LOGIN“Mama, I don’t think I can wear this.”
Clarissa pleaded her mother who is busy selecting customized party outfits for her. After divorcing Nicholas, Matilda didn’t waste a second to assign her precious daughter as the acting CEO of RISSA essence and also the head of the perfume making unit. Since Clarissa is pregnant, she didn’t want to pressure her with work responsibilities. But at the same time, she wants everyone in the world recognize Clarissa’s talent, especially the bastard who hurt her should know what he missed which is why she gave it a thought and came up with this resolve. Making Clarissa a share holder is just the beginning, a calculative move. Nicholas will definitely regret divorcing her baby. She’ll make sure of it. Clarissa who is clueless about her mother’s plans didn’t understand why she’s in a boutique, trying a bunch of fancy dresses as if she’s attending a business party. She may have less knowledge in extravagant life as she always opted for a simpler one and never thought of getting involved in her mother’s business but as Mrs. Romano, she accompanied Nicholas to many events and knew how this works. “Come on baby! Put this on for me.” Matilda blew a kiss to her and patted her back, gesturing the attendants to help her daughter with the costumes. “This way Ms. Anderson.” One of the attendants held the dresses and the others guided Clarissa towards the fitting room but she shook her head, turning to her mother. “Mama, I’m not putting them on until or unless you tell me what’s this all about?” She had enough of her mother’s craziness for the past four months. Ever since she returned home, her mother did everything in her power to make her to be known to the world as her daughter and even pulled a stunt by involving her in the company without her knowledge. She didn’t say anything when she was assigned as the head of perfume making unit because she loves to create new fragrances and it also helps her to forget about Nicholas but what’s the need of making her the acting CEO? She knew her mother always wanted her to be on the top of the world, it’s every mother’s wish but she never took pleasure in such things. All her life, she only wanted a family of her own because she never had the luxury to have one. Her father cheated on them when she was eight by having an affair with Natalie’s mother and brought them home, breaking her mother’s heart. She still remembered the day when Natalie and her mother stepped into their house like they owned it, crushing their beautiful castle. Without making a scene or confronting her dad, her mother left the house with her, including her father’s surname which is why she’s Clarissa Anderson but Natalie, a Cooper. She was raised by a single mother who build a perfume empire with her blood, sweat and tears for the past two decades. Her mother gave her everything she needed in her life and she’s happy but during cold restless nights, her old days where she used to sleep with her dad and mom flashes in front of her eyes. She longed for her dad’s love. Of course her mother never forbid her to meet her dad but she never felt his fatherly love after being with his second family. They became his world, Natalie received the princess treatment and he never looked back at her or her mother once. He didn’t try to explain himself nor stopped them from leaving. It’s over just like that. After so many years, she finally thought she can have the life she dreamt with Nicholas but he’s same as her dad. He left her for other woman, not just any woman but the daughter of her mother’s home wrecker. If possible she wants to avenge her mother by defeating her dad’s company which is under Natalie’s mother and can use her pregnancy to crumble Natalie’s dreams of marrying Nicholas but she chose neither. The reason…..she wants to live a simple life, give birth to her child, raise him or her in healthy environment. She can raise her child by herself just like her mother. Moreover, she’s not alone. Catherine and her mother are looking after her 24/7. She has nothing to worry about. But her mother seems to have different plans for her. She never forced her to take part in her company and left her to her own goals but now she’s making a path for her to glow up as a star. Why???? Matilda stared at her stubborn daughter, her gaze calm and unbothered. She gave a look at the attendants and they bowed their heads before disappearing from her sight, giving them privacy. “Sit down Clarissa.” She said, helping her pregnant daughter to a nearby chair and offered her a glass of water. Clarissa emptied the glass in one go and wiped her lips before giving her full attention to her dignified mother. “I arranged a banquet for you.” “You did what?” Clarissa berated, her hand covering her belly protectively, her face turning red in fury. “Calm down and listen to me.” Matilda rubbed her back soothingly, trying to calm her enraged daughter and took a seat beside her. “I respected your decision of staying out of public eye all these years.” She spoke, caressing her hair lovingly and looked into her daughter’s angry eyes. “And I never questioned you when you presented yourself as Mrs. Romano in front of the whole world.” Clarissa lowered her eyes in guilt remembering her selfish actions. She never let her mother introduce her to the world as her daughter just to stay out of public attention but after marrying Nicholas, she appeared on television many times, covered the tabloids, became the member of elite wife’s club. She did it all for him, only to be left alone with a baby growing in her belly. “I am doing this for you honey. Don’t stop me.” Matilda said, resolute about her decision which made Clarissa sigh in helplessness. “Mama why are you doing this? What’s the need of seeking public attention?” “I want them to know that you are not alone. You’re not a loser dear, not a pushover. Show them what you’re capable of.” Clarissa shook her head in denial, her eyes pooling with tears. “You never cared about being the main focus after leaving dad. Don’t rub it on me now.”“Alright boy! We are here.”Antoine said as he parked the car outside the preschool and turned around to look at Mattia but frowned when he saw the little boy sitting with a dull face.“What happened Mattia?”He asked in concern, feeling a pang in his chest to see the boy's sad face. “You say dad come look me after I turn five.”Mattia said with a pout, his English terrible but adorable. But Antoine didn’t have a heart to tease him because he asked him about Nicholas. The red zone man. “Did I say that?”Antoine said as he scratched his neck. He remembered saying that when Mattia came to him one night with his puppy dog eyes and asked him why he cannot live with his dad like other kids from preschool.Clarissa never cooked stories like others, telling Mattia that his dad is in abroad, working his ass off and will come back after earning lot of money. She told him it is not safe to live with his dad which is why she brought him to far away place. The little boy might be
Antoine parked the car outside a small store which is named ‘Blossom Haven’ and Clarissa took off her seat belt, quickly got down the car before opening the back door.Mattia is seated inside, securely tucked in child’s seat and looked at his mother with his cute smile. Clarissa swung her tote bag on her shoulder and leaned towards him, grabbing his jaw and combed back his already combed hair with her long fingers.“Mom is getting down here. Don’t trouble Antoine.”She said, looking at Mattia seriously and the little boy nodded his head like a bird pecking the food. Clarissa smiled at his adorable response and looked at the schoolbag beside him. “Did you pack your drawing book?”She asked to which he nodded, swinging his legs back and forth.“Your colour pencils?”She inquired further and Mattia nodded again patiently, assuring his mother to be at ease.Clarissa hummed softly, checking her wrist watch and kissed his cheeks. “Good! Mom will come to take you back home aft
The sun rose, leaving behind the darkness, illuminating the city. Nicholas woke up to the continuous ringing of his phone and fondled his hand to find the irritating thing which disturbed his beautiful dream. He squinted his sleepy eyes at the brightly lit screen and sat up, groaning softly and rubbed his eyes. Did he fall asleep in the theatre? He put away the phone when it rang again, his head pounding with headache as he slept during late hours and shook his head, trying to get sober. “What is it?” He answered the call when it rang for the third time and slumped back on the sofa, feeling tired. “I am at the office. Where are you?” Came a soft voice from the other side and he sighed, checking the time on his wrist watch. He is late for work. “I will be there in an hour. I just woke up.” Catherine went silent when she heard his words and sipped the coffee given by Victor. “I’ll come to you. We need to talk.” She said after a long pause, her voice plain but t
‘Mrs. Romano look here.’‘Mrs. Romano, where is your husband?’‘Please smile.’The voices continued to echo in the dark empty room, which is filled with cushioned recliner sofas and chairs in rows. The projector attached to the ceiling, displayed the video on the huge white screen which is fixed to the wall. The woman on the screen looked very uncomfortable with all the flashes blinding her eyes, her hands slightly trembling as she tried her best to pose to the cameras, her smile stiff, her body taut and her lips quivering with unease. She was having difficulty to keep her posture upright but she lost her composure. Matilda was reminding her from the side to put up an act with a bright smile but Clarissa was frightened. She was pitiful and looked like an abandoned child in a foreign land. Her eyes got back the light and a sigh left her lips as though her soul came back to her when she saw Nicholas and took his offering hand like her life depended on it.Nicholas pause
Clarissa emptied her wine and put the goblet down, her eyes staring at the distant sky, her thoughts travelling across the countries and landed on one man.What is he doing right now?Is he thinking about her?Of course he is.She knew it.Because of Natalie, she indeed lost her time with Nicholas but she finally realized something and that is, his love and obsession over her. She thought he hated her all his life but the truth is, he never really hated her but transformed his feelings towards her into hate, to keep her away from consuming him. Should she feel happy about that?Should she gloat at the fact that he took advantage of her drugged state, unable to control his desire for her, unleashing his buried feelings and took her virginity and in return put the blame on her, saving himself from marrying Natalie?Should she adore him for deliberately making her pregnant, intentionally putting a leash on her, so that if things worked in his way, he could get her back and aga
Clarissa placed the drunk Natalie on the sofa in the living room and covered her with two thick blankets before heading back to the balcony.“How is she?”Antoine asked, staring at the sleeping figure through the glass door and held Clarissa’s hand as she sat on the recliner.“Wasted.”She answered, taking the goblet and took a sip, savouring the taste but Antoine’s scoff made her frown and she nudged him with her elbow. “What was that for?”She asked, bemused by his reaction. Antoine filled his glass again, addicted by the taste of wine which is surprisingly sweet and looked into the living room, making sure that the doors were closed. “It’s weird to see you both on good terms.”He said, expressing his opinion. Natalie was a bitch to Clarissa, tortured her when they were kids, made her life difficult in school and even refused to acknowledge her as a step sister let alone a sister but now they are like inseparable. And it’s really an eyesore for him to watch their epi
Natalie stood in the doorway of the lounge like a statue even after Clarissa left the office thirty minutes ago. Nicholas returned to his desk and started working. He didn’t attempt to ask her about the reason for her arrival nor tried to explain about the situation between him and Clarissa and i
The two women in Nicholas’s lounge looked at each other, different emotions surfacing in their minds but among them, shock and jealousy are common and are evident in their eyes. Natalie came here to persuade Nicholas to sign the Defiliation documents and saw him going into the lounge as soon as s
Clarissa felt like she slept for too long as she dreamt about all phases of her life that includes her childhood, her adolescence, her marriage and her divorce. It’s a roller coaster ride of happy and sad days. A sea of emotions like a field full of different kinds of flowers which bloomed and wi
Clarissa stood at the door way, looking at the third person present in Nicholas’s office with furrowed brows and slowly made her way towards the desk. Nicholas balled his fist which is resting on his knee and stared at Clarissa, his adams apple bobbing up and down as his eyes altered between her







