LOGINReceiving a message from the property agent around 10 am, regarding the commercial space I have been considering for my startup’s first small office is suddenly available for a final site visit today just made my day but also put me in a dilemma. Because if I want to secure it, I need to see it before the end of the day.
First of all I am so sorry for leaving you guys hanging on this story. Not to excuse my behaviour I was so sick I was hospitalize. But I am better now and I will continue this story. Thank you for reading.
ISABELLA’S POVSaturday has eventually morning arrive. It has not been easy getting to this place with my with my sanity intact. I am hunted by every night of wet dream leaving some residual heat burning under my skin. My body feels restless, and too aware of itself. I get the twins dressed and ready, keeping my movements efficient. So when I heard the knock I rush and open the door immedaitely, relieve to find Ethan standing there, thankfully sober, with his emotion controlled, and most importantly exactly on time.“I’ll take them for the day,” he says.“Keep them for the night too,” I answer. “I have plans. I’ll be late.”He studies me for a second. “If you won't mind me ask, what kind of plans?”“Yes I mind, and it is the kind that don’t involve you.” I hand him the small overnight bag I packed for the children. “Bedtime is eight-thirty. Lila needs her teddy bear always. Liam will try to negotiate more time to fix his precious truck. Don’t let him.”He takes the bag. Liam is alread
ISABELLA’S POVI put my forehead against the door for a few seconds, listening to his footsteps retreat down the path, before walking back to the children’s room.Getting into the room I see Lila is sitting up, clutching her bear to her chest, her eyes heavy with sleep. “I can hear Ethan's voice.”“It’s nothing...just a dream,” I tell her. “Lie down. I’m right here.”She settles once I sit on the edge of the bed. I rest my hand on her back rubbing her back until her breathing evens out again. I look over to Liam to make sure he is not awake too. I adjust the blanket over both of them and remain with them for a little while.Soon the house returns to its usual white sounds come from the low hum of the refrigerator, only interrupted by the occasional car passing outside. I move through the rooms and turn off the lights one by one before going to the kitchen to drink a glass of water.I did the right thing. The children need stability and I need the distance. Whatever Ethan wants from me
ISABELLA’S POVThe house feels smaller and safer the moment we walk through the door. Liam runs ahead to check that his other trucks are still where he left them. Lila heads straight for the conners where she plays clearly sulking about something. I lock the door behind us and lean against it for a second.I unpack their things with steady hands. Putting their clothes back in drawers and other things where they are supposed to be. When the children are settled with a short cartoon, I sit at the small table to catch my breath. I need to start living and avoid slipping back into my mistake, whatever Ethan is doing with his time shouldn't and won't no longer be my concern.The rest of the afternoon passes in the familiar rhythm of our old life. I make a simple dinner. Liam talks through every bite about the “big house with the tall windows asking why Ethan couldn't join us.” Lila albeit quiet couldn't keep calm till she understands why we left and why she hasn't seen Ethan. I try my best
ISABELLA’S POVThe moment the guest room door close, the fear that has been sitting in my chest turns pours out.“You took them to a construction site,” I say, keeping my voice low so I do not wake them. “You left this apartment with my children, to an active development site, without even trying to inform me first, then you went ahead and not answer a single call.”Ethan stands near the windows, still in the clothes he wore to the site. “There was an accident. Two of my workers were hurt. I had no one to leave them with and no time to wait.”“You had a phone.” My voice remains controlled, or not, I don't care at this point. “You had time to send a message about going to the playground but did not have time to tell me you were taking them to a work emergency?”“I should have called.”“You should have stayed here.” I step closer. “Do you understand what it felt like to come back to an empty apartment? To call and get nothing? To sit here not knowing whether something had happened to th
ISABELLA’S POVReceiving a message from the property agent around 10 am, regarding the commercial space I have been considering for my startup’s first small office is suddenly available for a final site visit today just made my day but also put me in a dilemma. Because if I want to secure it, I need to see it before the end of the day. I match into the living room where Ethan is with the twins. I need to go out for a few hours, there’s a site visit for an office space I am looking to get. I shouldn’t be gone for more than three hours.” He looks up. “All right.” I crouch down to the children’s level. “Mommy has to go look at a place for work. You’re going to stay with Ethan. Be good all right.” Liam nods seriously. “We can show him all of our toys.” Lila reaches for a quick hug, then returns to her play toy. I give Ethan a short list of reminders from their snack times, to the show they are allowed to watch, and the fact that Lila still needs her bear within sight. Unsuprisingly
ISABELLA’S POVBy the second day in the penthouse, our day begins not so quietly especially waking up to the sound of Lila’s soft babbling and Liam already up in bed, messing with his truck as if it might have changed overnight. For a moment I forget where I am. Then the tall windows and the unfamiliar furniture reminds me, that we are still here. We trying to keep to the temporary arrangement we agreed on. This is begining to look like a terrible decisionI get the children dressed and take them to the kitchen. Ethan is already there, with coffee in his hand. He has must have learned from yesterday not to disturb me. He simply says good morning without trying to take over. I appreciate the restraint more than I show.Breakfast is simple and tasty except when Liam said that the toast needs “more butter to make it stronger.” When Lila drops a piece of fruit, she looks at me with wide eyes, waiting to see if I will be upset. I clean it up without comment and hand her another piece. Etha
ISABELLAThe sheets on my right side is crisp.They have been crisp every single morning for twenty-three months.I have never once wrinkled them, even during sleep.I lie still and stare at the ceiling. I know this ceiling. I know every hairline crack in this plaster. I know the way the morning l
ISABELLA'S POVThe next few days blurs into a dangerous rhythm, settling into a tense, addictive pattern that both thrills and terrifies meThe mornings start with Ethan waking me by sliding his thick cock between my thighs from behind, fucking me slowly and deeply while spooning me. Afternoons oft
ISABELLA'S POVI wake up wrapped in heat. Ethan’s large body is curled around mine, with one heavy arm draped possessively over my waist, his palm is still cupping my breast even in sleep. His morning erection presses thick and insistent against the curve of my ass. The ache between my thighs is a
ISABELLAThe black dress is Valentino.I bought it three months ago for an evening exactly like this one and I have never worn it. I stand in front of the mirror in the guest wing and fasten the clasp at the back of my neck and take one slow, quiet breath.My reflection stares back at me.Composed







