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Maisie Fuck me! I hooked up with a total stranger. Every corner of the room held evidence of what we’d shared last night—my panties hung off the face of a tattooed statue, my bra dangled from the door knob, and my clothes were scattered haphazardly across the floor. My head banged with the aftermath of the countless bottles of alcohol I took last night, and my stomach turned violently. The nausea hit me hard, and I scrambled out of bed, rushing into the bathroom. I barely made it there before collapsing onto the cold tiles, my body convulsing. The small space was filled with the sound of retching as my stomach continued to twist. The acidic burn in my throat made me feel even worse. Tears pricked my eyes as I emptied everything I had into the toilet, my body shaking with the force of it. I stayed crouched there, my head resting on the porcelain rim, panting, trying to piece together the fragments of last night. When I felt better, I rinsed my mouth and splashed water on my face. Pulling myself back from the floor, I made my way back to the room. The cold air kissed my skin, and it was then the realization that I was naked struck me. I had shared something passionate with a man I’d never met before, a man I’d likely never see again. Yet, I felt neither guilt nor shame. Instead, I pondered on the fact that I’d just crossed a boundaries I’d set for myself and held steadfast for the past two years. Even when I felt needy, even when I’d yearned to be touched and for Finn to reignite the old flames we’d once had in the early days of our relationship, I’d never given in to the thought of picking someone else over him. Finn had been my world—my everything. He had meant so much to me that I once believed I couldn’t live without him. But the moment he cheated on me, every ounce of love, trust, and respect I had for him shattered. He turned the seven years I’d spent with him into a complete waste and made me feel stupid for grinning like a fool when he dropped to one knee to propose. I had spent countless sleepless nights imagining the day we’d be joined at the altar, the day I’d finally be able to call him mine legally. But all of that—all of those dreams—had been shattered. I dragged myself to the bed and collapsed onto it with a heavy sigh. My heart ached not for Finn, but for the wasted years and the love I had poured into him. There was nothing left to do with Finn except to officially end this facade of a relationship, pack my belongings from his house, and say goodbye to his lies and deceit. I needed to leave, but my body resisted. Every corner of it reminded me of last night—the way I had been lost in the arms of a man who made me feel so perfect and wanted, a man who made me feel desired for the first time two years, and pleasured me just in the exact way i had always longed for. The night had been perfect, except for the fact that we didn’t have sex. My chest tightened at that realization. I wasn’t sure if I was disappointed for missing the best part of the night, or relieved that I hadn’t gone all the way with a total stranger and done something I might regret later. But deep down, I knew I wouldn’t have regretted it. As I sat up on the bed, my eyes landed on a note stuck to the bedpost. I pulled it off and giggled at the sight of the handwriting. It was uneven, slanted, almost as if a child had written it—a stark contrast to the perfect man who had dominated my night. He had drawn five stars and written beneath them: “Rate your night, Bambina.” As much as I didn’t know what Bambina meant, it sounded really good, especially when he moaned it last night, asking me to let it all out for him. My cheeks flushed as I stared at the note, my heart racing with a mix of embarrassment and excitement. But as quickly as the warmth filled me, it faded away with the reminder of how I’d once yearned for Finn to show me the same kind of attention and affection. I found a pen on the bed side table, and shaded four out of the five stars. Four stars for giving me just what I needed, and for making me realize I didn’t need Finn to feel love or wanted, I just need a perfect man like him that could put me in different positions until I was spent. But I left one star open for the unfinished business. I wished he’d left a phone number instead of a cheeky note. If he had, I would’ve called him without hesitation. Never in my life would I have imagined feeling this way, but Finn had pushed me to this point. He had turned me into someone who craved more than what he could ever give I took a quick shower, gathered my scattered clothes, and dressed. The throbbing from my hangover was faint now, but it wasn’t entirely gone. Still, I pushed through it. Stepping out of the hotel room and onto the street, I paused to decide my next move. I spent several minutes trying to decide where to go—whether I should head home first or go straight to Finn’s house and give him a piece of my mind before finally putting an end to this ridiculous game of his. I chose the latter. I found a cab and headed for his house, my heart pounding in my chest. I thought it would be easy, that I wouldn’t be scared to end this, but it had been seven years. Seven years of my life were about to end with a single conversation. My fist clenched as I replayed every lie, every false promise, and every deceitful smile he’d given me. How could he do this to me? Had he ever truly cared about me, or did it only start after our relationship began? What did he really think of me? A fool who wouldn’t catch on to his silly game until he was done with me, ready to toss me aside as if I meant nothing? I shouldn’t walk away from this without a fight. I shouldn’t just put an end to it without making him pay for the years of my life he’d wasted. He needed to see that I wasn’t just some fool he could mess with and toss aside like trash. I should show him what I was capable of, but all I could think about was ending this pathetic excuse of a relationship. I finally arrived at his house, my legs trembling the moment I stepped out of the cab. I almost turned back. My heart raced wildly as I dragged my feet toward the entrance, my fingers gripping my bag as if my life depended on it. I reached the door, my hands shaking as I reached for the doorbell. The door swung open almost immediately, and I froze. It was him. The man who had caused all of this—Finn. He stood there with his hand on the knob, a wide smile on his face, as if he were genuinely happy to see me. As if he didn’t have another woman somewhere, someone he was in love with. How could he wear that deceitful smile so effortlessly, making me blind to the truth? “Baby!” he greeted, and my stomach churn. “I was just about to head to your place. We’re so in sync, huh?” The word baby once made my heart flutter. Now, it rang hollow. The only name I wanted to hear was Bambina, and from that man from last night. Mila was really right, all I needed to get off this heartbreak was to get laid. I forced a tight smile. “Why were you heading to my place?” “Dad’s here,” he said casually. My stomach sank. “He’s… early. I thought he wasn’t coming until next week?” “Yeah, well, surprise! Come on, he’s been asking about you.” Finn grabbed my hand, pulling me inside before I could even protest. “Dad! Maisie’s here!” Finn called out as he led me into the living room. My heart stopped the moment I heard his voice. I had never met his father, but his voice sounded so much like the man from last night. “Oh, Maisie. So good to finally see you.” I chuckled nervously. It couldn’t be. It just couldn’t be. My ears had to be playing a silly trick on me. I looked up, my breath hitching as my eyes locked onto the man standing in front of me. What The Hell? I shook my head, pinched myself, trying my best to wake up from this terrible nightmare, but nothing changed. He was still standing there in front of me. The perfect man from last night—the man who took my request like a command and devoured me until my legs were shaky beyond my control—the man who made me feel wanted, desired, and needed. The man who looked at me with eyes full of affection and kissed me like he’d been waiting his whole life to do so… was Finn’s father? My… my father-in-law to be? “Won’t you hug your father-in-law, Maisie? “ he grinned. “Aren’t you happy to see me?”Chapter Eighty - sixMaisieEverything happened so fast, I almost couldn’t stop and catch a breath.And as I stood there, alone in my hotel room, the silence felt heavier than anything we faced today. My thoughts kept circling back, refusing to rest, refusing to let me pretend I understood even a fraction of what was happening.Why did it feel like Mr. Caruso knew this Marcella D’Angelo woman before? Why did it feel like he was hiding something, something really big from me? He said he didn’t know her, said it with a straight face, but the way he reacted earlier… the way he shook with rage, the way her name tore itself out of his chest like a wound that had been bleeding for years, the way he threw a punch to that vase at the sound of the name and didn’t even care he was hurt… It didn’t feel like the reaction of a man meeting a stranger’s name for the first time.It felt personal, like a deep and old feud. Like this woman wasn’t just some stranger but some old time enemy. And what d
Chapter Eighty - fiveRafael CarusoMarcella fucking D’Angelo.She was back again.No.She never left.She had already been around, sticking to me like an irritating second skin. She had always been watching, lurking, weaving herself into every shadow of my life, and it sickens me down to every bone in my body that the same person we traveled miles searching for was the same goddamn woman I had spent seventeen years hunting like a ghost. Seventeen years. Almost two fucking decades of my life circling the same monster without knowing it.Who the hell was this woman? What the hell did she want from me? How did she hide herself so perfectly, so deliberately, all these years that she even made me adopt her own son? Who the hell was she?How was she able to work against me right in plain sight, twisting every corner of my life, and I still couldn’t tell who she was?This same woman killed my wife, my best friend, and his wife. She caused Zara’s accident. And now she had the audacity—the wi
Chapter Eighty-fourRafael CarusoWhen my eyes finally opened, the first thing I felt was warmth, my head resting against Maisie’s shoulder.“You’re up,” she said softly, her voice almost a whisper in the quiet car. “You seem tired.” She exhaled gently, her hand lifting to cup my cheek. The gesture was tender, grounding. “I can’t wait for us to get this done with.”I let out a long sigh as I straightened. “Me too.” I checked my watch again, hours had already passed by, swallowed into the night. It was late, much later than we planned. I tapped the driver’s seat lightly. “Let’s get back there,” I said, and the driver immediately started the car, pulling out of the park.Maisie’s fingers were tucked into mine, but I could feel the tremble now, the way her resolve slowly cracked with each passing streetlight. She didn’t say a word, but her silence was already loud and heavy.Truthfully, I wasn’t sure what waited for us either. But one thing was clear in my mind: if I saw Rose, if I had e
Chapter Eighty-threeRafael CarusoWhat the hell just happened?It felt like everything I had been holding in my grasp, every clue, every hope, every step toward the truth, suddenly slipped through my fingers and vanished into thin air. How could I finally have the woman standing right in front of me, the very person who held the answers to every question that had kept me awake at night, only to lose her in the blink of an eye? What kind of twisted fate was this? It felt like everything was working against us. Like even nature itself had decided to turn its back. Because how else could something so cruel, so perfectly ill-timed, happen?We had come all the way here, traveled miles with nothing but desperation and determination guiding us and the moment we saw her, she disappeared.I dragged my hand through my hair, groaning from the kind of frustration that bites into your bones. I didn’t know what to think, what to do, or how to even breathe. Suddenly, the path ahead felt blocked by
Chapter Eighty-twoMaisieWe stepped out of the jet into the cold London breeze, walking toward the black SUV waiting for us on the tarmac.“Take us to the hotel,” Mr. Caruso said the moment the driver stepped out to greet us.It turned out he had already planned everything—where we would stay, how we would move, and the exact order in which the day needed to unfold. There was no space for surprises, not with how delicate everything had suddenly become. Everything had to go out as planned.The car pulled out of the airport and stumbled into the beautiful streets of London. The sky was a moody gray, the kind that made the city look both old and alive at the same time. I leaned against the window, watching the blur of buildings, red buses, and busy pedestrians as we drove deeper into the city.Mr. Caruso didn’t say much. He only kept tapping his fingers lightly against his knee, a quiet sign of nerves he probably hoped I didn’t notice. I was nervous too, but for different reasons. Every
Chapter Eighty-oneMaisieI stood in front of the mirror, staring at my reflection for far longer than necessary. My suitcase lay open at the foot of the bed, clothes neatly folded inside, everything packed and ready, yet my chest wouldn’t stop tightening and my heart wouldn’t stop pounding hard in my chest, almost unbearable.I wasn’t scared.At least, that’s what I kept telling myself.But my hands shook slightly as I smoothed the sides of my blouse and adjusted my hair. Today was too important. We needed everything to go smoothly. We needed no surprises, no delays, no slip-ups. We couldn’t afford anything going wrong, not when Finn was already watching us like a hawk.I took a deep breath and whispered to my reflection, “please… just let today go well.”Because if things fell apart today, everything else could crumble with it. We had no time again and Mr. Caruso already told Finn a lie just to get his suspicions off. If we didn’t bring anything to help us back from London, then he’







