LOGINDrip. Drip. Drip.
Screeching tires. Distorted voices. Throbbing headache.
“Kill him.” A firm order. A deep voice void of emotions
I blinked. What? Who?
My brain was enveloped in a fog. My ears still rang. My pulse raced. My lungs squeezed, and I desperately tried to inhale a lungful of air. I blinked to get rid of the dots swimming in my vision.
I turned to the driver’s side. Empty. As if I couldn’t trust my vision in the eerie yellow glow from the headlights, dark, my hand reached out. Nothing. Just air. Adrian wasn’t there. The silence lingered in the surrounding wooded and swampy area, even the crickets ceased their noise. As if they held their breaths in anticipation of what was to come.
The sizzling sound of liquid against the hot metal sounded from somewhere - too close or too far, I couldn’t distinguish. The pungent scent of gasoline and oil seeped into my lungs, suffocating me. A warm liquid trickled down my temple. Slowly, I brought my fingers to it. Blood. My hair was wet and sticky, plastered against my forehead.
“They both have to die,” the same voice commanded. The gruff sound of grunts and foreign words filled the air.
My heart stopped beating and panic slowly overwhelmed all my other senses. I had to get out of here. Whoever was after us wasn’t our friend. Where was Adrian?
More screeching tires. Loud voices. Foreign language. I struggled to process. Was it Italian? French? My brain was too slow, the buzzing vibrating through it too loud and overwhelming.
All I knew was that I had to get away.
I jerked against the seat belt. Unsuccessfully. The unbearable scent of gas drifted into my nose, and smoke filled the small space. My eyes burned. Although it wasn’t just the smoke. Tears stung the back of my lids.
“Wrong time,” I whispered.
Sasha, the brother I was closest to, always said it was the wrong time to cry. I was almost twenty-seven and had yet to learn when it was a good time to cry.
My trembling fingers frantically jerked on the seat belt.
“Please, please, please.” My voice was a soft whisper.
If I could get my phone, my brothers would come to our rescue. They always came to the rescue.
Where was Adrian? What if he was dead already? Who was out there?
The ache in my bones pulsed harder.
My fingers finally found the button and pressed it. The seat belt came undone, hitting the door with a loud bang. It sounded like a gong going off and instantly everyone stilled outside.
The popping of bullets being fired broke the silence.
Instinctively, I ducked down, although I was already crammed down, before placing both hands over my ears to block out the loud noises. It reminded me of the crescendo of a bad opera piece. The pitch became louder and harsher, piercing my brain. It felt like they went on for hours, when in fact it was just a few seconds.
It stopped. A deafening silence. I should be relieved, but it felt even more ominous than the sound of gunshots.
My heart squeezed in my throat, the pulse choking me slowly.
More voices speaking in a foreign language. Unrecognizable words. The voices were high-pitched, angry, and not holding back. Until I recognized one word.
“Moya.” Mine. Russian.
At least one of those men was Russian. Did my brothers come already?
More words. It was hard to hear them over the buzzing in my ears, but I recognized it. I was certain it was Italian. Russian and Italian.
More bullets. More screeching tires. Until it suddenly stopped. It would have been one second or one hour, I couldn’t distinguish.
“She dies. No loose ends,” one of them demanded in English, and instinctively I shrank further back into the car, although it was burning, coming dangerously close to an explosion.
“No.” A cold voice. A hard tone. But it wasn’t Adrian’s. Was he even alive?
My nails dug into my palms, squeezing so hard that pain exploded on my skin. More commotion. More words. I couldn’t process a single word because my brain was still stuck on ‘she dies’ and terrified they meant me.
“Are you sure?” The deep masculine voice filled the air along with the sound of crunching glass. A pair of expensive, leather Italian shoes filled my vision.
I had to be in shock. Because I registered the brand. Santoni’s men’s shoes. My husband was in danger, and I stared at a pair of five grand Italian shoes.
“The woman doesn’t know anything.” The voice sounded vaguely familiar. I couldn’t place it. “I’ll take full responsibility for her.”
“If I find out she had anything to do with her husband’s games, I’m coming for her.” A light Italian accent. Deep voice.
“She knows nothing. If she does, I’ll handle it.” Another pair of expensive shoes. Art. 504 shoes. Even more expensive. Dark suit pants. Perfectly fit in length. Expensive material.
I shook my head. I needed to get out of here, not identify their wardrobe.
Another pair of expensive shoes entered my vision. A pair of Prada shoes. Adrian wore Prada shoes.
Was that him? I should have called out to him, but instead I stayed frozen in my spot. Staring at the Prada shoes like the ones I’d bought my husband.
“D’accordo.” Definitely Italian. What the fuck did that mean? “Don’t make me regret it.”
Bile rose in my throat and I inhaled deeply to stop myself from retching. One of the men left, a pair of expensive Italian leather. Two remained. My heart raced. My vision swam. My ears buzzed. My lungs burned as I waited.
Bu-bum. Bu-bum. Bu-bum.
Bang.
The last bullet. It felt like the final bullet before it was my turn.
A body hit the dirt with a loud thud. My eyes pulled from the shoes outside my window to the other side of the car. Adrian’s dead eyes met mine. An expression I couldn’t identify was still etched on his face. The last expression before he died. Staring back at me. A single bullet hole in his chest, blood seeping out.
A gasp left me, and my heart stopped beating.
“A-A-Adrian,” I choked out, my voice broken. He didn’t move. His stare blank, fixed on something I couldn’t reach. His face bruised and bloodied, whether from the impact of the car crash or someone’s fists, I couldn’t tell.
With each heartbeat my life slowly faded, following him. Until something inside me snapped.
“Nooo!” I shrieked and my world as I’d known it ceased to exist.
My sunglasses hid most of my face. My black dress fluttered with the breeze.Red roses covered the black shiny casket. An empty casket. There was nothing left of Adrian to bury. Another bouquet of red roses was thrown on the casket. The color was stark against the shiny black, reminding me of blood.Blood spilled. Blood wasted.I stared at the date carved into the fancy niche plaque.The date of his death. It’d soon be turned into just another crypt. It’d be a cold stone, just like his memories.The sky darkened and the large clouds moved, hovering above me. The first raindrop was only an opening. Another followed, then another, until it became a constant pitter-patter. People slowly dispersed, running for cover. Absent-mindedly, I noticed Vasili opening an umbrella to shelter his wife and children.Sasha opened his umbrella and took two steps towards me, sheltering me from the rain. The pitter-patter became louder. Puddles began forming fast around me, and I watched the water surroun
TATIANA “You’re going to be okay.” A deep, raspy voice spoke to me. The drug induced haze began to wane, and I could make out a pair of dark eyes watching me. “Because our story has barely begun.”Then his footsteps echoed in the room, taking him away from me.Beep. Beep. Beep.The hospital machines were too loud. The room was too cold. Too dark. The scent of disinfectant filled my lungs. A buzzing in my ears.Yet, the only thing I could concentrate on was him. I could feel him. Lingering in the shadows. Watching me.Shifting my head to the side, I zeroed in on the double glass doors on the other side of the hospital room. Lights sparked through the glass, a clear outline of a figure standing there. It had to be a man. A tall man.“Adrian?” I croaked, my head dizzy from that small movement.I should be afraid. Yet, I felt safe. Maybe there were still too many drugs in my bloodstream. The door opened, barely a foot. The shadow stepped through it. I couldn’t see his face, the light b
KONSTANTIN You have to prepare for the worst.I couldn’t process those words. I refused to accept them. I had lost my shit on the doctors more than once over the last twenty-four hours. I had paid them all off, but it was only a matter of time before her brothers learned of this accident.Doctors here understood the risks if they slipped my name to them. I wouldn’t hesitate to use their families to make them pay. And my wrath wasn’t a nice thing to bear. But that wouldn’t be necessary because they knew to keep this secret for me.Now, they just had to save Tatiana and all would be well with the world.Her forehead needed stitches, as well as her shoulder and forearm, but fortunately she didn’t have any internal injuries. She endured a head injury that might have caused some brain damage. But she has been in and out of consciousness, and until she was fully conscious, the extent of the damage couldn’t be determined.The accident happened yesterday.Twenty-four hours of anguish. A wh
TATIANA Beep. Beep. Beep.A steady beeping. The nauseous scent of disinfectant all around.Blood. Bleach. Sterile coldness.Adrian’s scent cocooned me, citrus and sandalwood, but there was a spice in it too. Maybe it was just the hospital.There were sounds of hushed voices.“You better heal her if you want to live.” The voice was hard. Cold. Russian accent. It wasn’t my brother’s voice. But who?“Sir, we’ll do our best.”“You will do everything,” he roared. “Not your best.”More commotion. The sounds of a struggle and shouting. More voices.Was Adrian here? Instantly images of his dead eyes flooded my brain. Blood trickled down the corner of the mouth I used to kiss. The taste of copper flooded my mouth.Clammy, cold skin under my fingertips. The cold kiss of death.“Breathe.” A scream. Mine. Maybe? I wasn’t sure. My mouth on Adrian’s.One. Two. Three. Air into his lungs. One. Two. Three.An explosion. Loud. The earth shook.Everything was fuzzy. My chest squeezed, a sob choking m
Drip. Drip. Drip.Screeching tires. Distorted voices. Throbbing headache.“Kill him.” A firm order. A deep voice void of emotionsI blinked. What? Who?My brain was enveloped in a fog. My ears still rang. My pulse raced. My lungs squeezed, and I desperately tried to inhale a lungful of air. I blinked to get rid of the dots swimming in my vision.I turned to the driver’s side. Empty. As if I couldn’t trust my vision in the eerie yellow glow from the headlights, dark, my hand reached out. Nothing. Just air. Adrian wasn’t there. The silence lingered in the surrounding wooded and swampy area, even the crickets ceased their noise. As if they held their breaths in anticipation of what was to come.The sizzling sound of liquid against the hot metal sounded from somewhere - too close or too far, I couldn’t distinguish. The pungent scent of gasoline and oil seeped into my lungs, suffocating me. A warm liquid trickled down my temple. Slowly, I brought my fingers to it. Blood. My hair was wet an
PROLOGUETATIANA Death smashed into the back of Adrian’s slick Maserati, demanding our lives. My body jerked forward and the seat belt cut into my chest. My heart jumped, racing as fast as my husband’s driving.“What’s going on?” I whimpered frantically as I glanced over my shoulder. The headlights of a black SUV filled the rear window. Smash.My body jerked forward again. “Adrian!” I screamed. “Gun, get a gun.”He acted as if he hadn’t heard me, just kept speeding down the dark road. My eyes darted to my husband as my ears buzzed with fear. Adrian looked scared. Terrified even. This wasn’t good.Not. At. All.“Head back to New Orleans,” I yelled. We were way outside the city limits, headed for Adrian’s place. Dark roads highlighted only by the light of the moon. We hadn’t seen a house or another car for miles.“Head down,” he barked. I obeyed at once, as I struggled against the seat belt.If Adrian was worried, there was something terribly wrong.“Adrian,” I screeched, fear seepin







