ログイン~Lilian~
I was lying in the pool of my c*m dried against the sheets in a thick patch of white from getting wild last night, when Sonia knocked, and pushed the door open immediately.
"I called you severally, my friends thought I had become a pervert," she complained, kicking her boots away from her feet carelessly, before going ahead to unhook her earrings.
She glanced briefly at where I was curled up, the duvet wrapped around my body like a heap, with only my head visible.
"Are you okay? You don't look like you got any sleep last night."
I opened my mouth to talk, but my throat felt patched and my tongue stuck, so I just nodded but she wasn't looking so she didn't see it.
Sonia didn't say anything again.
She just ripped her clothes off her skin, and scampered into the bathroom, the shower coming on shortly after.
I tried to close my eyes, but there was this throbbing pain in my skull.
Aside from that, Sonia's voice rang out from the bathroom as she continued to sing like she was having a rockstar performance in there.
My eyes were heavy, my throat was sore.
I pushed the duvet off my bare body, ready to get off the bed.
As soon as I tried to move my legs, a pain hit me from between them, causing me to pause mid motion.
Carefully, my eyes glancing at the bathroom door, with shaky hands, I pressed a finger against my swollen c**t causing the pain to attack again.
This time, it was sharper, more agonizing, engulfing my whole body, and pulling hard at my senses.
My eyes watered, as I sucked in air through my teeth in an effort to keep myself from screaming.
My legs still frozen mid air like I was floating, my heart pounding like it would break out of my chest any moment, I brought my trembling fingers up to my face.
Nothing.
I breathed a sigh of relief.
My c**t was swollen and awfully painful, but at least, there was no blood.
I wasn't surprised I was feeling the way I was.
I had expected an aftermath, like a side effect after going up on myself like I did last night.
It was the craziest night of my entire life so far.
I heard the bathroom door click open, and found myself taking the risk of dropping my legs to the floor, ignoring what pain it promised.
The last thing I wanted was for Sonia to start asking questions.
The pain it came with sent my brain spiralling in agony. I threw myself back on the bed, shutting my eyes like that would mean shutting the pain away, and clenching my fist tight.
My legs were shaking like I had convulsion.
It was unbearable.
I buried my face in the sheets to conceal my tightened expression from Sonia.
I felt a wet kiss against my neck.
"Are you okay, darling?"
"Still sleepy? I've been back since, but you wouldn't answer any of my questions." she whined, walking away.
I couldn't answer immediately.
My brain was still trapped in the shackles of the pain from my under.
I fought back the tears that were now pooled heavily over my eyeballs.
But my effort was useless, I felt the skin of my face damp against the tears soaked sheet.
"You sleep without clothes now?" Sonia continued.
"You know how I told you I was going to see a sick friend yesterday?"
Her questions were endless.
My c**t was burning, but there was nothing I could do.
I couldn't confide in Sonia.
Of course, I wouldn't.
What would I tell her happened?
I stuck a f*****g remote up my p***y?
And now I think I might die from the pain of having fingered myself crazy severally even before that?
I would go to the hospital, but I had to find a way to go discreetly.
"It was a lie, I'm sorry. I had a party I didn't want to miss. But my strict Dad might get curious and ask you, please cover for me, okay?"
I heard Sonia say.
I heard her, but I wasn't interested at all.
The pain was getting crazier.
I don't think I would be able to walk in this condition.
"Sonia darling!" I heard a voice call out from outside the room, a soft knock following immediately.
"Yes, Dad!"
"Come down for breakfast, honey! Bring Lilian along."
"Be right down."
I swallowed, the pain taking over my entire body now.
I writhed in agony, my fingers peeling forcefully at the sheets.
"So, I got down for the night with a boy from the party, Alex," Sonia chuckled.
I heard her hand slapping and sliding against her skin as the rose smell of her body lotion filled the room, causing me to want to puke.
"He wasn't bad, but he had a very small d**k."
At that point, I couldn't hold it down anymore, I tried to anyway, but I didn't know when a scream escaped my throat, my hands grabbing my thighs in frustration.
"Are you okay, Lily?" Sonia screamed, scampering towards me.
She tilted her head to face me.
But I shut my eyes, unable to look at her face.
"What happened to you?" She asked, feeling my burning cheeks with her trembling hands.
That was it.
The question I was trying to avoid.
Silence.
My body was weak, and my headache had worsened.
I felt like throwing up, yet my lower body remained immobile, just trembling to the pain that had taken over my entire body.
"We need to get you to the hospital," Sonia cried, her hands examining my entire body frantically.
That was the last thing I heard clearly.
Every other sound that followed seemed distant.
I felt like I was losing touch with my sanity.
I had never experienced anything like this.
I felt my body being carried, until I was dropped against a surface.
I wasn't sure about what happened next, but I had felt something pierce my skin.
Then, distant chattering.
And, my eyes came shut, darkness reigning around me.
It was awfully quiet for a very long time.
When I opened my eyes again, the pain was mostly gone.
Under there felt empty, hollow like something had been removed.
Sonia was standing in front of me, talking to an elderly man on a white laboratory coat.
Her face was pale, and the conversation looked serious.
Afraid that I was in a hospital, and the doctor had told Sonia the possible causes of what had happened to me, I jumped from my bed.
~Lilian~"Get out of this place," hot daddy had yelled, jolting me back to my senses.Slowly, I had climbed off the bed, picking my clothes up and slipping back into them.No, I wasn't as embarrassed this time.I want to believe I was beginning to break my way through.He hesitated at first.I watched him hesitate.He watched me c*m all over his sheets, and I bet he enjoyed it.I was going to strike again, and this time, he would not be able to hold himself back.For the first time since I got here, for the first time since I became obsessed out of my mind with Sonia's second dad, I was sure that I was going to get what I wanted.I had between today, which was Christmas Eve and tomorrow.As I walked down the stairs, my p***y squelched loudly against my thighs, reminding me of just how dirty I had gotten, and how far gone I had become.The strong scent of citrus still lingered in my nose, so I had thoroughly showered as soon as I got back to the room, afraid that Sonia would discover t
~Lilian~It was two flights of stairs to the floor that had hot daddy's room, and I was in front of his door before I knew it.It was like I ran up the stairs, but honestly, I don't remember if I did.His door wasn't slightly opened this time, so I landed three heavy knocks on it before pushing through to let myself in.He was sitting on a chair, in front of an opened laptop, glasses balanced on the ridge of his nose as he peered closely into the bright screen in front of him.It was still morning, but he had all his curtains pulled down, leaving the room dark and cold, with only the light from the laptop screen illuminating his face.He had turned immediately I clicked the door open and came in, surprise written all over his face.I ignored the confused stare he dealt me as I looked around the room, my eyes getting accustomed quickly to the darkness.A strong citrus smell hung in the air. It subconsciously reminded me of how the man that had me blindfolded in the kitchen never had th
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December 23, 2024~Lilian~Last night, at the club, with the pole dancer, I came hot and full on his sheets.After that, for some reason, I collapsed on the bed, too weak to continue with anything.He had stared at me for a while, then slapped my thigh casually before walking away.Well, not after scribbling a note he had left on top of the round table at the center of the room, which I had later discovered to be his phone number.There was no name, just the phone number.I had grabbed it and left the room, not even bothering to shower for fear that I might just walk out to meet a crowd of shameless curious girls that wouldn't mind me telling them how many condom packs we ended up using for the night, and maybe how far his c**k stretched against the material.I kept it from Sonia.I told her I got lost while trying to find the restroom.Now, she thinks the pole dancer is an assh**e that had bailed on me after having everybody believe I was the luckiest woman in the room.We had sneake
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