LOGINValentino's heart raced inexplicably, each thump like a hammer to his ribcages. He frowned, confused.
He'd only had one drink.As he sat upright on the bed, his hand moved to his chest, thumb caressing the left side, feeling the frantic thump of his heart beat.
He sighed, his mind drifting to the physically demanding tasks at work he'd taken care of earlier. He'd have to call Celyn to check up on him. Just as he was about lying down, just as he was about chucking it up to stress, his wrist started to burn, the feeling like a hot iron rod pressed against his skin. He shot upright once again, surprise crossing his features, but as quickly as it did, it faded. Valentino's expression darkened. He knew what it meant. All too well. His eyes snapped to his wrist, widening at the sight. A bright red string was wrapped around it, stretching from him and through the door. A scream reached his ears, followed by moans and whimpers. He looked up, his hand moving over his wrist. His mate. They were on the other side of the door. He rose to his feet and padded up to the door, then he reached for the handle. It felt cold in his hand as he stilled. His mate was on the other side. Valentino had always thought he'd never find them. It'd been well over ten years since he turned twenty.Why now?
Dozens of images flashed through his head as the memories flooded in. Valentino's breath slowed, bitterness creeping in. He turned the handle and pulled the door inward.Nathan?
Valentino froze, his breath hitching as his eyes darted to the string wrapped around the boy''s wrist.
Nathan?! He stared down at the boy, taking in his crimson and tear-streaked face. Nathan stared right back, his eyes swollen. This was much worse. Why did it have to be his brother's best friend? The blue-eyed idiot looked like he'd seen a ghost, like the worst thing had just happened to him, and Valentino hated that look. He always had. Nathan had always looked at him like he was bad news. He was, to some degree, but still... His hands rolled into fists by his side and his jaw clenched. His expression darkened further as he pulled Nathan up and dragged him into the room. He shoved the boy to the ground, ran a hand through his hair and sighed. His heavy steps filled the air as he paced around the room. His thoughts were all jumbled up. He'd always thought he'd never find his mate and even if he did, he'd expected them to be female and a stranger. Nathan was anything but! No one could know... no one could know, not until he cut the string. Not until he got rid of this annoying wide-eyed kid that usually clung to his younger brother like a second skin. A dumb boy with unruly hair that had no thoughts or judgement of his own, except if fed one. An idiot who blindly took his brother who was also an idiot as his crush and treated him like his master. Nathan was a fool. Even more so that he looked like he would collapse when Mikhail introduced Elena as his mate. His breaths turned heavy as more annoying thoughts filled his head. His eyes locked onto to Nathan who was now standing awkwardly by the door. He looked ready to flee, with those annoying blue eyes that looked at him like he was the devils incarnate. Valentino's palms itched. If only he could smack him across the face and give him something genuine to be terrified of. "No one must hear of this," he said, gauging the boy's expression. His eyes shot wide at the bitter laugh that slipped out of Nathan's mouth. "Am I really that bad?" Before he could stop himself, his hand moved to the boy's neck and pinned him to the wall. If his brain hadn't done a quick reboot, a resounding slap would've followed. Nathan gasped, struggling to breathe. Valentino watched in satisfaction as genuine terror overtook his expression. This was more like it, he thought. "NO ONE MUST HEAR OF THIS!" He repeated and a strained 'yes' reached his ears, before he released Nathan's neck. The boy fell, gasping for air. "Get out!" He moved like a rat, scrambling to his feet. In milliseconds, he had bolted out of the door, gripping his neck. Valentino hissed, consumed by pure rage. He glanced at the string, wishing he could sever it right then. A mate was the last thing he wanted. But fate had a mocking way of putting a person in their place. ✿✿✿✿✿✿✿✿✿✿✿✿✿✿✿✿✿✿✿✿ "Out." The female escort blinked, confused. She got on her knees and wrapped her arms around Valentino's neck, from behind. Her smell was nauseating. "Val, what's wrong?" She purred against his ear and Valentino felt bile rise in his throat. Anger surged through him and his jaw clenched. "Get out!" He roared, causing the woman to flinch. She got off the bed, grabbed her clothes and hurried out of the hotel room. "Fuck!" Valentino screamed, his hands combing through his hair. They tugged at his locs, but the pain was nothing compared to the one in his wrist. He never took interest in reading about the effects of the red string because he wasn't looking to be mated. So, he didn't know. He breathed heavily as the memories came. He'd barely penetrated the escort when his head pounded. A high-pitched ringing filled his head and his wrist began to burn. This was punishment. He had to cut the string. He shot up to his feet and slid into his clothes, trying to remember the address of Nathan's apartment. He'd been there before when he had to pick up inebriated Mikhail after their freshman party a year ago. Valentino slammed the door shut behind him and stormed through the hallway and into the elevator. The drive to Nathan's apartment took twenty minutes, but he was barely aware. His knuckles were white as he gripped the steering wheel. Celyn. She would sever the string. She had to. He pulled the car to a stop in front of a tall apartment complex. He walked into the building, oblivious to the curious stares of the tenants in the lobby.He got to Nathan's floor, his steps echoing in the empty hallway as he walked through it.
Valentino couldn't believe his eyes. He took in Nathan's limp form and walked up to where the boy was sprawled out on the threshold of his door, nudging him with his foot. "Hey," he called, but there was no response. A plethora of questions raced through his mind as he stood over Nathan. Had he felt it, too?"What are you doing under there?" Nathan mumbled, blinking slowly as his eyes adjusted to the morning light spilling in from the windows. It was subtle at first. A small trail of wet heat across his chest, before the familiar feel of Valentino's lips engulfed his nipple, dragging him out of a confused dream. For some reason, he was racing a horse riding a unicycle.Valentino reached up, pulling the boy's shirt over his head, his lips curled into a dirty smile. His gaze was warm, filled with an emotion that made Nathan's heart flutter."Exploring."Nathan couldn't help the chuckle that slipped out of him. He threw his head back and shook gently against the cool mattress. "Normally, the groom-to-be shouldn't be in the bride-to-be's room," he murmured, his eyes finding Valik's eyes again.Rising to his knees, the man rolled his eyes. Then he plopped down the bed, snuggling up to him, pressing his nose into the crook of his neck. His arm found its place across Nathan's belly."What a us
The sun had long since dipped below the horizon, leaving behind a canvas of wine and orange that stretched endlessly over the water. The beach had grown quiet, the distant giggles and splashes replaced by the gentle rhythm of waves hitting the shore.Nathan hadn't spoken a word since they returned to the villa.He'd walked ahead of Valentino, his shoulders rigid, his strides quick. The moment they crossed the threshold, he'd disappeared into the bedroom and locked the door behind him. Valentino had stood in the hallway for a long moment, his hand raised, hovering inches from the wood. But no words came. Nothing he could say would undo what he'd just revealed.Nothing he could say would erase the cruelty he'd inflicted on a boy who was already drowning in his own sorrows.He'd ended up on the couch.The leather was cold against his back, the cushions too firm, the space too empty. He'd stared at the ceiling for hours, replaying every moment, every harsh word, every time he'd watched
The crystal clear water glinted as it caught the light, its waves rippling, curling at the edge in white foams.In it, some students from Nathan's department played, passing a beach ball, their distant giggles drifting in the air. Nathan watched from the bench, his lips curling into a small smile. He brought the drink in his hand to his lips and sipped the sweet, orange liquid slowly. A shadow suddenly fell over him and he looked up, barely able to make out Mikhail's features. "For someone who crashed my engagement ceremony, you sure are having the time of your life."A chuckle bubbled in his throat. He set the drink down and shook his head, using a hand to sit upright. "Take it up to Valik," he shot back, watching Mikhail lower himself on the bench beside his. The boy gagged. "Stop calling him that."Another chuckle slipped out of him, his eyes squinting. "Whatever. Where's he?"It had been well over two months since the crashed ceremony. Two months since Nikolai had been esco
The grand doors opened once more. This time, Valentino's grandparents walked in. The guests and Nikolai's wench had since long spilled out.Valentino stood beside Nathan, his grip tightening on his hand as the elderly couple walked towards them. "My son," Eleanor, his grandmother said, her smile laced with both pride and grief, her arms wide open. Holding Nathan, the man closed the distance, chuckling as he pulled his mate into the hug. Eleanor chuckled, patting their backs gently. "Sorry I took too long," he murmured against her, his voice soft. Then, he pulled away and smiled. "No, you did what we couldn't do, and for that, we're greatful," George, his grandfather chipped in, and Eleanor nodded, her eyes gleaming. "Thank you." She glanced towards Nathan and reached for his cheek, pinching the rosy skin lightly."You're such a cutie." The boy blushed and chuckled, muttering thank yous. His head then darted to the back and Valentino followed his gaze to...Mikhail and Elena.Mi
Tonight, everything would change. In the Ivanov's mansion. Like it did once before. Like it did on the night he got tied to Nathan. The car pulled to a stop on the property and Valentino glanced towards Nathan, reaching for his cheek. Had he really moved on from his brother?Even though he never really thought about it much, tonight, he just could not help but imagine how Nathan would feel seeing someone he once had a longtime crush on getting engaged. Though amidst the sympathy was a jealous feeling he was trying to suppress.The boy placed his hand over his and smiled, his eyes gleaming with warmth. Perhaps he could feel it, too. This strange familiarity. The house that changed their lives in one night. "You okay?" He asked and Valentino smiled, his heart throbbing. He scoffed and nodded, before he leaned in and kissed his forehead.The man pulled away and unfastened his seatbelt, then he slid out of the car and rounded it to the passenger's side. Tonight, he was formally int
"You're still upset?" Valentino asked, his voice low. He pulled to a stop in front of his house and turned towards Nathan.The boy didn't reply; he simply rested his chin on his hand and looked out the window. He had been ignoring him since they left his apartment. "Should I open the door myself or what?" He mumbled and the man shook his head. "No, I'll open it," he replied, staring at his pouted lips for a long moment before he slid out and rounded the car. Valentino's lips curled into a bright smile as he opened the door and leaned in until their faces were mere inches apart. Then, with deliberate slowness, he unfastened his seatbelt and sliced his gaze towards him."A-are you done?" Nathan croaked, his eyes darting to the side as he leaned away from the man. "I'm sorry," Valentino said, his voice smooth, though he was anything but remorseful. If he went back in time, he would do it again. He leaned in towards the boy and held his chin, then he turned the his face towards his s
Click!The door to Nathan's apartment swung inward and he filled the modest space, switching on the lights. It had barely been two days, yet, it felt like he hadn't been there in weeks. His light steps filled the air as he crossed the small living room. Once he was in his bedroom, he crashed onto
Snoring. It was soft, drifting in the air like quiet churns of ocean water. Valentino frowned, perplexed, eyes fluttering open. He stared up at the ceiling, feeling rested than he had in two days. Then, he felt it.An unnatural weight pressing on his hand. His fingers twitched, catching the sof
Nathan's hand trembled as Valentino's engulfed his, calloused, with rough tips like sand paper. He shifted where he sat on the ground, his fingers curling and uncurling. The chill of the tiles bit at his skin, but he had no other choice. Valentino's breath filled the air, anything but soft. Each
Nathan's eyes darted to Celyn as she walked towards him. He shifted, hoisting himself onto the chair. Celyn lowered herself beside him, her lips curved up into a small smile. The boy looked away, fiddling with his fingers. He'd never been good with girls, especially not with one as mature and eff







