LOGIN~Lilian~My feet stood frozen in position as I watched the two.I found myself even trying to read their lips as they talked, but it was impossible, of course.I could only make out their facial expression which was nothing less than serious and committed to whatever it was they spoke about.They talked for about ten minutes before Stephen nodded, taking the wrapped envelope Sonia held out to him, then turning and walking away towards the gate.I didn't need a fortune teller to tell.me that they were up to something.It was definitely Sonia Swissman.All of a sudden, Stephen calls me out of nowhere, putting my matters in my face, then insists I remain at home, going further to police my movements.It was unlike him. I knew something was fishy.I was mad at Stephen for being such a cheapskate.I was very sure he didn't even bother to verify the authenticity of whatever it was Sonia told him I did.Because he had passed a couple of dollar bills, he was ready to go with anything.I was n
~Lilian~It's been one week since I had been strictly at home from Stephen's order.I didn't expect him to be serious about it, but he had been home too.A rare occasion indeed, because just like his father, he was mostly out.These days have been unbearable indeed. I hated to see my mother always smiling, because I knew too well that it was just a mask. Deep down, she was unhappy, but she doesn't even want to admit it to herself.I had given up on trying to make her let go of herself and feel freely, so I had resorted to forcing myself to smile whenever I talked to her.For some odd reason, my father has always slept at home these days. I avoided him. I made sure to go to school everyday even if I don't have any lectures on the timetable. It was my only way to escape that house for sometime during the day.I had been in contact with the men - Nikolai, Jhuy Clifford and Mr. Brostran, but only on the messenger app.Each time they asked to see, I told them I was pretty busy with schoo
~Lilian~That morning, I flew back to Beverly Hills.I had even left my belongings at the Swissman's which was just my back pack that contained an extra outfit and some under wears."Do you have to go this morning?" Jhuy Clifford had asked me, as I hurriedly put on my clothes, and brushed my hair up in a low effort bun."It's an emergency. I have to go, but I'll definitely see you again," I replied, trying my possible best to stay as calm as I should in front of him.He had nodded, returning me a small wholesome smile, and drawing me into himself for a hug.The moment would have passed for an emotional one if I didn't know what type of a person he was.Well, he helped me book a quick flight, and about four hours later, I was standing before the gates of my mother's house.My body numbed with anxiety as I walked through the iron gates into the compound.As usual, the atmosphere was sickening and the space looked empty.I knew my mother would be out by this time, except if she had anoth
~Lilian~The experience from last night still lingered on my memory as I pulled away from under the duvet.It was a sunny morning, which was a surprise given the time of the year, but gladdens the heart because it was a promise of a good day.I looked at the man sleeping beside me. Jhuy Clifford.He looked older when he slept. Nothing like the energetic man from last night that almost tore me apart, and made my brain wreck.The lines of light that filtered through the window blinds, and bounced off the walls of the room rested lazily on his face.He was snoring lightly, peacefully, like he had not just made my life more miserable than it was.I shook my head, and proceeded to the bathroom, my back still aching slightly from the night's activity.If I had followed the line of what I needed the most that morning, I would have gone to the kitchen first - my stomach was rumbling non-stop through the night.Then, maybe my phone. For some reason, I wanted to call my mother.But I had wante
~Lilian~As quickly as I could, I rushed back to my room to change into normal clothes.I was going to wipe the make up.off my face, but it would be too much of a hassle.I didn't want to waste any time before I did what I wanted to do.The plan was simple. Jhuy Clifford was probably in a painful state from getting driven to orgasm without a push to release.I was sure he was squirming painfully in bed, probably trying to wank himself off some release.Whatever he did to get relief, it definitely can never be compared to getting shot out by a woman.I had intentionally left him like that, and I was going to come to his rescue now, but not as the masked pole dancer that had caught his attention and had been cruel about it, but as Lily, his supposed daughter's best friend.I was out of the hotel now.Searching inside my bag frantically, I tried to grab my phone.I needed to move faster, I thought to myself.I was able to hail a taxi on time, so I just got in it the moment I sent a "Hi"
~Lilian~I had spoken to Miss Roselvelt to allow me stay the night at Carpe Diem.She had insisted that I had to perform on the pole for tonight to earn myself a roof, dinner and breakfast the next morning.At that moment, I wished I could use me knowing Mr. Brostran to influence her decision. I could already imagine her expression upon hearing that I knew the director, maybe better than she does.She wouldn't believe it easily, but maybe I could show her those pictures from earlier, and that would definitely leave her mouth hanging wide open in disbelief.I pleaded with her for a while, but she was hell bent on her decision."Company policy," she had said.I wasn't going to meet Jhuy Clifford today, even though I was supposed to according to what we had agreed.But now, I had to.In the end, I had told Miss Roselvelt about him, and that was the only way she could exempt me from pole dancing for the night.Of course, they needed the money they made from special overnight invitations
~Lilian~Last night, after talking to Mr. Nikolai in the yard, I showered and went to bed, but I was just laying there, face up and staring at the ceilings.Sonia came in later, clicking away at the gum she had in her mouth with her tongue, her face glued to the screen of her phone, her fingers swi
~Lilian~Like I had promised, I was going harder.I didn't join the family for dinner last night.Yes, that was very intentional.I decided to attack with my absence.I wanted him to long for me until he was out of his mind, until he could no longer breathe.The walls he had built around himself we
~Lilian~After dinner was done with me having barely touched my food, I went upstairs to take a shower immediately.After that, I stared at myself in the mirror thinking about my choices and decisions over again.I wanted to let it all go.I had always wanted hot daddy anyways, and now, I've got him
~Nikolai~She doesn't know what I was talking about?She had said that leaving me right where I was still standing and hurrying up to her room.I don't know how early it was to come to this conclusion, but I think she is avoiding me.I had only wanted to thank her for taking care of me the night be







