Chapter Firty Two: I Should Have Known

Chapter Four: I Should Have Known

Nicolas brushed his stomach. After the dream he had he was second guessing himself. The child inside of him yes was stopping him from doing a lot of things that he wanted to do. But the fact stood.

He had made this child. He made this child with Edward without being forced or being trapped into it. Because of the need he felt for Edward.

What if him getting rid of their first child broke their relationship? Or worse broke Edward himself? Nicolas would not be able to live with that. So maybe he could try.

"Your medicine" a maid bowed at him with the medicine the doctor had told him to take daily. He took the vile of tasteless medication.

He sometimes spit it out because of how disgusting it felt in his mouth so what he came up with to deal with this was to distract himself with other things to see. Today it would be the flowers in the garden.

He heard voices immediately as he neared it though. Two female voices that he knew. And one ma