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BIANCA POV I drove home in silence, my hands gripping the steering wheel so tightly my knuckles turned white. The house was dark when I arrived, exactly as I'd left it—the forgotten cake still sitting on the counter, the candles I'd bought still in their package, the birthday I'd hoped might finally matter nothing but another day that proved how little I did. Just then, a notification popped up on my phone: Mia had posted something new. My thumb scrolled mechanically through Mia's F******k album, titled "Our Journey - 47/100." Forty-seven activities down, fifty-three to go. The new post is a photo. There they were: Matthew, Theo, and Mia. His hand rested on Mia's shoulder, protective and tender. And, Theo sat on her lap, his arms wrapped around her neck. The caption read: "My amazing birthday!" I sat in the empty house, staring at a photo on my phone until my eyes burned. I could not believe this, that my husband and son would hurt me like this, showing no regard for my feelings. Where did the kind, attentive husband of mine go? And my sweetest son? This wasn't what my family was like before Matthew’s first love came back. Matthew and Theo was once treating me like I was invincible. Especially Matthew, back then he actually cared about me, took care of me even when he told me from the onset that what we had was a marriage of convenience and he doesn't love me, he still stood up for me, when the pack questioned my integrity as a rogue wolf. Those moments had kept me going. Until now. Perhaps the Moon goddess had corrected all the mistakes. Matthew and I were never meant to be on the same path. Our meeting had been nothing but a mistake... The first time I'd met Matthew, I'd been running through his territory, half-dead from wounds inflicted by the pack that had cast me out. I'd been born a rogue, my mother having been expelled from her pack before my birth. We'd survived on the fringes, never belonging anywhere, always moving. When she'd died, I'd been seventeen and alone, using the healing skills she'd taught me to trade for food and shelter wherever I could. That night, I'd stumbled upon Matthew lying in a ravine, poisoned by silver and bleeding from multiple wounds. His pack had left him for dead after an ambush, unable to find him in the darkness. I should have kept walking. A rogue helping an Alpha was dangerous—it created a debt, a connection, and connections could be used against you. But I'd never been able to walk past someone in pain. I'd spent three days nursing him back to health in a cave, using every technique my mother had taught me. When he'd finally opened his eyes, strong enough to speak, he'd looked at me with gratitude and something else—something that had made my foolish heart hope. "You saved my life," he'd said, his voice rough. "I owe you." I'd left before he could fully recover, before he could feel obligated to do more than heal. I'd learned early that debts owed to rogues were rarely paid with kindness. But fate, it seemed, had other plans. Six months later, I'd been working at a healing house in a neutral territory when Matthew had stumbled in, drugged with a powerful aphrodisiac by enemies who'd hoped to compromise him. I'd been the only healer on duty that night, and when he'd grabbed my arm, his eyes unfocused and desperate, I'd seen him truly for the first time. He'd also seen me—or rather, he'd seen what he wanted to see. "Mia," he'd breathed, his hands cupping my face. "Mia, is it really you?" I should have corrected him. Should have pushed him away and let the drug run its course, painful but harmless in the long run. But he'd looked at me with such naked longing, such desperate need, and I'd been so tired of being invisible, of being unwanted. So I'd let him believe I was someone else. Just for one night. One single night of being looked at like I mattered, like I was precious, like I was loved. The next morning, when the drug had worn off and he'd realized his mistake, the horror in his eyes had cut deeper than any blade. But there had been honor too, that rigid Alpha honor that wouldn't let him simply walk away from what he'd done. "I took your innocence," he'd said, his voice flat. "I'll take responsibility." Not "I care for you." Not "I want to make this right because you matter to me." Just... responsibility. An obligation. A burden he'd bear because his code demanded it. When I'd discovered I was pregnant two months later, that burden had become permanent. We'd married in a small ceremony with no joy and few witnesses. His pack had been furious—an Alpha marrying a rogue was scandal enough, but one he'd been forced to marry out of duty was even worse. I'd endured their cold stares and whispered insults, had smiled through the thinly veiled hostility, because at least I had a home. At least my child would have a pack, a place to belong. And Matthew had held my hand tightly that day. "She's my wife," he'd said, his voice steel. "She's your Luna. And she's earned her place here a hundred times over. Anyone who disagrees can challenge me directly." After that, no one had openly questioned my fitness as Luna. I'd carried that moment like a talisman, proof that maybe he was starting to see me as more than just an obligation. But Mia's return had shattered even those small illusions. At nine-thirty, headlights finally swept across the living room windows. I heard voices in the driveway—three, not two. My stomach dropped as the door opened and Theo tumbled in, followed by Matthew and Mia. Mia. In my house. At nine-thirty at night.Chapter 90MATTHEWI sat across from Dr. Fisher in her office while Theo played quietly in the waiting room with her assistant, and tried to explain what had happened at the park without making it sound as catastrophic as it felt."He was convinced he saw Bianca," I said, my voice tight. "Heard a woman laugh and call to her son, and he just—he ran after her. Pushed through crowds of people, completely focused on this woman who he thought was his mother."Dr. Fisher made a note on her tablet, her expression carefully neutral. "And when he reached her?""It wasn't Bianca. Just a woman with similar hair color and height. Theo was—" I stopped, remembering my son's face when the stranger turned around. The hope dying in his eyes. "He was devastated. Completely broke down. Started crying and saying he'd really seen her, that it was really her voice.""How did you respond?""I tried to explain that his brain was playing tricks on him. That he wanted to see Bianca so badly that he'd convinced
Chapter 89THEOHe gathered up our blanket and my toys, keeping one arm around me the whole time. Other families were staring at us—probably because I'd been shouting and crying—but I didn't care.Let them stare. They all had their mamas. They didn't understand.The walk back to the car felt really long. Dad kept his hand on my shoulder, like he was worried I'd run off again. I wouldn't, though. There was no point in running. Mama wasn't here. She was gone, and I needed to stop looking for her.But that was easier to think than to actually do.In the car, Dad didn't start driving right away. He just sat there, his hands on the steering wheel, staring at nothing."I'm sorry," he finally said. "I'm sorry I couldn't save her. I'm sorry I made choices that hurt both of you. I'm sorry you have to grow up without your mama."I didn't answer. Didn't know what to say.Sorry didn't bring Mama back. Sorry didn't make the hurt go away. Sorry was just a word that grown-ups used when they'd done s
Chapter 88 THEOSomething slammed into me from the side.A kid on a scooter, not looking where he was going, crashed right into my legs. I went down hard, my hands scraping on the wood chips that covered the playground.My dinosaurs flew out of my pockets, scattering everywhere."Sorry!" the kid on the scooter yelled, already zooming away. I scrambled to grab my toys before they got stepped on. The T-Rex rolled under a bench, and I had to crawl after it. The Triceratops landed near someone's foot, and I snatched it up quickly before it could get crushed. By the time I'd gathered all my dinosaurs, clutching them against my chest, I looked up frantically. The woman was gone. No. No, no, no— I scanned the playground desperately. There—I saw the blue sweater, moving away through the crowd. She was holding the little boy's hand, walking toward the parking lot. I ran. Pushed through families and jumped over backpacks and didn't care when people called after me to slow down. I had to
Chapter 87 THEO I sat on the blanket Dad had spread out under a big tree, clutching the stuffed wolf Mama had given me last year. It was getting old and worn, one ear was coming loose, but I wouldn't let Dad replace it. This was from Mama. One of the last things she'd bought me before she went away forever. "You okay, buddy?" Dad asked, settling down beside me with a heavy sigh. He'd been sighing a lot lately. Dr. Fisher said that meant he was sad too, that grown-ups had feelings just like kids even if they didn't always show them. "I'm okay," I said, even though I wasn't sure if that was true. Dr. Fisher had given me homework today—to go to the park and try to play with other kids. To practice having fun again, she'd said. Because apparently I'd forgotten how to have fun after Mama died. I looked around the BloodMoon Kid's Park. It was huge, way bigger than the parks back home. There were swings and slides and climbing structures that looked like castles. Kids were running ever
Chapter 86RIVERABecause that was the fear I'd been suppressing for weeks. That Bianca would remember she had a child, a son she'd given birth to and raised for four years. That maternal bond didn't just disappear because a husband was terrible.What if she wanted Theo back? What if she decided her real family her actual son, her legal marriage even if it was supposedly dissolved mattered more than the makeshift family she'd built with Louis and me?"Lucian," Klaus said gently. "You're spiraling. I can see it.""Am I?" I looked at him. "Her son is here. Her actual child, not the boy she's helping out of obligation or affection. What if she finds out and realizes she wants her old life back?""Her old life involved a husband who tried to kill her," Elijah pointed out. "I don't think she's nostalgic for that.""But Theo—" I stopped, trying to articulate the fear that had been growing. "She gave birth to him. Raised him. That's not something you just walk away from, even if the marriag
Chapter 85RIVERA"We have a betting pool going," Mikael added. "Klaus thinks you'll propose within six months. I'm betting a year. Elijah thinks you're too emotionally constipated to ever actually commit, and Roy is withholding judgment until he completes his research on your relationship patterns.""My relationship patterns?" I took a long drink of whiskey."You have a type," Roy said seriously. "Intelligent, independent women with healing abilities who don't take your shit. Your wife fit the profile, and from what I've observed about Dr. Morrison, she does too."Klaus laughed at my expression. "Relax, Lucian. We're happy for you. Genuinely happy. You've been alone too long, and Louis needs a mother figure.""Bianca's more than a mother figure," I said, then paused, realizing how defensive I sounded. "She's—she's become essential. To both of us. And I don't know what I'd do if she left.""Have you told her who you are yet?" Elijah asked, his tone carefully neutral.And there it was.







