LOGINFated mates were supposed to bring comfort.
So why did every shared heartbeat Nathan shared with Valentino feel like another punishment? Nathan crumpled onto the threshold, a pained gasp escaping him. The pain in his wrist had flared, its sting like a thousand needles pricking him at once. As the searing sensation lingered, deep and throbbing, Nathan wondered if Valentino could feel it too. More importantly... If he even cared. Another wave of pain hit him, alongside a high-pitched ring in his ears. His vision blurred instantly and everything faded into black. By the time Nathan woke up, night had fallen. He stared up at an unfamiliar ceiling, feeling incredibly exhausted. Wincing from lightheadedness, he sat upright, eyes darting to his left wrist. It ached dully now, with the red string still tied into a bracelet around it. It had taken on a deeper shade. He wondered what that meant. Nathan glanced round the unfamiliar room and his eyes soon landed on an IV. It looked like a hospital room. Yet it felt... different. Too warm. Too lived-in. He swung his legs off the bed and walked up to the door. As he reached for the door handle, his heart began racing. He placed his hand on his chest, feeling it thump rapidly. It was the same rhythm as when the red string first formed. His eyes snapped to his wrist and shot wide immediately at the sight. The string was no longer a bracelet. It was now bright red, extending from him and through the door. A tremor ran down his spine as he snatched his hand from the door handle as if it had burned him, and backed away slowly. Valentino was here. A plethora of questions raced through his mind, as the pace of his beating heart increased. This time, with dread. He watched in horror as the door handle turned, and a crisp click cut through the air. The door swung open slowly, revealing... Mikhail! He heaved a sigh, tension leaving his chest. Mikhail walked in, surprised to see Nathan was awake and mobile. "You're up," he said, before his eyebrows furrowed. "What's wrong?" Nathan shook his head and moved to sit at the foot of the bed. He shifted slightly as Mikhail lowered himself beside him. "Nathan," he called, his voice gentle. "You're not okay. What happened?" Nathan wanted to roll his eyes. The irony stung. "I'm okay. Last night was just wild," he replied, throwing a chuckle to sound convincing. He watched as Mikhail's eyes skeptically narrow, and chuckled dryly again. "Where am I?" Nathan asked, changing the topic as he glanced around. "In my brother's house." Nathan stared. For a second, the words refused to make sense. "...What?" Mikhail nodded, resting his chin on his hand as he pondered. "I thought it was weird, too. That he was the one who found you." Nathan's mouth opened slightly, in disbelief. So, Valentino was the one who found him. "Did he do anything to you?!" Mikhail asked suddenly, a serious expression playing on his face. He placed his hands on Nathan's shoulders, holding them firmly. An ache tore through his chest. He wished he could pour out everything and tell him how his life had taken a dramatic turn in less than a day, but... He simply shook his head and smiled. "No, he didn't. I just found out he was the one who saved me, even." Before Mikhail could throw in another question, his phone buzzed. He retracted his hands from Nathan's shoulders and took out his phone. A sigh escaped his mouth, a helpless expression crossing his features as he looked back at Nathan. Nathan looked away. He knew who had called. Elena. "I'm fine, now. You can go." He threw on his most convincing smile and his friend nodded, patting his shoulder. "The minute anything seem wrong, call me. I'll see you in the morning." Nathan nodded and watched as Mikhail upped and left. The room was now silent, the dread from earlier creeping back in. He glanced down at his wrist, breathing softly. The string was still extending out the room. As he sat down, a scene of the door swinging open and Valentino walking in played endlessly in his head. Through it all, a question lingered. Valentino had made one thing painfully clear. He wanted nothing to do with Nathan. So why had he been the one who saved him?"What are you doing under there?" Nathan mumbled, blinking slowly as his eyes adjusted to the morning light spilling in from the windows. It was subtle at first. A small trail of wet heat across his chest, before the familiar feel of Valentino's lips engulfed his nipple, dragging him out of a confused dream. For some reason, he was racing a horse riding a unicycle.Valentino reached up, pulling the boy's shirt over his head, his lips curled into a dirty smile. His gaze was warm, filled with an emotion that made Nathan's heart flutter."Exploring."Nathan couldn't help the chuckle that slipped out of him. He threw his head back and shook gently against the cool mattress. "Normally, the groom-to-be shouldn't be in the bride-to-be's room," he murmured, his eyes finding Valik's eyes again.Rising to his knees, the man rolled his eyes. Then he plopped down the bed, snuggling up to him, pressing his nose into the crook of his neck. His arm found its place across Nathan's belly."What a us
The sun had long since dipped below the horizon, leaving behind a canvas of wine and orange that stretched endlessly over the water. The beach had grown quiet, the distant giggles and splashes replaced by the gentle rhythm of waves hitting the shore.Nathan hadn't spoken a word since they returned to the villa.He'd walked ahead of Valentino, his shoulders rigid, his strides quick. The moment they crossed the threshold, he'd disappeared into the bedroom and locked the door behind him. Valentino had stood in the hallway for a long moment, his hand raised, hovering inches from the wood. But no words came. Nothing he could say would undo what he'd just revealed.Nothing he could say would erase the cruelty he'd inflicted on a boy who was already drowning in his own sorrows.He'd ended up on the couch.The leather was cold against his back, the cushions too firm, the space too empty. He'd stared at the ceiling for hours, replaying every moment, every harsh word, every time he'd watched
The crystal clear water glinted as it caught the light, its waves rippling, curling at the edge in white foams.In it, some students from Nathan's department played, passing a beach ball, their distant giggles drifting in the air. Nathan watched from the bench, his lips curling into a small smile. He brought the drink in his hand to his lips and sipped the sweet, orange liquid slowly. A shadow suddenly fell over him and he looked up, barely able to make out Mikhail's features. "For someone who crashed my engagement ceremony, you sure are having the time of your life."A chuckle bubbled in his throat. He set the drink down and shook his head, using a hand to sit upright. "Take it up to Valik," he shot back, watching Mikhail lower himself on the bench beside his. The boy gagged. "Stop calling him that."Another chuckle slipped out of him, his eyes squinting. "Whatever. Where's he?"It had been well over two months since the crashed ceremony. Two months since Nikolai had been esco
The grand doors opened once more. This time, Valentino's grandparents walked in. The guests and Nikolai's wench had since long spilled out.Valentino stood beside Nathan, his grip tightening on his hand as the elderly couple walked towards them. "My son," Eleanor, his grandmother said, her smile laced with both pride and grief, her arms wide open. Holding Nathan, the man closed the distance, chuckling as he pulled his mate into the hug. Eleanor chuckled, patting their backs gently. "Sorry I took too long," he murmured against her, his voice soft. Then, he pulled away and smiled. "No, you did what we couldn't do, and for that, we're greatful," George, his grandfather chipped in, and Eleanor nodded, her eyes gleaming. "Thank you." She glanced towards Nathan and reached for his cheek, pinching the rosy skin lightly."You're such a cutie." The boy blushed and chuckled, muttering thank yous. His head then darted to the back and Valentino followed his gaze to...Mikhail and Elena.Mi
Tonight, everything would change. In the Ivanov's mansion. Like it did once before. Like it did on the night he got tied to Nathan. The car pulled to a stop on the property and Valentino glanced towards Nathan, reaching for his cheek. Had he really moved on from his brother?Even though he never really thought about it much, tonight, he just could not help but imagine how Nathan would feel seeing someone he once had a longtime crush on getting engaged. Though amidst the sympathy was a jealous feeling he was trying to suppress.The boy placed his hand over his and smiled, his eyes gleaming with warmth. Perhaps he could feel it, too. This strange familiarity. The house that changed their lives in one night. "You okay?" He asked and Valentino smiled, his heart throbbing. He scoffed and nodded, before he leaned in and kissed his forehead.The man pulled away and unfastened his seatbelt, then he slid out of the car and rounded it to the passenger's side. Tonight, he was formally int
"You're still upset?" Valentino asked, his voice low. He pulled to a stop in front of his house and turned towards Nathan.The boy didn't reply; he simply rested his chin on his hand and looked out the window. He had been ignoring him since they left his apartment. "Should I open the door myself or what?" He mumbled and the man shook his head. "No, I'll open it," he replied, staring at his pouted lips for a long moment before he slid out and rounded the car. Valentino's lips curled into a bright smile as he opened the door and leaned in until their faces were mere inches apart. Then, with deliberate slowness, he unfastened his seatbelt and sliced his gaze towards him."A-are you done?" Nathan croaked, his eyes darting to the side as he leaned away from the man. "I'm sorry," Valentino said, his voice smooth, though he was anything but remorseful. If he went back in time, he would do it again. He leaned in towards the boy and held his chin, then he turned the his face towards his s
Nathan's hand trembled as Valentino's engulfed his, calloused, with rough tips like sand paper. He shifted where he sat on the ground, his fingers curling and uncurling. The chill of the tiles bit at his skin, but he had no other choice. Valentino's breath filled the air, anything but soft. Each
Nathan's eyes darted to Celyn as she walked towards him. He shifted, hoisting himself onto the chair. Celyn lowered herself beside him, her lips curved up into a small smile. The boy looked away, fiddling with his fingers. He'd never been good with girls, especially not with one as mature and eff
Celyn walked into the study, her eyes landing on Valentino. He was standing by the book shelf, hand brushing the books lined on it. "Why?" She asked, but Valentino didn't respond. "Val," she called. "Celyn." She froze at the venom lacing his tone, watching as he slowly turned to face her. Vale
Valentino's heart raced inexplicably, each thump like a hammer to his ribcages. He frowned, confused. He'd only had one drink, he thought, as he sat upright on the bed. His hand moved to his chest, thumb caressing the left side. He sighed, thinking of the physically demanding tasks at work he'd t







