Se connecter~Lilian~Nikolai was in the house.Sonia still had a thing with the professor.I knew what I wanted to do.I just had to find the time to do it.I had just made myself a cup of coffee which I had stayed back in the kitchen to finish.I was just walking back to my room when I saw Sonia pacing about the living room, her entire body tensed and restless.She was staring at the screen of her phone continuously like she was waiting for a notification, but her face was lined with worry and a hidden spark of desire and impatience underneath.I didn't expect her to be home by this time.Earlier, I had called the professor and made him prepare a coffee date, just anything that would cause Sonia to leave the house as soon as she could.He had promised, but three hours after that call, Sonia was still in the house."Are you alright?" I asked, reading her eyes for a clue."Uuhm...I need to...," she stuttered at first but had slowly come to a halt towards the end, her gaze lingering on my face."It
~Lilian~Mr. Hilton, of course, fell for my bait. He wasn't going to throw away his reputation as an excellent professor because of just one mistake.Well, he is probably lucky. I was never going to let the video get out though. I just wanted him to work for me for a while.The rest of the day proceeded smoothly, up until the last lecture of the day which was way better than the first, I even answered a couple of questions.After I wrapped up with class, I rushed over to sign out with Mr. Gunner.By the time I came back, Sonia was waiting for me in the car.I was thinking she would spend a couple more hours before we left, so I already planned to revise the notes from today's class while waiting for her.When I saw her sitting in the driver's seat, leaned forward and drumming her fingers impatiently against the steering wheel, my first thought was that the professor told her off."Are you feeling okay?" I asked curiously, as soon as I sank into the front passenger seat."Yes, of cour
~Lilian~I was going to ask Sonia about Nikolai, but I felt it was too soon to ask questions about the same man I had promised her to avoid.I had to make sure she trusted me again, completely. It would make things easier for me.As I massaged the plumpy cheeks of her b*tt out with shaky palms that wanted to touch elsewhere, listening to her mourn slightly to the good job I was doing made me want to think she wanted me to take it a step further.But...I wasn't going to risk her knowing just how bad I had gotten in a space of the end of last semester and the beginning of this new one.Sonia was pretty audacious.What on earth was she trying to hide from me by asking her own father and her daddy boyfriend to pose as husbands?Maybe I should focus on finding that out, but that would be no fun.I was going to stick to my plan. I was confident it was the most I could get out of this.The weekend was well spent. Sonia had even ordered alcohol and chicken that night, but I had insisted on f
~Lilian~After I got home that day, I took a warm shower and just watched some pole dancing videos on my phone over a plate of chips.I felt good, but I couldn't concentrate. I was supposed to meet up with my coach after the party, but I didn't stay till the end.Aside from losing interest in the loud music and alcohol setting, I had thought getting scolded over text would make me feel less embarrassed than getting physically scolded in front of other dancers.But it was way past 3am now, and I yet, no message from her.I was restless because what if she already kicked me out of the class?She had been a great coach and I know I surely had a lot more to learn from her, I was still an amateur in my books, and maybe she would even allow me dance more in official parties.When I got tired of waiting for her text, I dumped the chips on the other side of the bed, crawling well into my blanket until it was morning.I woke up to the sound of water being flushed from a distance, then the cla
~Lilian~Pushing through the crowd, I searched for him with my eyes, but there were a lot of people, it was almost like searching for a pin in a hay sack.Maybe I would have called him, but my phone was back at the dressing room."F*ck!" I cussed under my breath.I was getting too hot and uncomfortable from sweating so much during the performance, the leather fabric suddenly became too tight.I was well at the back of the crowd now, yet there was no sight of him.What was this?I was sure I saw him. It was him and he was even staring at me.I thought about going to grab my phone from the dressing room, but that was some work.And also, I couldn't guarantee that I wouldn't meet my instructor on my way, and that she wouldn't want to give me an earful for leaving the stage just before the end of performance.I was breathing hard, my chest slowly heaving up and down continuously.Scratching my eyes in frustration, I turned towards the dressing room."You can only try to avoid me, Nikolai
~Lilian~Waiting patiently for my turn to perform, I stood there patiently in a black tight leather jumpsuit and a dark feathery party mask that covered up to half of my face, my hair held up tightly in a bun - I was convinced the stylist hated me because I complained severally about how too tight it was, but she insisted that it would relax with time.That was going to be my first official pole dancing performance as a professional, I will give myself that.It's been two weeks since after I joined the pole dancing class, and it had been a very rigorous fourteen days.I found everything about it difficult at first - mobility training, flexibility, rotational character, posture development, everything was hard, and maybe a little harder for me because I wasn't of the conventional tall and slim body type.My coach has commended me anyway for my dedication through it all. So, when she suggested dancing for a real crowd in a real club, I took my chance.I had nothing to lose. I didn't thi







