Cinyla’s POV I woke up early even though it is too early for my work. I sit temporarily on the sofa next to my bed. When I looked at the clock on the other table next to me, it was three in the morning. It's too early to wake up, but here I sit and think about that man. Why everytime I see you, you look so amazing? Why do you make my heart beat so fast like this? Unbelievable! I know he had a purpose for coming yesterday to our house, but supposedly when I tried to tease him with my simple actions, I knew it. But my heart tells me something, I feel different, and my mind is also different. My heart starts beating so fast and I am now thinking that his love is genuine. I touch my heart. Wait, what am I feeling? Calm down, heart! You shouldn't fall for him significantly. Your plans will be ruined. It's like I'm losing my mind to dictate my feelings and think that all being nice and sweet to him is just part of the plans. Honestly, I don't want to fall in love anymore after what happ
Cinyla’s POV A few days passed and the closeness between the two of us is getting more specific. Does it have to be like this? Why is the person who likes me so handsome? I can’t understand my feelings right now, it is so difficult to determine. I feel like I've lost my mind because of my thoughts. I just looked up and saw the beauty of the clouds, the beauty of their shape as if they were soft cotton. I hope I can reach them. I hugged my own arms when I felt a sudden strong wind blow. I also looked at the sky and see the hiding of the sun king. I hurry to the side where someone could take shelter from the sudden downpour of heavy rain. I'm currently sitting on the hammock, the surroundings are very quiet because I'm probably the only one up here. Today is Saturday and I choose to relax on our terrace. Honestly, a lot has happened in the past few days and I am always tested whenever he is around. I gently closed my eyes and choose to feel the heavy rain falling and cradled myself in
Cinyla's POV I slowly stretched my hands and noticed something strange on my bed. It's spacious and it seems like there's no one next to me. I don't know where he is, all I know now is that I'm watching as if I'm looking for someone. Where is he? I just fixed the bed and ignored what was on my mind. It's not good if I think about him. I just made my bed when I heard a knock on the door."Wait, let's get out!" I shouted after arranging the pillows in front of me."I need to go home, Cinyla. But I will come here in the afternoon." I raised my eyebrows when I heard BenChua's voice. I couldn't help but open the door and see his healthy abs again. "Can you please wear your t-shirt!" I ordered him while covering my eyes with my hand. "Oh sorry, I don't know. Okay, I will leave. I just woke you up." He wears his blue t-shirt in front of me. I don't know if his answer meant anything or if he was just trying to seduce me. He was still in the middle of my door as if he wanted me to see his e
Cinyla’s POV I'm currently at home after buying two choco flavors of milk tea at a store near us, I just chose to rest. I went straight to the terrace because I have time to rest today. I hope so. I immediately looked for a good spot after I saw the hammock on the left side and I just chose there. Apart from the beauty of the light, the beauty of the sky is even more obvious. I stared dumbfounded at the milk tea I bought at Milkias Shop. I only bought the medium size because I wouldn't be able to use the large one. But I was even more shocked when I saw that I bought two. Why two? I don't know why I bought it, it looks delicious but now I can't even move to drink it. I slowly closed my eyes and screamed. Why is this happening? I'm not in focus! Later I received a call from Joshua. I quickly reached into my left pants pocket and pressed the green icon to answer his call. "Hello, Cinyla! Good morning! I am below your house. You go down first." I quickly stood up and looked at him fr
Cinyla's POV Apparently, sir didn't stay long yesterday either, he thought of going home because he knew I would take care of mommy. Also, Joshua give me hope and confusion because of telling me that my dad was still alive. Is that true? Do I hope that I will see him again since he has been gone for almost 3 years since he had an accident on the very day of my birthday? I really just breathed a sigh of relief while mommy was mixing milk. I always do this so mommy can relax and calm down. I remembered before when he and daddy are going to rest, I see my dad doing this. He will mix mommy's milk and then kiss mommy on the forehead. Those sweet memories that I still treasure until I found out that daddy is cheating with my mom. It's very painful and hard on mommy's part. I finished cooking and went straight to mommy's room. I see her reading a book. Until now, this is still his passion. While dad can do both reading and writing mommy really admires him until the worst thing that he did.
BenChua’s POV A few days passed and I just chose to do the important things. "Hey, did you finish my work for you? Did you know the truth?” I couldn't stop myself from asking one question after another. I am here in the office while Dr. Shawn Felizus. But he took a nap and gave me a brown envelope. I was almost silent at what he did. I couldn't take it from him because of the speed of my heart. I don't know what's happening to me. "Hey, Mr. Ben Chua are you okay? You can read everything in that envelope. I don't know if you will be happy after you know it." I try to show nothing and calm down, even honestly, I can't believe it. Until I decided to speak with him, "Thank you for this. I am ready for the result." I replied with a smile and took the envelope even though inside I was sweating from the cold. "I don't know if it's okay to say this, my first test I don't know why they matched. But when I double check anything, I found out that he is also TYPE O, the same as your daddy," he
BenChua's POV I still can't believe what I found out. I also don't understand why even though the result is like this every time I see her, I feel complacent and secure. But, I don't want to let it fall and completely make me feel better about Cinyla. I don't want to lead to the opportunity to be enslaved by love. At this time, I chose to ventilate outside my room where I could see the calm color of the water and its silent waves every time there was a breeze. I am currently sitting on the couch and just watching the vastness of our swimming pool. I am only here in the mansion, my mom was not here again. She is always busy with everything, if there is a special occasion, we just count on my hand that we meet. I just sighed at my thoughts. I need someone to talk to but I don't know who and where I can find that person. Until I received a message from her... I was to open my iPhone 14 when nanny Dian came up and said, "Sir, someone is looking fo
Cinyla's POV I woke up early after what happened yesterday. I don't know why my feet took me to Sir BenChua's house. It was too late but I still chose to go even though I knew he might just get angry or something. In the end, I didn't even talk to him properly. I don't really understand myself, it wasn't in my plan but nothing happened. I am currently sipping a chocolate drink here on my balcony. It tastes really good! Today is Sunday and I decided to go to church. My mom is not here since yesterday, she said she went to visit grandma. I hope his trip was safe. Until I receive a text coming from her. My mom Hi Cinyla, I'm here at your grandmother's house. When you leave, lock the house well, right? Take care of that, love you. Received. 8:30 A.M I smiled after reading mommy's message. She is really sweet even though she is a bit old and doesn't lose her personality. I finished my chocolate drink and then looked around. I leaned slightly on the sofa couch was sitting on and loo