Betrayed by her mate Lucien and shattered by the loss of her pup, Selene swore she'd never be weak again. When Zarek, the ruthless Alpha of all Alphas, offers her a deal—bear his heir in exchange for revenge—she agrees without hesitation. But as vengeance brews and boundaries blur, Selene finds herself falling for the one man she shouldn't. Now she must choose: follow her heart or finish what she started.
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The pain came out of nowhere—sharp, scorching, like claws raking through my chest.
I was in the middle of folding the baby’s tiny clothes—Lucien had just bought them the day before, whispering against my temple how excited he was to be a father—when the sensation struck me so hard I doubled over.
My wolf, Kiera, howled inside me, thrashing.
My hands trembled as I gripped the edge of the dresser.
This pain… it only meant one thing.
Lucien had kissed someone else.
And not just anyone.
Mira.
I knew it deep in my bones.
The sacred mate bond didn’t just bind hearts—it punished betrayal.
I gasped for air, clawing my way to the bed and curling around my stomach, instinctively trying to protect the pup growing inside me. My tears spilled fast, hot, unstoppable.
I tried to mindlink him, my voice shaking as I begged, Lucien, please… please stop. It hurts.
Silence.
Then, after what felt like an eternity, I felt him—his presence crashing into my mind, guilt and panic flooding the bond.
The door slammed open an hour later.
“Selene,” Lucien’s voice broke, raw with desperation as he stumbled into the room.
I didn’t look at him. I couldn’t.
He smelled like her. Her floral perfume clung to his clothes like a curse.
He dropped to his knees beside the bed. “I’m so sorry. Please, Selene, I didn’t mean to—I didn’t think—”
“Don’t,” I whispered, my voice shredded. “Don’t say it.”
He reached for my hand, but I pulled away.
“It was a mistake,” he said hoarsely. “It meant nothing. I didn’t want to hurt you or the baby—I swear to the Moon, I didn’t mean for it to happen.”
I laughed, bitter and broken. “You didn’t mean for it to happen? Then what did you mean to do, Lucien?”
He buried his face in his hands. “She kissed me and I—gods, I was weak. I didn’t stop her. I didn’t think about what it would do to you, I just—”
“You just kissed her,” I snapped, sitting up, ignoring the pain that ripped through me. “Three days, Lucien. She’s been back three days, and you couldn’t even stay loyal that long.”
His eyes shone with tears, but I didn’t care. “I messed up. I know I did. But I came back. I came straight back to you.”
“Because I called you,” I spat. “Because you felt my pain. Not because you suddenly remembered you had a Luna. Or a child.”
He looked like he’d been slapped. Good.
I turned my face away from him, the weight of betrayal crushing down on me.
“I forgave you,” I whispered after a long silence. “Because of our pup. Because I thought I could be stronger than this pain. But something broke, Lucien. And I don’t know if it can be put back together.”
He didn’t speak again. He just stayed there beside the bed, like he was waiting for mercy I no longer knew how to give.
And deep inside me, Kiera curled into silence, the crack in our bond still bleeding.
——
Now, ten days later, I stood in the grand hall preparing for the Moonlight celebration, pretending nothing had happened. Pretending that my mate hadn’t betrayed me. Pretending that everything wasn’t falling apart.
The scent of pine and pastries filled the air, and the pack buzzed around me with excitement. I stood at the long table, adjusting the floral centerpiece I’d spent weeks planning.
Then she spoke.
“Move that vase over there,” Mira said, pointing to a corner with a soft smile on her face, as if she owned the place.
My hand froze mid-adjustment. My grip on the table tightened.
She had been doing this all week. Subtly stepping in, offering unsolicited advice, undermining my authority with a smile too sweet to be innocent.
“That’s not where it’s supposed to go,” I said, my voice sharp, cutting through the hum of conversation.
Mira didn’t flinch. “Trust me, Selene. Aesthetics are my specialty.” She turned to one of the younger wolves. “Could you help me move it?”
The pup hesitated, caught between her charm and my position—but eventually moved to help.
I clenched my jaw.
Not here. Not now.
“Selene.”
Lucien’s voice.
I turned. He was walking toward us, his expression warm—not for me. For her.
“Mira’s suggestions are really good,” he said as he reached me. “You should’ve asked for her help sooner.”
I nearly laughed.
“I didn’t ask for her help. She just decided to take over.”
Lucien sighed, like he was tired of this—tired of me. “She’s only trying to help. You’ve been under pressure, and she has experience. Let her take some of the weight.”
I stared at him, my voice trembling as I whispered, “It’s not about the weight. It’s about the disrespect.”
“You’re overreacting.” His tone was too soft, too dismissive. “Let Mira handle this part. Take the night to relax.”
Relax?
How could I relax when the woman who kissed my mate was being handed pieces of my role like gifts? When he barely came home anymore, always at her side, always defending her?
How could I relax when I was carrying his child, and he was too blind to see how Mira was parading around like she still had a claim on him?
I closed my eyes, taking a deep breath. I couldn’t explode. Not yet.
The evening arrived faster than I expected.
The hall glowed with golden lanterns and silver ribbons. Laughter and music filled the air. I wore a gown I once loved, but tonight, it felt heavy.
Mira looked radiant beside Lucien, his hand brushing her arm like it was the most natural thing in the world.
I watched them, every interaction a blade across my skin.
“Mira really outdid herself,” one of the elders said nearby.
“She was born to be Luna,” another chimed in.
I turned slowly, my gaze settling on Elder Rowan—the one I’d exposed for stealing rations last winter.
“She’s delicate. Soft-spoken. Not like the current Luna. All she does is bark orders.”
I bit the inside of my cheek until I tasted blood.
Lucien leaned in to Mira, whispered something in her ear. She laughed, eyes fluttering.
That was it.
My wolf surged forward, furious and possessive. Kiera’s growl echoed in my chest.
I want to tear her apart.
“Lucien.” My voice rang through the hall, silencing a few conversations.
He looked over, brows raised, clearly irritated.
“What is it, Selene?”
I walked up to him, my posture straight, every step a fight to keep from shaking. “I need a word. In private.”
SELENE“You aren’t responding to what I said mom, this is the first time I have seen you this scared in my entire life.” “It doesn’t matter if I respond, what is going to happen, will happen Rory.” Iris said, her voice low.Rory stood behind her mother, she was barefooted, her hoodie slightly damp from the rain outside, but it was drying already. She looked younger than she should have. Innocent. Not yet weathered by the darkness Iris had feared for too long.“I wasn’t going to do it,” Iris said, her voice low, but firm. “I told her no. Even if she threatens me too much I will never kill the Luna of my pack, the moon goddess will never forgive me if I do such a thing”Rory’s brow furrowed, arms folded protectively across her chest. “Then why did she come here like she had a hold over you?”There was silence in the room for a moment. It was heavy and real.“Because she does,” Iris admitted. “Vivian isn’t someone you should ever mess with Rory, and I hope everything you saw today will
SELENEIris paused for a while to pick the herb, she had to decide.But her hands weren’t steady in the drawer.She needed to make a smart move. To be faster than Evelyn. She had to think about what she was told before it was too late for her. Before Zarek’s wolf grew restless. She reached for the right vial, the one she had prepared only once before. Bitterroot. Crushed blackthorn. Spiritweed. It could cleanse bond suppressants.Her hand paused, trembling slightly, when the door suddenly opened behind her, she knew she wasn’t expecting anymore.“Mom!”The voice scared her like lightning.She startled, her grip slipped and a different bottle tumbled from the shelf, amber glass, red label. Not the cleanser.“My dear, Rory,” Iris whispered silently, catching the bottle just before it hit the ground. “Oh, you scared me for a second.”The girl laughed, very loud . “Sorry mom. I didn’t know you were this jumpy. Well I’m back!”She rushed into her mother’s arms, smiling bright and smelling
SELENEMy body felt like ice.Bond suppressant.That was the answer none of us had dared say out loud. That’s why I couldn’t feel Zarek. Why his scent didn’t call to me, why his presence didn’t stir my wolf. It wasn’t me. It was done to me.And someone in this damn pack had the audacity to do it.Zarek paced around the room in anger, his fists tight, his jaw locked tight. “Is there a way to reverse it? Or a way to cure her?” he asked, voice low and hard, like he was choking on hope he didn’t want to lose again.Iris hesitated. “There’s no guaranteed cure… but I’ll try. I’ll gather what I can. Natural cleansers. Something to flush it out of her system. Maybe even the old rituals—if she consents.”“I do,” I said quickly, my voice tight with urgency. “Try anything. Everything.”Zarek stilled, his eyes finding mine again. This time, there was pain in them—raw, scraped bare. “We’ll fix this. I swear it.”I didn’t answer. I couldn’t. Because while my mind understood he was my mate, my body—
SELENEIris stepped into the room, her movements were slow and quiet, Iris has been in the pack for months and she is known for her ability to heal people.Iris froze for a while, sniffing something but then she turned her gaze to me.The door closed behind her with a soft sound.Zarek stood by the window, near his office desk, his back turned to the room, his hands dipped deep in his pockets. He didn’t look at Iris right away. Instead his gaze was locked on the trees, he stared at his window even though he knew Iris was in the room already.I sat on the edge of the low leather couch, arms folded, spine straight. My fingers gripped my own elbows without realizing it.Zarek finally turned Iris. “I need you to help me check Luna,” Zarek said finally, voice even. But not cold. Never cold with me.Iris raised her eyebrow, her head tilting slightly as she turned her gaze to me then she smiled at me softly. “Luna, may I ask what’s wrong?” She asked but she didn’t wait for me to respond. “B
SELENEZarek’s eyes were locked on me, for a while the two of us didn't say anything.Then I cleared my throat. “I need to check the list of maids you brought in today.” Zarek turned his gaze to the paper in my hand then he grabbed them and placed them on the table, he raised his head to my head, I was sitting on the couch.“It’s not important, what’s important is I need you to feel something now.” He spoke to me but it still didn’t work.“Zarek.” I stopped him then he stopped.“Luca.” He yelled then he went back to his seat.Luca rushed in. “Alpha.”“Get me the healer.” Zarek commanded, not looking at Luca’s face.“Why do you need the healer?” I asked, my voice barely above a whisper.“Luca.” Zarek called again.“Alpha.” Luca responded.“Get me the healer, don’t make me repeat myself.” Zarek said, this time his voice was deep, filled with anger.“Okay.” Luca said then turned to leave but I stopped him.I rose up immediately. “Luca, can you please tell me why you need the healer?” I
SELENEI nodded slightly. “Alright, I will get to work with the help off….” I said, my gaze locked on Leila. “Leila.Leila smirked. “Of course.” Evelyn rolled her eyes then she walked away, slamming the door behind her in anger. She walked in her room in anger then she grabbed her phone and called her friends but none of them picked up. Even though they had a fight she needed someone now to help her with her dirty schemes.Zarek’s words from earlier still didn’t leave her mind. He had made her angry, and now she is frustrated. She touched her stomach, which was beginning to show that she is pregnant. Then she began to pace around her room in anger, she picked up the cup filled with water that was placed on the table, then she drank the whole water, she planned to throw it at the wall but then she stopped because she had broken all the cups the maids brought to her room.She dropped the cup then, she turned her gaze to the table, just as she was about to pick up her phone from the ta
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