting comfortabl
“Are you okay?” Knox says walking into the bathroom. I’m bent over the toilet, vomiting my guts out. I’ve been having morning sickness for a while now and I’m not happy. “I read somewehere that ginger helps with morning sickenss. Let me get you some.” He says walking away. I listen to him walk away. He’s been annoying the hell out of me with his rememdies and pregnancy facts since he found out we’re having a baby. But I have to admit for once I appreciate his obsession. I would give anything to make this stop. I came home about half an hour ago and I’ve been hurdled over this toilet since. I thought morning sickness was for the morning and that’s it but not. Imagine my surprise when this happened during a meeting in the middle of the day. I flush the toilet and sit on the wall next to the toilet. I don’t want to move from here. I’m pretty sure I’m going to need to vomit in a minute or two. Knox and I should have thought about this a little harder before we decided to engage in bab
My ex wife is sitting opposite me at one of her favorite restaurants in the city. She looks perfect. She doesn’t have a hair out of place; she’s staring at me with a look of hope in her eyes. She’s looking at me like she won the lottery. When I look at her face I see my past. I don’t see anything beyond this conversation. The only woman I want is Melody. I’ve never been surer about something like I am about my love for Mel. I feel bad that Samantha is looking at me like that. I can tell she thinks I’m here because there’s still something between us. “Thank you for meeting me.” Samantha says smiling at me. “I didn’t think we would ever see each other after everything that happened.” She adds looking away but she’s still smiling. After my talk with my father I had a lot to think about. I realized I owed her at least one last conversation. I might have moved on but she clearly needs to talk to me. I want to go into this next chapter of my life with no attachments. And no matter how I
“Is it weird that I want to pick out the baby’s name already?” Knox says kissing my belly. This man is obsessed with his baby. That’s all he wants to talk about, he’s constantly asking me random questions about pregnancy, birth and anything else that comes to mind. “Are you pretending you didn’t hear what I said?”I ask looking down at Knox. He doesn’t want me to go back home. But I need to; I haven’t seen my siblings in two days. I feel bad for leaving them alone for so long. I know they’re grown and they can take care of themselves but I can’t pretend they don’t live with me. I have to be a good sister and make sure they’re okay. I know they love it when I give them their space but I need to check in on them. “I’ll drive you home when we’re done here.” He says kissing me over and over again. Of ‘course Knox wants me with him all the time, I want the same thing but as long as we have two different households that’s going to be a little difficult. I need to make sure all the people i
The dinner party is over. Knox’s grandfather opened his expensive gifts. Olive and her father left, done for the night. It’s just Knox, me and his mother left. We’re back in the living room enjoying a late night drink. I’m having tea while everyone else is having alcohol. I have to admit, this being pregnant this has its drawbacks. On a stressful night like this a glass of wine would have come in handy. If I sip on the tea slow enough I swear I can taste the wine. If I’m going to be required to attend these awkward family events, it’s going to be a very long 9 months. I can’t imagine getting through them sober. “Are you ready to go home?” Knox says touching my belly softly. I look up at him smiling. I can feel his mother’s eyes on me. She’s been eying me the whole night. She hasn’t said a word to me but she had her eyes on me the whole time. It was creepy in the beginning but I don’t care anymore. If she has something to say to me she should shout. I won’t let her intimidate me wi
“Mel, you look so pretty. Look at you.” Olive says when I walk into her grandfather’s house. It’s pouring outside and I had to run into the house while Knox parks the car. We’re at his grandfather’s town house. Knox says this is the house he uses when he wants to host extravagant parties. And of ‘course his birthday is one of them. “Thank you, you look beautiful as always.” I say giving her a hug. She giggles as I squeeze her closer, I’m so glad to see her here. I need all the support I can get if I’m to face her parents. “Thank you. I feel beautiful as always.” She says smiling at me. “Melody, how nice to see you.” Knox’s grandfather says walking to the entryway. “You know I barely recognized you. I can’t believe how much you kids have grown.” He says looking at me surprised. “And you look like you haven’t aged a day, happy birth day by the way.” I say smiling at him. We hug as he laughs at my comment on his age; or lack thereof. “You don’t have to lie to an old man. I know I’v