A random suit I don't remember ever meeting drops Mariam and I off at SaDian Hospital, where Emma is being treated. Even someone untrained could tell that the place is crawling with men in black. There are even a few guys with navy blue suits, and I wonder if that was on purpose or because their attire didn't matter. Maybe they were special and could wear whatever color they wanted. Perhaps they were from a different faction from the men in black and had a different set of skills. Either way, their presence did not go unnoticed. Neither did mine or Mariam's.
The suits follow Mariam and I with their eyes, not even attempting to be discrete about it. To be fair, Mariam and I do look a bit odd. We don't look sad or have flowers or cards to say were visiting a friend or relative. We don't even look happy to say that were visiting someone who's recovering fabulously. If anything, we look a mother and daughter on a mission. I would find us suspicious, too. Their looks make me wonder, though. Were they informed about us? If they were, did they know what Mariam and I looked like?
Gauging their professionalism, I wave at a few of them. They mostly give polite smiles and nods but their gazes never falter. They're not easily distracted. Good for Emma.
Mariam lightly taps my lower back to get me to pay attention, giving me a stronger whiff of her forest perfume, and she guides me to the elevator. While I wasn't looking she put on another spray of the scent, and I think of broken flower stems. She really wants this meeting to go well.
As I rub my finger under my nose Mariam presses the button for the third floor. Emma is in Patient Unit B. That much I actually bothered reading in the red file. The elevator starts to move and Mariam shifts her weight to lean towards me. A puff of chlorophyll fills my nostrils.
"Be good," Mariam warns. "This may be the dumbest thing we've had to do but it beats being murderers for once."
I fall back onto the support rail and cross my ankles. "I'll be good," I sigh. Mariam's perfume in this enclosed space has me relaxed and a tad sleepy. I want to take a nap in a field.
The green painted elevator doors slide open, indicated we've reached our floor, and we step out. This floor is crawling with even more bodyguards, and Mariam's perfume power starts to fade. Why was I hired if Emma has a whole army at her disposal? All these people could surely give Emma a sense of safety. If anything, my new face could put her on edge. This is such a ridiculous mission. Definitely not red file material, I say.
Mariam holds out her arm to stop me from leaving the elevator, then steps in front of me, showing her superiority. Oddly, I don't mind it. If she wants to take the lead on this one then I'll let her. I don't want to deal with over pumped, steroid riddled bodyguards.
Making funny noises with my mouth, I follow two steps behind Mariam. She shoots me a quick glance over her shoulder then returns facing forward. I don't know what the look means but I quicken my pace to follow her one step behind instead of two, just in case.
When we reach Emma's private room Mariam shuts me up with a raised hand. I suck my lips into my mouth and watch her interact with the bodyguard on door duty. His short cropped hair is blonde, giving him the appearance of being bald. I screw my face up at him, really making sure he's not bald. Yeah. There's itty bitty hairs.
"What business do you have here?" he asks, ignoring my funny face and squinty stare. His eyes are on Mariam and his tone is suspicious.
Mariam clears her throat then motions to me."We're here to see Emma. Emma Hall."
The man chuckles and takes a step towards Mariam. He's clearly trying to prove he's in charge, and it rubs me the wring way. "I don't think so," he says. He doesn't even ask why we want to see Emma or who we are. Is he stupid? He must be, because he does something only a fool would do. He tries to put his hands on Mariam.
As Mariam flinches, I grab the guard's wrist before he touches her, making him jerk in surprise. I scowl and keep my grip locked as he wiggles amd tries to break my hold. Glaring at me, he tries to grab me with his other hand but I slap it away. His tension rises and I can already tell that I'm going to have to fight this man. To be fair, he started it.
Mariam puts her hand on my shoulder but I push her back as gently as I can, then toss the man out of the doorway. It's almost too easy and it's the best option in my book. Getting him out of my way is better than killing him.
He lands by the nurses station down the hall and skids a few feet before stopping. He's not hurt, as he lifts himself off the ground to gape at me. The other bodyguards tense up and look my way, both shocked and prepared for a fight.
I cross my arms over my chest and shrug when Mariam reprimands me softly under her breath. "We were hired," I say, loud enough so everyone can hear. Then I focus on the guard I threw. "Don't pick a fight you can't win, boyo." It's a clear threat and, by the expression on his face, the guard doesn't miss it.
No one says anything else, and the air on the floor is tense. Mariam settles beside me to make sure I don't do something further, something stupid. I breathe deep to take in the scent of crushed leaves and disturbed dirt. My stance softens.
Clearing his throat, a slim man with soft, brown hair steps out of the room beside Emma's. I eye him suspiciously. He doesn't look like a typical guard, and he clearly witnessed me throw his buddy, yet he's calm and collected.
He stops at a respectable distance from Mariam and I, and raises his eyebrows. "You're Cas?" he asks, his gaze on me.
Mariam takes a step forward and answers for me. "Yes, she is. I'm Mariam, her caretaker."
"I'm Richard," he says, holding out his hand for Mariam to shake. "I'm supposed to be the other caretaker."
Mariam takes his hand and shakes cautiously. "Sorry about your boy there. Cas is... protective." She smiles and steps back, then glares at me from behind her glasses.
"He shouldn't touch a lady," I grumble, looking away. "Rude..."
Mariam ignores me but Richard laughs. "That's fine," he says. "All the guys needed to see what they were dealing with. Besides, she's right. He shouldn't have touched you. He was out of line."
I grin widely and nudge Mariam, who whispers for me to knock it off. Whatever, I was in the right. Even Richard said so. He seems like a pretty okay guy to me and I think I can grow to like him. Mariam, on the other hand, clearly already likes him. There's a slight blush creeping up her neck and she's fiddling with her glasses like a goober. I've seen Mariam with a crush before but this is hilarious.
I can see why Mariam is acting ridiculous, though. Richard is a good looking guy. He's has that boyish smile and white teeth, his short hair perfectly combed and parted. He even has the perfect amount of stubble on his jaw. Better than average features, I think. He's not my type but I can see the appeal.
When no one says anything for a while, I cough. Mariam manages to tear her eyes away from Richard's long enough to look at me. "Are we going to go inside the room to meet Emma or what?" I ask. Jeez. These two boobs can ogle each other later. Unfortunately, I've got a job to do, even if I don't want to do it.
Richard chuckles and clears his throat, his ears crimson, his smile sheepish. He gathers himself then nods and looks towards the various men around. "It's okay, everyone," he says, his composure professional again. "She's with me. Get back to your posts, and Shaun?" He looks to the man that I threw down the hall. "You can stay where you are. We don't need you to watch the door anymore."
Shaun grumbles and leans on the nurse's desk like he doesn't have a care in the world. But when a few guys around him laugh, his jaw clenches. I roll my eyes at his discomfort. I really don't care that he's butthurt about getting his backside handed to him. He brought it on himself.
Sticking my tongue out him, I spin on my heel, then flip him off behind my back. Richard holds out his arm to Emma's room and waits for Mariam and I to walk in before he does himself. How polite.
I step in after Mariam and look around, though I don't know why. Every hospital room is exactly the same- boring and sad. This room is no different. Antiseptic stench is present, too. Hospital's are not a fun place to be, even normal ones like these. The facility ruined healing places like these for me.
Focusing on the only bed in the room, I pucker my lips and stick my hands in my pockets. Richard stands off to the side and shuts his mouth while Mariam pushes me forward. I don't want to introduce myself, I don't want to be here it all. Mariam pushes me again and I sigh, then step closer to the bed and study the woman in it. Emma, I assume.
She's sitting up in bed with her nose in a book and doesn't acknowledge anyone. I know she knows we're here. She has to. Grunting, I narrow my eyes and tilt my head to the side. Emma's face has a few bandages on it, presumably where the glass shards were, and she's bruised here and there. For what she's been through she doesn't look so bad. It's her hair, I think, that makes her appear put together. It's been brushed and coifed perfectly around her face, the blonde waves near her cheeks curling to touch just under her chin. The rest hangs loosely around her shoulders and shines marvelously. Who in their right mind would be worried about their hair after a car accident?
Without looking up, Emma finally speaks. "What was that noise?" she asks, her voice soft and unconcerned.
Oh, lucky her. Not a care in the world thanks to daddy's money. How irritating. Ticked, I put all my weight on one leg and lift my chin. "I threw that asshole guarding your door down the hall," I answer simply, hoping to get a rise out of Emma. Unfortunately, it doesn't work.
Mariam elbows me in the ribs and whispers for me to behave. I scowl and shrug back at her, blowing air out of my nose. I'm not going to stifle myself for some girl that can't even bother to look at me, no matter how cute she is. I mean- wait. Stupid Mariam and Richard have got me thinking about crushes. Damn them.
Clearing my mind, I look at Emma and wait for some kind of response, a real response to my presence. Emma reads for a few more seconds, her face stoic, then she puts her bookmark in between the pages and closes the book with care. She gives the cover a small, secretive smile, making me wonder what she had just read. Then, finally, she raises her head to look at me... and surprise makes its way onto her face.
What's with that kind of reaction? I'm clean and showered and definitely don't stink. I'm not ugly, at least I don't think, so what's the deal? "What?" I ask, frowning. I want to know why my face caused such surprise.
"I wasn't expecting..." Emma trails off, making my frown deepen. She puts her book onto the table next to her bed then looks back at me. She bites her lip, hesitant. "Someone like you," she finishes lamely.
I huff and cross my arms. Someone like me? A woman? Her answer better be a good one. "What do you mean someone like me?" My tone is harsher than I intended, but I'm irritated.
Mariam steps next to Emma's bed and holds out her hand. "Please excuse Cas' attitude. I'm Mariam, her caretaker."
Emma takes her eyes from me to smile at Mariam, shaking her hand. "Nice to meet you. I'm assuming you two are the ones my dad hired to protect me?"
"Yes. Cas here is the one, really. I'm just here to make sure she doesn't get out of hand." Mariam takes her hand back and moves away from the bed to glare at me without Emma noticing. I return Mariam's glare, not caring that Emma could see.
There's a ghost of a smile on Emma's face as she nods and looks to me. "Nice to meet you, Cas. And what I meant by someone like you, I mean't I wasn't expecting someone that looks as fragile as you. It has nothing to do with your gender or how shabby you look." She smirks at this. "I was expecting a wrestler looking type."
I turn my glare on her. Her words were not so veiled 'criticisms.' I do not look shabby or fragile. Careless, maybe, but not shabby or fragile. "Cute," I mutter.
"Thank you," Emma says, wrapping some of her hair around her first finger. "I think the bandages enhance my look."
I shoot her daggers, but am slightly amused. Emma is going to be a handful. She's not afraid to mess with me, but I'm not sure if that's good or bad. "That's not what I meant," I tell her. How is she going to respond?
Emma smiles. "Well, that's how I took it."
Oh, a sassy one. I can only guess that she enjoys confrontation. Well, then I'll give it to her. "I should have left you under that car," I say, curious to the response to it.
Mariam turns to face me. "Cas!"
I don't even spare Mariam a glance. "What? If she wants to play then I'll play. She won't live long if she can't finish what she started." My eyes are studying Emma, searching, but her face is like stone.
Mariam bites her tongue when I flick my eyes to her. She knows I'm not really mad so she's going to let me continue. I'm not going to get out of control.
"You're the one that saved me?" Emma asks quietly. Her eyes are downcast and she's fiddling with her hospital issued blanky. Is she... nervous? It seems like it.
"Yeah," I answer, a bit put off. Why is she nervous? She was so willing to play a moment ago. "Whole lot of good that did me, huh?" I say cautiously. I know I shouldn't continue prodding but I have to know how the game ends.
Richard, silent this whole time, finally talks. "Now that's unnecessary." He takes a step forward, his arm outstretched. "You have no right to-"
"Stop," Emma interrupts. "Leave her alone."
"But Emma she-" Richard shuts up when Emma looks up to give him a sharp glare. He purses his lips in discomfort.
"Enough," Emma says. "She saved my life."
"That doesn't give her the right to-"
"I said enough." Emma's voice is ice cold, and Richard stops arguing. He takes a step back when she sighs. "She saved me. She's the only reason I'm here right now and not in the morgue. I could have died out there in the street, whether from freezing or never being found or... Just leave her alone, okay?"
My face softens at her words. I guess I was a little harsh, continuing the game like that. She was just testing the waters with me and I was trying to drown her. I'll take responsibility for that. "I'm sorry," I whisper, shuffling my feet.
Emma waves her hand dismissively. "It's fine," she says. "I was messing with you and you defended yourself. Like you said, I won't live long if I can't finish what I started. Did I finish to your satisfaction?"
I smile at her words, giving a firm nod. Mariam chuckles and shakes her head. She fixes her glasses amd moves towards the door, letting her hand drag over my back as she passes. The scent of crushed petals fills my nostrils and Emma's sheepish smile fills my vision.
Maybe this whole thing won't be such a bust after all.
My stomach feels empty as I watch Mariam pace in front of Emma's house. Gravel crunches under Mariam's feet and she can't seem to stop adjusting her glasses on her face. I know she's worried about me, she has to be, but there's no way for us to communicate. She probably things I'm still off dispatching the man behind Emma's assassination attempts. I finished almost an hour ago, but I'm not ready to see everyone yet. So, I'm sitting beside the mansion's gates, hidden by early morning darkness.I scratch my arm and crusted blood flakes away from my skin. My mind replays what I had done earlier and I sigh, knowing I'm going to have to face everyone soon if only to tell them there's a hell of a mess to be cleaned. But at least Emma's safe now. Safe enough, at least. Roger is still a threat in my mind and I don't want him anywhere near Emma. I don't care that she's his daughter, he doesn't deserve her, not after what he's done.My fists clench as I think about all the things I want to do t
The speeches seem to last a lifetime, and they all have the same ending. 'Please donate', 'have a good time', 'enjoy the night.' I've finished my food already, as has everyone else at the table, and I'm counting the thorns on the roses of our table centerpiece. I wonder why the thorns were left alone, making the roses that much more dangerous.Finally, the last speech finishes and there's a round of applause. I clap, too, just to follow along, and survey the room. The atmosphere returns to how it was before- the dancing and drinking- and I wish I could enjoy this night along with everyone else. Now that there's nothing to stop her from talking, Mariam turns to me, her expression an odd one. Her jaw clenches and she takes a glance at Emma, who's sipping at a fresh glass of water. I gulp and scratch the back of my ear just as Roger excuses himself. He doesn't seem to have noticed Emma and I dancing and I thank the heavens for small favors.Mariam's eyes trail Roger as he stops to talk t
I'm allowed to sleep in since we don't have to leave until late in the night, and I enjoy every moment of it. My bed is so comfy that I don't want to leave it. But then Mariam knocks on my door and ruins all the fun. Antony lets her in, giving me a nod, and I sit up just so I don't have to hear Mariam hound me."Time to get up," she says much too cheerily, opening the curtains. The sky is already darkening outside and only the bare minimum of light seeps into my room.I groan and scratch my head, looking Mariam up and down. She's wearing a cobalt blue pencil dress that's perfect for her petite frame. I've seen her wear it once before a long time ago."Am I the only one not ready?" I croak, getting out of bed."Emma's finishing up right now. But yes, you're basically the last one. We have enough time, though."I pad to the bathroom and start the tap so I can wash my face and brush my teeth. "By what you're wearing, I'm guessing I'm supposed to dress up."Mariam fills the bathroom doorw
Emma's stomach began rumbling mid make-out and I didn't want go any further, so we head downstairs, Terry and Antony in tow. My lips tingle oddly and my fingers itch to be linked with Emma's, but I don't want our relationship to be known, or whatever it is we have together. We're not dating but we're definitely more than friends. Kissing buddies, maybe.When we reach the kitchen Emma rummages around the refrigerator for something to eat while Terry, Antony, and I stand around, giving each other a wide berth. I haven't seen Mariam or Richard since coming down from my room but I'm sure they're lurking somewhere, waiting to bombard Emma and I with a few choice words. Mariam would probably want to make sure I'm getting along with the new guards, too.I snap out of my thoughts when Emma offers me some of her sandwich. She's holding it out in front of me, urging me to take a bite. I heat and glance at Terry and Antony. They haven't reacted to the cozy way Emma is being but I still don't lik
Snorting, I jerk awake. Drool is stuck to the side of my mouth and I wipe it away while I blink the sleep from my eyes. My body feels exhausted and dehydrated, and I remember that I had been crying. Face hot in embarrassment, I swivel my head around to try to find Emma, hoping she's not laughing at me and my momentary crack.There's no one around but I hear noise coming from the bathroom. I sit up in bed and run a hand through my gnarled hair. "Emma?" I try, my voice husked with sleep.The toilet flushes, then the tap starts. "In here," she calls out. "Hold on." Some more noise- her drying her hands, blowing her nose- then the bathroom door opens and she steps out. A smile is on her face and she looks rejuvenated. I probably look a mess. "Finally awake, huh?" she chuckles, walking over to the bed."Uh, yeah," I say, cautiously. Emma's acting weird, and not her normal weird. She's gazing at me too sweet. "How long have I been out?"Emma lays down beside me. "A few hours. Terry's checke
Unsurprisingly, I find Emma in the library, her nose in a book. I'm quiet as I approach and Emma doesn't look up. I don't think she knows I've found her yet, and I'm a bit nervous, so I remain just outside the room, watching. Emma's put her hair up in a messy bun, stray strands strewn about her face, and she has her bookmark between her teeth. Her eyes remain in the same spot on the page in front of her and her bookmark is getting more punishment than it deserves. Her anger at her father is clearly nowhere near being over. The news about our entourage probably isn't helping at all.Scratching the back of my neck, I slowly step into the library, almost expecting a harsh glare and the command to go away. It's my job to monitor Emma all day, every day, but I'd give her space if she needed it.I clear my throat to make my presence known and Emma's head jerks up. She stares at me, her bookmark held between her teeth. I scuff my foot on the carpet and stick my hands in my pockets. "Uh... Wh
I keep my lips sucked into my mouth as I head downstairs. Somehow I feel as though if I keep my lips hidden, no on will be able to see Emma there. It's stupid but it makes the knots in my stomach loosen enough to know that I'm hungry. I don't feel the need to vomit anymore.As I step foot into the dining room I spot Mariam's profile, and I immediately spin around. I may be hungry but I'm not that hungry. Unfortunately, I wasn't fast enough."Cas?"I still just outside the dining room and hold my breath. I know I'm out of Mariam's line of sight and maybe if I pretend I'm invisible it'll be true."Cas, I know that's you. Come in here."For a second I actually contemplate running away. But I sigh, knowing I can't hide from Mariam forever. I have to deal with this and take my punishment. Gathering my strength, I turn around and square my shoulders, then walk into the dining room. Mariam is sitting at the dining table, Richard across from her, but there's someone else sitting, too. I pause
Water droplets drip onto my shirt and soak into the material. I pat my hair dry then shake it out, making a funny noise with my mouth. I've been spending all morning pumping myself up for the talk I promised myself I'd have with Emma. My shower ran long as I tried to figure out what I might say, and I came up with moot.Sighing, I brush my hair off my forehead and head out of my bedroom. I'm still not entirely sure what I'll say to Emma, but I think I can fake it long enough for Emma to get her feelings out. Hopefully she'll keep talking and all I'll have to do is listen. By the end, if everything goes well, Emma will have vented and I'll feel better knowing I won't have to walk on eggshells.I arrive before Emma's door and remain still, listening for signs of life. Sometimes she's downstairs before I'm awake and ready but this morning she's still in her room. I hear her reading, the soft hush of pages turning telling me so. I don't blame her for not being out and about yet. She proba
Security goes into a frenzy as the girls and I step through the front gates. Mariam and Richard have been alerted via ear bud and the girls are ushered inside, surrounded by guards, while I stay out front to talk to Steve. He notices my wounds but doesn't react since I'm not making a big deal out of them. I tell him how we snuck out much too easily and that he should bulk up near the privacy trees. I also suggest a more advanced camera system for the house and bring up my idea about motion sensors in the backyard. Steve nods along, mumbling his agreement."Caaaaas!"I wince at Mariam's holler and smile gratefully when Steve gives me an apologetic look and hurries away. I steel myself for Mariam's oncoming storm, feeling a burning sensation in my shoulder. My wound must be healing."Cas!" Mariam stomps up to me, her eyes on fire. "Are you insane? My God! You snuck out of the house, so stupid. You're job is to keep Emma safe not take her into danger!""I know," I mumble.Mariam breathes