R.kelly - If I could turn back the hands of time.
And you had enough love for the both of us, but I did you wrong.
Mason Donovan had quit gazing and analyzing the ladies who littered the bar by the minute as he waited for his friend's arrival. He realized himself sorting out their flaws in comparison to his next of heart.
How stupid he'd been and still was; his daily anthem.
Like New York like Australia, the ladies were all similar with idiotic and pretentious sass coursing through their veins. Gold-diggers, sex maniacs, flirts, and seductive goddesses. Mason had gotten so good in the job of women's statistics that he knew exactly the right column to classify every one of them.
He sipped on his drink as his left leg shook beneath the table in anxiety.
Out of all the ladies he'd gone out with before and after Cass, Neither of them could meet up to a quarter of 'her' standards in every aspect. She was just special in more ways than less that he got blinded.
Talking about her. He could still picture the last time he'd seen her, it wasn't the most pleasant encounter, in revenge, it was the worst he'd ever had with a lady in his life! That night, her tear-streaked face had glittered in the black darkness seemingly washing away the freckles— he had come to love— that splotched on her pretty face, her stylish owned Auburn hair had appeared unpolished. That same night, he could recall his last feel of her frail body quivering in his arms as she cried bitterly, the sourness in her tone when she pleaded on him to run away with her. But he knew more than to listen to her.
His life would've been on the hunt if he did that and his career would've evaporated in his face like a puddle of water on a sunny day.
If only he could turn back time. On second thought, what would he have changed about that night without a fraction of his life disrupted? Nothing.
Mason's anticipation of vacating Australia ceased as long as four days ago when he stepped his leather boots on New York's grounds; the air was ever so congested but oddly refreshing. The streets, ever so busy yet spread a sense of calmness. Even though the emotion sensitive part of his interior was at war, home remained home.
Five years wasn't five months.
Too busty.
He evaluated a hazelnut-skinned beauty who majestically walked toward the bar like a runway model. Her body confiscated a pertinent almost see-through silky white dress. The way she smiled was unique with her ponytail swaying at each step. Upon reaching the barstool, her purse rested on the table before her body came next on the stool adjacent to his.
"Something not quite strong, please," she ordered in a sophisticated baritone voice.
On closer inspection, her oval face comprised of a pair of tiny seductive eyes distinguished by a short but cute nose above glossy round lips. Her edges, so sleek that it must have taken an eternity to have it designed that way.
"Staring is rude," she remarked before kissing the rim of her glass.
"How'd you know I'm staring if you aren't doing same?" He made a forty-five-degree swivel and saw her smile in the glass then play with the lemon ring on its rim once it kissed the table again.
"There's a sense of feel, did you know?"
Mason chuckled and she joined. Perhaps he concluded a little too fast. Some New York girls based on his five seconds logistics could certainly be witty yet, nonsensical.
"Angela," she introduced with a pinch of seductive moves as she extended a palm to him.
Prove me wrong. He silently prayed.
If there was ever a time he wished to be wrong, it was in one like this. Even though the lady wasn't ninety percent physically his sample, she still had an effect on him as long as she didn't halt his manhood from reacting. Hopefully, he classified her wrong to not turn him off.
Don't give an alias.
"You can call me Angel. People tell me I look like one," she chuckled probably expecting him to confirm it.
"Norbert," his palm met hers.
"Norbert," she repeated scrunching her brows as if the soup felt suddenly odd. "never came across that name before. You're the first."
"Am I supposed to be...flattered?"
Mason sensed his rod shrink to the shaft; cases as such where he met girls who carried all the criteria were thin. Like a kid who'd suddenly had enough after two scoops of chocolate cake he once yearned for, Mason silently prayed for his friend to show up.
"If you wish," she sipped on her glass, her eyes not departing his. They were switching to another alluring stir. "So...Norbert, tell me about this neighborhood. You must be an oldie."
Oh, God!
She just used an old trick to get to know where he lived. He was certainly not going to fall in that shit.
Mason glared at his phone for any missed calls in case it was on mute or he was too preoccupied to notice.
"I know precisely nothing about this place as you. I'm a tourist by the way and I'm here for a very short time."
"Oh," her little eyes opened an inch. "Tourist, you say?" she asked rhetorically, "I so admire you guys; touring from one country to the other, experiencing different cultures, food, infrastructure, and—" Mason glared at his phone again.
"Looks like we're going to have an intruder any moment soon," she remarked.
"Uh...yeah. A fellow tourist. He'll be here under a minute," he lied.
"Oh, ok then, Norbert," she stylishly evacuated her seat, "thanks for your company," she pulled. He knew she was expecting something. She wanted him to demand her number but he was in the best position to know not to do that.
"You might want to get my number in case you wish to hook up sometime before leaving."
Not wanting to crush her little ego, Mason handed his phone to her. Two seconds burnt and the phone returned to his grip. Not long after she left, his long-awaited friend showed up with a grin that made Mason want to knock his spirit out of his lean body.
"Dude, that's so not cool," Mason attacked.
"I'm sorry I had so much on my plate. At least tell me you got her number."
"Begrudgingly," he frowned, "I just deleted it."
Norton gestured to the bartender for his usual then faced his friend, "You have to move on, for real. It's been a long time already, don't you think?"
Mason stared at the nearly thawed ice floating on his drink. "I know. But if I have to do that it'll be with just one person."
"Then what are you waiting for to get to her?" Norton sipped his drink.
"I'm afraid, man," he confessed, "for all I know she might be happily married with kids. I screwed up. Big time."
Norton placed his hand on his friend's shoulder, "don't just sit here and keep presuming. Confirm it; find her, make things right if she isn't married, but if she is," he shrugged, "you move."
Mason's thin lips flattened in uncertainty, soon, it twitched in an attempt to smile. If she really did move on he won't blame her. She deserved the best. But if she didn't, he might as well try to make things right. Truth be heard, he prayed for the latter. "I'll try."
Norton tapped his shoulder twice, "good," and sipped on his drink.
Norton was right, if he wanted his heart to be at peace even just for the sake of it, he had to find her to make it right. He, later on, found himself wishing to be wrong about her being married. He took in a huge gulp of the burning drink, grimaced as it stunk the walls of his esophagus.
"What's this contract all about?" Mason quizzed, not only to dust the awkward atmosphere but also, to know what he was really in for.
Before leaving for New York, Mason wondered how he was going to start his life afresh, thought about the number of construction companies he was going to visit, the number of applications he was going to fill, and the streets he was going to visit.
Coincidentally, Norton called him the same day he arrived telling him about a certain contract in Hawaii.
"Yeah, well, my dad bought a house in Honolulu, Hawaii. The old man isn't very much appealed by the plan, as it is," he sipped.
"He wants to take down the house, then?"
"Something like that," Norton chewed on the olive which once adorned his drink. "So I thought of you to design one or two plans for a perfect beach house."
"That won't be a problem at all. I'll get to it tonight, by tomorrow evening I'll be done."
"The journey's tomorrow, dude."
"What? And you're telling me this only now?"
"Was aware of this just this morning. Take your time though but not too much 'cus it's limited to an additional twenty-four hours, I'll let my old man know about it."
"That's cool, man."
"So...tell me more about Aussie girls."
"Anna, don't get me running after you on heels. Get your pants on," Louisa pleaded from Anna's empty room after realizing the chubby lass must be downstairs eyes-glued to a kid's show. "Anna," she chanted while descending the stairs. Just as expected, the five-year-old's attention was entirely held hostage. Louisa called again finally gaining the little girl's attention and immediately, tears began to bubble at the back of her eyes. No matter how hard she fought to forget, something must keep her returning to square one; Even though she was grateful Gianna inherited a vast majority of her physique-- besides her nose, every psychological aspect was that of the man she regretted ever loving; she had a way of staring that made her almost want to go back on her six-year-old promise to herself and Marley. Mason gave her yet another reason to never take men seriously. "Come on, put on your pants baby else you'll be late for school." "Two more minutes, mum," she whined. "No, no." "Fou
Louisa roosted beneath the silhouette of a coconut tree admiring the human concentrated Waikiki beach. Her flamboyant entirety was buried in an equally striking yellow gown festoon with navy flowers. Her face was in a thick frown, successfully hidden beneath an enormous pair of sunshades, as she woke up to an apology call from Mr. Rudolph on behalf of his architect. Power red. she was supposed to be discernible and tolerant. Wasn't that the point of the shade? A gush of wind blew through her dress and almost hooking her straw knitted hat off her excuse of braided hair. With a firm hand support, Louisa attempted to stare at the sun, an act which wasn't a tidbit successful, then back to the human suffocated shore. If she wasn't on for a business trip, she would've certainly joined her mates in basking beneath the sun's soothing rays and the chilly wind's agreeable paws. Louisa glanced at her watch which read six minutes into nine. With her hotel room at the proximity and a mindset t
He would be a baptized liar if he said his heart never seized beating frantically when he saw Louisa. At first, he couldn't make her out during the introduction and still couldn't after it. She was different. The good and bad kind of different; five years had taken a pretty damn toll on her femalehood. The mop of braided ginger hair withstood by the straw hat shone with a burning splendor just like he recalled, in revenge, her caked up elongated face held a hideous crimson red garnished lip and fierce extravagantly touched up evergreen pair of eyes. He remembered Cass putting on those. She called them 'winged liner', 'cat eyes' or something of the sort. On normal circumstances- if he hadn't known Louisa that is- he would've classified her, on physical inspection, as a haughty self-reliant and self-centered young lady ready to hop on thirsty men's pants one night and have them tail her only to crush and rub their egos for as long as she's satisfied. Luckily, the Louisa he knew was an o
It was as unbelievable as falling in love again to know that Mason kept track of time for someone who never spared her heart a dime of his time. Ludicrous! It was already eight am and Louisa was impatiently waiting for a troop. She took the opportunity of the new incompetent coworker's tardiness to assemble important items from the basement and other parts of the bungalow in a safe place. They might come in handy in time. She stretched her waist then her arms to the burning sun after lowering the last utility carton on the concrete pavement when she got interrupted by a retiring car engine. At first, she thought it was Mason and was ready to release some bile until pitch-black hair, almost purple beneath the rays of the merciless sun, shot out of the driver's seat. Not only did more bile surge, her belly gurgled and her head unsurprisingly became woozy. But then, not all bad things deserved the trash. If anything, she was glad he came around. Very glad. She fake smiled at his ap
Adrian's company had become undeniably wearying that Mason's absence drilled her core. When she had returned to the kitchen—after willfully evading with Adrian—the only thing left was his gloves amidst a pile of annihilated bricks and plywood. Where did he go? Louisa crossed another pile to make it to the run-down corner, with which she was well pleased, hoping to sight a fraction of Mason on the seashore. But it was void of any soul. Her boots crossed the tiny porch, headed onto the heated sandy soil where the palms danced to the rhythm of the wind and the ocean waves reverberated, pulling and pushing against the recently wet platinum grains at its reach. She was tempted to take off her boots and feel the nostalgic blend beneath her feet until Adrian showed up. "Ah, there you are," his flip-flop imprinted on the whistling sand with every move, "you seem to adore this place," he remarked. "It's serene," she retorted, the wind augmenting so much that it whipped her ponytail to he
"What can I get you?" Mason inquired even though he had just half a bottle of whiskey which he ordered the previous night and a bottle of water. "The blueprints," her voice was as rough as an unindustrialized maple timber. "Yeah, right. Let me get dressed and get back to you," he scurried to the king-sized bed where his clothes laid and tucked into his trousers while eyeing Louisa. Her gaze pretentiously roamed to other room furniture with a plastered flush on both cheeks. "Here," he forwarded a blueprint to her, "that's the new design corresponding to today's modifications; the kitchen, master's room, and living room as you know it." She meticulously examined the design looking more beautiful than ever in the colorful African print she was in. Each shade complimented her in one way or the order. "It took me quite some time to ana—" "Well, thank you, Mr. Donovan," she cut him off and vacated the sofa. "I must confess, I'm very much impressed by your effectiveness. Have a good ni
"Is this giving us a chance?" Adrian referred pulling out a chair for Louisa to sit. Once he made it to his seat, she replied, "Not yet." Louisa made a glance at the signature Hawaiian-themed luxurious restaurant's decor dotted with smiling duos and immediately knocked upon her that they weren't at the right place or preferably, they weren't the right duo. "Are you by any chance...using me?" He leaned forward with narrow eyes chiseling out every nook and cranny her face had to offer. Louisa rested her chin on the back of her stacked elevated hands with a mischievous grin in sight, "using you?" She echoed, "and why will I do that?" Adrian leaned back, "I'm not stupid, Louisa. I've gone through this process enough to master it," a waitress dissected their sea of conversation with an ice-filled bucket of champagne after which she sublimed leaving them with filled glasses. "Are you indirectly insinuating something?" She continued. "No, not at all." "Then why think I'm...using you
"Let's get down to it." He broke their eye battle as he slumped onto the sofa. He didn't know what mosquito bit her to have her present in the middle of his suite with a first aid kit but he was delighted. Her beauty seemed to be evolving every second he set eyes on her even though caked up. He didn't very much appreciate that she covered up her freckles as well as hid behind the layers of god knows what. He was tempted to dislocate her lips with kisses and have her garments flying over the suite's balcony but lips and fingers froze to himself as memories arose from the depths of his mind. His aim wasn't to take advantage of her like before but to win the heart he had disregarded and for that to happen, he had to respect himself and above all, respect her for he had learned a lot over the years. He wasn't the same Mason she used to know, he wished she could pass the wall of despair, abhor, and distance she'd built towards him. He winced at the slither