Chapter 6

I could feel I hadn't slept for a long time as my body shivered under the hard surface my skin was subjected to. I turned to look around and all I could see was a black roofing covered in shades of red and scratches from wild beast. The room carried a strong stench of wolves, pain lingered in the air. How heartless have they been? My brain pounded, I couldn't feel my legs it felt as if it was no longer there, and my body was too limb to move. 

‘’What have you done Cirenda?”’ I cried out hard my brother did not look or behave anything like himself. Yes, he has not been the best of brothers but I knew he was far from this, he was far from all these evil and inhuman deeds, this was supposed to be a part of me, a flesh of mine, how hard has he fallen? I tried reaching out but my mind couldn't make a connection. I could barely move my lips as dry as they appeared eager and desperate for the touch of water. The quiet room which carried so many screams of pain and agony soon became rather noisy for me to handle, I could feel everything, every wolf who had passed through this table, the pain in their eyes was all they had. 

‘’Preparing for me?’’ the voice of my brother snapped me out of my thoughts, I so wanted to scream at him, I wanted to tie him down to shreds, I wanted to curse him out loud for harboring thoughts of seeing my nakedness and going through the woman in me, but no words came forward, I was too weak to speak. The more I tried the harder it proved, I could only watch and weep silently as she placed my legs apart gazing at me with hungry eyes.

 ‘’This is going to feel good”’ he moaned rubbing himself against me. His hardness against my stomach as his hands roam around my curves made my stomach turn, I felt as if to throw up. I felt so disgusted at his actions to look at him in the eyes. 

‘’Come on Seranda, it will be good, you will love my cock in you and that pusy of yours will love the flavor and abundance of my seed’’ I tried opening my mouth but nothing came forward, how could he think of such? I was his sister I was not meant to carry his baby. I couldn't bear the touch or thoughts, my tears rolled down staining my cheeks silently. 

“‘Please goddess dont let this curse come upon me”’ I prayed silently hoping for a miracle, this was not meant to be. His hands jerk my body violently leaning me forward in a sitting position.

 ‘’Youre gonna love it”’ he whispers once again in my ears, making my stomach turn even more. My body felt so disgusted with every touch. I more I cried the more excited he became, his rans roaming violently against my body as he pull my underwear exposing my pussy to the open. I could not feel my legs as they lay open and inviting. 

I close my eyes waiting for the worst, his hands grab my breast violently as he strips me off every piece of clothing I have on. Now there was no turning back, I closed my eyes as I remembered the amazing memories I had with Mckenny. I couldn't help but smile at the thought of his embrace, his eyes, his touch. I was contented with my life, suicide was all I could think of, I would never be able to live with the idea of my brother having me and carrying his pup, I couldn't do such an abomination.

 “Fuck”’ Cirenda cursed as he walks away from me and headed for the door, I could hear the ruffle coming from outside, I could help but breathe out, I had no idea I was holding in so much. But Cirenda was more than pissed, I could see the glowing eyes of his wolf as he walked away from me cursing under his breath. I tried moving my legs but I could barely feel a thing, the room suddenly became wuzzy and small. 

“‘What's happening?’’I tried keeping myself up in a sitting position but I couldn't, I fell back hard on the table as my vision became even more blurry. Voices came from outside, but I could not make out what they were saying, I tried but the more I tried the weaker and more vulnerable I felt, it all went dark, and I was slowly drowned in the sea of darkness.

 Cirenda’s pov. 

Finally, I was going to get what deserved. What better rice was there for all the suffering I had to endure than the purity of Seranda? She was nothing and is nothing to me, finally, I was ready to get my reward, just watching her helpless body under my control made me rock hard, I could no longer control my wolf as he wanted to mark and take her, I wanted the same, but not to mark her, she was not mine to keep and her master would have to be the one to mark her, but the thought of sinking my canines into the depths of her neck made me even more excited, my dick begged to be released. However I was in no hurry to torture her with some pleasure, i wanted not only to plant my seed in her for her to carry my pups and remember me but for her to always remember my touch, I want her to feel every touch, every part of her body belonged to me.

 But just as I was about to claim those sexy lips which released silent sobs as tears rolled down her eyes, I knew she wanted the alpha of the Central Crown pack, but why was I to let him have her when I had been the one waiting all these years for her to come of age? The pale skinny body of my sister lay on the table as she tried to move but I made sure to inject her, she would not be able to move, not until after the auction when her new master must have been done having fun with her. I walked out to the noise which distracted me, I so wanted to rip off the head of the victim. But I was met with the cold eyes of the auctioneer, he usually doesnt come to the back as my family handles the girls in the back.

 “What brings you here?”’ I snapped at him, I am careless of my tune, and I had no patience to deal with the tantrums of some nuisance. 

“I have never had to come to the back while I worked with your father and his brother. Now where the hell is the last girl?”’ he snapped back at me. If not for the business we have had going for years and his services and loyalty, I would have made sure to show him who he is boss. But right now was not the time, it infuriated me to know I could not get what I wanted, but that was not the case, because someone else would be having it and not that arrogant Mckenny. 

‘’She is in the prepared room, get her some clothes and do your job”’ I tell him as he walks out to have some fresh air and take a drag of my cigarette. I watch from outside as she is carried out with only a silk cloth placed over her, yes it did not seem so bad it would be rather easy for her new master to gain access. The bidding went on for a while and soon she was sold, just as expected she was sold for a much higher price than all the other wolves, it was time for me to get my money and go have fun, she was no longer my problem and Mckenny would just have to wait for a better opportunity to get his revenge. 

The human world was far more boring than our world, however, it had so much to enjoy, I needed someone to take care of the disturbing hard I had in my pants, and what better place to search for a slut if not at the club. I walked out taking my car keys from the drive, I did not need his services. This was the cruel fate of all the female wolves from the pack, I was introduced into the business when I was only 10 despite having been able to shift then as my wolf had not come but I was ripe for sex, yes, I lost my virginity to a she-wolf which was sold to the mafia. 

She was the most beautiful of her batch, I still remember she was the bravest, whie my uncle and father were busy banging their brains out as they cried out in pain and pleasure. I was only brought around to see, but he took a liking to me and I enjoyed every it of thrusting into her tight cunt. It did not matter if she was to be sold in the coming hour, all that she cared for was to give her purity to someone she knew, and what better person was there than the future alpha himself? Everything I have been through has been for the betterment of the pack. I still remember the night my uncle walked in on my dressing, I had just had my wolf, and the changes were visible, i knew I had nothing to fear, I was never going to have a fated mate as I intended on selling her out the moment I found her. 

I know of the pain from rejecting a fated mate but I was more than prepared, I have sacrificed everything for the greater good, the virginity of my Anus, I have become a shadow of myself and a tool used by my parents and I have had to keep up with that just to be were I am today and no one can tell me otherwise. Yes, Seranda was hated, and she was never wanted but what about me, she had been shielding her entire life, all she suffered was beatings and bullying or minimal starvation but I know she was the chosen one. 

Yes, Seranda has always been the one my parents loved the most, I was stupid at first to think I was the one, I did all I could, I was given everything I could ever want or wish for, and all I had to do was say the word and it would be mine. I look at myself through the mirror, I can hardly recognize the figure staring back at me, nothing of my present self reminds me of who I used to be.

 It's funny how everyone thought I was the loved twin, I was the favorite, and I could do anything to her and get away with it, she was the one who received the beatings but what were some beatings compared to what I went through every night, I remember screaming hard, as hard as I could during the first 3 sessions but no one came to my aid, I cried from the pain but still they looked me in the eye and profess their love for me, I stopped crying and pleading as time went on, yes I got accustomed to my pain, I now understood it was time to pay for all the love they have shown me in place of the child the love the most. 

How gullible was I to think I was the precious child, their deaths were not as long and lasting as I hoped, I could still smell the blood and pin of my mother, the shock on her face when my claws ripped open her chest and took that which could not love me, her heart felt nothing for me so what was its use? The sad smile faded alongside her life. Now it was time to deal with the pack gain the ultimate power, and rule the world.