LOGINI reluctantly dragged myself out of my warm, cozy bed, the familiar sound of my mom’s relentless phone calls echoing through the house like a morning alarm.
The shrill tones of her conversations often made me cringe, and today, I could sense the tension in her voice—it was probably going to be one of those mornings. "Hey, get your ass down here!" she bellowed, her voice slicing through the morning air like a knife. With a resigned sigh, I trudged down the narrow staircase, the wooden steps creaking under my weight. I arrived at the dining table and settled into my usual spot, the chair’s slight wobble a small comfort in the chaos around me. As I began to spoon cereal into my mouth, I couldn’t help but steal a glance at my mom. Her brow furrowed and lips pursed, she was glaring at me as if I were the source of her irritation. The sight was almost comical, and I felt a smirk creeping onto my face as I munched on my breakfast. “Mum, don’t you think people get shorter tempers as they get older?” I ventured, my voice dripping with playful sarcasm. The look she shot me could have burned through steel. Undeterred, I pressed on, “Oh, by the way, I’m staying over at Kaelin’s tonight.” With an exaggerated flick of my wrist, I dropped my spoon into the bowl, signaling my intention to escape the breakfast battleground. “No parties with Kaelin, El!” she shouted after me, her irritation simmering just beneath the surface. I hesitated for a brief moment, weighing my options—should I stand my ground, or retreat to the safety of my room? The question hung in the air, but before I could decide, she muttered under her breath, “Well, when do you ever listen to me?” A low chuckle escaped me as I made my way up to my sanctuary, delighting in the small victory over her annoyance. Just then, my phone buzzed, the vibration sending a thrill of excitement through me. I fished it out of my pocket to read the message from Kaelin: “All black, buddy.” A grin spread across my face as I envisioned our plan for the evening, and with a renewed sense of anticipation, I bounded up the stairs to my room, ready to embrace whatever the day had in store. Since Dad passed away, Mum has become increasingly irritable, reacting to even the smallest of annoyances. The once vibrant conversations she used to have have transformed into endless phone calls that seem to drain her energy and, on occasion, plunge her into a sour mood. As the CEO of a large corporation, the pressures and responsibilities weigh heavily on her without Dad being around anymore, adding to the stress of managing her grief. The relentless demands of her job pitch her into a whirlwind of decision-making and endless meetings, leaving little room for the emotional support she truly needs during this difficult time.ELIAN’S POVAnd somehow Kaelin was the biggest problem in the room even though he wasn’t doing anything except leaning on the wall, half-naked, smoking like we were in some damn music video.Why the hell was he smoking right now?The girl shifted beside me….her hand dragging down my stomach, soft and slow…and my whole body tensed. It was like she couldn’t pick one of us and decided, screw it, she’d touch both. My brain was fried already, and Kaelin wasn’t helping at all.He looked so relaxed.Like we’d done this a hundred times.Like nothing about this was weird.Meanwhile, I felt like my soul was trying to leave my body.“Why’re you acting like this is normal?” I hissed at him, voice cracking halfway through.He didn’t even bother to answer. He just gave me this lazy smile as he stroked himself leisurely, took another drag from his cigarette, and watched me like he had all the time in the world.Then the girl suddenly turned away from me and reached out to him…her tongue tracing his
I watched Elian walk off with her, her arm hooked around his like she owned him already, and I headed for the bar. Max didn’t even wait for me to say anything. he took one look at my face, sighed, and started mixing something strong.I lit a cigarette and blew out a lazy ring of smoke just as Max started shifting awkwardly. He kept glancing at me, fiddling with his phone like he was about to confess a crime.I sighed. “What again?”He froze like a guilty puppy. “Umm… Kaelin, I need a little cash and I was wondering if… I…”“Max.” I cut him off before he could waste my oxygen. “I’ll wire you whatever you want later.”His face brightened instantly, and he grinned like I’d just proposed to him. I couldn’t help the small smile that tugged at my lips.“You should break up with me and start dating him instead,” Ruby said as she suddenly appeared and wrapped me in a quick hug before sitting down.Max laughed, nudging her. “The money’s for that dress you wanted.”Of course it was.I leaned
It’s been a whole week since I watched Elian punch Kaelin in the parking lot, and honestly? My brain hasn’t stopped replaying it. I kept wondering how I’d managed to get everything so wrong.Elian told me what actually happened at the club, and that they were fine now. I’d confessed to him that I felt like I was the reason they fought, but he shut that down quickly. Even Ronald didn’t believe me when I said they were just friends. I had to explain the whole thing before he finally nodded and joked that he wished our friendship looked suspicious enough for people to question it.But they really were okay again. They went right back to how they were before. sitting together, talking, Kaelin still reaching out to touch him every now and then… the same reason I mistook them for dating in the first place.Elian and I were still cool, too. He still hadn’t asked me out yet, but I wasn’t stressing. And weirdly, I was in a good mood today because when I said hi to Kaelin, he actually replied
By the time I left Max, my head was spinning. My legs felt heavier with every step I took toward the stairs. I wasn’t even sure if I was ready to see Kaelin or if I’d completely shut down the moment I did… but my feet kept moving anyway.The club felt too loud, too crowded, too damn bright all of a sudden. I pushed through the doors and stepped outside, letting the cooler night air hit my face. I stood there for a second, breathing hard, rehearsing what I’d say, then erasing it because everything sounded stupid.I was about to head toward my car when headlights flashed across the pavement.A black sports car slowed in front of the entrance.My heart stopped. Literally stopped.Kaelin.He stepped out of the car, shutting the door with that casual, careless confidence he always had. He didn’t seem surprised to see me; more like… resigned. Done.For a full second, he just stood there staring in my direction. His eyes flicked over my face like he couldn’t decide what to feel…hurt, anger,
It’s been almost a week since I last spoke to Kaelin, and honestly… pretending I didn’t miss him was the biggest lie I’ve ever told.And what made everything worse? He didn’t show up at school….not even once….since that day. The reality hit me way too hard: if it wasn’t for me, he wouldn’t even bother coming. That thought alone made my stomach twist.I kept wanting to ask Lloyd if he’d heard from him, but I stopped myself every time. Lloyd would definitely run to tell Kae, and Kae would think I cared.And I shouldn’t care… right?But I’m confused. I was supposed to be the angry one. He was supposed to be guilty.Instead, it feels like I’m the guilty one, and the way he’d looked at me after I punched him… God. It wasn’t shock. It wasn’t even anger.It was disbelief.Like he couldn’t wrap his head around why I thought he’d do something like that…like I’d accused him of something unforgivable.Olivia kept insisting she saw what she saw, and she’s been asking about Kaelin nonstop….asking
The moment I drove out of the parking lot, my hands were gripping the wheel so tight my knuckles turned white.I could still feel the sting from Elian’s punch. not from the pain, but from the sheer fucking nerve of it.If it were anyone else, they’d be in a hospital bed by now. I knew that for a fact. One solid hit from me, and that’d be it. Game over.But it was him.And that’s what pissed me off the most.I slammed my fist into the steering wheel…once, twice, then again, until the horn blared angrily. “Fuck!” I shouted, leaning back in the seat, chest heaving.How could he think I’d do something like that?The club incident… he completely twisted it in his head. I didn’t touch him. He was drunk off his ass, pouring whiskey all over himself and mumbling nonsense. I carried him to one of the private lounges, changed his soaked clothes, and that was it. I didn’t even stick around long enough to hear him snore.And now he’s out here calling me a pervert.I exhaled sharply, dragging a ha







