“Are you okay?” Michael asks me when I freeze in place. Knox is here right now. I didn’t expect to see him tonight, what is he even doing in this part of town. He’s sitting at a table with some guy I’ve never seen before. He’s not one of the usual guys Knox hangs out with.
He’s looking at me completely ignoring his companion. The other guy is eating, while Knox is drinking water. He’s not having any pizza. Maybe that’s why he’s staring at me instead of concentrating on his conversation with his friend. He’s mad he can’t have any pizza and he’s taking it out on me.
“What? Yes, I’m good.” I say and start walking to an empty table.
“You’re sure?” He asks pulling a chair out for me. I sit down and look up; Knox is still staring at us. Michael sits down and his head is blocking Knox but I can still feel his eyes on us.
“Yeah, I ‘m just too hungry.” I say lying, I feel bad but I don’t want to talk to him about Knox.
“Let me order so we can eat.” He says standing up to go and order. When he leaves Knox is looking at me. He has his head tilted to the side.
I sit back and try to ignore him. I take out my phone and play a game.
“Our order is in, we’ll be eating soon.” Michael says sitting back down.
“Great” I say smiling at him.
“So are you in a relationship?” He asks surprising me. That was so direct.
“No.” I say and he gives me a face.
“Really?” he asks smiling.
“Really.” I say smiling too.
“Why do you think that is?” He asks shifting slightly in his chair.
“I suck at socializing and relationships require that.” I say opting to be up front and real about who I am. There’s no point in pretending.
“I think you’re doing great. I’m having a great time with you, no awkwardness here at all.” He says pointing to himself then to me.
“I know, this is a surprise. I guess you’re easy to talk to.” I say smiling at him.
“I’m glad you feel that way. And I’m single too if you’re wondering.” He says looking at me intently.
“Why are you single?” I ask surprised too. He’s a really good looking guy, he’s a gentleman and he’s funny. Why is he single?
“I find that most people are interested in situationships and that has never been my thing.” H e says and I feel him. I’m currently running away from a very complicated, three-way situationship.
“I thought that’s what men want, a fun, no strings attached, no catching feelings happy ending.” I say and he looks at me silent as if he’s thinking about what I just said.
“No, not me.” he says looking me straight in my eyes. “I find them exhausting, too many rules, boundaries and too many people tangled in one relationship. Sounds like a recipe for disaster.” He says and I nod. He’s right it’s a lot of complications for little return.
“Here you go.” A waitress says placing on large pizza on our table. We thank her and start digging in.
We eat in silence for a while just stuffing our faces. I take each bite surprised how hungry I am. We inhale the whole thing so fast. When we’re done, we both sit back and smile.
“That was really good.” I say smiling at him.
“I know all the best food spots in this city. I would love to show them to you if you would like.” He says looking at me serious.
“Are you asking me out?” I ask surprised. Am I getting my Knox buffer this quickly and this fast? I thought it would take a little longer than this. This feels too easy, is this how people meet people?
“Hi Mel.” I hear Knox say and I look up at him. My heart jumps to my throat; I didn’t see him approach our table. He smiles his full mega watt charming smile.
“Hey.” I say forcing a smile.
“Fancy seeing you in these parts.” He says looking from me to Michael.
“Michael meet Knox.” I say introducing them. I want this conversation to be over and Knox looks like he’s more interested in Michael than me so I’ll oblige him.
“It’s a pleasure to meet you. I love the work you’re doing with the team.” Michael says putting out his hand and they shake.
“I appreciate that man.” Knox says looking at him intently. He then looks over at me, his smile back. “Nice seeing you Mel.” He says and I nod. He walks away then without a word.
“So how about that date?” Michael asks me and I see Knox stop in his tracks and looks back at us.
“Definitely.” I say looking back at Michael. It seems like Casey’s plan is working without any effort from me. I couldn’t have thought this up even if I tried. I hope Knox will see that I’m not interested in him and He’ll move on with his life.
A few hours later I get home tired but happy. I’m glad I met Michael, he’s such a fun person to be around. He’s funny and a great conversationalist. He makes me think that I might be normal. For a long time I thought I was odd and couldn’t spend time with normal people.
But now I think it’s because I didn’t open my horizons, I needed to get out there and meet different people. Michael is kind of helping me have the confidence to meet new people. And he doesn’t even know it.
We set up a date, he promised to take me to a place that has the best pasta. I’m excited to meet up with him again. I enjoy his company; I hope we’ll have the same energy we had tonight when we meet up again soon.
“Hi are you Melody?” A Samantha says standing in front of me. I look up at her and she smiles. My heart is in my throat, she and I have never met but I know who she is. Why is she here? Does she know who I am? “Yes.” I say smiling back at her too but I am dying on the inside. What if she decides to pull my hair here in the middle of the campus coffee shop? “I’m Samantha; I heard you’re a tutor.” She says pulling out a chair and she sits down. I let out a breath I didn’t know I was holding. This a scenario from one of my nightmares and it ends badly. I don’t want to die for a boy that’s not even mine. “Oh yes. Are you looking for a tutor?” I ask looking at her, she’s so beautiful. Her face is perfect. Why is Knox bothering with me? She has a perfectly perfect girl right here? “Yeah, I’m looking for a chemistry tutor and someone referred me to you.” she says and I nod. I do chemistry and mathematics tutoring. I always have a full schedule because people
“Tell me everything.” Casey says when she walks through my door. The moment she says the words, I break out in a smile. Last night was incredible; Michael really put thought and effort in our first date. I had such a good time; no one has ever done that for me.“Oh, Casey. Las night was so much fun. We went to dinner at this amazing restaurant, the food was exquisite. And then he took me dancing. You know how much I love ballroom dancing; he booked a beginner class for us. He was surprised when I showed him my skills.” I say smiling and Casey looks at me with a look of bliss on her face.“That sounds amazing! I’m so happy you had fun. Did you guys kiss?” she asks rubbing her hands together excitedly.“No. we didn’t, there were so many moments we could have but I wasn’t brave enough to make a move. And I didn’t want to seem forward so I chickened out.” I say worried and she smiles at me sweet
“How was your day?” Samantha says looking at me. She’s sitting opposite me on my sofa I yawn tired, today was interesting. It certainly didn’t go the way I planned it.“Today was a long day” I say thinking about my run in with Melody a few hours ago. How she stormed out of the coffee shop. I imagined that conversation going so much differently than it did.“You’re tired.” She asks reaching her hand out to brush my leg softly.“You could say that.” I say really thinking about it. I’m not tired physically, I’m just feeling beat. I feel like I’m losing Melody and I hate it. I want her all to myself and the addition of this new dude is fucking up my flow.I want him gone. His being around is making her more and more resistant to my advances. She was always against us hooking up but she wasn’t blatantly rejecting me. She’s different now.I know this is not fa
“Hi” Samantha whispers when she finds me in the romance novel section of the library. I look at her instantly annoyed, what does she want? I’m not in the mood to deal with anyone that is associated with Knox. I’m so mad at him that I’m hating on anyone or anything that reminds me of him.I pick up a book with a beautiful cover and read the title trying to ignore her.The prince’s willing slave.That sounds like an interesting read. A few second of silence pass and I realize she’s not leaving I look at her and she smiles.“Hey.” I whisper back to her and turning back to the selection books on the shelf. She really doesn’t know how to take a hint. I don’t want to talk t her and I’m sure I’m making it clear but she isn’t interested in my feelings.“I’m back.” She says and I look at her confused. Is that supposed to mean something to me?
Play your part“I’m so excited for tonight.” Michael says when I open the front door to my apartment. He smiles at me and my heart skips a beat, his smile has this ability to make me feel I’m floating.Iopen the door and let him into my apartment. He moves closer and gives me a hug, I lean in and hug him back. We hold each other closely for a few seconds and then let go. I look up at him and wish I could kiss him but I don’t have the guts to take the first step.When he told me he was on his way to pick me up today, I had a plantokiss him as soon as he walked through the door. I played it out in my head, I would open the door, he would smile at me and then I would walk to him and kiss him. But it isn’t playing out that way.“ I’m excited too.” I say stepping away from him.“Let me finish getting ready quickly and then we can get going.&rdq
I look up at Knox and feel my heart pound in my ears. He is playing a very dirty game. He wants me to know that he has a hold on my life no matter what I do. He made Michael bring me here and he’s chuffed with himself.I look away from him and concentrate on the field below. I hear his fans screaming his name asking for his autograph. It’s weird to hear people lose their minds over him like this. I’ve always known he’s famous but I’ve never seen it in action.I was never part of this side of his life. I’m the secret he reserves for late nights. I know him as a normal, arrogant and sneaky university student. I hate him.He’s messing with my life, now he made Michael think he’s a generous and kind person. We all know that’s not what he’s doing here. He’s showing me the power that he has.“How are you? “ He says to Michael. He walks behind my chair and places his hand on the
“Our plan is not working.” I say to Casey who came over to my house to do my hair. I am going to be sitting on this chair for the next three hours. We have some good music on, we have some really good snacks on deck. And we are having a night in. I need to make sure that my hair is done by tomorrow morning or I am going to look like a scary monster at my first class.“What do you mean our plan is not working?” She asks tilting my head sideways so she can see my face.“I mean, Knox has managed to use his charms on Michael and they are best buddies now.” I say and Casey’s jaw drops.“When in the hell did that happen?” She asks frowning at me.“Last night, he gave Michael the VIP treatment and it was over. My boyfriend is officially in love with my side meat/boy/situation/whatever.” I say and she rolls her eyes at me.“This Knox is really smart. I didn’t think he would start
“I’m so glad you agreed to tutor me.” Samantha says so loud the people in the library shush us as we walk past their tables. I smile and walk ahead of her; I don’t want to be kicked out of the library for making noise.She follows me into a private study room I booked for our study session. I let her go in first and then follow closing the door. She sits down in one of the chairs and places her bag on the table. And then she just stares at me.“I thought it would be good to have our first session here. We will have privacy and quiet but we can talk as well.” I say feeling uncomfortable under her scrutiny. She nods after a moment as if she just remembered I’m talking to her..I take a sit next to her and start to prepare my stationary. I sat up my pens, writing pad, laptop and text book. I steal a quick glance at her and she’s sitting there staring at me. I look away and finish off what I’m doing.&ldqu