Chapter thrity-two

(Myka POV)

As I get into the bathroom that I noticed that there was a large tub onto the right of me as I walked through the door. There were also a lot of bath salts, some different type of bath foam, and also some body washes. I found a gardenia bath foam that I was so excited to use. This will be the first time in a tub that I was every allow to do. I was lucky that the twins even allowed me to take shower or even wash up a few times a week. As I was soaking in the tub many thoughts came to mind so much it felt like it will overwhelm me. Right now, my mate, twin brother is in the other room waiting for me to join them and I don’t know what I’m doing. How is it that my brother and I share the same mate. How does he feel about this, wait, how should I feel about this? If I had Delmira, this would make more sense to me, but I don’t and I feel lost without her. The day they locked her into me was the day I lost the better part of me. I just wanted to fade away like she did from me. I d