LOGINALEXA
Mark halted mid-step, his broad shoulders tense as he turned to face me. His blue eyes, so sharp and cold, narrowed dangerously as they fixed on my smaller frame.
“Excuse me?” His voice was low, quiet, but there was an unmistakable warning in it.
I refused to back down. My heart was pounding, but I kept my chin high, my voice steady.
“Let’s get a divorce,” I repeated, staring straight at him.
For a moment, he just looked at me. Then, a slow scoff left his lips, his expression twisting into something between amusement and disbelief.
“Is this your attempt to get back at me?” he asked, tilting his head slightly.
His gaze shifted toward the dining table, where the untouched meal sat—an entire evening’s worth of effort wasted. Then, just as quickly, he looked back at me.
“Because what?” His voice dripped with condescension. “I didn’t spend your birthday with you? Or is it the anniversary?”
There was no remorse, not even a sliver of guilt in his tone, and that hurt more than I wanted to admit. My heart clenched, the ache spreading like wildfire through my chest. Tears stung the back of my eyes, but I forced them down. I wouldn’t cry. Not in front of him.
“Get back at you?” I let out a hollow chuckle. “I think it's setting you free, isn’t it?”
Something in his eyes flickered, shifting into something darker. I swallowed but didn’t look away.
“Ivy has returned to Paris, hasn’t she?” I continued, forcing my voice to remain firm. “Now, is there really any need to drag this farce out any longer?”
The moment the words left my lips, Mark’s hand shot out, slamming against the wall beside him with a loud, echoing thud.
I flinched before I could stop myself, but I forced my feet to stay planted. His glare was frigid, his entire presence radiating danger, but I had already come this far. I wouldn’t take my words back now.
“So, that’s why you want to end this marriage?” His voice was eerily calm, but I could hear the restrained anger beneath it. “Because you’re insecure about your own sister?”
He took a slow step forward, descending from the staircase with deliberate, predatory movements.
I tried to hold my ground, but the way he moved, the way his piercing eyes bore into me, made me instinctively step back. He kept advancing, closing the distance between us, using his towering height as a weapon against me.
Before I knew it, I was backed up against the dining table. His palms pressed against the surface on either side of me, trapping me in place. He leaned in, his face inches from mine, his presence suffocating.
My breath hitched, my heart betraying me with its frantic pace. Mark, of course, felt nothing.
“I never expected you to be so pathetic, Alexa,” he spat, his voice laced with contempt.
I stiffened.
“Everyone in this city knew that Ivy and I were meant to be together,” he continued, his tone unwavering. “And you knew it too. Yet, you jumped at the chance to marry me. And now you want to play the insecure card?”
Bitterness flooded my chest, quickly followed by anger.
Pathetic? Was that really what he thought of me? That I had married him out of desperation, out of greed?
I clenched my fists at my sides. I had been the biggest victim in this entire mess, yet to everyone else, I was nothing more than a manipulative woman who had stolen another’s love. My sacrifices, my dedication, my years of care—none of it mattered. Ivy’s supposed heartbreak was the only tragedy that anyone acknowledged.
For a brief second, I wondered—if Mark had never woken up, if he had remained in that hospital bed, lifeless and still—would Ivy have returned for him then?
Of course not. She had run at the first sign of trouble, abandoning him when he needed her most.
And yet, now that he was whole again, she had come crawling back.
How ridiculous.
I scoffed. None of that mattered anymore. I had chosen this marriage five years ago, but I wouldn’t continue to choose it now.
Mark was watching me carefully, his irritation growing. I met his gaze head-on and, with a smirk that lacked any real amusement, I said, “Right. I’m thinking of quitting the game.”
His expression darkened instantly.
“I thought this was my ace,” I continued, my tone as cold as his. “But it turned out to be the worst ghost card ever.”
Mark’s frown deepened. He thought this was just another game, another ploy to get his attention. I could see it in his eyes, the impatience, the disbelief that I was actually serious.
“What do you want?” he asked finally, exasperated.
I nearly laughed. He still thought I wanted something from him. He thought I was going to beg for scraps, for affection.
How little he knew me.
Contempt and exhaustion swirled in my chest, suffocating me. He had never treated me as an equal. Not once.
It took me five years to finally see it. But I saw it now.
I let my gaze drop briefly to his lower body before I looked him straight in the eye and said, “No one wants an impotent husband, Mark.”
The words hit mark. His jaw tensed, his fingers twitching slightly at his sides.
I seized the moment, pushing him away with all the strength I had.
“They were the ones who sent the video to humiliate me first,” I said coolly. “Don’t blame me for returning the favor.”
Mark’s grip on my wrist was immediate, his fingers tightening around my skin like a vice. A dangerous glint flashed in his eyes.
“What did you just say?” His voice was eerily quiet.
I smirked, though my pulse quickened. “I’m a woman, Mark. I’m tired of being in a sexless marriage. Let’s end it once and for all.”
His lips curled into something almost like amusement, but there was nothing humorous about the way his grip tightened, pulling me closer.
“Sexless, huh?” he murmured, his fingers tilting my chin upward.
The unexpected touch sent an involuntary shiver down my spine.
“So you mean to tell me,” he mused, pressing his thumb lightly against my lower lip, “you want a divorce because you’re sexually unsatisfied?”
Heat rose to my cheeks, but I refused to look away.
Mark studied my lips, his touch lingering just a second too long before he finally spoke again.
“I didn’t know before,” he murmured, eyes locking onto mine, “that my wife was so eager to have another man between her legs.”
Fury ignited in my veins. Before I could stop myself, my hand flew up, striking him hard across the face.
His head snapped slightly to the side, his jaw tightening.
“Before you lecture me,” I spat, “your dick should learn to get hard in the right place.”
His eyes darkened, but I wasn’t done.
“I’m doing us both a favor,” I continued, turning my back on him. “You said it yourself—Ivy is the one you’re meant to be with. So go to her.”
A mistake.
Mark grabbed me roughly, spinning me back around, his grip like iron.
“You think you call the shots here?” His voice was low, dangerous. “You think you can marry me whenever you want and divorce me whenever you want?”
His grip tightened. “What makes you think you have that power?” His lips curled into a cruel smirk. “You don’t. You’re nobody.”
The words sliced through me like a blade, but I refused to let him see how deeply they cut.
Finally, he released me, stepping back.
“No longer pretend to be pathetic, Alexa.” His gaze was disgusted. “It’s repulsive.”
Then, with one final look, he turned and walked away.
The door to his study slammed shut.
I stood frozen in place. My legs trembled, and when I finally moved, my knees gave out.
I collapsed to the floor, my hand knocking over a silverware piece that shattered on impact. A sharp piece cut into my palm, but I barely felt it.
Tears slipped down my cheeks as I curled into myself.
This would be the last time.
Mark Ronaldo would never hurt me again.
ALEXAMark and I talked deep into the night. Surprisingly, neither of us went back to sleep.We easily deviated from Mark’s vows and his wait for a response to the baby kicking and the joy that filled our hearts.I had never felt anything like it before.I felt alive!“Good morning, beautiful,” Mark said as he walked into the bedroom with a tray of breakfast, just as he had done the previous morning.“How long are you going to keep up with this?” I asked Mark lightly as I sat up straighter.I didn’t even realize that it was mid-morning. Thank goodness that Mark thought of getting me breakfast because I was already famished.“For as long as you will have me,” Mark responded without feeling offended by my question.He placed the tray of breakfast in front of me and I almost threw everything into my mouth. They looked delicious already!The first thing I tried was Lora’s baked honey bread and they tasted like heaven. I expected that it would be tasty because Lora was good at what she did
ALEXAHaving Mark wrap his arms around me for the second night in a row felt unreal. It felt safe, and a tiny part of me wanted this every single night.For all the cold and lonely nights, this felt like a compensation, and I really wouldn’t like to go back to those nights, especially now that the baby was growing.In a few months, we would welcome our child.Our child…Some weeks ago, I didn’t want Mark anywhere around me. I didn’t even want him to know that I was having a baby, but right now, lying next to him after two rounds of lovemaking in the middle of the night, it felt as though we were a complete and perfect family.Still, I was worried.With Mark, it had never been rosy.There was always one heartbreak or the next looming around and frankly, I didn’t think I wanted to have anything to do with a heartbreak, especially if it would come from Mark.I was still reminiscing on the thought when I felt Mark’s hand on my stomach, and gently, he caressed my bump which seemed to have
MARKAlexa and I found ourselves in the bedroom. I had completely forgotten that I was supposed to be weak and ill.We just couldn’t get up the stairs fast enough.At some point, I even had to lift Alexa slightly so that she would be able to go up the stairs as fast as I was going. And then before we got to the bedroom, we were already taking off each other’s clothes and littering them on the aisle.I kissed Alexa as though my life depended on it.It seemed like the last time I tasted her lips was months ago.“Gosh, Alexa, I missed you so much,” I murmured into her mouth before deepening the kiss.And that prevented Alexa from giving a response.I didn’t even need the response. What was important right now was the fact that we both needed to feel each other badly.Gently, I lay Alexa on the bed and then proceeded to turn her around so that I could have her from behind, but Alexa stopped me.“I need you to go fast, Mark,” Alexa demanded huskily. “I want you to pound into me like you ha
ALEXA“Come in, Mark,” I eventually said when it seemed as though an eternity of silence had passed between us.Vector led a weak Mark into the living room.“Do you want me to help you upstairs or would you rather have Vector do it?” I asked Mark.Maybe he might prefer it if Vector did although I wouldn’t have minded. I had looked after Mark in worse conditions.“I think I can make it up the stairs on my own,” Mark responded tiredly.“Are you sure?” I asked worriedly.I hadn’t seen Mark this weak in a really long time. The last time I did, it was after he got out of coma, but I was trying not to think about those moments because that would only lead me to thinking about all the hurt and ingratitude that came with it.“Yes, I am,” Mark responded.“And I really should be on my way,” Vector said.And that was when I recalled that Vector was truly here. My whole attention had been solely on Mark that I hadn’t even paid any attention to Vector, or maybe it was because he didn’t need my att
MARK“Did it work? What did Alexa say? What is her response?” I asked Vector frantically when he returned to the car.Waiting in the car had to be one of the longest wait I have experienced recently.Too many thoughts had run through my mind.Alexa Silver was extremely stubborn. I had met a lot of stubborn women, but never had I met anyone as obstinate as Alexa, especially when she was upset, and I knew that after being after all day after my promises to be back soon, she would be livid as hell.And that was enough for her to say that I had failed the condition that she had given me, and that she wouldn’t want to marry me.“Did she buy it?” I kept asking Vector worriedly without even giving him the chance to answer any of the questions I had asked. “Give me an answer, Vector,” I urged him.Vector came up with this genius idea and I accepted without hesitation because I couldn’t think of anything else, but I knew without a doubt that I would blame Vector if this backfired or if Alexa d
ALEXA“Did you enjoy dinner, ma’am?” Lora asked me.“Yes, I did,” I answered.I was certain that the food was good because since Lora got here, she had always made delicious meals, only that I was so pissed off that I didn’t feel the taste of the food in my mouth. It was as though I was shoving dust down my throat.But I couldn’t tell Lora that because it wasn’t her fault.I was pissed off.All day, Mark Ronaldo neither showed up nor called.Was he looking for an opportunity to leave?Since I accepted Mark back into my life, there hadn’t been anything sexual between us. Not even a relationship. Even though we didn’t categorically state it, we both knew that we weren’t back together; it was all for the baby.Thinking of it now, Mark and I never really dated.In Toronto and a few weeks after we got back, it was just sex. There was never a relationship definition, and it was just the same as what was happening right now. If I hadn’t called Mark last night, he wouldn’t have spent the nigh
MARK“What are you supposed to tell me?” Alexa asked.Vector and I reacted in shock instantly because we weren’t expecting Alexa, and when we turned, she was standing right there, by the kitchen door.“I heard your voices from the living room,” Alexa added.Her eyes were swollen with sadness and fe
ALEXA“Don’t come close to me, Donald,” I said with shaky breath.The realization of what Donald wanted to do dawned on me, and fear gripped me completely.A part of me knew that acting brave and fearless would help, but I couldn’t. I had never been in this situation before, and the fear of it fill
MARK“I love you, Alexa,” I whispered as I stared at a sleeping Alexa.The entire night, we had submitted ourselves to our desire that could not be quenched, and when we had eventually slept off, it was in each other’s arms.I woke up before Alexa, giving me the opportunity to watch her sleep, and
ALEXAWhat happened in my apartment felt like something that only happened in the movies, and I needed time alone to process it.When I came out of the bathroom and didn’t see Mark, my first thought was that he was seeing a movie in the living room, and I had mistaken the masculine voices for those







