Ava
~~~ I back away on my hands and knees till I hit the wall, trying to steady my breathing as flashbacks of "the incident" threaten to take over. Mr Riggs backs away too, his breath becoming heavier as beads of sweat roll down his floppy cheeks. “This isn’t … I didn.’t…” He stutters pathetically, looking at me as if I’m going to help him. He turns back to the man, “Mr Sinclair, please.” Sinclair. I swear I know that name from somewhere, almost like he’s famous, but I can’t put my finger on who he is, and the tension in the room makes it harder to focus on him. Sinclair crosses the room in two strides, and before I can react, he twists Mr Riggs's hand to his back, his eyes off me entirely, now narrowed at the man I believe he wholeheartedly intends to kill. “You think it's funny to prey on weak girls?” My head snaps up at him as I hear him call me weak, and just like that, "the incident" leaves my head, replaced with a familiar but safe anger. “Even worse, you want to attack a woman to steal my money?” He says in a low, measured tone. His ability to be so composed while he nearly snaps off a man's hand is ten times scarier than if he’d burst in here yelling. Mr Riggs shakes his head frantically, “No, please… I didn’t mean to.” Without another word, Mr Sinclair wraps his arms around Mr Riggs's neck, so quickly that if I blinked I would have missed it, and Mr Riggs's eyes widen in shock. He makes a brief choking noise before collapsing to the ground, breathless. Was he just… killed? Finally, the words that have been lost since this whole thing started find their way out of my throat, and I start letting out a confused "What the hell", but it's quickly muffled by Mr Sinclair’s strong arms. “Don’t be stupid,” He whispers viciously in my ear. His deep command leaves goosebumps flaring down my shoulder. Sinclair's grey, brooding eyes catch my green ones, and even though I raise a brow at him, I can't help the small jolt my heart gives. I thought he was beautiful before, but this close, it’s like he’s something godly. I have the sudden urge to paint those stormy grey eyes. Ya... let's not be attracted to a murderer. “I’m going to drop my hand, but you must not scream.” He commands. My eyes dart to Mr Riggs lying motionless on the ground. What if they charge me with attempted murder? I can’t spend so long running from “the incident” just to go to jail. When my eyes flicker back to Sinclair’s, however, something about him makes me feel like I’ll be fine. I push it down, remembering the last man who made me feel safe. But with no other choice, I nod. The moment his hand leaves my mouth, I whisper-shout, “You killed a man!” He scoffs, “I wish. It was basic Carotid Sinus Stimulation.” I blink at him as he rises. When he realizes I have no idea what that means, he looks at me confused. Does he really think that’s something everyone just knows? “I mean, Miss Allard, that I just caused him to go unconscious. Standard business.” I scramble to my feet and pat down my dress and hair. I know the fact Mr Riggs isn’t dead should make me feel better, but Mr Sinclair’s casual tone makes that difficult. “Hold on, you’ve done this before?” He peers out the window in the door as if he’s trying to find the right time to leave, “Like I said, Miss Allard, standard business. Do you know how many weak girls around New York need to be rescued?” There it is again, calling me weak of all things. Familiar heat rises in my chest, a feeling of fury that has become normal for me since the incident, and I clench my fists by my side. “What’s that supposed to mean?” I say, crossing my arms across my chest. He turns to me, unfazed, "I don’t think I stuttered, Miss Allard.” “Well, maybe you should have.” I retort, stepping closer to him. Even in my heels, I barely pass the middle of his chest, but I've never let that stop me from standing up for myself, and this tree-like man wouldn’t be another bastard that makes me run. He leans closer as a wave of dark hair falls forward uncharacteristically, “When you were on stage, you completely froze, and when that fool captured you, you simply let him take you. This small display of bravery you’re trying to do right now doesn’t prove you aren’t weak, it just proves you’re stupid. Why do you think I bought your paintings? I needed you to get off stage before you made an even bigger fool of yourself.” If my anger was ignited before, Mr Sinclair just set it ablaze. I try and find the words to say, but they’re all jumbled in my head in a raging mess. Instead, I grit out, “Have a good evening, Mr Sinclair, and keep your money.” He scoffs again, “I promise you I don’t need it, but you certainly look like you do.” My jaw tightens at his harsh words. I brush past him, rushing back into the world of artists and buyers. It feels like stepping into a different world entirely. Everyone is laughing and talking, no longer paying attention to me and the spectacle I made earlier. It’s not like I care, not when the words stupid and weak are playing on a loop in my head, each time making me angrier than the last. I feel Mr Sinclair’s stronghold on my forearm behind me, and this pushes me to my tipping point. Men don’t just get to touch me whenever they please. I whip around without thinking, and before he can say anything else to me, I slap him across the face.Ava ~~~ There are many ways to tell a girl her father was possibly murdered by her ex. This was not one of those ways. I shake my head, eyes darting around the room to ignore the sinking feeling that has me in its grasp. “No…no… that doesn’t -“ “Shit.” Nicco curses, “I shouldn’t have said it like that but I mean, think it through, Ava.” “No, my father left me!” I snap at him, the noose around my neck tightening. “No, Ava. My father left me 6 times and this pattern you’re describing? Not the way abusive dads leave.” He drawls it out, like what he’s saying doesn’t shake my entire worldview; everything I know and everything I am. My anger bubbles, and the only person I can think about directing it at is him. What right did he have to call me here, to involve himself in my family’s shit? “Fuck you.” I spit before hastily grabbing my phone. I stand quickly, rushing for the door. But Nicco is just as fast, and I feel him yank me from behind, pulling me till I crash
Ava ~~~ To Nicco’s credit, he doesn’t take me to the middle of nowhere like I expected. The limo pulls up in a nice area of the city, one with large boulevards and blaring sunlight that makes it look like we’re in a Disney movie. It’s cute. It’s also not where I expected someone like him would live. When I walk up to the front door and knock, I half expect Cinderella to come twirling out of the house with a smile and some tea cakes. Instead, it creaks open just a crack, and unfamiliar faded brown eyes stare at me delightedly. “Can I help you?” The little old lady croaks. I freeze, not sure what to say. I’m not exactly the person you call to deal with elders, not with a knife in my pocket or the history I have. Right as I’m about to apologise and tell her this must be the wrong house, Nicco’s harassed voice calls from inside. “Mum, I told you to stay by the window and not open the door!” He sounds as frustrated as his rushing footsteps, likely hurrying to sav
Leonel ~~~ I really can’t catch a fucking break can I? Even as I zoom past mounting traffic at record speed, I know I’m not getting to that courthouse early enough to counter whatever the hell Madison is saying. With one hand on the wheel, I ring the only number I have on speed dial for shit like this. They pick up on the second ring. “Hey man, are you seeing this shit right now?” Oliver’s voice blares, but there’s a breathiness to it that nearly makes me crash my car. “Did you just have sex?!” “Twice, and let me just say, your guest room is exquisite for making love.” I hear Evelyn in the background, I think telling him to shut up. I don’t have the energy to deal with this now. I clutch my phone tighter, ignoring the man who flips me off because I nearly crash into him. “Just do what you do. Fix this.” “Already on it boss.” He says, and I cut the call, giving the road my undivided attention. I arrive in record time, but not record enough to catch most of Madison
Ava ~~~ “There is no way your favourite colour is yellow,” I say, scrunching my nose at Leonel. He chuckles, taking another sip of his black coffee, “I don’t know what to tell you, Mi Valineta. You expect it to be something dark and dangerous but it’s really just yellow.” I resist the urge to laugh loudly, even though we’re the only ones in the coffee shop, it still feels weird to be noisy. After our little moment last night, Leonel woke up this morning insisting we go out and just enjoy each other’s company. They don’t need him to testify any time soon, and with all the tension that brews unspoken between us: me running away and his murderous behaviour, a day out may be just what we need to cleanse one another. Well... after last night’s sexual rendezvous, I’m not sure we will ever be clean again, but you get the idea. “Forgive me if I find it hard to believe that the guy who hunches over a cup of black coffee, no sugar or cream, has a preference for yellow.” He arche
Ava ~~~ "Fuck me." I don't stutter when I ask him, and there's no whining, needy sound in my voice, because I know exactly what I want, and what I want is him. Leonel's eyes pop open, shock turning the grey lighter, and he makes a choking sound I've never heard from him before. "You were right." He mumbles, gently pushing me away, "Maybe we should talk first." I shake my head, frustration making me press my hips firmer against his cock. he groans, so hard I know that sex is what he wants, so why hesitate?I tighten my hands around him, "I wanted to talk about my escape, about Jaxon and Madison and Riley and all that shit, but I'm tired of that being all there is to us. I want you." He sucks in a breath, the hands he has on my hips so iron-clad I can no longer grind against him. "Ava, darling." He whispers, finally releasing my hips with one hand, but just so he can run his thumb along the outline of my cheek. I hate how helpless I am against the gentle action: Aggressive, sto
Leonel~~~The scent of strawberry hits me like a bomb, waking up all my senses.It’s Ava’s scent, the one I've been starved of for the last 2 weeks. I breathe her in like she’s oxygen, and she may as fucking well be with how alive every part of me is; heart, soul, my fucking rock hard cock. I graze her ear with hungry teeth, and she clenches her small palms, which rest around my neck.“Leonel.” She gasps out. I can’t help but feel pride when she breathes my name out that way. I bet she’s never called Nicco that way.“Open,” I command the door, and as if i’m the voice of God, it springs open, revealing my plain but efficient bedroom; queen-seized bed with clinically white bedsheets and pillows, a large desk in the corner for when i’m too lazy to go downstairs and get work done in my office, some lights over head and windows overlooking my property. I inwardly cringe at the bulky monitors I have on the desk, the ones I got to search for my Ava.I snuggle her closer, sniffing her red h