Mag-log inFated mates were supposed to bring comfort.
So why did every shared heartbeat Nathan shared with Valentino feel like another punishment? Nathan crumpled onto the threshold, a pained gasp escaping him. The pain in his wrist had flared, its sting like a thousand needles pricking him at once. As the searing sensation lingered, deep and throbbing, Nathan wondered if Valentino could feel it too. More importantly... If he even cared. Another wave of pain hit him, alongside a high-pitched ring in his ears. His vision blurred instantly and everything faded into black. By the time Nathan woke up, night had fallen. He stared up at an unfamiliar ceiling, feeling incredibly exhausted. Wincing from lightheadedness, he sat upright, eyes darting to his left wrist. It ached dully now, with the red string still tied into a bracelet around it. It had taken on a deeper shade. He wondered what that meant. Nathan glanced round the unfamiliar room and his eyes soon landed on an IV. It looked like a hospital room. Yet it felt... different. Too warm. Too lived-in. He swung his legs off the bed and walked up to the door. As he reached for the door handle, his heart began racing. He placed his hand on his chest, feeling it thump rapidly. It was the same rhythm as when the red string first formed. His eyes snapped to his wrist and shot wide immediately at the sight. The string was no longer a bracelet. It was now bright red, extending from him and through the door. A tremor ran down his spine as he snatched his hand from the door handle as if it had burned him, and backed away slowly. Valentino was here. A plethora of questions raced through his mind, as the pace of his beating heart increased. This time, with dread. He watched in horror as the door handle turned, and a crisp click cut through the air. The door swung open slowly, revealing... Mikhail! He heaved a sigh, tension leaving his chest. Mikhail walked in, surprised to see Nathan was awake and mobile. "You're up," he said, before his eyebrows furrowed. "What's wrong?" Nathan shook his head and moved to sit at the foot of the bed. He shifted slightly as Mikhail lowered himself beside him. "Nathan," he called, his voice gentle. "You're not okay. What happened?" Nathan wanted to roll his eyes. The irony stung. "I'm okay. Last night was just wild," he replied, throwing a chuckle to sound convincing. He watched as Mikhail's eyes skeptically narrow, and chuckled dryly again. "Where am I?" Nathan asked, changing the topic as he glanced around. "In my brother's house." Nathan stared. For a second, the words refused to make sense. "...What?" Mikhail nodded, resting his chin on his hand as he pondered. "I thought it was weird, too. That he was the one who found you." Nathan's mouth opened slightly, in disbelief. So, Valentino was the one who found him. "Did he do anything to you?!" Mikhail asked suddenly, a serious expression playing on his face. He placed his hands on Nathan's shoulders, holding them firmly. An ache tore through his chest. He wished he could pour out everything and tell him how his life had taken a dramatic turn in less than a day, but... He simply shook his head and smiled. "No, he didn't. I just found out he was the one who saved me, even." Before Mikhail could throw in another question, his phone buzzed. He retracted his hands from Nathan's shoulders and took out his phone. A sigh escaped his mouth, a helpless expression crossing his features as he looked back at Nathan. Nathan looked away. He knew who had called. Elena. "I'm fine, now. You can go." He threw on his most convincing smile and his friend nodded, patting his shoulder. "The minute anything seem wrong, call me. I'll see you in the morning." Nathan nodded and watched as Mikhail upped and left. The room was now silent, the dread from earlier creeping back in. He glanced down at his wrist, breathing softly. The string was still extending out the room. As he sat down, a scene of the door swinging open and Valentino walking in played endlessly in his head. Through it all, a question lingered. Valentino had made one thing painfully clear. He wanted nothing to do with Nathan. So why had he been the one who saved him?"Milashka."Nathan's head whipped back and a shaky breath slipping past his lips as Valentino trailed kisses along his torso. The man had his entire weight on him, his arms wrapped around his waist and his head buried beneath his top."Stop, I have to go to work," Nathan managed, but each time Valentino's hands traced his skin, his protests dissolved into helpless moans. "Fuck, you're annoying.""Come on, why are you so eager to leave?" Valentino whined, finally lifting his head. Then he rested his chin on Nathan's chest and raised his brows, demanding a response. It'd barely been two weeks since the boy started work, and he'd turned into some devoted employee.He would leave home by six when the company opened by eight. He'd said it was because transportation could sometimes be unpredictable, but Valentino had always seen the excitement brimming in him each time he was preparing to leave. The night before, he'd lay his clothes. All clean and pressed to perfection. His shoes, shined
"..."Valentino did not speak a word as they drove to the restaurant. He simply kept his eyes forward, his grip tight on the wheel, and his jaw set hard. And Nathan wasn't sure what to say to break the ice. "Valik."His husband's eyes never left the road. If he wasn't driving so well, Nathan could have sworn his mind was no longer here and who could blame him if it wasn't? How could anyone be fine after being introduced as a friend by their husband?"Valik. I'm sorr—" "Why?" The question cut him off. No, it was his voice. It had dropped a few octaves, laced with a rage that made Nathan's nails dig into his seat enough to cut through the leather. Yes why, Nathan?Why had he blurted that out?"I just—i panicked, okay?" He shifted forwards, turning fully towards Valentino as he pulled into a parking lot. When the car stopped, his husband killed the ignition and finally looked at him. "Who panics and says their husband is a friend, Nathan?" The way his real name left his mouth did mor
Maybe he should have let Andrew follow him. Valentino leaned back in his chair and sighed, his eyes drifting to his phone on the table. He reached for it, thinking of calling Nathan for the fourth time this morning, but eventually shook away the urge and retracted his hand. "Fuck, this is so annoying." "What?" The employee giving the presentation asked and the others tensed in their seats, their gazes flitting between the poor man and Valentino. "Not you, go on," he said, his voice low. Then with another sigh, he rubbed his temple and tried to focus on the topic of the presentation. He'd never felt this drained before. Barely 11AM and it was like his body weighed a thousand tons, and having Nathan running around in his head definitely wasn't helping. This was supposed to his leave week for fuck's sake, but how could he ever stay home calmly when Nathan was off working? Especially in a company that wasn't his?"This is driving me nuts."The employee froze by the board and looked
"If you breathe beside me one more time, I'll smack you," Elena hissed, glaring at Mikhail. The man quickly adjusted his chair and muttered apologies.Nathan guessed the pregnancy phase wasn't as sweet as he'd thought."W-wow, so how's the graduation process going?" He asked, his pulse thrumming with nervous energy, reaching for the fork beside the plate of lamb chops.It was not that surprising, though.His own mother had almost tore down the house because his father snored. Once. While she was eight months in with Kayla. Speaking of Kayla—"There's a party," Mikhail answered, slicing the lamb and putting it all in Elena's plate. She mumbled something about him wanting to make her fat and he stopped, planting a soft kiss on her cheek. Almost immediately, she swatted him and continued eating. "Plan to attend?" A silence stretched between them and from across the table, Nathan could see his best friend's grip on his fork tighten."Why would he attend when I can't attend?" Elena answ
Valentino woke up to the aromatic smell of coffee and the faint clinking of metal from somewhere beyond the bedroom.For several seconds, his eyes stayed shut.He simply lay there, breathing softly, his hand searching the bed for the familiar presence of Nathan, before he finally rolled onto his back and stared up at the ceiling.Then it dawned on him.He was married.He was actually fucking married.A chuckle bubbled in his throat as his hands flew to his mouth. They did almost nothing to stifle the breathless rumble of excitement."My husband," he grinned, the corners of his eyes crinkling. When he finally stopped laughing, he stuck his left hand up in the air, letting the gold band catch the light.Three years ago, no one could have convinced him that he'd finally marry Nathan. Now, he had a ring on his finger, a house that was entirely theirs—A crash echoed from somewhere below him and another chuckle slipped out before he shook his head slowly.—and a husband that just might bur
Valentino started slow, his movements deliberate, like he had all the time in the world and intended to use every second of it. "Theo," he breathed against Nathan's neck, his warm breath ghosting across Nathan's skin. His hand slid along the curve of his waist, drawing forth soft gasps from his lips. Shivers thrummed across Nathan's skin, each one a response to the press of the man's rough hands against his body, and he arched into his touch. He had really underestimated Valentino's dedication to their wedding night. They had barely stayed for the after-party when the man had suggested going home. Home—a luxurious house he had bought to 'commemorate their new life as a married couple.'What a cheeky man!Valentino's lips followed, pressing soft kisses along his collarbone and the hollow of his throat, leaving a trail of wet heat that pulled another desperate sound from Nathan's lip. His arms found their place around the man's neck and he pulled him closer. Even with his body flush
Nathan's eyes darted to Celyn as she walked towards him. He shifted, hoisting himself onto the chair. Celyn lowered herself beside him, her lips curved up into a small smile. The boy looked away, fiddling with his fingers. He'd never been good with girls, especially not with one as mature and eff
Celyn walked into the study, her eyes landing on Valentino. He was standing by the book shelf, hand brushing the books lined on it. "Why?" She asked, but Valentino didn't respond. "Val," she called. "Celyn." She froze at the venom lacing his tone, watching as he slowly turned to face her. Vale
Valentino's heart raced inexplicably, each thump like a hammer to his ribcages. He frowned, confused. He'd only had one drink, he thought, as he sat upright on the bed. His hand moved to his chest, thumb caressing the left side. He sighed, thinking of the physically demanding tasks at work he'd t
Nathan stirred, eyes fluttering open slowly as they adjusted to the morning light.He sat up on the floor and rested his back against the door, glancing down at the string. Valentino was still here. Confusion crept in, as he looked up. He'd expected the man to barge in and cause a ruckus last nig







