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I was in a state of confusion and anger. My mind was fabricated with the idea of Bella even slightly enjoying Austin's company and it baffled me because he was the last person that I wanted Bella to be seen with let out alone be around.

He was the reason why we were here in this shit hole of a school.

As I watched her face light up, laughing at whatever shitty joke he said, I came to the realisation that she truly fucked with him and didn't know the half of it.

I heard they had been on a date, a pussy little date to the fucking movies like they're 12 year olds.

Was it really my responsibility to tell her to stay away from him? Was she really my responsibility at all?

Fuck no.

But I fucking made her my responsibility by watching her every move, thinking about her every second, but the worst part of it all was despite all the messed up fucking feelings I had going on, I still fucking hated her.

"They're hella close. Clearly no one has told her that he's shady as fuck." Za said as he not