ログイン~Lilian~Waiting patiently for my turn to perform, I stood there patiently in a black tight leather jumpsuit and a dark feathery party mask that covered up to half of my face, my hair held up tightly in a bun - I was convinced the stylist hated me because I complained severally about how too tight it was, but she insisted that it would relax with time.That was going to be my first official pole dancing performance as a professional, I will give myself that.It's been two weeks since after I joined the pole dancing class, and it had been a very rigorous fourteen days.I found everything about it difficult at first - mobility training, flexibility, rotational character, posture development, everything was hard, and maybe a little harder for me because I wasn't of the conventional tall and slim body type.My coach has commended me anyway for my dedication through it all. So, when she suggested dancing for a real crowd in a real club, I took my chance.I had nothing to lose. I didn't thi
~Lilian~I bit my teeth hard against each other, totally disconnected from my physical environment.I could hear some faint sound in the background, but I couldn't force myself to concentrate, no matter how hard I tried.I had been reading a lot of books on how to own your sensual strength and make the man work for you during s*x.I also started pole dancing classes and it has been everything but easy.My body would ache after each day's practice and I would find it extremely difficult to sleep.The stranger from my last visit to the bar was still on my mind.I wanted to meet him again.I wanted to teach him a lesson, to make him beg with weak knees.It wasn't just the fact that he didn't bring a c*ndom yet carried on for almost through the night.He was able to withstand all through till I was weakened out, and had tears in my eyes for him to stop.Both my skin and the sheets were soaked wet, but with my own c*m. He lasted longer than possible, and to me, it only meant he had me at h
~Lilian~I couldn't see him clearly at first because he had his back to the light that reflected this part of the bar from the dance floor.He had been in my view all along, but I had just realized.I had been completely zoned out.I had a tough time as I struggled to regain my composure as well as to place his face.He didn't seem familiar. I was hoping an introduction from him would jog my memory. If not, I didn't trust myself to not empty the rest of my drink on his face."Hello," he said simply, moving an inch from the light.I wasn't sure if it was my eyes or my brain had jogged slowly, but it was a slow motion as the light came on his face.And it was perfect.His hair was well groomed into a side parting, and his eyes were bold and heavily lashed.His skin shone brightly under the lights, his beards full and fluffy.Those lips, I almost pounced on him because of them.He was well covered up and it only made me more curious to know what was hidden beneath the heavy jacket and d
~Lilian~"You still give more fun than you take, Lily"Even though it had been a couple of days, his words echoed again and again in my head as I unpacked my bag.My breathing has become hard now from the frustration of finding how to build the perfect personality for the plan."Go all in""Stop holding yourself back""Give it your all."There were all a bunch of pressure sentences that were spoken from places of inexperience and safety."F*ck you all," I slammed hard against the floor, a slight pain shooting up my arm."You have no idea how much I am working for this, yet you all think I'm not doing enough."My chest tightened to each word that came out of my mouth.I had a really bad day at school, from having to turn in an assignment I had spent hours the previous day doing because I couldn't find the answer booklet I had written in to almost getting into a fight with one of the bully groups.I stood at the canteen the entire time in a long queue only to be met by an empty sausage
~Lilian~I woke up the next morning feeling all sour and achy.I even had a headache and the sheets were still a mess.I could not manage to go to school, so I just rested after dumping the beddings in the washing machine, and making a mental note to run it later in the day.On my way to the kitchen to make myself breakfast after settling on toasted bread and tea, that was after showering and getting changed, I met Sonia's room still slightly open.It could only mean one thing - she didn't come last night.Taking my chance, I pushed the door back and peeped in. Inside the room was in the same exact condition as when I had checked yesterday.I found myself hoping whatever she had with the professor was deep enough to have her spend the night with him.That would definitely make my hit harder.I smiled as soon as my face reflected back at me from the mirror that stood just before the door.I was still standing there, staring daringly at my own mirror reflection when my stomach made a lo
~Lilian~The rumours were true. Sonia had something to do with the new professor. For me, it was more like an opportunity on a platter. I knew I had to move fast with that perfect plan I had in my head, else it would remain there - in my head.But I was not confident yet. I knew I was going to flop if I didn't take things more seriously.I took the student bus home, and throughout the drive, I couldn't focus. I wanted to be home as fast as I could.Upon a second thought, I considered going to the club, the same one I went to the other time.A part of me wished I would see Scott again, to tell him how confused and unsure I was. He was usually the best person to meet for these things.But Scott was a total d*ckhead this morning, so even if I happen to see him at my doorstep by chance, I'm not sure I'd be as accommodating.I finally decided to go home, knowing Sonia would be out for a while.The house felt cold and quiet, but it was the convenient for meQuickly, I hurried over to my







