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49 || Boundaries
A knock sounds on the door as I’m leaving my bathroom. I peek at the time. He’s earlier today.
“Are you ready?” comes the undeniable voice of my stepbrother. I’m not ready but I sashay to the door in only my white towel and fling it open. Calum gulps. Water rolls down my hair to my chest, disappearing into the towel. His dark gaze sweeps over me and my hand drops to the knot of the towel. I want him to see me naked. I want him to touch me. “Don’t. I will wait for you downstairs.”
I smile at my stepbrother’s back. He pauses at the stairs and shakes his head when he notices me ogling him. I wink but he continues down the stairs. Going through the motion of getting dressed, I hum Surf Mesa’s love song under my breath. One day, I’ll sing it to him. If I ever get to writing songs, I’ll sing for him on a big stage.
Calum is not downstairs when I get there. I jog outside to meet him in
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To Tempt My Stepbrother 50 || Take it slow
The second our lips meet, I know it’s a mistake.“But we will have to take it really slow,” I tell a dazed Jackson. I’m dazed myself but I’m doing a better job of hiding it. I just kissed him. I just freaking kissed another guy that’s not Calum.It’s not wrong. Calum dumped me.His fingers grasp my jaw, tilting my head back. “Did anything happen? Cathy, are you okay?” That’s not what I expect from him. Maybe that’s why tears gather in my eyes. Jackson peers down at me with so much worry, care and affection. The noises around me fade, everything is a blur but the guy worried about me. I need to get it together before it gets to my dad’s attention that I had a breakdown in the hallway before my first class.“No. Not really,” I answer sincerely.Jackson hugs me. It’s unexpected and different from all our other hugs. It&
To Tempt My Stepbrother 51 || We need to talk
The next day, I’m still hurting. More than I did yesterday. My heart misses him. Our hugs and cuddles and kisses. Kissing Jackson is not the same. It only makes me feel emptier, a hurtful reminder I’m doing the wrong thing to heal.I pick the phone from the dresser and smile at the text. It’s from Jackson. He wants to know if I’ll be at the Friday game so I can have his shirt. I send him a quick reply and he promises to bring it to school tomorrow when he comes to pick me up.Jackson dropped me at home today, same thing yesterday because I skipped practice. There’s no point going there when I can’t have Calum.Speaking of Calum, where is that heartbreaker?Rehearsals ended an hour ago. Calum should be here now. I can’t ask Dani about him. She will ask why I missed practice and it will pique Dad’s interest. I open my windows to make it easier to hear him drive in. There’s no sign of th
To Tempt My Stepbrother 52 || Number one
Miss Gates hasn’t visited yet. I’m not happy but I’m relieved. It would have been awkward, as awkward as it was on Wednesday evening when Jackson knocked and Calum opened the door. Thinking about that day makes me annoyed. He’s not jealous. He doesn’t care what I do with my life.Today is the game. I pair Jackson’s white jersey with a black jeans. Girlfriend duties but the thought leaves a bad taste in my mouth. Number one is written behind in blue colour. I smoothen the front of the jersey and smile at my reflection in the mirror. My pink hair contrasts with my outfit. I look like someone emptied a rainbow on me.Calum’s door opens. I’ve become more attuned to the sound since we broke up.People break up and get back together all the time. That knowledge and the fact he hasn’t played his guitar comforts me a little. Maybe I’m pathetic for waiting on him but I think this is a phase. Phases a
To Tempt My Stepbrother 53 || Walk of shame
The walk of shame to Calum’s car is the longest walk of my life. I get in the front seat, fasten my seatbelt and we spend the next second glaring at each other because he hasn’t buckled up.Clenching the steering so hard his knuckles are white, he mutters, “You make things so hard for everyone.” Of course I do. It’s always my fault. My breath fogs the window, I wipe the moisture and draw a broken heart on the surface. “Practice is at four. Be on time.”I tug on the hem of Jackson’s jersey but he doesn’t get the hint. “There’s a game today.” My eyes fall to his chest. No seatbelt. This is plain wickedness. My mouth opens but I can’t find the words to reprimand Calum, neither do I have the strength or will to walk to school. Lowering my gaze to my jeans, I poke the cuts on the knee area. “By four.”“The game doesn’t affect practice.”
To Tempt My Stepbrother 54 || Anywhere but Tesco
Calum ignored the note.When I came in, he didn’t get a chance to kick me out before I offered him the note saying, “It was from my dad.” After that, we stared at each other for a while before he asked me to stand aside.Now, they are singing and I’m a bloody spectator who has front row view to everyone’s side profiles.I missed Jackson’s game for this.Rose offers me a smile but I can’t see past my fury. Brimming with annoyance, I shove my hands into my pockets. My back hits the wall as I rock on my heels to keep my anger in check. Regina smiles through her chorus. God help me but I want to punch her. I want to punch her, then punch Calum.The singing continues and I’m so upset I want to cry. As if it’s not enough that I’m unable to partake in the singing, the door opens and Miss Gates walks in. The others don’t notice her due to their singing but I do.
To Tempt My Stepbrother 55 || Red
Red. It’s the colour of lipstick on Calum’s shirt when I open the door for him. I wouldn’t have if Dad didn’t request me to. We were about to finish dinner when the bell rang. I step back for my stepbrother to enter inside and he grins. “Did you have fun at the game?” Calum asks. As carefree as he looks, asking me that without a hint of malice in his voice, something hot swells in my chest.My tone is chilly and robotic. “So much fun.” Calum clicks his tongue, obviously annoyed by my answer but I don’t care to take back my words. A lot of questions invade my mind. Did they kiss? They must have. Did he sing for her? That’s our thing. I follow behind him, making faces at his back. He joins us at the dining table and Dani pulls out a small plate for him. I can’t help stealing glances at him. How could he miss it? Why is no one talking about his shirt, even Dad? “How was your date?” his mum asks.Dani finishes up her meal and cradles her glass of orange juice. I stab my chicken,
To Tempt My Stepbrother 56 || Selfish brat
I’m avoiding my stepbrother. Turns out that’s easier than I thought. Or, it could be that he’s also avoiding me. We don’t get to see each other except at the rehearsals. The only thing going well in my life is the choir practice. If I didn’t have the solo to look forward to, I might have hated practice.Six more days until the competition begins.Am I nervous? Hell, yeah.Will I kill it? Hell, yeah.But for now, I have to figure out a way to get to school without Calum. Jackson’s car is yet to be fixed. Dad was my ride yesterday and he spent half the time asking about Jackson, if I could handle dating in high school. I want to avoid that today.Standing in front of my room, I text Amelia to know her location. The door to Calum’s room opens, a little too fast for me to run into mine. I thought he was gone. I beep Amelia again.“Hey,” Calum says.His shoes appear inches away from min
To Tempt My Stepbrother 57 || She’s
She’s pretty.She’s sexy.She’s not in high school.She’s not his stepsister.She smells of money.She reeks of confidence.My head spins with a thousand reasons why my stepbrother is grinning at this beautiful woman walking like a model on the runway. The more I watch them, the more I realise how unsuitable I am for him. Calum doesn’t wait for the lady to cover the distance, he rushes over to her with as much grace as a teacher can and hugs her.They hug. I mean, they hug for ten seconds. Yes I’m counting. I’ve been counting every second away from him. Every second in this friendzone.I hate it there.The team erupts in murmurs, Regina leans over to Christie and whispers something in her ear. I’m the only quiet one. My eyes are glued to the pair speaking in hushed tones and hugging like lovers reconciling. The lady is tall and
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- To Tempt My Stepbrother Epilogue
- To Tempt My Stepbrother 59 || Use me
- To Tempt My Stepbrother 58 || Marry this man
- To Tempt My Stepbrother 57 || You came
- To Tempt My Stepbrother 56 || Surprise
- To Tempt My Stepbrother 55 || I love you forever
- To Tempt My Stepbrother 54 || Are you scared?
- To Tempt My Stepbrother 53 || Number one happy place
- To Tempt My Stepbrother 52 || Whatever you want to be
