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Thalia

My mind was blank now, not because I had nothing to think about, but because I had already thought about everything. Every accusation, every curse, every prayer, every plea. I had cried them all out throughout the night while Dylan sat outside laughing with another woman.

At some point, there had simply been nothing left. Who would have thought this was how my life ended? Not with a sacrifice, not with the bad treatment from everyone, not even with the Moon God, but locked inside a room,
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    ThaliaI honestly still did not understand why I was sad. I had prayed for this, prayed for the Moon God to come and be my knight in shining armor. I had just forgotten he would not come exactly the way I wanted. He was one of the greatest, and I should have known he came with full force. Careful what you wish for, right? If he heard my prayer, then he must have heard the part where I said I would give up my freedom. Was this what he was doing to me? Was there anything that got past him, especially the things that put me in the wrong?I rolled onto my back and stared at the ceiling. It’s been three days. Three whole days of lying in this bed, three days of mourning the version of Dylan I would have loved to survive. The room had been silent the entire time. No birds, no bugs, no thunder, no lightning, nothing. Just me crying because someone died. Someone who abused me.My throat tightened, and I pressed the heel of my palm against my eyes. I mourned the part of him that could have r

  • To Be Loved By A Dying Moon God   My Blind Spot

    KaelumThe road back to my estate was silent, but inside the car it was anything but.Thalia sat rigidly in her seat, and every few seconds her eyes would flicker toward me before darting away again. Her fingers remained twisted together in her lap as her thoughts continued circling back to Dylan over and over again. No matter how far they drifted, they always found their way back to him.I closed my eyes. For a brief moment, I considered getting out of the car and leaving both of them behind.Then there was Aelar.His hands remained steady on the wheel, but his gaze shifted toward the mirror, settling briefly on her."I don't blame the young girl. She must have been afraid of what she saw."I heard the thought before he looked away."She must have been traumatized seeing her fiancé like that."I almost told him to shut his mind and focus on driving, but then another thought surfaced—one he clearly had no intention of letting me hear."But why is Master so adamant about her when she c

  • To Be Loved By A Dying Moon God   A Goodbye For Dylan

    ThaliaAfter I kissed Dylan in greeting, I pulled back awkwardly. I tried to make myself comfortable around him.I tried, but I couldn't. I didn't want him near me.The thought of him touching me made my stomach turn. He was my abuser.And now he was forcing affection out of me as if it were something he was entitled to."Did you clean up nicely for me?" His grin stretched from ear to ear as he reached into his pocket and pulled out a ring.The same ring I had refused to wear a few days ago.I forced a smile. A fake one.Then I accepted the ring like I was accepting my own nightmare.The moment it touched my palm, Dylan pulled me closer.His arm wrapped around my waist, and I froze.Then his lips found my neck. My entire body went numb. I wanted my soul to leave my body.At that point, I found myself wondering something I never thought I would.Would death be better? Should I just curse him out right now? Should I force him to drag me outside and throw me to the people who wanted me d

  • To Be Loved By A Dying Moon God   The Mother of My Future Heir

    KaelumThe court summons you, Kaelum.Aurora's voice had been drilling into my head for what felt like hours.Today, of all days.For the past two days, I had done nothing but ignore prayers, requests, interventions, and every other form of nonsense people managed to create inside my territory. My desk was still buried beneath unfinished matters, and Aelar was wasting time across the city looking for Thalia. I intended to deal with that situation myself now.Then there was also the Divine Authority.And through all of it, voices rang in my head—The court summons you, Kaelum.The court summons you, Kaelum.The court summons you, Kaelum."Will you shut the hell up?" I finally snapped. "I'm in the middle of a busy day.""It's not the time to be busy," Aurora replied without missing a chance. "You have a serious allegation hanging over your head."I leaned back in my chair."What allegation?""You'll hear it when you get here. Everyone is present."I sighed. They just love seeing my face

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    ThaliaMy mind was blank now, not because I had nothing to think about, but because I had already thought about everything. Every accusation, every curse, every prayer, every plea. I had cried them all out throughout the night while Dylan sat outside laughing with another woman.At some point, there had simply been nothing left. Who would have thought this was how my life ended? Not with a sacrifice, not with the bad treatment from everyone, not even with the Moon God, but locked inside a room, forgotten for the rest of my life.All that fighting, all those years of trying to survive, just for this.I couldn't even figure out who to blame anymore. Myself? Dylan? Creekwood? The Moon God?I had prayed all night, promised all night, begged all night. I had promised the Moon God that I would remain his follower forever if he just got me out of here.I had promised never to run again, promised never to complain again, even promised that he could take away every comfort, every luxury he had

  • To Be Loved By A Dying Moon God   Another Wound Called Thalia

    KaelumIt had been two days.Two entire days, and Aelar still wasn't back.At this point, I was no longer merely annoyed, I wanted answers. I wanted to know why Thalia existed and yet somehow remained invisible to me. How many of my people existed beyond my sight? How many worshippers lived beneath my protection without my knowledge? And if that were true, what kind of god did that make me?Was this another punishment? Did this happen to other gods? Why could I see every other creature that belonged to me except her?Most importantly… She is my stray, she lived here, I had been able to see her while she lived here. I always knew where she was, what she was doing. I drummed my fingers against the arm of my chair, the rhythmic sound echoing through the study as all today's prayers remained unanswered, all interventions postponed, and petitions ignored.I couldn't focus. Every attempt to return to routine ended the same way.With Thalia.I was sick of it.I directed my vision toward Ael

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