NICOLE
“UNCLE GIOVANNI?”The need to run to him was great but my legs remain rooted. The man in front of me wasn’t the same man who’d come to our living room with a bunch of goodies for me and called me his sweet little niece.No, he wasn’t.The man in front of me was something far darker. His eyes glided down my cleavage and remained there the corners of his mouth stretching to a smirk. I stood there feeling as intimidated and as naked as ever. His hooded eyes had this gaze that made me swallow an invisible lump with fear.“You even more beautiful than I remember”, he commented standing up from the overpriced couch, his eyes never leaving mine for a second. The man who’d hit me earlier took a few steps back leaving me under the scrutiny of my supposed not blood related uncle who eyed me like a butcher in a slaughter house.“Uncle Giovanni—I-I don’t understand what’s happening but please let me go. Daddy will apologize for whatever he’s done” Because suddenly everything was clicking into place. Giovanni was the bad man Cannon talked about. My dad had gotten into some bad shit with Giovanni.“Who did that to you?” he ignored my statement inching towards me and placing his finger on my already sore jaw.I flinched at the touch of his hand and at the coldness of his thumb pad on the jaw that stung like the Dickens.“Please”“I’ll take care of you, pet. You hear me? I’ll take care of you”Then without looking back, he raised his pinkie and one of the bodyguards took out his rifle shooting the man who’d punched me earlier. My skin turned to gooseflesh as I glanced over my shoulder looking at another horrific scene of someone murdered.Only, unlike Nance the body lying in a pool of its own blood had a missing part of his head. The inked Viking bodyguard had literally blown another man’s brains to bits. With a lot of concern and my pulse in my mouth, I glanced at the man who’d pulled the trigger.He was even bigger than Cannon, probably six feet and a half, and a whole lot scarier. Like pennywise in John Cena’s body scarier.“No one hurts you except me. You hear me, beautiful?” Uncle—God he wasn’t even my uncle for fuck’s sake.He was the man after my dad planning to kill me to settle a stupid score.Petrified beyond anything, I let Giovanni take my hand. I let him kiss the back of my hand as if he was some gentleman I was in love with.“Flames, call someone to clean this shit up”The guy who’d pulled the trigger grunted before moving past the slider windows to the backyard that had guards circling the house like soldier bees protecting the hive.“Come on, love. Let’s get you cleaned up”, Giovanni said pulling my hand towards the hall that held one of the rooms I was put in earlier.I wasn’t stupid enough to walk with him God knew where. I wasn’t stupid enough to walk away with my kidnapper some place where there weren’t guards. I’d seen that look in his face men had. I’d seen him glance at my chest then at my body as if I were a bountiful meal.“No!” I screamed louder than necessary alerting the one guard who was standing behind us.“Stand down Santino. She’s a bit spooked but nothing I can’t fix”“Please—please let me go”, I begged for the umpteenth time but the damn bastard reached for my face swiping loose strands from my face.“I’m afraid I can’t do that, amor. I’ve been dreaming of this day for years you know”“Please don`t do this. Daddy will fix everything”“He’s already fixed everything, amor. He gave you to me, you are mine”Bitter bile rose up my throat and I felt like throwing up in my mouth. I wasn’t stupid not to understand what he meant and again I wasn’t stupid to believe my own dad would sell me to anyone like him or much less sell me!“You don’t what you are talking about. My dad wouldn’t sell me to a monster like you and even if he did, I’m not that low of a woman to accept a man like you”, I scathed yanking my hand away from him like I should have done in the beginning.“A monster?” he laughed. A laugh so cynical that had my bravery dimming down like steam by the minute.“Santos. Leave us”And the guy behind us left without as much as glancing back.Before I could say something belittling to the man in front of me, the air I didn’t know I was holding got snatched away from me. His hand sunk into the column of my throat and my eyes dimmed trying to breath, trying to beg for my life but the only thing that came out was a wheeze.“Me llamas monstruo? I’ll show you what a monster looks like”, he thundered, his cigarette breath on my neck.My heart in my mouth, my throat in agony, my legs weak, I shed pathetic tears glancing up the ceiling.Then he did what I didn’t expect him to do. I wanted to be dead not…His one free hand played with the waistband of the sweatpants I had on and I tried to squirm under him. Yanking them down my feet as if they were nothing, the cold air hit my bare ass and I shuddered with humiliation and anguish.No, this wasn’t happening. Cannon was coming for him but where was he? Where was he when the brute of a man in front of me run his plump fingers against my sex.“All naked and waiting for me, amor. All this mine? I’m a lucky man and ill show you just how lucky I feel”Cannon wasn’t coming. This was my fate and like the loser I had been for my entire life, I stood still.I stood still with fear and spite for myself.His thumb touched my clit and he pressed harder wiggling it until a harsh breath left my lips. My legs became numb, fear ate at my sides until I couldn’t do anything but stare ahead into nothingness, fat tears spilling from eyes.Still not giving a fuck whether he choked me to death or not, he issued a command,“Spread your legs for me baby”I didn’t. I wanted him to finish me. I wanted him to get angry and kill me. His hand still rubbing my mound, he slapped my inner thighs forcing my legs open and I knew this was it.I could feel his slimy finger at my entrance, I could see his mouth opening up to say something but I didn`t hear what. My brain had already gone numb.Before he pushed his finger inside of me, hot warm liquid spattered across my face and I shut my eyes my mind registering the fact that a shot had echoed in the air.Opening my eyes frightfully, I gazed at the limp body next to me.Giovanni, dead.Standing by the slider windows, a rifle in hand, heavy padded boots on the ground and a Kevlar vest covering his chest, was the person who’d shot Giovanni at the back of his head without as much as an ounce of remorse showing on his face.“We have to move”, his voice soared and I blinked back tears,“Cannon”And everything fucking turned black as myriads of shots wafted in the air like rain drops.CASSANDRA BATESTHREE WEEKS OF INCONSISTENT NAGGING.I was so mad at him, I wanted to kick him in the shins for everything. But hurting him was hurting myself too and I wasn’t prepared for that.The first week Kade had made it clear no woman of his was staying in a walk-in closet carrying his kid and so he’d rented a luxurious penthouse for me.I took it under the one condition I would be paying rent monthly. That was my first mistake, assuming he would even take my money after the lustful and apologetic look he gave me when he left me in my new apartment.The second week was even more stressful. With him showing up at my apartment door with breakfast and baby necessities I didn’t require yet.The third week…Icarus woke up and I had been beyond thrilled knowing I hadn’t somewhat killed him. I visited him everyday and everyday Kade Hawkins was there, waiting for me with a grin and donuts and healthy drinks I hadn’t asked for and I rejected them.Rejected him. Not missing the pained ex
LUCIA AMATOTHEY said when your turn to die came, you could feel it in your bones. Feel it in the way you faded into nothingness not knowing what was beyond death.When that bullet had hit me, somehow that feeling had latched onto me. The feeling of welcoming death and saying goodbye to everything.Yet when I opened my eyes, light stinging my eyes with a vengeance, the last person I expected to see was the love of my life glancing down at me like an answered prayer.“Hey, princess” The smile he wore was enough to tell me everything was okay. I wasn’t dead. We weren’t separated, everything was going to be okay yet…My hand searched for my tummy, the IV needle injected to my hand hurting far worse than a bee sting.“Hey, hey, he’s fine. The baby’s fine”I didn’t realize there were tears in my eyes up until he said that.And when the first tear fell down my cheeks and the rest came crushing like hail, my throat throbbed as I whispered “Sorry” over and over again.I jumped in front of hi
KADE HAWKINS/ CONNORTHERE WAS only so much shit a man like me could take before he went berserk.I was on the verge of losing the one man who I would call my brother. The one man who was more of family to me than anyone else in this shitty world.On the same fucking day, the woman I would have gone to war for dumped my sorry ass. Regretfully telling me she was done with me…for good.And that shit, her tears, her words ate me up, nothing bloody made sense anymore.“She needs a minute”, my brother from another father quipped beside me not knowing the hell I was going through, the sting that was Cassie’s words and the gnawing fact that I had hurt her and I hadn’t apologized to her yet.“She’s done with me”, I muttered and we stood in foreboding silence looking at the theatre doors where Ice’s surgery was still going on.“Good because her handing your ass is your wake-up call to chase after her and earn her forgiveness”, Jr continued, I still couldn’t understand why they all stayed.Jaso
CASSANDRA BATESEVERYTHING HURT.Physically, emotionally, mentally, I wasn’t doing okay even as the doc assessed me for the hundredth time in the night.Seating at the edge of the bed, trying to piece everything together, I was on the verge of insanity and knowing that Icarus was somewhere in this massive hospital trying to hold onto dear life because of me devastated the hell out of me.The doc offered me a wan smile, all I could do was pretend that I wasn’t going mad when the truth of the matter was, I was. Indeed, going mad.“Everything looks fine, Ms. Bates given your um…earlier predicament. A few scratches here and there, nothing major enough to affect the baby. I would recommend a few ointments for the-“I had already tuned him out the minute I heard a word I didn’t think would ever be directed at me.Reality came crushing in and with it so was confusion and happiness and anxiety and everything a person like me who’d just been kidnapped and slapped with a dose of heartbreak coul
ICARUS ‘ICE’ HAWKINSEIGHT YEARS AGO, I WAS THE SAME fucking schmuck working for Lucas Hawkins. A scrawny kid with a maid for a mother, no father, no money, no fucking worth to anybody.And hell, I would have been the same loser all my life after mumsy died of typhoid or some shit of the sort had it not been for HIM.KADE FUCKING HAWKINS. MY GODDAMN SAVIOR. My partner in crime. My brother.The same boss’ son who thought we were equals. The same kid who had everything I never had and hated it.Money. A powerful father. Power. He had it all and the fucking kid hated every inch of it.I envied him. All my eighteen years of being his best friend and I envied everything he had. But apart from envy? I looked up to him. He might have been a sour pussy, hell a pain in the ass but the kid had his heart in the right place, had that urge to do what needed to be done to get ahead in life and I respected that because I wanted it too.And when the kid got his first dose of power, I straight up jump
CASSANDRA BATES“W-WHAT?”A pulsating headache threatened to split my head apart as I winced.I moved my hand…at least tried to anyway because my hand felt numb. Both my hands felt numb and any tiny movement made something rattle against my body.Prior memories of what happened came to my mind all at once upping the headache even further.I was crying, damn it after what had happened with Lucia, Kade and Jace, I had ended up like some hobo on the street crying then…then…My eyes shot open and like someone had knocked my head with a bat, everything came back biting me in the ass.The unwelcomed light ate my eyes without mercy but that’s not what made my heart pulsate madly in my chest.It was everything in my surroundings, it was in the way, my hands, my legs…I was tied up!I was tied up!What was this place…how…oh God what was…I sat in the middle of the largest warehouse I’d ever seen and I would have been at ease if there were other thigs in here but no…it was me alone in a creepy p