Maybe I was hallucinating again.
I tore a piece of paper from my notebook, crumpled it, and threw it at him. It bounced off the back of his head and landed on the floor. He was real.
And he was turning around to see what had hit him.
“I missed the garbage can, sorry,” I blurted, jumping out of my chair to grab the paper and introduce myself to him. After all, the last time he had seen me I was a child. He might not automatically recognize me.
“You mean you weren’t trying to pelt me in the head?” he asked. His eyes went big as my foot caught on something and twisted. A few seconds later, I was sprawled out on the industrial-grade carpet, and he was kneeling beside me. “Are you okay?” he asked.
I was not thinking rationally. I was too focused on the fact that I’d found Mr. Finn. So, instead of responding like a normal person, I looked up at him from the floor and spoke frantically.
“I’m Ser—ow!” Pain shot through my ankle as I tried to get up.
“Uh, are you okay?” he asked again.
“No—ow! I’m Sera Frey. Aren’t you . . . You mean you’re not . . .”
“Did you hit your head?” he asked.
Yep, he thought I was crazy, but what did that matter? If he was Mr. Finn, he needed to know who I was so he could tell me what happened all those years ago, how he managed to escape, and why he hadn’t come to find me like he’d promised.
“Who are you?” I asked.
He cocked his head to the side and chuckled. “My name is Bryan.”
“Bryan what?”
“Farris.”
“I . . . You’re . . . Bryan Farris?”
“Yeah.”
“Are you sure?”
“Quite.”
Looking at him up close and without my crazy-colored glasses, Bryan had chestnut brown eyes, not blue like Mr. Finn’s, and he was younger. He looked like a teenage boy rather than a grown man. In fact, he looked like he could have been Mr. Finn’s son, though what were the odds of that? I groaned. Act normal, Sera, act normal.
“What did you say?” he asked.
Did I say that out loud? It’s official, I’ve lost it.
“Nothing. Nothing. I think it’s sprained,” I said, trying to cover my blunder. I wanted to crawl into a hole.
“Your ankle?”
“Yes.”
“You need to get checked out by a medical professional,” he said. “At the very least, the nurse’s office. Brain injuries are serious.”
“My head is fine,” I said. “I didn’t hit it on the way down.”
“So you’re always this incoherent?”
I took a deep breath in and let it out. “Probably,” I huffed.
“Still. Even the impact from a fall can cause a concussion.”
“What are you? A neurologist?”
He gave a short laugh. “No. I just know a thing or two about head injuries.”
“Hmm.” Was he a football player? Boy scout? It didn’t matter. He wasn’t Mr. Finn. That’s all I needed to know.
“Can you stand?”
I nodded, Bryan helped me up, and I winced at a pain in my side. I favored it as I balanced on my left foot.
“What’s that?”
“Nothing. I probably bruised a rib on a chair or desk.” I rubbed the back of my neck to ease the tension that was setting in.
“May I?” he asked, reaching toward my ribs. I paused and looked up at him. He was tall. Well, I was short, so everyone was taller than me, but he was extra taller than me. And broad. And muscled. And he smelled really good.
“Sera?”
“Huh? Oh, yeah. Sure.”
Bryan prodded the side of my torso, counting the ribs as he went. “Here?”
“Yeah,” I winced.
“Feels like you landed between the seventh and eighth ribs, but I don’t think anything is broken.”
“You know about rib injuries as well?” I raised an eyebrow.
“We need to get you to the nurse’s office,” Bryan said, ignoring my question.
“Boy scout.”
He raised his eyebrows.
“I meant to think that, not say it,” I said. Where did my brain-to-mouth filter go? “I was trying to figure out where your brain injury knowledge came from. It was between football player and boy scout.”
“Boy scout won, huh?”
“Yeah.” I was acting unhinged. I needed to get away from this guy before he decided I needed to be in an insane asylum. “Look, I’m fine, really. I don’t want to miss class on the first day, and I don’t want to make you miss class either.”
“There’s plenty of time. Can you stand on that foot?”
I put weight on it and immediately hopped back to my good foot while suppressing a curse.
“How do you expect to get around the rest of the day on a sprained ankle?” he asked, looking at me seriously.
“I’ll manage.”
He raised an eyebrow.
“Seriously. I’m fine. This isn’t necessary.”
“Sera. That’s your name, right? Sera Frey?”
“Yes.”
“I’m getting you to the nurse’s office right now, or I’m calling 9-1-1 and having an ambulance take you to the hospital. The choice is up to you.”
I studied his face, the one that was eerily similar to Mr. Finn’s, and saw that he meant business.
“So what’s it going to be?” he asked.
“Yeah, sure. Fine. Nurse’s office. Whatever.”
Bryan helped me to the nurse’s office, then explained the situation to the nurse, a homely, middle-aged woman who acted like she’d rather be anywhere but there. She poked and prodded my ankle, declared it a sprain, strapped a pack of ice onto it, and gave me an anti-inflammatory and a pair of loaner crutches.
“Do you have someone who can carry your books to each class?” the nurse asked.
“Can’t I just bring a backpack?” I countered.
“Backpacks are forbidden at the school,” she said.
“Even for special cases?” I asked.
“Zero tolerance policy. There are over four thousand students at this school. Can’t risk anyone sneaking weapons onto school property.”
“Right,” I mumbled. “I’ll figure something out.” She didn’t need to know I was friendless.
“Where’s your next class?” Bryan interrupted.
“E-242.” I didn’t need to look at my schedule. It was already etched into my brain.
“Physics with Mr. West?” he asked.
“Yes,” I replied.
“Me too. I can carry your books to fifth hour. What about sixth?”
“W-111.”
“You’re the luckiest, most unfortunate girl I know. That’s my sixth hour.”
“You realize you contradicted yourself, right?” I asked, looking up at him.
“I did no such thing,” Bryan said, shaking his head. “I only stated two facts. You sprained your ankle, which is unfortunate, but I’m in the rest of your classes and can help you with your books. That’s lucky. You’re a walking, no, limping contradiction today.”
The nurse scoffed. I giggled. So he wasn’t Mr. Finn. That wasn’t his fault. He was clever and nice, and he made me feel at ease. Something about his voice was soothing. Plus, he was the kind of guy who would help a psycho who threw things at the back of his head. It didn’t hurt that he smelled amazing.
I thanked him for offering to help me. I was aware that my initial freak out made me sound like I needed to be in a straight jacket, so I stayed with socially acceptable small talk for the rest of the day.
After the final bell, Bryan grabbed my books.
“What are you doing?” I asked.
“I’m helping you walk home,” Bryan said.
“Oh, no. I already feel bad that you’ve helped me so much today.”
“It’s not a problem. It’s not like you live far,” he said.
My heart rate doubled, and my hand went to my necklace.
“You know where I live?”
I changed into black exercise shorts and a green, high-necked tank top that matched my green eyes and kept my necklace hidden. I didn’t have to change into a sports bra since I was already wearing one. I only own sports bras. I never knew when I’d have to make a run for it, so I didn’t bother with clothes that could slow me down. I quickly threw my long, blonde hair into a low braid so it would stay out of my face and in place—I hated when a long, free ponytail whipped around and stung my eyes—then made my way downstairs.My current foster mom, Lucy, worked a lot, but she always left notes around the house, usually in the kitchen or on the front door. I hadn’t needed to leave her a note yet, since I hadn’t left the house other than going to school. This was the first time I was leaving the house to go somewhere besides school, so I found the pad, scribbled a note telling her where I’d be, stuck it on the kitchen counter, and went outside. Bryan was waiting on my porch in a white T-sh
“Let’s see if this works,” Bryan grumbled after school the next day as he tensely fiddled with the miniature trebuchet we were building for our physics class. “Just going to wedge this piece in here—”There was a snap of wood, and Bryan cursed.“Maybe I should handle the fragile woodworking for now,” I suggested, sitting across from him on my bedroom floor. “You’re wound a little tight today.”He let out what sounded like a growl, slid the project toward me, stood up, and stalked over to the other side of the room. He ran a hand through his dark brown hair.“Very tight,” I murmured. “You okay?” “I’m fine,” he snapped.Bryan had been acting weird and tense all day. Ever since he slipped into my bedroom before school and had his eyes on me like he was looking for injuries. “Clearly,” I said sarcastically. “Eat some candy. That usually calms you down.”Bryan went to my desk and took a handful from the economy-size bag of Skittles he had left there. He had brought over the candy to keep
“So, do you like swimming?” Crew prodded. “I bet you’d look good in a Brazilian bikini.”I looked up at Crew. “I’m not a big swimmer,” I said. That was true. I hadn’t gone swimming since that day. “I hate getting out of the pool and being all cold.” He smiled. “Even better.”I rolled my eyes.“Because then I would get to warm you up,” he said innocently.“No. I’d do it myself.”“That’s no fun.”“For who? Anyone I care about?”“Touché.”“Oh. You speak French?” I asked him something in French, not expecting him to understand, but he responded in French. Good French. Probably, definitely, better than mine. I only got to use it in French class, after all. He had probably lived in a place where they spoke French in one of his father’s military postings. Or maybe he had a private French tutor with his family money. But that didn’t matter. What mattered was that it had the intended effect. The subject was changed.We bantered back and forth until we finished our food. Then Crew slid out
The server walked up to our booth and served a mountain of food. Crew immediately dug in.“Anything else you need?” the server asked in a sugary-sweet voice as she batted her eyelashes at Crew.“Eat,” Crew urged me, ignoring her.“No, we’re good here,” I told the server. “Thank you.” She stared at Crew for another moment, then finally walked away. I picked up my utensils. “Okay, this waffle you ordered is delicious,” I said after one bite.“I knew you’d like it.”The way he was making love to his food, I doubted he cared whether I liked it or not.“So, what do you do for fun?” Crew asked after a few bites of syrupy goodness.“I spend my time doing homework,” I said between bites. “Gotta keep those grades up if I want to go to college. Pretty boring.” It was half-true. Researching was similar to homework, and most people would find it boring.“All work and no play makes a girl dull, and you are no dull girl. What else do you do?” “First of all, I disagree with your statement. Work
"I see you've trained your guard dog," Crew said when we met, his eyes on Bryan walking down the street. He turned his attention to me."He's my friend and a good guy, Crew, which are two things I can't say about you.""Did you forget that we had a study date?" he asked, ignoring my comment."Until you called my name, yes." I had no motivation to spare his feelings."Hmmm. I may have to better impress upon you the honor of being asked to study with me. I'm pretty important," he said."I think I perfectly comprehend the torture—I mean, honor—of hanging out with you." "This is why I like you. You're a challenge." His eyes had a predatory gleam."Boy, do I hate being right all the time," I mumbled to myself.A group of girls walking from the church to the school passed us. "Don't do it! He's a jerk! Just walk away!" one of the girls called out to me."One of your conquests?" I asked. "She seems unsatisfied."Crew chuckled, then reached for my hand. I backed away and gave him a look."J
Crew quickly caught up to me in the hallway. “Whoa there, kitten. How about retracting those claws?”“Do you ever talk like a normal person?” “I wouldn’t know.”“Ugh, for the love of—” I groaned. “Come on now,” he said. “I’m just having fun.”“Right. Well, I’m not,” I countered, pushing through the crowd. “Then let me make it up to you.”“You know, as you pointed out earlier, I’m off crutches now, so you don’t have to walk me to my next class.” I gave him a pointed look. We were coming up on my classroom.“Sera.” He stepped in front of me, pulling his signature move, blocking my way, and putting his arms out to control my movement. He leaned in, took a step, and pushed me backward with his body until my back was against the floor-to-ceiling window of my classroom. “I am not trying to upset you, and I appreciate the hard-to-get thing.” He leaned in closer so his face was an inch away from mine, and just like the first day of school, I no longer had control of my mind. My thought
I returned the crutches to the nurse’s office at the beginning of the fourth week of school. The morning I walked into Calculus without them, something happened. “Look at you,” Crew said as I sat at my desk. “Walking all by yourself. Must feel good.”“Sure,” I said indifferently. It did feel good, but I wasn’t going to give him fuel for conversation. Not that it ever stopped him.“And now you don’t have the crutches as an excuse not to hang out with me.”I winced. I had been dreading this moment. I thought Crew would lose interest by this point, but I was wrong. He seemed to love harassing me, and nothing I tried deterred him. He kept asking me out and wouldn’t accept a simple no as an answer. He finally relented when I used the crutches as the reason I couldn’t go out with him. It may have been the reason I kept the crutches longer than I needed them. “That means we’re hanging out soon,” Crew continued. He looked pensive for a moment. “Maybe today. Yeah. Today. Why delay the inevita
“You’re both new here?” Ella asked, looking back and forth between Bryan and me. Alarm bells were ringing in my head like sirens.“Yeah,” Bryan answered. “So you didn’t already know each other?” Ella asked, her light brown eyes darting between us in confusion. “It seems like you two go way back.”“Uh,” I started, hoping I didn’t sound as rattled as I felt. “No. We met yesterday when Bryan saw me inelegantly sprain my ankle. The Good Samaritan in him felt obligated to help. Of course, that requires he shadow me, so, here we are,” I offered in explanation.“You’re such a gallant giant, Bryan,” Ashley joked while Preeti nearly swooned.“Well, I couldn’t just leave her there on the floor,” he joked back.“That’s why you call him a boy scout,” Ella said. “Yeah,” I mumbled.“Now we’re on the same page,” Ella continued. “Bryan is a giant, gallant boy scout because he steps up when he sees a girl get injured. We should get him a merit badge. I’m sure there’s something for rescuing a damsel
“I guess that’s settled,” Ashley said, her green eyes going back and forth between Bryan and me. “Is it?” I asked hopefully. Maybe desperately.“Yeah. You’re a novelty. End of story.” She continued to study us, the pale, freckled skin of her forehead scrunching together. I sighed in relief, and Ashley glanced at Ella and Preeti.“I think we’ve made Sera uncomfortable enough for today,” she added when she realized her friends were having difficulty switching gears. “Let’s change the subject. Tell us about yourself, Sera.”Ella and Preeti focused on me, eager to get information.“There’s not much to know,” I said, grateful for the change in conversation. “I like to jog.”“Oh, and you’re on crutches,” Preeti said. “I’m sorry you can’t jog right now because of your injury.” “Thank you. I’ll survive.” I smiled. “What about all of you?”“Ashley does ballet,” Ella said, pointing to Ashley. “That’s where the long limbs and excellent posture come from. Unlike me, who stomps around ungracefu