listen princess

Alice’s POV

Now that I was away from Neil for a few moments I started wondering if my idea of giving in to the bond was a good one.

I mean sure, it was getting hard to resist the pull and stay away from him, but was completely giving in or maybe a better word would be surrender to the bond really the right decision?

What if he did the same as his father did and decides that I was making him weak? I did not want to die by the hands of my own mate. I did not want to die at all, end of discussion.

But I was the one that always preached to everyone that our parents’ decisions did not determine who we are in life. So why was it so hard to accept the fact that my mate cared about me? Why was I constantly trying to find mistakes instead of accepting him as he was?

As always, Lily popped her thoughts into my head at that point as if it was not chaotic enough without her input, “Because you still blame yourself for what happened to your brother. You still feel responsible for everyone we lost