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~~~ I back away on my hands and knees till I hit the wall, trying to steady my breathing as flashbacks of "the incident" threaten to take over. Mr Riggs backs away too, his breath becoming heavier as beads of sweat roll down his floppy cheeks. “This isn’t … I didn.’t…” He stutters pathetically, looking at me as if I’m going to help him. He turns back to the man, “Mr Sinclair, please.” Sinclair. I swear I know that name from somewhere, almost like he’s famous, but I can’t put my finger on who he is, and the tension in the room makes it harder to focus on him. Sinclair crosses the room in two strides, and before I can react, he twists Mr Riggs's hand to his back, his eyes off me entirely, now narrowed at the man I believe he wholeheartedly intends to kill. “You think it's funny to prey on weak girls?” My head snaps up at him as I hear him call me weak, and just like that, "the incident" leaves my head, replaced with a familiar but safe anger. “Even worse, you want to attack a woman to steal my money?” He says in a low, measured tone. His ability to be so composed while he nearly snaps off a man's hand is ten times scarier than if he’d burst in here yelling. Mr Riggs shakes his head frantically, “No, please… I didn’t mean to.” Without another word, Mr Sinclair wraps his arms around Mr Riggs's neck, so quickly that if I blinked I would have missed it, and Mr Riggs's eyes widen in shock. He makes a brief choking noise before collapsing to the ground, breathless. Was he just… killed? Finally, the words that have been lost since this whole thing started find their way out of my throat, and I start letting out a confused "What the hell", but it's quickly muffled by Mr Sinclair’s strong arms. “Don’t be stupid,” He whispers viciously in my ear. His deep command leaves goosebumps flaring down my shoulder. Sinclair's grey, brooding eyes catch my green ones, and even though I raise a brow at him, I can't help the small jolt my heart gives. I thought he was beautiful before, but this close, it’s like he’s something godly. I have the sudden urge to paint those stormy grey eyes. Ya... let's not be attracted to a murderer. “I’m going to drop my hand, but you must not scream.” He commands. My eyes dart to Mr Riggs lying motionless on the ground. What if they charge me with attempted murder? I can’t spend so long running from “the incident” just to go to jail. When my eyes flicker back to Sinclair’s, however, something about him makes me feel like I’ll be fine. I push it down, remembering the last man who made me feel safe. But with no other choice, I nod. The moment his hand leaves my mouth, I whisper-shout, “You killed a man!” He scoffs, “I wish. It was basic Carotid Sinus Stimulation.” I blink at him as he rises. When he realizes I have no idea what that means, he looks at me confused. Does he really think that’s something everyone just knows? “I mean, Miss Allard, that I just caused him to go unconscious. Standard business.” I scramble to my feet and pat down my dress and hair. I know the fact Mr Riggs isn’t dead should make me feel better, but Mr Sinclair’s casual tone makes that difficult. “Hold on, you’ve done this before?” He peers out the window in the door as if he’s trying to find the right time to leave, “Like I said, Miss Allard, standard business. Do you know how many weak girls around New York need to be rescued?” There it is again, calling me weak of all things. Familiar heat rises in my chest, a feeling of fury that has become normal for me since the incident, and I clench my fists by my side. “What’s that supposed to mean?” I say, crossing my arms across my chest. He turns to me, unfazed, "I don’t think I stuttered, Miss Allard.” “Well, maybe you should have.” I retort, stepping closer to him. Even in my heels, I barely pass the middle of his chest, but I've never let that stop me from standing up for myself, and this tree-like man wouldn’t be another bastard that makes me run. He leans closer as a wave of dark hair falls forward uncharacteristically, “When you were on stage, you completely froze, and when that fool captured you, you simply let him take you. This small display of bravery you’re trying to do right now doesn’t prove you aren’t weak, it just proves you’re stupid. Why do you think I bought your paintings? I needed you to get off stage before you made an even bigger fool of yourself.” If my anger was ignited before, Mr Sinclair just set it ablaze. I try and find the words to say, but they’re all jumbled in my head in a raging mess. Instead, I grit out, “Have a good evening, Mr Sinclair, and keep your money.” He scoffs again, “I promise you I don’t need it, but you certainly look like you do.” My jaw tightens at his harsh words. I brush past him, rushing back into the world of artists and buyers. It feels like stepping into a different world entirely. Everyone is laughing and talking, no longer paying attention to me and the spectacle I made earlier. It’s not like I care, not when the words stupid and weak are playing on a loop in my head, each time making me angrier than the last. I feel Mr Sinclair’s stronghold on my forearm behind me, and this pushes me to my tipping point. Men don’t just get to touch me whenever they please. I whip around without thinking, and before he can say anything else to me, I slap him across the face.16 Years Later Valentina Sinclair ~~~~ “I thought my parents loved me.” Willow and I lay shoulder-to-shoulder, simmering in our shared annoyance. “Same.” She responds, tilting her head to stare at me, “Do you think if I beg Aunt Ava enough she’d stop this from happening?” I scrunch my nose, thinking of what mum would say if Willow talked to her. “Willow, angel, this is such an amazing family tradition.” I mock my mum’s enthusiastic voice. Willow giggles, “And then uncle Leonel will join in, cause he’s always on aunt Ava’s side.” I lower my voice to try to get Dad’s deep tone. “Your mother wants the best for you, mi mundo, and so do I.” Willow covers her face with her red-gel fingers, her shoulders shaking from laughter. “Uncle Leonel will murder you if he finds out you were mocking him and your mum.” She breathes between chuckles. “Oh please. My parents would die before they ever punish me. They’re such softies.” It helps that I’m actually good. The straig
Ava ~~~ Surprise, surprise, Leonel makes love to me in the car before we head to the office. I’m still coming down from the high of being eaten out when he swerves into the car park, looking at me with creased brows. “Are you okay?” He murmurs, resting one hand on my belly and the other on my cheek. These days, he’s been a little overbearing. But honestly? After Jaxon, I’ll take my overprotective husband any day. “I’m fine.” I assure him. We’re greeted at the door by my favourite receptionist, Fiona, and when she spots my small belly, I can see her mind reeling to ask if I’m pregnant or just overfed. “We’re expecting Fiona. You can ask.” Leonel’s husky voice says low enough to almost make me whimper. Fiona lights up, and I can’t help blushing as she squeals, “Oh, that’s wonderful Sinclairs! No wonder you haven’t been to the office in some time Mrs Sinclair. I’m overjoyed for you!” “Thank you, Fiona,” I say shyly, and Leonel squeezes my hand. Right then, the eleva
Ava ~~~ Leonel and I manage to pull ourselves out of bed, and after another fuck in the shower leaves my legs jellied, I actually consider hauling my pregnant ass back into bed. Sike. Now, my post-sex glow stares back at me from the mirror. I twist to admire my little belly in my pantsuit, loving the weight of my baby. I'm not the only one. Leonel wraps his big arms around me, soothing my stomach and whispering, “You get more beautiful every time I see you.” I scoff, “You mean I get bigger?” “Ava.” he warns, “don't do that. It's healthy weight, and you look good.” he nips my ear, “delicious even.” I stifle my moan. The last thing I want is for my sexy husband to seduce me into not going to the office. I intertwine our fingers and change the subject, “I have a feeling the baby’s a girl.” Leonel’s eyes glow, “a mini you? I'm so fucked.” I blush all the way to the dining room. Leonel insists on carrying me down the stairs, like he has every day since I showed him my
3 YEARS LATER Leonel ~~~ “You’re going to be the death of me.” I grunt, sliding out of Ava just so I can push into her again. She moans, and the sound awakens every nerve in my body. “Leonel.” She whispers, still so sleepy. My favorite part of the day these days has been waking her up with my cock. But I’m careful, I have to be. I kiss her, moving my lips as gently as I’m driving into her. She whimpers that sweet noise that always almost makes me cum. “Oh fuck.” She says softly, then whines, “You can go harder.” “I don’t want to hurt you.” I grunt, even as it takes all my energy not to go rough. One bare breast peaks from beneath the covers, and I resist sucking that hardened pink nipple. She isn’t satisfied. I can tell from how she keeps arching up, telling me with her body that she needs more. I trail down her neck, hoping butterfly kisses make up for my softness. “Harder.” She pants. I kiss her nose, “No.” Frowning, she wraps her legs around my thrusti
Ava ~~~ The boat rocks beneath us, and a band plays their violins for Oliver and Evie take their proposal pictures. I feel good. Like, I got high for the first time good. Every time I glance to Leonel, my insides turn to jelly, and all I can imagine is him railing me again. Or… making love to me, if you feel like being poetic. “Are you okay?” He whispers, “are you… sore?” “Baby, if you ask me that fucking question one more time I might just break up with you.” He laughs, but it’s short and strained, “I just want you to be okay. I’ve never slept with a virgin before and I know the first time can be hard.” “First two times you mean.” I insist, reminding him we did it from the back right before we came here. The tips of his ears actually turn pink, “Ava, I’m serious.” I know, and that’s what’s so infuriating. How can anyone be serious at a time like this? We’re in Paris. All our threats are dead or backed off. Our friend’s are about to get engaged. Most impo
Leonel ~~~ God, I love this woman. Ava looks like an angel, curled into my chest as she snores softly. I rub my hand over her cheek, then through her hair. I don’t think I’ve told her how much I love this short look on her. Gently, I fix her bra, remembering how hungry I’d been when I yanked it down, then I peel myself away from her so I can run a shower. “No.” She protests, reaching for me, still half-asleep. I kiss her nose, chuckling, “I want to wash off.” “No,” she says again, then cracks open one beautiful green eye, “stay with me.” Well, there’s no arguing with that. I take my pants and boxers off entirely, throwing them to the ground where my t-shirt is, before snuggling under the covers with her. She sighs happily, wrapping her legs around my waist. She’s so magnificent. Everything about her makes me fall even more in love. It’s no wonder I came so fast. I can still hear her desperate moans, her passionate panting. The way she said my name, and don’t even ge
Leonel ~~~ “I do.” Those two words bring me alive in ways I didn't even realise were possible. The crowd tried to start murmuring again, but there's now security flanking their sides, so the hall is deathly quiet. Ava is looking at me, and we must stare at each other for what feels like
And that’s a wrap 💕 I can’t believe we actually got here. Thank you, thank you, thank you to all my readers!!!! It’s been such a journey, and I truly can’t tell you all how much your support and love means to me. What we started with was by no means what I assumed we’d have today, but the story
Ava ~~~ I think about Leonel. Every. Single. Day. He’s the main positive light that shines in the middle of all my negative emotions. And fuck do I have so many negative emotions. When I was released from the hospital, that was when the real hell with my feelings began. I would startle aw
Ava ~~~The letter shakes in my hands as I read its ending. Or, as I try to read its ending. But my eyes are so blurred with tears that I can barely see the words on the page.“Oh, my love,” I whisper, grazing a finger over the place he signed his name in stylish calligraphy.There’s a steady thr







