Mag-log inKiara There was a severe storm outside. The forecast had warned about it. Thomas and I were in the car. I stared straight ahead, my hands tense on my lap, feeling Thomas’s silence in the passenger seat. He hadn’t said a single word since we left the hotel holding hands, and that lack of communication made me think that Jake’s words had had an effect on him. The windshield struggled to clear the path, brushing the raindrops off the glass, but the storm kept growing heavier. Suddenly, Thomas slowed down even more and turned on the hazard lights. The car pulled over to the side of the road, surrounded by the deafening sound of rain and wind. The storm was at its peak, just as the forecast had announced. “I can’t keep going like this,” he finally said in a low voice. “It’s dangerous. We could have an accident. I’m not going to take risks.” I nodded, although what truly frightened me wasn’t the storm, but what was happening between him and me. I turned my head to look at him. His fac
Kiara Thomas stood in front of me, unable to believe what I had just told him. I knew that even though he had been expecting the worst, he was still shocked by how blatant all of this was. I was shocked too, by the situation, and by myself. I had already told him the truth about the kiss. I had told him that Jake had kissed me just minutes ago, locked inside the hotel bathroom after cornering me as if this were some soap opera. The tension in the air cut through the cold breeze brought on by the storm. Thomas didn’t say anything, and that made me nervous. Nothing going through his mind could be good. His body was rigid, his shoulders tense, his jaw clenched so tightly I thought his teeth might crack. His hands hung at his sides, but his fingers opened and closed slowly, as if he were holding himself back from exploding. I didn’t know if his anger was directed at me, at Jake, or at both of us. That uncertainty made me tremble more than any scream could have. “I didn’t look for it,
JakeI passed by him, trying to reach the bathroom door to escape. My heart was racing, my throat dry, and all I wanted was to get out of that enclosed space because it felt dangerous to be there, especially because of the agreement with Thomas. I took another step, certain I could ignore him, when I felt his hand close around my arm. His grip tightened firmly, stopping me.Shit.“Jake,” I managed to say, barely turning my head. I was about to pull away.He didn’t give me time to finish the sentence. Jake spun me around with controlled force, and my back hit the cold bathroom wall. I parted my lips to say something, but the impact knocked the air out of me for a second. I looked at him, stunned, trying to understand what was happening, but no words came. His face was tense, his eyes dark, and he looked determined to do something. I felt it coming.And then he kissed me. Jake kissed me intensely.It was a desperate, urgent kiss, as if the world were ending and only that moment between
JakeThe music inside the rented hotel ballroom could be heard from miles away, blasting at full volume. The cars outside filled entire blocks. The night had only just begun, but the party was already a success, and everyone was excited about the auction we would be holding.Everything was in order at the event: the donors were confirmed, the press was settled in the assigned area, and the stage was ready for the speeches to begin. It was another company party, another night when I had to smile, shake hands, and pretend my head wasn’t full of thoughts that had nothing to do with fundraising. A night when I had to forget that something hurt and present myself as cold and distant to everyone.I adjusted my jacket and took a deep breath. My tie felt tight around my neck because I knew it would be another difficult night.This time, the funds would be donated to an institution that worked with vulnerable families, and that should have been enough to keep me focused. I had to occupy my min
KiaraI stayed in front of Thomas, just a few centimeters away, while he sat on the couch. I watched him carefully, analyzing him as if I needed to confirm that his words were real and not some kind of game. He looked tired, but his gaze was different from before; I could see that he was truly open to fixing things, and that made me feel calmer.“It’s not that I don’t believe what you’re telling me,” I finally said, breaking the silence timidly. “But I need to ask you again. Are you sure you want to try this relationship with me?”My voice sounded more fragile than I would have liked, but I no longer had the strength to pretend confidence. Thomas didn’t answer right away. The fact that he took his time gave me goosebumps. He looked straight at me, as if weighing my words, and then nodded firmly.“Yes,” he said, staying still, barely moving a muscle. “I’m sure.”The relief I felt was immediate, but not complete. There was something else I needed to understand.What had made him change
KiaraTwo endless days had passed since I left California to spend a couple of days at my older sister’s house in Connecticut. She had a small, cozy house that she’d been renting for a few years. Every noise from outside made me jump, every phone notification made my heart race with nerves. I didn’t want to check my phone. I didn’t want to talk to anyone. Everything reminded me of the life I had started to build in California.It was strange, because before I hadn’t wanted to go there or stay, but now I missed the city, and part of me wanted to go back.Thomas’s call came in mid-morning.I saw his name on the screen, and the air got stuck in my lungs. A sudden chill ran through my chest, down to my stomach. My first thought was clear and cruel. As sharp as his tone had been when he told me to leave the city, he’s going to end things with me. He’s going to tell me this is over. That there’s no turning back.The phone kept vibrating in my hand for a few eternal seconds. I didn’t answer.







