As we were talking on FaceTime, I asked my new friend how things were going back in Washington.Mallory replied, "It's going okay, but it won't be for long as I got into college in Hawaii for next year. Mom is so excited about moving to Hawaii." "That's wonderful, Lauren! Congratulations!" I yelled from the bedroom.Lauren responded enthusiastically, "Yes, everything is packed and ready to go."After ending the FaceTime call, Kai and I walked down to a nearby ice cream shop and then headed to the beach to watch the surfers. Today was a big day for Dakoda and the guys. Dakoda had become a pro surfer and had overcome a near-death experience on the board. She looked amazing out there in the water. We noticed our friend Mac sitting alone, which was unusual since she and Charlie had recently become a couple.Walking up to Mac, I asked, "Hey Mac, what are you doing here alone, girlfriend?"Mac whispered, "Charlie dumped me," trying to hide her tears. "I'm so sorry. We can talk about it l
Hey Mallory, how are things going back in Washington? I ask my new friend as we were talking on FaceTime. Oh, you know it’s going okay, but it won’t be for long as I got into the college in Hawaii for next year. Mom is so excited about moving to Hawaii. Oh, Lauran that’s wonderful. Hey Kai Lauran, got in. Congratulations! Kai yells from the bedroom. So, you will move down in about a month? I can’t believe my first year of college is already over. It flew by so fast. Kai and I finally could move on from the Professor Hamilton ordeal, and our life was so much better for it. Yes, everything is packed and ready to go. Lauran says enthusiastically. After Lauran and I get off FaceTime, Kai and I walk down to this little ice cream shop down the block from our apartment. Then we take our cones down to the beach and watch the surfers. Today is one of Dakoda’s and the guy’s big days. Dakoda is a pro surfer now. She made the big leads a couple mo
The Party Dakoda asked if I was enjoying myself. And yes, I am. I’m dancing with a hot guy right now. I mean, come on, he is the quarterback of the football team. Guys like Chad don’t normally look twice at girls like me. I’m a quietly shy girl. Unlike my twin sister, who is the life of the party. We may look just alike, but in ways she is so much prettier than I am. She carries herself differently than I could ever... with so much more confident than I have. But somehow Chad likes me. He’s so handsome and sweet. Most of the football players are such jerks to me because I’m so quiet and standoffish. I look over at my sister grinding on her long-time boyfriend Jax and smile at her.” Dakoda comes over to where Chad and I are dancing to let me know that she and Jax are going upstairs to have a little fun. “Are you going to be okay out here by yourself?” She asks me, and I give her a go to hell look because yes, I will be okay. I might be the shy, quiet kid, but in the arms o
“Hello my lovely readers.” I had so many emotions writing this book. It has been one of the darker books I have written this far. I would like to thank my sister-in-law Jamie for helping me every step of the way in this book. She has told me lines to keep... and lines to get rid of. She has also been one of my biggest supporters throughout my writing journey. So, I would like to dedicate this book to her. Also, my big sister Leanne... man, what I would get into if it wasn’t for these two lovely ladies? “Much Love, my wonderful readers.”
Stella, It’s been a few weeks since I’ve been back home, and everything feels so weird still. Kai is the worst of it... he keeps treating me like I’m glass, and I just want to yell at him to stop, but I get where he and my family are coming from. We have all been through a lot in the last year and this just cuts the cake. I want Kai to touch me again, but every time he even so much as puts a hand on my back, I tense up and start thinking about Professor Hamilton’s hands on me. Tomorrow is Monday and the first day for me back at school. I’m worried about going back to school tomorrow because everyone will know I was kidnapped. Will it be the same as it was in Washington... where everyone makes jokes and makes my life and my family’s life hell? My sister walks up the stairs just then and comes into my room. “Hey sis, you doing okay? You didn’t seem focused at the dinner table tonight.” “Did I?” Dakoda arches a brow at me. “Don’t feed me that bullshit... Stella, yo
Stella, “Stella, is that you, honey?” Mom asks me when I walk through the door. “Yes, mom it’s me.” “How did your first session with Dr. Elizabeth go?” Of course, that would be the first thing she would ask me when I walked through the door. “It went find mom I say walking into the kitchen where she is... throwing something together for supper. “Well, that’s good, honey. Why don’t you run on up and get yourself a shower, then when you get back down here, we can talk more about your day. That sound good.” “No, mom it really doesn’t sound good,” I tell her. “What I want to do is go upstairs and forget about the day all together, okay?” I snap at her. “Stella Rose Savage, what has gotten into you? You have never talked to me like that before. Start talking right now, young lady?” “Damnit... mom, I don’t want to talk, I don’t want to think are anything else about what happened to me. Why can’t you and Dakoda understand and respect that
Kai, Fuck, she’s so fucking beautiful. I can’t believe we almost lost her. I will never let this girl out of my sights ever again. As I’m lowering myself inside her, I can feel her stretching for me and FUCK, I won’t last long. It’s been weeks since I have been inside her. “You okay baby I ask her as I bury myself all the way inside her. I don’t intend to stop now.” “Kai... Stella whispers and I lose myself to her.” After we have cleaned up, we lay back down in the bed and I can’t help it. I still want answers to why she thought killing herself was the best answer to her problems. “Stell?” Kai.” “Will you talk to me, baby? I need to know what was going through your head at the time and if there is anything we can do to prevent you from feeling that way ever again. Please don’t shut me out this time, Stella.” Stella puts a finger to her lips to ssh me, then sets up on her elbow and looks down at me. “Kai, the best way to explain what I was feeling was lik
Kai, I exit my truck and proceed towards my first building. Once I’m in my classroom, I get my books out and get ready for our first test of the morning. When the professor walks into the room, he has someone with him, and I about bust a gut right then. It takes all I have not to get out of my seat and run up to the front of the class and cut that fucker’s throat. He must not realize I know what he looks like. My professor must be fucking blind to not know who he is. Me: Call 911, he’s in my fuckin’ classroom. Gage: What the fuck, Kai... who’s in your classroom? Fuck, my brother is stupid some fucking times. Me: The fucking professor, Gage. Gage: Fuck! On it. I sit in my seat at the back of the classroom and try my hardest to look nonchalant, but fuck, it’s hard... what is taking the cops so long to get here? This class is almost over. Sure enough, by the time we are done with our test and the bell rings... he’s fucking gone by the time the cops sho