Love that no one can't break. A love that continues the history itself. A love that she can't forget. The more you hate, the more you want. Cinyla will fall in love with a man that he really doesn't know. She will allow the man who is also part of their past. What to choose? The power of love or the dictates of the other to stop the wrong from being done? Many struggles will rise, the truth will come; and the past will return and repeat in the present. Until where? Until when? Is it still right? "Stay with me, Cinyla. I will give you everything even if I die. I can't lose you... Not only that, I am fallen in love with you.”
Lihat lebih banyakCinyla's POV
I am busy cleaning the house when someone's doorbell is on our gate." Cinyla, open it first, maybe my guest is already there," my mom said from the kitchen, while I am in the living room sweeping.
"Yes mommy," I replied.
I finished sweeping first because it was so close and put it aside. Because it's still morning but my mom has a visitor right away. I don't know who is that, maybe our near relatives.
Sh*t
"Good morning milady," a handsome man in front of me said sweetly. His skin is white and his height is tall. He has a dimple on both sides of his cheek so when he smiles, every woman can adore him.
But all of that is just a weird imagination. Stop thinking, Cinyla."Good morning too. Who are you? I said with a smile.
Maybe he just got lost in our village but my mom said he is a guest here, or maybe he is our relative or my mom's friend of mine.
"Oh, there you are, BenChua. Just come inside, I have already cooked our lunch. Kindly join us!" she said happily.
"Cinyla, join him in the kitchen." She commanded so I stopped thinking of anything and focus on the things that I need.
"Yes mom," I said as I accompanied BenChua in our kitchen area. But while we are walking I was thinking about his name. Liked really? I found it so suspicious about his name, imagine in one name there are two. His name is BenChua and I can say that his parents' brains are fat. I almost laughed at what I thought.
I don't know if I'm assuming or deliberately true? He also thinks straight. I hope I'm wrong because his looks are annoying.
"Are you okay? I'm sorry? You can ask me if you want," he said seriously.
I first looked at him for about 10 seconds not because I was overwhelmed or anything. But because I thought carefully about whether I should respond to his question correctly or rather I should just despise him.
But in the end, I just really got the answer. "Yeah, I'm okay! Don't worry, BenChua."
He smiled until we reached the kitchen. I sat it down and took care of it. Hays! Why am I taking care of him? It must be Mark, my boyfriend. Honestly, at this point, mama knew nothing of our relationship. Mark has been my boyfriend for almost 2 years. Before I graduated high school I had already awarded him my sweet yes.He is worth it to be loved because Mark is faithful to me but I can't say yet because his mom is my mom's best friend. Besides that there are enemies, Mark and I are the ones who are stuck or will be experienced the trouble. We both know about this, but how long will it be like this?
"Cinylaaaaa!" my mom shouted.
It turns out that the water in BenChua's glass is spilling. I didn't even notice what I was thinking about Mark. Ugh! My fault because my mind is thinking about anything, again and again.
"Sorry, BenChua."
"It's okay don't think too much of me," he said proudly.
I almost hit him with the way he looked. He didn't know that I had a boyfriend.
Besides, I have no intention of hitting him. I'm loyal, duh! He can't seduce me. Whatever!
"H-ha? What are you doing ha?! You're not of my type you I ha—" I immediately cut off what I was going to say because I might slip. It's not that I'm not proud of my boyfriend, Mark. I'm just not ready to say it right away.
And because maybe what else can I say, it's good that mama just spoke so I sat down so we could eat.
"Oh BenChua, you just ate a lot huh? Cinyla will come with you to your room later," she said while mama was still looking at me.
"Mom?!" I said annoyed because I don't want to be with this clingy and weird man anymore.
"Cinyla! Just do what I told you to do. You'll just go with him to our guestroom and after that, then give him to rest and leave. Another thing is to give him the duplicate key," mama said seriously.I just nodded and my lips pout, because I don't want to accompany this man, but I need. Ugh! My day makes him ruined. I hate it! I don't where he is from but mama said he is our guest without further explanation. Even though he is handsome, I have no intention of liking him what.
We eat together and tried to calm down myself even though I feel embarrassed for him. Who is he? And why does he need to sleep with us? It would have been annoying after that, but later I will talk to my man so that this anger will be gone and it might lose the bad vibes I feel.
"Hey, beautiful? Are you okay? Are you angry with me?" he asked. I raised my eyebrows because I think this man is joking. He is running out of patience. Does he care if I'm not okay or I'm disgusted? Hays! It will be better if he leaves now! "I'm okay, just focus on yourself," I said seriously.I just try to remove any bad vibes that I have and try to be formal with this special guest.
"Oh, before anything else BenChua, this is my daughter Cinyla, she will accompany you so that later you can rest," she said gently."Yes, miss! Thank you so much!" he replied.
Fortunately, I finished eating as well. And this crazy guy just smiles and thinks you won the lottery.
"You're too formal, BenChua. Just called me auntie okay?" my mom added."Oh sure, auntie! Thank you for the food. It's so delicious!" he said happily it was as if he was just flattering.
"Oh my gosh, it's okay. Rest in your room, Cinyla will take care of you. Daughter, you'll take care of him, huh? Don't be rude to him, I will just do something." mom reminded.I just nodded in her agreement. I can't do anything but follow my mom. Even though I'm nervous about this man, I also feel the madness with him.
He is just a guest, why do I need to feel this way? Okay, he is just nothing and a normal guest. No need to worry, calm down yourself!
GUESTROOM
We are currently here in the guest room because I accompanied him to his temporary resting place. I hope he's only here for a while because I don't what him to stay for too long. He will be ruined every day, and I don't be mad anymore. I'll try my best to approach him.
"This is going to be your room. Are you okay with that?" I asked while I looked around because it was clean. My mom, clean this just for him huh?
"All right, just rest! If you need anything, just know on the left door. It is my room. I'm leaving," I said goodbye and nodded.
When I came out, I felt relief and I let out a deep sigh. What do you have and you're so attractive?
The world is not fair. Often, in the end, what we want doesn't happen. Like me, I thought that our family would be rebuilt and that my distance from Ben was the key to everything; forgetting and rebuilding oneself is a mistake because, in the end, everything is just a puzzle. On the other hand, I will still try to find peace and stay away from the person who caused me to be broken.I was dumbfounded looking at Daddy's photo, I didn't think that everything would lead to saying goodbye. There was a second chance, but it also seemed like nothing.I was standing at our table and I saw the picture of me and Daddy, this is the most special day for me. "Daddy, it's been almost a month since you disappeared, I haven't even spoken to Ben and your partner Ms. Talia, his conscience couldn't take it. It's sad, but a few days after you were buried, he in the mental hospital. Dad, I thought we would be fine, I thought it would be more painful." I rubbed the photo that I still had, the photo of me a
Cinyla's POVSunday was passed, and I can say that I somehow got a thorn out of my chest. After Ben and I talked, I decided to distance myself from him. My dad is not here in our house, wherever he is. I don't know, but Mommy said he is at the Saint Louis Hospital in Batangas.I sighed, walked around the balcony, and watched the sky. I hope soon, everything will be fine.Until someone called my name. "Cinyla, can I talk to you?" a familiar voice. It is sharp and close to my heart.I turned to where the voice came from. "Oh Mom, you're here. Yes, let's talk downstairs." She smiled and said, "Alright. We'll just wait for you downstairs." I just nodded even though I was wondering why he said our words, maybe he was with someone else. Who is that?I fix myself and go downstairs.While I'm on my way, I see someone that makes me nervous.I didn't expect that he would go, but as I approached him, I tried to calm down and act as normal. I noticed that he is more fine right now, he is wearing a
BenChua's POVAll of them make me stupid. "Damn!"Even if I am not in the mood, I go straight to my VenZua Bar, one of the bars I stumbled upon last year. I'm just going to visit today, not to get to know someone and have fun but to forget what happened. "I hate him! Why did he come back? Why now?" I drove fast while cursing him in my mind. “Damn! Still traffic!” Until my phone rings.I didn't pay attention to that but I put down a bottle of vodka I got at the condo, I didn't want to go to sleep so it was better to go somewhere I knew I could forget somehow. It took me almost half an hour because even though it was late at night, I was still caught up in heavy traffic. Traffic in the Philippines is different. I parked the car and went straight to Venzua Bar. It's not just a bar because it's a 4 store building and anyone can enter as long as they can pay. After all, this is part of business. After I passed the entrance, two muscular men met me. They greeted me and I just smiled, t
Cinyla's POVI rested at home for almost two days, Mommy always prepared food for me and even took care of me. I looked at the big clock on the side of my table, it was almost lunchtime.While I was looking around, feeling the silence, someone suddenly knocked on my door. It was three knocks before I spoke."Come in," I said.My door opened, and it wasn't Mommy who knocked but he, my Father. This time, he appeared without a mask. Carrying the tray of my food and drinking water."Good afternoon, Cinyla. Eat now, I hope you'll be fine. Your Mommy left, so I brought it." I didn't even ask, but she said why she brought it, where is Mommy going to go? this time, it's hot outside."Thank you, where is he going?" I asked coldly."We're just going to buy something to eat later, I said I'd go out alone but he insisted that he be the only one. Alright son, eat now. I'm going to go."He put my food on the table, I didn't say anything because he seemed to feel the coldness of my treatment of him.
Cinyla's POVI woke up early but I chose to sip a tea here on the balcony. I still don't understand everything, most of all I can't accept what happened to Daddy. I want to hug him tightly but I still have a lot of doubts.As I observe the beauty of the sky with different images the clouds form, the lush plants on my balcony, and the appearance of the wind. For a few moments, while I felt the silence, someone messaged me. I put down the tea I was drinking on the table and took out my cellphone to read it.My eyes widened, sir already had five messages. I checked the day and it was Monday today."Oh shocks! I have school today, I forgot and I'm still super chill now."I read them one by one.Sir Ben ChuaGood morning, Cinyla.Received 7:50 amSir Ben ChuaPlease bring me hot chocolate, no sugar added. Thanks!Received 7:57 amSir Ben ChuaHey, why are you doing and not replying to me?Received 7:57 amSir Ben ChuaI checked your office, you are still not there. Is it traffic? Where are
Cinyla's POVToday is my rest day and I'd rather stay home than go anywhere. Mommy is not here today either, she left the morning before. I looked at the clock and it was past eight in the morning. I'm still dumbfounded when I see the ceiling and stare at the light that I didn't turn off last night. I got up, turned it off, and looked around me. I'm messed up!I sat down for a while and stretched until I remembered what happened yesterday. Can I come with you when you see your Dad? His questions make me freeze in my place and make me think about a lot of things. I don't know but I feel something strange. Honestly, there's nothing wrong if he comes along, but I don't have any privacy anymore. I took a deep breath, tried to put aside the things bothering me, and started making my bed. The colors of my bedsheet and pillowcase are simple white and black plain. I have three pillows, two in front and one that I hug, I seem to have gotten used to that arrangement. Because if I don't have
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