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BIANCA POV Wearing one of Matthew's jackets over her party dress, Mia laughed at something my husband had said. "Mama!" Theo ran to me, frosting still crusted at the corners of his mouth. "Aunty Mia came home with us! She's staying over because it's her birthday and I asked if she could and Daddy said yes!" The room tilted slightly. I looked past my son to Matthew, who had the grace to look uncomfortable. "It's just for one night," he said quickly. "Theo wanted her to stay, and since it's her birthday—" "Bianca, I hope it's okay." Mia's voice was soft, apologetic, perfectly pitched. "Theo was so sweet, asking if I could stay for a sleepover, and I didn't want to disappoint him on my birthday..." I forced a smile that felt like glass cutting my face. "Of course. How could I say no to the birthday girl? Especially one who shares the same birthday as me." Matthew and Mia both froze. Only Theo, sweet and oblivious missed the meaning in my words. "Yay!" Theo jumped up and down. "Can Aunty Mia sleep in the guest room next to mine?" "We'll see, baby. It's very late. You need to get ready for bed." I kept my voice light, controlled, even as fury burned through my veins. "But Daddy said—" "Theo, listen to your mother." Matthew's voice held a warning. "Go brush your teeth. Now." Our son's face fell, but he obeyed, trudging up the stairs. "I'll just go freshen up," Mia said softly, following Theo upstairs with an ease that suggested she knew exactly where the guest bathroom was. The moment she disappeared, I turned to Matthew. "Our bedroom. Now." I closed the bedroom door behind us with deliberate calm, my hands shaking as I faced my husband. "What the hell was that?" I kept my voice low, aware that Mia was somewhere upstairs, probably listening. Matthew ran his hand through his hair. "Bianca, before you overreact, let me explain. Theo asked if Mia could stay. It's her birthday. He was so excited, and she has no family, no one to celebrate with. What was I supposed to say? It's just one night. One night. She'll be gone in the morning." "What about my birthday? I asked. Matthew froze, his hand covering his chin in helpless frustration. I continued, forcing myself to calm down. "You dismissed my birthday, and now brought her with you like it's completely normal!" "It is normal! She's my best friend, Bianca. She's dying. Our son adores her. What exactly is the problem here? He paused, his hands opened, like an unbelievable gesture, seeing nothing wrong with his behaviour. "This is about boundaries, Matthew! This is about respect! This is about the fact that you keep prioritizing her over me, over our marriage, over everything!" "I'm not prioritizing anyone! I'm trying to help someone who's dying make the most of her final months. Matthew continued, raking a hand through his hair feeling frustrated with this conversation. “I'm trying to balance all of this while you act like every kind gesture is a betrayal. Do you hear yourself? You're jealous of a dying woman." "I'm not jealous—" "Yes, you are! I thought you'd be compassionate. But instead, you're making this about you. You're asking me to choose between being a decent person and making you comfortable." Matthew's voice was hard, devoid of emotions and his gaze was cruel, like he was speaking to a stranger. “Mia is staying tonight because Theo asked. It's her birthday. She has no one else. If you can't be compassionate enough to handle one night, then that says more about you than it does about me." The words hit like physical blows. I stared at my husband, this man I'd saved, married, given a son to, and saw clearly that he would never choose me. Not over duty. Not over honor. Not over her. "Get out," I whispered. "Bianca—" "Get out of this room. Now." I yelled. He stared at me for a long moment, then turned and left. I closed the door behind him, my hand shaking on the knob. Through the wood, I heard his voice, low and apologetic. "Sorry about that. Bianca's just tired. It's been a long day." Mia's soft response was too quiet to hear, but I could imagine it—understanding, sympathetic, perfectly calibrated to make him feel justified. I pressed my back against the door and slid down to the floor. Four years of marriage. . Four years of waiting for him to see me, choose me, love me. And here I was, locked in my own bedroom while my husband comforted another woman in my hallway. I was tired. So incredibly, bone-deep tired. I buried my face in my knees and finally let myself acknowledge the truth I'd been avoiding for thirteen months. This marriage was over. It had been over the moment Mia came back into our lives. I’d just been too afraid to admit it, and too scared to drag Theo into a life as a rogue with me. But I didn’t know how much longer I could keep holding on...Chapter 148MATTHEW"I am, yes. I have some matters to attend to in Silver Moon territory and the surrounding region over the next few days. I have some people that I do need to meet, so I felt like I should reach out, settle all awkwardness between us" He said it lightly, informatively. Nothing in his tone suggested anything other than routine business travel. "I could come to your office tomorrow morning, if that's convenient? I won't take much of your time.""Ten o'clock," I said. "That gives me time to deal with the morning essentials first.""Perfect. Ten o'clock." A warm pause. "And how is Theo? I hope the transition back has been smooth."The question was natural, concerned, something that showed someone who had been genuinely invested in the outcome of Theo's treatment,I had no rational reason to hear anything in it beyond what it was.And yet."He's adjusting well," I said. "Better than I'd hoped.""I'm very glad to hear t
Chapter 147MATTHEWTheo turned from the window and looked at me directly, and I was struck, as I was regularly struck, by how much of Bianca was in his face. It was almost as if Bianca never left."She said that sometimes I would find things that reminded me of Mama very deeply and it was something to not be afraid or sad about. She also told me that it could come in any shape. Like a familiar smell or a color or someone's voice, or someone who looked like her from far away. And she said that it didn't mean I was having a breakdown, and it didn't mean I was confused about what was real. It meant my heart still knew Mama's shape, and when it found something that matched that shape even a little bit, it noticed." He paused. "She said instead of being scared when that happened, I could acknowledge it. I could say, I notice this, and it makes me think of Mama, and that's because I loved her and she loved me." Another pause, as he was playing with his fingers before he added in a much sm
Chapter 146MATTHEWThe school pickup line moved at the pace it always moved, which was to say approximately the pace of a glacier melting, which required a level of patience that I had never thought I was capable of having, and I spent the fifteen minutes of waiting doing what I'd been doing for most of the past three days—turning the same set of facts over in my mind and failing to find an arrangement of them that made comfortable sense.Two high-ranking officials from BloodMoon City wanted to attend my pack assembly.That was the fact I kept returning to. Not because it was impossible, because this happened before, volunteers from other packs visiting a neighbouring pack, was common, but what made it impossible like to me, was because of the specific combination. The Alpha King himself, who by all accounts had barely engaged with external relations in five years, had locked himself up behind his doors after the death of his mate and focused on just his son was suddenly motivated
Chapter 145BIANCAThe three children sat in their corner of the playground, surrounded by books and dinosaurs, entirely unconcerned with the running and shouting happening around them. The girl had opened one of her books and was reading something aloud—I could tell from the way Theo was listening, head slightly tilted, the posture of someone taking in information. The boy had his book open on the ground in front of all three of them, something with photographs, something they could all look at together.Theo laughed.It was quiet from here—I couldn't hear it through the windows and the distance—but I could see it. The way his shoulders moved, the way his face changed, the brief flash of that grin that was almost his old grin.My eyes burned.He was okay. He was going to be okay. Not perfectly, not without cost, not without the shape of loss remaining in him for a very long time. But he had friends who sat in his corner. He had dino
Chapter 144BIANCAHe was carrying something. A small bag, canvas, worn at the strap in the way that meant it had been used constantly and handled with the particular intensity of a child who didn't separate easily from objects they'd decided were important.I recognized the bag.I'd bought it for him at a market stall eight months ago, before everything, because he'd seen it and pointed at it with the wordless urgency of a child who doesn't yet have language for wanting something. It had been red then. It was still red, faded now at the edges, one of the strap buckles replaced with something that didn't quite match.He'd kept it. Matthew had kept it for him.My throat closed.Theo moved to a section of the playground near the far fence—not the climbing equipment, not the open space where most of the children were running, but a quieter corner near a low bench where there was a small patch of level ground. He set his bag down with the careful
Chapter 143KLAUS"Yes. The full information needs to come from someone he has reason to trust and context to understand. Klaus Blackwood from BloodMoon City is—" I paused. "He has no reason to trust me beyond the fact that I have resources and I called. That's not enough for what he actually needs to know." "Tell me what you know about the preparation work Voss is doing. Specifically what she's building, what it will look like from a magical signature standpoint, and what I'd need to do to counteract it."This was what I'd hoped for and expected. Bianca operating as the resource she was—not as the object of everyone's protective instincts but as the person best equipped to address the specific problem at hand.I pulled up Roy's documentation and began walking her through it.We worked for ninety minutes, until Lucian appeared in the doorway looking like a man who'd also not slept, followed shortly by Elijah and Mikael and Roy in various states of early-morning functionality.By five
Chapter 11BIANCALooking at Louis who looked at me, a bit frightened about the test, made my maternal heart ache a bit as I shook my head and gave him a reassuring smile."Not at all. You might feel a little warm, like sitting in sunshine, but it won't hurt you. I promise."I glanced at the door,
Chapter 12 BIANCA The papers felt like lead in my hands as I sat across from Marcus in his office. The Beta's workspace was exactly what I'd expected—organized, and a photo of his mate and pups on the desk. A reminder of what a real family looked like. "I know this isn't easy," Marcus said gentl
Chapter 7: MATTHEW The word divorce hit me like a physical blow, knocking the air from my lungs. I stared at Bianca,and couldn't process what I was hearing. "Stop being dramatic," I said, my voice harder than I intended, feeling she was throwing this around just to gain my attention, by being ne
Chapter 9: BIANCA I woke to an empty bed as usual. Matthew had been sleeping in his office ever since he and Mia started that ridiculous bucket list, he claimed it was because of pack business that kept him up late and he did not want to bother me, but I knew better. He was avoiding me, and being







