LOGINDr. Fiona Reyes kept her city practice on the fourth floor of a limestone building on East Seventy-Second Street, above a florist and a shop that sold nothing but very expensive umbrellas.
"The machine at your grandfather's house is perfectly good for a quick look," she'd told me the week before, in her cold-handed, warm-voiced way. "But at twenty-four weeks I want the big one. Indulge an old woman."
So I'd come to Manhattan in my longest coat, with sunglasses on in March like a
We talked until the light over the river turned orange.Not at the dining table. In the kitchen, on the two stools at the counter where he'd been eating alone for five months, with the pastel book between us and a pot of ginger tea he made himself, badly, too strong. He asked about everything. When I'd been sick. When I'd first felt it move. Whether it hurt. What Dr. Reyes was like. He listened to each answer as if he'd be tested on it later.He didn't ask whether it was a boy or a girl. When I told him I didn't want to know, he only nodded and said, "Then neither do I."Near five, he put his cup down."What do you want from me?" he said. "Not what I want. What you want. Say it, and I'll do it."I'd had all afternoon to think about it. I'd had five months."I don't want lawyers," I said. "Not yours, not mine. If we ever have to fight about this child, we've already lost. And I don't want your mother anywhere near it. Not the shares, not the
I hadn't been inside the penthouse since the night I left it.Thomas dropped me at the curb at 10:40 on Monday morning. The doorman was the same one, Luis, with the same grey sideburns, and when he saw me come through the revolving door he dropped his pen."Mrs.—" He stopped. "Ms. Ashcombe.""Good morning, Luis. Is he upstairs?""Yes, ma'am. He didn't go in today. First time I can remember." He was already reaching for the house phone. Then he looked at me again and put it down. "I think I'll just send you up."The elevator was the same. The mirrored walls, the brass rail, the soft chime at every tenth floor. I'd ridden it down with my hand pressed flat over a folded paper, crying so hard I couldn't see the buttons. I watched the numbers climb now and kept my hands at my sides.Five months ago I'd sworn I would never ride this elevator again. Now I was riding it up, of my own free will, to hand him the one thing I'd kept from him. What
Grant Whitlock didn't call her. He drove.He was on the Merritt Parkway by noon, doing eighty in the left lane with Marcus on the speakerphone, and by one he was at the iron gates with the grey-mustached guard already lifting the phone to the house before he'd rolled down his window."I'm not here to ask to come in," Grant said. "Tell her it's about tomorrow's newspaper. Tell her it's urgent. Those words."The guard looked at him, then said them into the phone, word for word.Two minutes later, the gates opened.* * *I met him in my grandfather's library because it was the only room in the house with a door thick enough. Okafor was already there. She'd driven up an hour before to talk about Pell, and she stood by the fireplace with her arms folded and watched Grant come in as if he were a witness she hadn't decided whether to believe.He didn't sit. He stood in the middle of the Persian rug with rain on his shoulders, and he told us,
Delgado's had six tables, a black-and-white tile floor, and a bell over the door that had been ringing since 1952. I knew because it said so on the window in gold letters, and because Arthur had told me, once, over chess, that he used to bring a small serious boy here every Sunday and let him choose anything in the case.The boy always chose the lemon tart.I stood across Fifth Avenue at 9:55 with Thomas idling at the curb behind me, and I almost got back in the car.Through the window I could see him. Corner table. Back to the wall. Two cups in front of him and a white box tied with string at his elbow. He wasn't reading anything. He wasn't on his phone. He was just sitting there with his hands around one of the cups, watching the door.Every Sunday since October.I could still go. Thomas would take me home and never mention it. I'd go back to my orchids and my lawyers and my locked gates, and the photograph from the drugstore phone would come out
Okafor looked at the photograph on my phone for exactly as long as it took her to read the plaque. Then she set the phone face down on her desk, the way you'd turn over a card you didn't want anyone else to see."When?""Saturday night. One forty-one.""Did you answer?""No.""Good." She was already typing on her own phone, fast, with her thumbs. "I'm sending this to a man I know who used to work for the phone company and now works for whoever pays him. We'll have the number's history by lunch." She glanced up. "And you're not going anywhere alone this week. Thomas drives you. If Thomas is sick, I drive you. If I'm sick, you stay home.""Okafor.""I mean it, Leah.""I know you do." I looked down at my hands. They were steady. That surprised me. "It's the photograph from February. The glucose test. The one with the long lens across the street. We thought whoever took it had sold it and been paid and it was over.""So did
At 11:20 on Saturday night the phone on my nightstand rang. Not my cell. The old house line, the one with the brass cradle that nobody used except the gatehouse."Miss Ashcombe." It was the guard with the grey mustache. He sounded uncertain, which I had never heard from him. "I'm sorry to wake you. Mr. Whitlock is at the gate."I sat up. The rain had been coming down since dinner, hard and steady, rattling in the gutters."Tell him I'm not receiving visitors.""I did, miss. He said he knows. He said he isn't asking to come in." A pause, and the rustle of paper. "He asked me to log this as call number twelve. And he asked me to give you a message, word for word, so I wrote it down.""Go on."The guard cleared his throat and read it in his flat, careful voice."Every Sunday at ten I'm at Delgado's on Fifth. I have been since October. If you ever want to talk, about anything at all, I'll be there. You don't have to answer this. I onl







