تسجيل الدخولUnspoken Desires - Chapter 31
Vincent Lessia lay heavy in my arms. Two bullets lodged in her chest; bullets that were meant for me. How fucking stupid had I been? I let jealousy cloud my head, and I got drunk. I barely registered Cesare’s gun still trained on me until he barked, “Benedetti, let Karen go and face me!” I heard the police sirens wailing in the distance and noticed the restaurant had emptied fast, the patrons scattering. “I said let her go!” Cesare thundered again. My vision blurred, so I closed my eyes, as Lessia’s blood started to soak my shirt. “Fuck, Benedetti’s in shock,” someone hissed behind Cesare. I watched as Cesare turned to see who it was. One of his Camorra brothers stepped forward, gun leveled at his temple. “For betraying our capo and his wife,” the man snarled, pulling the trigger. Cesare jerked once, then slumped. “We’ve got to move,” someone shouted, but I barely heard them. I refused to let Lessia go. Two hulking men grabbed my arms, but I twisted free, desperate to stay with her. One hauled me upright. The other swung, connecting with my jaw. Stars erupted behind my eyes; and then darkness swallowed me. ———————- Sareena I told Damian to run back to the safe house and find me something: isopropyl alcohol, hydrogen peroxide, anything I could use to clean the wound. If he couldn’t, the clearest, highest-proof alcohol they had would do. By the time he returned, I’d already boiled the tools in my trauma kit. It wasn’t the ideal situation, but it would have to do. Damian sat down beside me, as I leaned over Matteo. As gently as I could, I began wiping away the blood from his shoulder. “The bullet went in just above the scapula; right where the trapezius meets the posterior shoulder. It’s lodged in the muscle, but…” “Sareena,” he groaned. “Spare me the anatomy lecture. Just pull it out and stitch me up. I’ve got to get back to my mom and Sophia… and deal with those two bitches.” I had just removed the bullet when Gabriella burst in, breathless and pale. “Lessia’s dead,” she gasped. “She jumped in front of the bullets meant for Vin.” Everyone took off running, leaving me alone with the man who had once kidnapped and tortured me. Matteo let his head fall back against the ground and muttered, “You know, this would be the perfect chance for you to get rid of me.” I paused, stunned by the words. But still, I said nothing. “I am sorry,” he continued. “For what I did to you. But like I told Gabby earlier… it brought Sophia into my life. I can’t regret that.” “Do you love her?” I asked quietly as I finished the last of his stitches. “Or is she just… your sick, twisted way of holding on to Marcella?” “Sareena.” His tone snapped my attention to him. “Look at me.” I did. “I didn’t know what love was until Sophia. We’re both messed up; maybe a match made in hell, but it’s a hell I’d choose every time.” He exhaled, gaze softening. “And you’re wrong if you think she had it easy. After you left, she went through hell. Torture. Abuse. Violence. The kind that twists your mind into something else.” My hands froze. I’d never really thought about what she was dealing with after I left. I swallowed, then asked, “Is it okay if she sees a counselor? I know in our world, therapy’s treated like weakness, but it helped me.” “She’s in counseling. We both are.” He gave a slight nod. “She’s trying to unpack everything she’s kept buried, and I know she wants to fix things with you.” He tried to sit up. “Now enough of the emotional drama. Are you gonna let me up, or are you plotting something sinister?” I smirked, awkwardly trying for humor. “Be good to her… or I swear I’ll use dirty surgical scissors next time.” ———————- Sophia Gabriella and I stayed behind to care for both Grandpa and Grandma Alexandra while the guys went to rescue Sareena and Connie. Damian had settled both my grandparents into one of the guest room earlier, so I headed upstairs to check on them. Sareena had given me clear instructions on how to care for them when I dragged them out. I fully intended to follow them exactly. The IVs she had placed in their arms were nearly finished, so I grabbed some wet wipes from the first aid kit, sterilized the injection sites, then carefully removed the needles and applied pressure before bandaging their hands. Next, I checked their blood pressure. Grandma Alexandra’s was holding steady, still fragile but stable. But Grandpa’s was still too high. “I’m so proud of you, princess,” he whispered. His voice was so faint, I had to lean in to hear him. “This is what I always wanted for you… to find love, to be happy. To be back with your sister. After I’m gone, you’ll need each other.” Tears slipped down my cheeks before I could stop them. He was right. I did need my sister, but I still needed him too. “You can’t go anywhere, Grandpa,” I whispered, squeezing his hand. “We both need you.” He just smiled and closed his eyes. I let them rest and stepped quietly out of the room, wiping my face before heading back to the command center. Gabby was already there, fiddling with the buttons and dials on the comms system. I stood in the doorway for a moment, watching her. “So… how does all this work?” I asked, making her jump. “No clue,” she laughed, pressing a hand to her chest. “They just told me to wear the headset and listen. If someone needs something, they’ll speak into comms and we’ll hear it.” I sat beside her and slipped on a headset. “Anything good?” “They took down Lana and Maria. I heard the gunfire, but the comms went dead right after. No updates since; just silence.” The back door slammed open and Demetrius barreled in, carrying Connie in his arms. Her face was flushed with fever, her breathing shallow. “Girls, a little help here,” he called, already moving toward the hall. “Dr. Feel Good wants a lukewarm bath with Epsom salts for Mrs. Cattaneo. I’ll get her to the bathroom, but after that, she’s all yours. You know how Miguel gets about her.” “I’ve got it,” I said, jumping up. “You stay and listen to the static.” ————- I got Connie settled into the bath and sat beside her, gently holding the hand with the IV still taped in place. Whatever Sareena had given her was finally starting to help. Her fever had dropped a little, and her breathing had eased. After a few minutes, her eyes fluttered open, focus slowly returning. “Sophia,” she rasped. “Sophia, are we finally free?” I smiled through the lump in my throat. “Yeah, Mom. We’re safe now.” Her eyes widened. “Mom? You called me Mom?” Tears welled up in her eyes, fragile and full of emotion. “I’m so happy you’re accepting me as your mother.” I gave her hand a gentle squeeze. “You’re going to be my mother-in-law; it’s basically the same thing. But ‘Mom’ just sounds better.” We both laughed softly, but she knew the truth. So did I. A commotion echoed from down the hall, and Connie gave me a slight nod when I asked if she was okay for a minute. I slipped out and made my way toward the command center. Damian, Maximus, Demetrius, and Davide were huddled around the comms, heads bowed and expressions grim. Something was wrong. And then I saw Gabby; curled up on the couch, sobbing uncontrollably. My heart dropped. The only people still out there were Matteo, Sareena, Vincent… and Lessia. “What happened?” I asked, already rushing toward Gabby. She looked up, her face streaked with tears. “Lessia. Vincent’s jealous stupidity got her killed.” She could barely get the words out. “Matteo’s men got Vincent out safely, but they couldn’t save her. She… she jumped in front of him. Took the two bullets that were meant for him.” My knees buckled slightly, but I held myself upright. Lessia. Oh God. She didn’t deserve that kind of ending. She didn’t deserve to die in someone else’s war. Not like that. She deserved more from this life, and we let her down.EpilogueSareena - One Year LaterThe air in the maternity room smelled like flowers and baby powder, and I couldn’t help but soak it all in.I had just helped with Gabriella’s delivery. She just gave birth to my god-son; the most beautiful baby boy I’d ever seen. He has thick dark hair, pouty lips, and a strong little cry that already sounded like he’d be giving orders by kindergarten.Maximus had cried, when he first held his son. Like, actual tears. And for once, no one gave him hell for being emotional.Gabby was glowing when we finally got her settled in her room—and the second I opened the door, everyone piled in. I gave hugs to Mia, Luca, Julia, Mario, Max, and Mrs. Nazzaro. Saving the longest hug for Vincent.He’s doing so much better. He’s back to his normal carefree fun loving self, but it took months of secret counseling. He actually told his family he was hanging out with us, when he was getting the help he needed. I’m just thankful to have my friend back.I promised Gabby
Unspoken Desires - Chapter 33Gabriella“Mia cara,” Zia said gently through the phone, her voice laced with worry. “Your Zio and your father are both going crazy. Please, come home soon. We can all sit down together and discuss this calmly. Darius is a very nice man. He’s handsome and respectful. You could just meet him.”I swallowed hard, staring out the sitting room window, my pulse thudding in my ears.“Zia,” I said, trying to keep my voice steady, “I’m sorry I took off the way I did… but I won’t let them hurt Max. And I am not meeting or marrying Darius. So stop calling me.”I ended the call before she could respond and let the phone drop onto the couch beside me. My hands were trembling. Whether from anger or fear, I didn’t know anymore.I couldn’t let Dad or Zio hurt Max. Or worse, kill him—just because I fell in love with him.I was about to go find him when Vincent walked in.He looked like hell. His eyes were hollow and distant, his skin pale. He looked like he hadn’t slept i
Unspoken Desires - Chapter 32DamianLessia was dead.Matt and I both knew sending Vincent to protect her was a mistake, but we both had our own personal reasons not to go.Matt was still holed up in the abandoned complex, trying to get Svetlana to talk, but she won’t budge. Not until she sees her uncle, Mikhail. So Davide and Demetrius went to get him.My reason for not going is currently taking care of all our patients: Gino, Alexandra, Constance, Alessandro, and even fussing over Matteo. Watching her work has given me new insight into her thought process in a way it never had before.Miguel Cattaneo is on his way back from Montreal and wants to personally question Maria. Matteo wasn’t thrilled, but that’s between him and Miguel.Vincent’s back too. Sareena gave him a sedative to help him sleep. We’ll get the answers we need tomorrow.⸻I knew it was time to finally call Luca and fill him in. I wasn’t sure how our Capo would react. All of us have been ignoring the calls from New Yor
Unspoken Desires - Chapter 31VincentLessia lay heavy in my arms. Two bullets lodged in her chest; bullets that were meant for me. How fucking stupid had I been? I let jealousy cloud my head, and I got drunk.I barely registered Cesare’s gun still trained on me until he barked, “Benedetti, let Karen go and face me!”I heard the police sirens wailing in the distance and noticed the restaurant had emptied fast, the patrons scattering.“I said let her go!” Cesare thundered again.My vision blurred, so I closed my eyes, as Lessia’s blood started to soak my shirt.“Fuck, Benedetti’s in shock,” someone hissed behind Cesare.I watched as Cesare turned to see who it was. One of his Camorra brothers stepped forward, gun leveled at his temple.“For betraying our capo and his wife,” the man snarled, pulling the trigger.Cesare jerked once, then slumped.“We’ve got to move,” someone shouted, but I barely heard them. I refused to let Lessia go.Two hulking men grabbed my arms, but I twisted free,
Unspoken Desires - Chapter 30MatteoHaving Sophia back safely meant everything, but the joy was short because right now, my entire focus was on one thing: my mom.Before we started moving, I called Dad to bring him up to speed. “Bring her back alive and safe. Kill anybody who touched her,” he ordered.I plan on doing worse than killing them. That would be showing mercy. I want them to suffer; slow, brutal and unforgettable. Every single one of them, anyone who laid a hand on my mother… or my fiancée.“Maria is back inside. Wait until the door closes. Then you can proceed to take out the front guards. And… go!” Davide’s voice crackled in my earpiece.My heart slammed against my ribs. Never in a million years did I think I’d be on a mission to rescue my own mother. But here I was, every hour of training, every violent memory, every scar—it all led to this.“Hey Maverick, we got four bogeys down, and we are good to go. Securing the front now,” Demetrius reported through comms.We advanc
Unspoken Desires - Chapter 29SareenaThe door slammed open.Svetlana and Maria walked in, side by side, not a single guard in sight, but we knew better. They were just outside. Close enough to hear everything.“Lana, you told me you cleaned Connie up,” Maria cooed, her voice sickeningly sweet. “This just won’t do.”“I do nothing until you bring me Matthew and Damian.” Svetlana shot back.Constance and I exchanged a look; the disbelief clear in both our eyes. These two had orchestrated 2 flawless kidnappings, and yet here they were, bickering like toddlers. Totally unprepared and disorganized.“Clean her up,” Maria snapped. “Alessandro’s going to wake up soon, and the Viagra will be in full effect.”I felt bile rise in my throat.“Show me proof you do your part,”Lana snapped back. “So far, all you Italian bitches give me is lies. Where is Matthew? Where is Damian?”“There’s a hose outside. Just spray her down. Make her look at least presentable, Miguel won’t buy it if she looks like t







