เข้าสู่ระบบVivienne’s POV
My body trembled violently. I could barely stand. There wasn’t a lot of air in the room. I couldn't stand it anymore, so I turned and ran to the toilet. The ringing in my head drowned out Julian's words, which I couldn't hear. After getting to the bathroom, I started vomiting so much that my body went limp. I had no idea if it was the disgust of what I'd heard or whether it felt like the tumor was crushing me physically.? A worker from the company squirmed as she gazed at me in the bathroom. Her face covered in panic as she quickly handed me some tissues. I seized the tissue with red-eyed eyes and made a bitter smile, whispering, "Thank you. Julian, please stay quiet about your presence.” After twisting around, I left with my body in a state of motion. Each move was a heavy weight, as if I were being pulled along like someone else's hollow man. The memory of my first meeting Julian made me feel like I was walking down the corridor from my room to my new home, seven years ago. In those days, I continued to be a prominent jewelry designer on the international stage, working for my elder brother's high-end label. I felt I was respected in the international fashion world, confident and independent. Julian was completely unfamiliar to me. During a business trip, something embarrassing occurred. I left the hotel when my gown suddenly ripped. In public, my body was almost completely exposed. I felt a sense of panic and shame as I was frozen in place, until he was stopped by slender Maybach. Julian Fitzgerald, the man who would change my life forever, was present from that car. He bent down, took off his suit jacket which had been well-worn on and handed it to me. He calmly stated, "You can tie it around your waist." That brief remark immediately calmed the nerves in my heart. Upon seeing his graceful and beautiful face, I immediately fell in love with him. That's when I knew he was still there. To get closer to Julian, I requested my brother to find a way for me to work with his company. I started to approach him slowly, aware that his heart remained attached to his first love, Ophelia, despite her not having left him without saying goodbye. I didn't give up even though I knew what I was doing. Then one night, everything changed. We both had been drinking at a bar. That night, we crossed a line after crossing one. My pregnancy led to marriage. My memory of our wedding night is still fresh. Gathering all my strength, I asked why he had chosen to marry me even though I never took any responsibility. For the first time, Julian, who is usually cold and aloof, looked up to me with suspicion. He made it clear that his intention was to have a family with the person and their child. The answer gave me confidence in him. From that point on, I was fully invested in our marriage. My brother's strong disapproval was ignored as I adored Julian, took care of Maximilian, and even gave up my career. I desired to settle down and enjoy being a wife and mother without any worries. But now, everything had crumbled. My decision to end my marriage was a futile sacrifice. Julian had never been married to me since the beginning. His heart had been entirely possessed by another woman for seven years, and he had only been pretending. I felt a sudden tightness in my chest, almost as though someone was punching me. My life was nothing more than a cruel joke, everything I believed was true. Despite the agony, I had a choice. In the event of a successful surgery in ten days, I would opt for Maximilian and depart. Julian would no longer be a source of concern for us. He would have the freedom to marry anyone he desired, including Ophelia. But I was moved again by the memory of my son. I hurried home. Upon entering the house, I became frozen as Maximilian's voice interrupted my conversation with the head butler. This caused me to become frowning. “Mr. Butler, if Mommy would feel sad upon realizing that my father was only pretending to be married to another woman,” Maximilian asked. My heart stopped. The attendant gave a faint smile and asked, "What's the next step? Mr. Julian doesn't love Mrs. Vivienne. That's something you already know, young man.” Standing there, I experienced a burning sensation in my eyes. Maximilian chuckled and expressed his disapproval, saying, "I don't like Mommy either." I like Aunt Ophelia better. She's so gentle. Whenever Mommy brings me to Daddy's office, my Aunt Ophelia provides me with delicious treats and toys. Those words consumed my soul to tears. "Mom always complains about snacks and tell me to study all the time. She's so annoying! I desire that Aunt Ophelia and Daddy wed." I grasped my fists tightly, and my nails pierced through my palms. Thank goodness. It hurt like a dream, and I thought I might just collapse there." Julian and I were raised with love and care, but the boy I spent ten months in was just like me. Cold. Unfeeling. Each time I looked back, the tender memories of our family life were all around me. They were not happiness, but a beautifully packaged delusion that I could see clearly. I recollected my brother, who had always opposed my marriage. He had expressed his belief that I would simply suffer. I should've listened. The knowledge of Julian and Maximilian would likely result in their separation without any mercy. My eyes burned again. With tears streaming down my face, I drew closer to the stairs and moved towards them. My belief that I was living for my husband and son led me to live without fear of death. For that reason, I opted for the hazardous surgery. But all that hope had been shattered by those reasons. I walked into the living room, held my phone with shaking hands and dialed the number I had memorized. When I heard the line coming, I spoke softly and with a strong voice. “I want a divorce. Would you mind coming to see me?”Vivianne'S POVSeveral weeks had already passed after our marriage. Now I could feel how life started getting back to normality.Every month I visited the hospital to have my checkups but always with positive outcomes. The doctor told me that I recovered very fast.At last, I felt calm again. That morning, Julian asked Maximilian and me to go to the car."Where are we going?" I asked, intrigued.Julian smiled mysteriously. "It's a surprise."Looking at him amused, I replied, "When did you learn how to prepare surprises?""After my wife learned to guess everything."I smiled. Meanwhile, Maximilian in the back of the car was as excited as I was."Dad, are we going to the zoo?""No.""To the beach?""Neither that.""To the toy store?"Julian smiled. "Just wait a little bit."Our ride lasted about forty minutes. Finally, the car stopped in the quiet residenti
Vivianne'S POVI was standing before the entrance of the hotel ballroom, taking a deep breath. The simple white wedding dress I was wearing was falling smoothly down to the floor, without any excessive decorations, only small lace decorations on the sleeves and on the chest area.My hair, which had just started growing after the surgery, was cut in a short, soft hairdo. The scar from the operation was not very visible anymore, being covered with my hairstyle and the small flower accessory.I took one more look in the mirror. Several months ago I could not even imagine how I would stand here now.There had been a moment when I thought my life would end in the hospital room. And today I was standing in front of the ballroom as a woman, about to marry her love."Vivienne."Dominic's voice brought me back from my reflections. I turned my head to him.My older brother was wearing a neat black suit. He was smiling warmly, but there
Vivianne’S POVWhen the promotion ceremony ended, we did not return home right away; we went to the beach which we had not visited for quite some time."Today, we're going to play!" announced Maximilian. Julian just smiled and shook his head."All right, Sir Maximilian. Whatever you say."And I smiled as I watched the two of them. The breeze carried a characteristic scent of the sea.Slow waves started coming to the shore as the afternoon sky started changing into blue and orange. Maximilian was in no hurry at all.As soon as he took off his shoes, he rushed to the shore with the bucket and small shovel bought by Julian at a beach kiosk. "I'm going to build a castle!" he announced happily.Julian and I decided to walk slowly along the shore. Sometimes, the waves reached the tips of my toes, and the feeling was very soothing.At the same time, however, the sight of the sea evoked a memory which had been very painful o
Vivianne'S POVThree months had gone by all too soon. As I thought about how I had lain there so weakly in the hospital bed in Singapore, it seemed as if I were living some other person's past.Now, I stood in front of the bedroom mirror, brushing down the simple light blue dress I had worn on that morning. I no longer required the headscarf which concealed my scar from the surgery.My hair had been shaved to a short style that had yet to grow back, although the doctor had told me that my healing process had been going as expected. The scar on the side of my head had also started to fade away.A small smile played across my lips as I regarded myself in the mirror. While neither my face nor my body had entirely regained their health, my cheeks were beginning to return to their former fullness.The dark rings under my eyes were starting to fade, too. And most of all, I had been granted the opportunity to be here.It was not just any reg
Vivianne'S POVI slowly opened my eyes.Warming rays of the morning sun illuminated the room through the opening in the curtains. A small smile formed on my lips in the absence of any sound for several seconds. I was finally home.I felt with my hand a cloth that was protecting the place where I had been operated on. The doctor had told me that I still have to visit him regularly for check-ups and I must take care of myself in the next few months. But my way was not over yet. However, the most terrible thing had already passed.Today, I woke up in my home, which I missed a lot.Knock. Knock.The door slowly opened. A small boy peeked into the room with a huge smile on his face."Mommy is awake!"Without waiting for my answer, Maximilian rushed to me. "Mom!"He hugged me gently as if he feared to hurt me. I smiled and hugged him back."Good morning, sweetie.""Good Morning!"Such a happy
Julian'S POVThat evening, the silence in the house prevailed. Maximilian was busy doing his homework at the dining table; he furrowed his brows in concentration while solving his math assignments and then erased all the answers because he believed they were wrong.I was sitting in my study room with the laptop still turned on. But several documents from my company still needed to be written that night, but I simply could not concentrate on my work at all.The time since Vivienne went to Singapore had already passed by nearly one month. Even though Dominic still provided me with some updates, that uneasy feeling was always with me.I was just about to shut down my laptop, when I felt the vibration of my cell phone. On the screen appeared Dominic's name and my heart suddenly beat faster."Hello, Dominic," I rushed to say.On the other side of the line, I heard a much lighter voice of his. "Julian.""I have good news."I instantly got on my feet. "How is Vivienne?"A sigh of relief esca
Julian's POV I stood still. Ophelia's words struck me more deeply than I had anticipated.Ophelia gazed at me softly though faint unvoiced hurts shimmered within her eyes.“I get the sense that I no longer hold a place in your mind.”I hadn’t prepared myself for th
Julian's POV "Come on, child. give dad a tiny hint” my voice broke."Then suddenly, it hit me.There was a different ride, the small kid kind. Safe for little kids. And even if it’s scary, not as high as the tall one.Max may have pointed at the wrong one or Opheli
Julian's POV I nodded. Meanwhile within me countless words lay scattered like glass I had yet to gather.Before I managed to collect my scattered thoughts a joyful voice, oblivious to the unease, around our table abruptly spoke up.“Dad." Maximilian showed off a chicken bon
Julian's POV Damn it. I didn't even know if she'd eaten tonight, if she'd taken her medication. The thought alone was enough to make my stomach feel empty.Suddenly, my phone vibrated on my desk. I glanced over, my heart leaping. But it wasn't her name that appeared. It was just a







