LOGIN~TWENTY TWO YEARS LATER~
~MARCELLA~
I weave my way onto the dance floor with Stephanie, my best friend, finding the beat as I sway my hips and lose myself in the groove, erupting loud cheering noises from the hungry crowd whose hungry eyes are ravaging all over my body.
I'm putting on a very short wine dress that exposes all my cleavages and legs.
I dance, I jump, I spin, I rock my best friend, I shake my ass and make seductive moves.
I love the heat of the eyes on me as I am twerking my bouncy butt. I have been frequenting the club almost every day that I send the right signals as I dance and soon, grooving men get closer and start spraying some cash on me.
“Marcella,” my best friend shouts over the music, grabbing my wrist to stop me from spinning into another group of dancers. “Why do you have so much energy? Did you drink something or smoke before coming out?”
I grin at her, breathless. “I spent most of my childhood being locked up. Now, I'm finally free. So let me enjoy myself.”
Oh….a little Introduction.
Hi, I am Marcella Nico Romano! The second triplet daughter of the Romano family. But neither my sisters nor I are allowed to answer the “Romano” name in public, so I answer more of my father's name—Nico.
I am not even allowed to let anyone know that I have sisters who look exactly like me! I must act like I'm an only child.
It's for protection—mom and my fathers says.
Yeah, I have three fathers—because just like my sisters and I, my father has two other brothers who look exactly like him and behave like fathers to me also.
Growing up, my sisters and I were locked away in a very big and beautiful mansion where we had everything—private chefs, private doctors, rooms bigger than most apartments, wardrobes filled with things we were rarely allowed to wear outside.
Everything except choice. We're prisoners locked up in a beautiful mansion.
From the moment I could walk, there were rules. Invisible ones. Heavy ones.
We were never allowed to leave without security. Never allowed to speak to strangers. Never allowed to answer personal questions. Never allowed to be photographed. Never allowed to say our names aloud in public for too long.
We existed quietly. Carefully.
Our childhood didn’t have classrooms filled with noise or playgrounds scraped by laughter.
Instead, we had private teachers—handpicked, vetted, rotated constantly. One taught us languages. Another taught history, but not the version written in books…..the version written in blood and betrayal. Strategy was introduced to us before fairy tales. Silence before innocence.
Mom said we were born in blood and sirens, in chaos she never speaks of without her eyes going distant. They tell us we survived something terrible when we were infants.
University was supposed to be our freedom.
Instead, it was our separation.
We were sent to different cities. Different countries. Different lives. Far enough apart that no one would ever suspect we were connected.
I remember my mother crying quietly the night we left, holding each of us like she was memorizing our faces in case the world stole us again.
At university, I became everything I had wanted to be —wild, carefree, and a fun person.
I had my first boyfriend and practiced everything I have watched only in movies, including my first sex!
I'm in my second year now and I have been with four guys already and I am currently dating one.
Yeah, I'm a seductress and a heartbreaker and a girl who doesn't believe in commitment and enjoys casual flings a lot.
And that's why I am always in a club, searching for fresh, hot men to play with, then dump them.
And I'm glad that university gives me the chance to flirt without consequence. Laugh without being told I’m too much. Dance without someone reminding me I’m a Romano and Romanos don’t behave recklessly.
Stephanie eyes me up and down, shaking her head.
“You enjoy yourself like you’re on a mission,” she tells me.
“Maybe I am.” I wink at her.
She laughs, then leans closer and pulls my arm.
“Come, let's grab a drink.”
“No, I still want to dance.” I start to protect as she drags me off the dance floor to the bar counter.
“Hi. Can we get our usual please?” She asks the bartender.
“Sure.”
Within a few minutes, two glasses of vodka were placed in front of us.
I lift my glass in mock salute.
“Cheers to freedom.”
That’s when I feel it.
That subtle shift. The moment when instinct kicks in before logic has time to speak.
I turn my head…..and there he is.
He isn’t dancing. Isn’t loud. Isn’t trying to be seen. He’s leaning against the bar, calm, composed, watching the room like he belongs everywhere at once.
His eyes meet mine, and just like everyone else, he doesn’t look away.
He studies me.
Most men look at me like they’re already imagining something. He looks like he’s deciding something.
Something inside me sparks.
“Mmmm ... .I like this one,” I blurt out.
“Who are you talking about?” Stephanie asks, then traces my eyes to see the young, handsome and gorgeous man standing and staring at us, before she turns to look at me again.
My lips curve into a slow smile—half challenge, half invitation—before I can stop myself.
I tilt my head, letting my hair fall just right, letting him see exactly how aware I am of the attention.
My best friend notices immediately.
“No,” she says. “Absolutely not. I know that look.”
“What look?”
“The one where you’re about to start something.”
I step away from her grip. “Relax. I’m just saying hello.”
“Marcella, No!” She exclaims, but I ignore her.
I won't let her stop me from having fun with my new plaything.
I walk toward him with purpose, letting my confidence lead the way with my hips swaying.
I’ve learned how to own a room…..how to let my body speak when I don’t want my heart involved. Desire is easier than honesty. Safer than vulnerability.
I stop in front of him, eyes bright, smile playful.
“You’ve been staring,” I say, casual, amused rather than being intrigued.
He meets my gaze without flinching. “So have you.”
Oh my! His voice is deep, smooth and heavenly.
I tilt my head, pretending to consider that.
“Maybe. But at least I had the courage to come over.”
A corner of his mouth lifts. “Bold.”
I smile wider. Bold is my armor. Drama my shield.
As long as I’m wanted, I don’t have to think about the quiet fear buried underneath ... .the one that whispers that without desire, I might disappear.
And tonight, under these lights, I refuse to disappear.
~CAMILLA~Mr. Lucas hasn't eaten all day!Now, how am I sure that he took his medications this morning when he hasn't eaten??No wonder he looks so frail and terrible!The thought of Lucas lying in that bedroom, burning with fever and trying to manage everything alone, makes a tear roll down my cheeks.I quickly wipe it off before it escalates into a full blown cry.He looked after me when I was in pain. He stayed beside me when I could barely get out of bed, made sure I took my medication, and did not leave until he was satisfied that I had everything I needed.Yet he has been sitting here, sick and alone, without even making himself a proper meal.I wipe the corner of my eye again with the back of my hand."You stubborn, impossible man," I whisper.Then I close the refrigerator and get to work.I make a quick, nourishing meal with what I can find, keeping the preparation simple because I don't want to leave him alone for too long. I cook until everything is re
~CAMILLA~I finally arrive at Mr. Lucas' apartment, and the moment he opens his apartment door, every ounce of anger I have been holding on to disappears.He looks terrible.His skin is unnaturally pale, his eyes are dull and heavy, and his hair is a mess, falling across his forehead as though he has been running his fingers through it all day.Even standing in front of me seems to require more effort than it should, and the hand resting against the doorframe trembles slightly.For a moment, I simply stare at him, struggling to reconcile the sight before me with the man who usually looks so composed that I sometimes wonder whether he was born without the ability to fall apart."Camilla?"His voice is hoarse, barely above a whisper. He blinks at me in obvious surprise, his brows drawing together as though he cannot understand why I am standing outside his apartment."What are you doing here?"I don't answer. Instead, I reach for his forehead, but he instinctiv
~CAMILLA~Something is wrong.Lucas has been absent from school for two consecutive days, and I am beginning to lose patience with the uncertainty.Yesterday, I convinced myself that he must have had an important meeting or some personal emergency. I expected him to show up today, carrying his usual collection of notes and wearing that serious expression that always makes me feel as though he can see through me.Instead, his seat remains empty, and the senior lecturer has taken over his class again.Around me, students are discussing his absence, with several expressing how much they miss his lessons. Apparently, I am not the only one who has noticed that something is unusual.Lucas takes his responsibilities seriously. He has never been the sort of person to disappear without making the necessary arrangements, which makes his continued absence even more concerning.What could possibly be keeping him away?I am still contemplating that question when Esmeralda nu
~CAMILLA~I wake up angry the next morning.That is the first thing I realize when I open my eyes, and honestly, it is almost impressive how my mood has managed to survive an entire night of sleep without improving even a little.Usually, when something upsets me, I find a way to get over it. Sometimes I cry, sometimes I complain to Esmeralda, and sometimes I distract myself with a good romance novel until whatever is bothering me no longer feels important.I have never been particularly good at holding grudges because staying angry requires too much energy, and I would rather spend mine doing something enjoyable.But apparently, yesterday's argument with Lucas has turned me into a completely different person.I lie on my back, staring at the ceiling while replaying our conversation for what must be the hundredth time, and every time I remember the way he spoke to me, my irritation returns with renewed enthusiasm.The worst part is that I went to bed yesterday
~LUCAS~I want to say a lot to her, but I can't speak.She stares at me for several seconds obviously waiting for me to speak, and fucking say something. Then she smiles.It is the sort of smile people give when they have finally stopped expecting something from someone who keeps disappointing them.She turns towards the door again."I'll see you in class, Mr. Lucas. Enjoy the rest of your day.""Camilla."She stops, but she does not turn around immediately.For one fleeting moment, I consider telling her the truth. That I was really jealous of her and Steven.That I decided to create distance between us because I was starting to enjoy her company and getting so free with her.I want to tell her the truth that I really miss her.Instead, I say, "Don't forget to review the topics we covered today."For a second, she remains perfectly still.Then she turns her head just enough for me to see the disappointment on her face."I won't, Sir."The door closes behind
~LUCAS~I stare at Camilla, almost as stunned by my own words as she is.Then stay at my place, Camilla.Did I really just say that?Of all the things I could have said to stop her from spending the night at Steven's house, that is what comes out of my mouth. I actually invited her to spend the night at my apartment, where we will be alone together for hours, with no classes to separate us and no university to give me an excuse to keep my distance.Brilliant, Lucas. Absolutely brilliant.So much for my decision to keep things between us strictly professional. So much for the distance I have been desperately trying to maintain since I realized how much I enjoy having her around.Apparently, I am not satisfied with making things difficult for myself. I have decided to make them considerably worse.I should never have let my jealousy get this far, but the truth is that I have been struggling with it for longer than I care to admit.For weeks, I have watched Camil
~MARCELLA~I take Lucas to my favorite spot.A slightly secluded corner, tucked away just enough to give privacy… but still with a perfect view of the entire restaurant.It's romantic, quiet and perfect.We sit down, and almost immediately, a waiter approaches us.I smile politel
~LUCAS~The box is the first thing I notice when I wake up.It's there…. right where I left it before going to bed last night.Like it knows I haven’t made peace with myself yet.It's pushed neatly against the wall like it hasn’t been silently haunting me all night. Like
~MARCELLA~I take one slow step closer to him, letting the bass roll through my body.I stop just close enough for him to smell my perfume—warm, sweet, dangerous.Up close, he’s even better. Sharp jaw. Long lashes. Lips that look like they’ve never learned how to beg. Calm
~ELENA~“Help!” I cry out in tears. “Somebody please help!”The sound of my own voice echoes back to me, useless.A man slams the door shut. The engine roars.And just like that, they’re gone.Two of my daughters.Gone.I crawl after them, knees scraping against metal and s







