LOGINROWAN’S POV
His words hit me like a fucking slap across my face. 'All that matters is that you bear us a child.' I stared at Julian with my fork frozen mid air. The hurt from his words was like a knife being twisted in my chest, making my eyes burn with tears.
Before I could stop myself, my voice snapped in uncontrollable anger. "I'm more than just a sex object or your fucking breeder! I'm also a person! A person who didn't betray her pack, who didn't sell our borders to the rogues! I'm not a fucking baby machine, you can't just reduce me to that!"
Then silence took over the grand dining room, Julian and Marcus just stared at me with unreadable, blank expressions. They were looking at me like I was a child who just threw a silly tantrum. Immediately the anger in me was replaced with embarrassment and my cheeks heated up. My outburst was hanging in the air like a bad joke.
Marcus broke the awkward silence first. "We are right next to you, Rowan. We can hear you perfectly well, you didn't need to scream our ears off." He calmly said with a mocking smirk tugging at his lips as he leaned back in his chair.
Heat flooded my face even more and I dropped my gaze to my plate, wishing the floor would just open up and swallow me whole.
Did I overreact to Julian's statement?
Before I could say another word, I suddenly heard Julian's deep voice right behind my ear.
"Are you done eating?" He asked with his warm breath fanning my ear. But before I could answer, strong arms suddenly scooped me up from the chair, lifting me over his shoulder like I weighed nothing.
I yelped in surprise seeing my view suddenly flipping upside down. "What the–put me the fuck down!" My fist pounded against his broad back but it was like hitting a wall. He didn't even flinch, his strides across the hallway were still steady and effortless. "Hey! This is not funny! Put me down this instant, you asshole!"
My protest fell on deaf ears until we reached a massive door, carved with the same ancient motifs as the dining one. He opened the door and stepped into a grand bedroom that screamed luxury, dark wood, massive chandeliers and a faint scent of sandalwood.
Then he dropped me on the king sized bed, the mattress bouncing under me. I quickly scrambled up and gave him the hardest glare I could. "You can't just carry me around like I'm some sack of–"
"Take your dress off," Julian cut into my rant.
I froze, completely taken aback. "W..what? T..take m..my dress off?" My words were stumbling out in a mess. "W..What about Alpha Marcus?"
"Over here," a voice replied from behind me.
I whipped around to find Marcus already seated on the couch in the room, he was seated comfortably with his legs crossed and a bottle of wine in his hand. How the hell had he gotten here so fast?
"I prefer just Marcus, though," he added, his blue eyes twinkling with amusement.
"I said take the dress off, Rowan." Julian repeated. "Don't make me do it myself, it'll be less gentle. That dress is too pretty to be ripped." There was no hint of joke in his eyes.
That was when I realised that, this was it– the dreaded moment. My pulse began racing with fear and a spark of heat overwhelming me. My eyes darted to the bottle of wine in Marcus’s hand and without thinking twice, I lunged for it. I snatched the bottle from his hand, popped the cork and gulped down the rich, burning liquid.
When I had finished the content of the bottle, I dropped it on the floor with a heavy thud. I stood and started unzipping the white dress. It slid down my body, pooling at my feet and leaving me in nothing but my plain, grandma-style blue panties.
The normal me would have been mortified at the thought of them being in full display in front of two men but surprisingly it didn't. I guess it was the alcohol.
Julian's grey eyes hooded with raw desire as they raked over my body, while Marcus sized me up hungrily, his lips parting slightly.
"Take off the panties," Marcus ordered, his voice now a pitch lower and raspier than before.
My breath hitched but I hooked my thumbs in the waistband and slid my panties down, stepping out of it. I was now bare naked and completely exposed in front of Alpha Julian and Alpha Marcus.
"Get on the bed," Julian ordered, his tone leaving no room for argument.
I obeyed and crawled into the silk sheets, even though I could feel my heart pounding wildly in my chest. Marcus and Julian approached me, with the wild desire in their eyes and climbed the bed slowly.
Julian slid to my right and Marcus took the left.
A gasp escaped me as Marcus leaned in and took my breast in his mouth, pulling a moan from my lips before I could stop it. While Julian silenced the rest of the moan as he took my mouth in his in a desperate, deep kiss.
Rowan’s POV “You sure about this, Rowan?” Marcus asked, his baby blue eyes soft but burning with want. He stepped closer, voice low and calm like always. “Once we mate like this, there’s no going back. Our wolves link for real.” I nodded, swallowing hard. “I’m sure. I want both of you. Not as some tool. As your mate.” My voice came out quiet but steady. Julian’s grey eyes flashed. He looked restless, like he always did when feelings got too deep. “Fuck, Rowan. You know I’m shit at this soft stuff. But I need you. Not your womb. You.” He grabbed my waist and pulled me against his hard chest. His scent—wood and spice—wrapped around me and made my knees weak. Marcus came up behind me, hands sliding up my arms. “We’ve waited long enough. Let’s make it official.” Their hands moved fast. Julian tugged my dress over my head in one rough pull. It dropped to the floor. Cool air hit my skin, but their bodies warmed me right away. Marcus kissed the back of my neck, slow and wet. “You’re
Rowan’s POV I sat on the edge of the big bed, my hands twisting in my lap. The room felt smaller tonight, even with the three of us in it. Marcus stood by the window, his baby blue eyes soft as he looked at me. Julian leaned against the wall, arms crossed tight over his chest, grey eyes stormy like he wanted to punch something. Marcus cleared his throat. “Rowan, for you to fully link with both of us, the way a Moon-bound wolf should, we need a formal mating ceremony. It has to happen under the waning moon. That grounds the power so it doesn’t burn you out.” I looked up at him. My voice came out quiet but steady. “A ceremony? Not like before?” “No,” Marcus said. He stepped closer and took my hand. His touch was warm. “Before, it was all about the breeder thing. Get you pregnant, take the power. This is different. This is us choosing you. Really choosing you. Heart and wolf.” Julian made a low sound in his throat. “We don’t need some fancy shit to make it real.” I turned to him.
Rowan’s POV The mansion felt like a fucking prison now. Cameras everywhere, guards posted at every door, and the air thick with the smell of fear and old books. I sat on the edge of the big bed in our shared room, twisting my fingers together. My heart kept hammering even though nothing was happening right this second. Julian paced like a caged wolf, his eyes were wild and his fists clenched at his sides. Marcus sat at the heavy wooden desk across the room, buried in those dusty ancient books again, flipping pages so fast I thought they might tear. “More bodies turned up near the east gate,” Julian growled, not even looking at us. “Same shit—eyes gone, heart ripped out. This bastard is laughing at us.” Marcus didn’t look up. His eyes stayed locked on the book in his hand. “The markings don’t match any known wolf ritual. I’ve checked three grimoires already. It’s not pure werewolf work.” I swallowed hard. The tension in the room pressed down on my chest like a rock. I was tired o
Rowan’s POV I didn't sleep at all. By the time the sun started to peak over the buildings of Moon Haven, the silence was already broken. It wasn’t the sound of birds or the usual morning bustle. It was the sound of screaming. Then, the sound of heavy locks clicking into place all over the neighborhood. News of Cassian’s death traveled faster than a forest fire. I sat at the kitchen island, my hands shaking as I gripped a mug of coffee that had gone cold hours ago. Julian and Marcus walked through the front door, their clothes still stained with Cassian’s blood. They looked like they had aged ten years in a single night. "The whole town is losing its mind," I said, my voice cracking. Julian slammed his fist onto the marble counter. "Fuck! We tried to keep the details quiet, but the guards at Cassian's estate have big mouths. Everyone knows he was butchered." Marcus dropped into the chair next to me. His usual calm was gone. His eyes were bloodshot and dark. "It’s not just that
Rowan’s POV The full moon hung heavy in the sky like it knew what we were about to do. My heart pounded hard as Julian, Marcus, and I slipped out of the mansion with just four of our best guards. No big group. No noise. We had to keep this quiet. “Ready, baby?” Julian asked, his grey eyes sharp under the moonlight. He grabbed my hand and squeezed it once. I nodded, even though my stomach twisted. “Yeah. Let’s do this.” Marcus walked on my other side, his baby blue eyes calm but alert. “Stick close to us, Rowan. If anything feels off, you pull back. No hero shit tonight.” “I know,” I said softly. My voice sounded small, but I meant it. I was stubborn, not stupid. We moved fast through the dark streets of Moon Haven. The town felt dead tonight. Everyone locked inside because of the killings. Good. Less eyes on us. Before we even reached Cassian’s mansion gates, I stopped. The moon called to me. I closed my eyes and reached for the link. “Hold on,” I whispered. “I’m starting no
Rowan’s POV I stormed into the twins' study without knocking. My hands shook but I kept my chin up. The door slammed behind me. Julian and Marcus both looked up from the maps spread across the big wooden table. Their faces were tight with worry. "Rowan?" Marcus said first, his eyes softening the second he saw me. "What's wrong, baby?" Julian pushed back from the table, his eyes sharp. "You look like you're about to explode. Talk." I walked right up to them. No more waiting. "The killings got worse. They found three kids this morning. Two old wolves too. Torn apart like the others. Eyes gone. Hearts missing. And Cassian? He's fucking vanished. No one's seen him in days." Julian cursed under his breath. "We know. We've had patrols out all night." "I'm done waiting," I said, voice steady even though my heart hammered. "We can't sit here hoping he shows up. The town's losing it. People are scared to let their pups outside. Shops are closed. Moon Haven is dying." Marcus reached fo







