Mag-log inNathan had never been afraid of mornings, until he woke up knowing his fated mate was somewhere beyond the door.
Nathan stirred, blinking against the morning light filtering through the windows. He was still on the floor. His gaze dropped to his wrist. Valentino was still here. He frowned, his hands curling against the cold floor. He'd expected Valentino to storm in last night. It was why he'd spent the night guarding the door. And sometime before dawn, exhaustion had taken over. He rose to his feet, wincing slightly from lightheadedness, and pressed his ear against the door. It was quiet. His heart pounded as he contemplated on staying in or going out where he'd have to face Valentino. He knew he'd eventually have to leave the room. His stomach growled, pain twisting through it, forcing him to double over. He hadn't eaten since the night of his birthday. He had no reason to remain inside, at least now that he might collapse from hunger anytime soon. He stood upright, breathing through the pain as he reached for the door handle. His hand stilled on it for a moment, before he turned it. The door opened with a click and swung inward to reveal a woman standing outside. She had her hand out, like she was about opening the door, too. He flinched, startled, and backed away. She was dark-skinned, with a coat hugging her frame and a stethoscope hanging loosely around her neck. The woman was shocked, too, but she simply stared at him, her dark-green eyes scanning him from head to toe. After a few seconds, she turned and left. "No!" She shouted. "He'll fucking die!" Nathan froze, his heart racing as he backed away even further. Who was she? And what did she mean... he'd die? Just as he was about moving to close the door, heavy steps approached and Nathan's blood ran cold. He panicked, slamming the door shut. He stayed behind it, pushing as hard as he could, scrambling to lock it. But it was futile. The door exploded inward almost instantly, throwing Nathan backwards. Valentino hadn't even needed a second hit. He winced as a sharp pain shot through his shoulder. Valentino walked up to him and he backed away. The man's blue eyes burned with rage and contempt. His jaw and fist were clenched, as he loomed before Nathan. He grabbed the boy by his collar, pulled him up harshly, and dragged him out. Nathan clawed at his wrist as he was dragged across the polished floor. Tears formed in his eyes, his breaths reducing to ragged gasps, but it was of no use. The man was much stronger. "He won't die!" Valentino announced, his voice thick, to which the woman from earlier replied with a scoff. They got to the living room where she was and the moment her eyes landed on the duo, she turned pale. She leapt towards them and pushed Valentino to the side, forcing him to release the boy. Nathan collapsed onto the ground, his hands moving to his neck as he coughed and gasped for air. His heart thumped rapidly against his ribs. Valentino would hurt him. "Are you insane?!" The man didn't speak; he simply gritted his teeth as their eyes locked. Then, he looked away and ran a hand through his hair. The green-eyed woman muttered a curse and dropped onto one of the couches in the living room, staring blankly at the wall. "I can't cut the string, he won't make it." Nathan's head snapped up, a cold realization settling in his bones. Valentino would rather risk his life than remain tied to him."What are you doing under there?" Nathan mumbled, blinking slowly as his eyes adjusted to the morning light spilling in from the windows. It was subtle at first. A small trail of wet heat across his chest, before the familiar feel of Valentino's lips engulfed his nipple, dragging him out of a confused dream. For some reason, he was racing a horse riding a unicycle.Valentino reached up, pulling the boy's shirt over his head, his lips curled into a dirty smile. His gaze was warm, filled with an emotion that made Nathan's heart flutter."Exploring."Nathan couldn't help the chuckle that slipped out of him. He threw his head back and shook gently against the cool mattress. "Normally, the groom-to-be shouldn't be in the bride-to-be's room," he murmured, his eyes finding Valik's eyes again.Rising to his knees, the man rolled his eyes. Then he plopped down the bed, snuggling up to him, pressing his nose into the crook of his neck. His arm found its place across Nathan's belly."What a us
The sun had long since dipped below the horizon, leaving behind a canvas of wine and orange that stretched endlessly over the water. The beach had grown quiet, the distant giggles and splashes replaced by the gentle rhythm of waves hitting the shore.Nathan hadn't spoken a word since they returned to the villa.He'd walked ahead of Valentino, his shoulders rigid, his strides quick. The moment they crossed the threshold, he'd disappeared into the bedroom and locked the door behind him. Valentino had stood in the hallway for a long moment, his hand raised, hovering inches from the wood. But no words came. Nothing he could say would undo what he'd just revealed.Nothing he could say would erase the cruelty he'd inflicted on a boy who was already drowning in his own sorrows.He'd ended up on the couch.The leather was cold against his back, the cushions too firm, the space too empty. He'd stared at the ceiling for hours, replaying every moment, every harsh word, every time he'd watched
The crystal clear water glinted as it caught the light, its waves rippling, curling at the edge in white foams.In it, some students from Nathan's department played, passing a beach ball, their distant giggles drifting in the air. Nathan watched from the bench, his lips curling into a small smile. He brought the drink in his hand to his lips and sipped the sweet, orange liquid slowly. A shadow suddenly fell over him and he looked up, barely able to make out Mikhail's features. "For someone who crashed my engagement ceremony, you sure are having the time of your life."A chuckle bubbled in his throat. He set the drink down and shook his head, using a hand to sit upright. "Take it up to Valik," he shot back, watching Mikhail lower himself on the bench beside his. The boy gagged. "Stop calling him that."Another chuckle slipped out of him, his eyes squinting. "Whatever. Where's he?"It had been well over two months since the crashed ceremony. Two months since Nikolai had been esco
The grand doors opened once more. This time, Valentino's grandparents walked in. The guests and Nikolai's wench had since long spilled out.Valentino stood beside Nathan, his grip tightening on his hand as the elderly couple walked towards them. "My son," Eleanor, his grandmother said, her smile laced with both pride and grief, her arms wide open. Holding Nathan, the man closed the distance, chuckling as he pulled his mate into the hug. Eleanor chuckled, patting their backs gently. "Sorry I took too long," he murmured against her, his voice soft. Then, he pulled away and smiled. "No, you did what we couldn't do, and for that, we're greatful," George, his grandfather chipped in, and Eleanor nodded, her eyes gleaming. "Thank you." She glanced towards Nathan and reached for his cheek, pinching the rosy skin lightly."You're such a cutie." The boy blushed and chuckled, muttering thank yous. His head then darted to the back and Valentino followed his gaze to...Mikhail and Elena.Mi
Tonight, everything would change. In the Ivanov's mansion. Like it did once before. Like it did on the night he got tied to Nathan. The car pulled to a stop on the property and Valentino glanced towards Nathan, reaching for his cheek. Had he really moved on from his brother?Even though he never really thought about it much, tonight, he just could not help but imagine how Nathan would feel seeing someone he once had a longtime crush on getting engaged. Though amidst the sympathy was a jealous feeling he was trying to suppress.The boy placed his hand over his and smiled, his eyes gleaming with warmth. Perhaps he could feel it, too. This strange familiarity. The house that changed their lives in one night. "You okay?" He asked and Valentino smiled, his heart throbbing. He scoffed and nodded, before he leaned in and kissed his forehead.The man pulled away and unfastened his seatbelt, then he slid out of the car and rounded it to the passenger's side. Tonight, he was formally int
"You're still upset?" Valentino asked, his voice low. He pulled to a stop in front of his house and turned towards Nathan.The boy didn't reply; he simply rested his chin on his hand and looked out the window. He had been ignoring him since they left his apartment. "Should I open the door myself or what?" He mumbled and the man shook his head. "No, I'll open it," he replied, staring at his pouted lips for a long moment before he slid out and rounded the car. Valentino's lips curled into a bright smile as he opened the door and leaned in until their faces were mere inches apart. Then, with deliberate slowness, he unfastened his seatbelt and sliced his gaze towards him."A-are you done?" Nathan croaked, his eyes darting to the side as he leaned away from the man. "I'm sorry," Valentino said, his voice smooth, though he was anything but remorseful. If he went back in time, he would do it again. He leaned in towards the boy and held his chin, then he turned the his face towards his s
Celyn walked into the study, her eyes landing on Valentino. He was standing by the book shelf, hand brushing the books lined on it. "Why?" She asked, but Valentino didn't respond. "Val," she called. "Celyn." She froze at the venom lacing his tone, watching as he slowly turned to face her. Vale
Valentino's heart raced inexplicably, each thump like a hammer to his ribcages. He frowned, confused. He'd only had one drink, he thought, as he sat upright on the bed. His hand moved to his chest, thumb caressing the left side. He sighed, thinking of the physically demanding tasks at work he'd t
Nathan winced as he collapsed onto the threshold, tears pricking at the corners of his eyes. The pain in his wrist had intensified, its sting almost like a thousand needles pricking him at once. As the searing sensation lingered, deep and throbbing, Nathan wondered if Valentino could feel it too.
Nathan woke up the next day, his head pounding. The sheets rustled as he stirred, eyes fluttering open slowly.Then, the memories flooded in. He sat upright suddenly, eyes snapping to his left wrist.The string was still there.It was not a dream.Although now it was merely a bracelet, and Nathan k







