sacrifices for love

I stayed up late, my mind wandering on the text,

I was definitely going to go see him.

I wanted to know the reasons why he'd left, and also Why he'd stayed away from us, all those years.

I'd received another text the moment that Julie left.

A message from my father, urging me to come to California, and that he could further all expenses and that it was very urgent.

I needed answers, and for that I was going to leave.

The building was already almost completed, I could Leave anytime I wanted to.

But first I needed time again with my wife, I wanted to hear her, maybe see her one more time before leaving.

Finally accepting that it was over between us, that we were done for good, and that there was nothing left to look back to.

I wondered what mom could think of this?

She's always be anxious whenever we mentioned our Dad, to her he never existed, and she made sure both I and Julie knew that the only one that existed for both of us was her.

I could not tell her about this, most importantly