Chapter Four
I closed the laptop, the screen fading to black as if it, too, wanted to shut down from everything it had just shown me. Don’t fall for him. Jordan’s words shouldn’t have stung. They were truth wrapped in warning, and I’d heard them before—in my own voice, echoing off the walls of my mind during sleepless nights. But something about her saying it out loud made it real in a way I couldn’t unhear. I pushed back from the kitchen table, the chair scraping the floor like it was trying to stop me from standing. My legs felt too light, like I’d forgotten how to hold my own weight. I crossed to the hallway mirror, not because I cared how I looked but because I needed to see the woman living in my skin. She looked… fine. Too fine. Skin unblemished, lips tinted with gloss, hair pulled into a soft braid over one shoulder. To anyone else, I was the picture of a woman loved well. But behind my eyes? I was unraveling. How do you grieve a man who hurt you—and fear the one wearing his face? The sound of the garage door opening snapped me back to the present. I moved quickly, shutting the laptop and sliding the flash drive behind the vase on the entry table. I straightened my blouse, checked my expression, and forced a breath into my lungs. By the time he walked through the door, I was composed. He held up a brown paper bag, his smile crooked and easy. “Changed my mind,” he said, as if we were two ordinary people on an ordinary night. “Thought we could eat in.” “You just left,” I said, arms folded as I leaned against the counter. “Missed you.” I hated how easily that line rolled off his tongue. Even more, I hated the flutter it stirred in my stomach. He unpacked two takeout containers, the smell of garlic and fresh herbs blooming through the kitchen. “Chicken parm,” he said. “Extra breadsticks.” “You remembered.” He looked up, smile softening. “I remember everything.” It was the kind of thing Liam would’ve said before the accident, if he’d ever bothered to care. But this man said it with ease, like he’d been paying attention for years. I didn’t know whether to run or reach for him. As he set the table, he slid a folded brochure from his back pocket and placed it in front of me. “Also, about the trip... I went ahead and booked it. Hope that’s okay.” I opened the tri-fold slowly, revealing a scenic photo of a cabin tucked into a snowy forest. Clean lines, mountain views, and not a soul for miles. He watched me with careful eyes. “It’s not much, but I thought—privacy, quiet, something good.” “It’s beautiful,” I said, and meant it. But my heart wasn’t reacting to the cabin. It was reacting to the way he looked at me—as if I was something worth creating peace for. And yet... Jordan’s warning echoed like a ghost between us. Later that night, I slipped out of the house with a pitcher of water and crossed the street. Mrs. Halvorsen’s porch light flickered weakly above her hanging baskets. The flowers were wilting again. She opened the door before I knocked. “Celeste,” she said, eyes sharp. “You look thin.” “I’m fine.” She studied me like she didn’t believe a word. “You never were a good liar.” I poured water into her planters. The soil drank it greedily. “You’re going somewhere.” I nodded. “Just a weekend away.” Her tone shifted. “With your husband?” I hesitated. Then nodded again. She stepped out in her robe, arms folded tight. “I heard the fights. Back then. The crying. Then silence.” I didn’t speak. She touched my arm. “You were afraid of him. And now you’re not. That frightens me more than the bruises.” My throat tightened. “I stayed too long,” she said, eyes distant. “Kept thinking he’d change. That love could fix a man bent on destruction. But the thing about men like that is—they don’t just bend you. They remake you into someone you don’t recognize.” I looked away, jaw clenched. “I don’t know who that man is in your house now,” she whispered. “But be careful. A mask is still a lie.” The cabin trip started at dawn. We drove in silence for a while, winding through backroads and tree-lined stretches of grey. Morning light fractured across the windshield, turning the fog into glowing ribbons. He had one hand on the wheel, the other occasionally brushing mine on the console. His touch felt casual, but my body cataloged every second like evidence. “You okay?” he asked softly. “Yeah.” “You’re quiet.” “You say that like I’m not always.” He smiled, eyes flicking to mine. “You’re quieter than usual. That’s different.” I looked away. “There’s a lot on my mind.” He nodded, but said nothing. The car filled with the low hum of jazz, the kind I used to find pretentious but now felt like safety. “You know,” he said, “you haven’t asked me why I brought you here.” “I figured it was to lower my guard.” His mouth quirked. “If I wanted to hurt you, I wouldn’t have waited this long.” “That’s not comforting.” He reached over, lacing his fingers with mine. “You scare me,” I whispered before I could stop myself. He didn’t let go. “Then let me un-scare you.” The cabin appeared like a secret tucked into the woods—warm-toned cedar and stone, its porch dusted with a recent layer of snow. Pines surrounded it like sentries. Isolation never looked so charming. He got out first, grabbed our bags, and opened the door for me. Inside was all warm wood, soft throws, and an oversized hearth already stacked with logs. It smelled like cedar and something faintly sweet—like vanilla and clove. “This place is beautiful,” I said, turning in a slow circle. “One bed,” he said, watching me. Of course. “No cell service,” I added. “Just us.” He moved to the fireplace, crouched low, and lit the fire. I stood a few feet away, arms crossed. “You’re always watching me,” I said. “Because I don’t want to miss anything.” “Why?” He looked back at me, firelight flickering across his face. “Because I love you.” My chest pulled tight. “Why do you say that?” I asked. “Because it’s true.” “You didn’t even know me before.” “I know you now.” His words were quiet, unflinching. “I’ve seen how strong you are. How gentle. How you keep your pain like it’s sacred. I see you.” My breath caught. He stood and walked toward me slowly, stopping just inches away. “You don’t have to believe me tonight. Or tomorrow. But I meant it when I said this weekend was for you.” My heart pounded loud in my ears. “I want to give you peace,” he whispered. “Even if you’re the one who came to destroy it?” He didn’t flinch. “Even then.” The silence stretched between us—thick, humming with everything unsaid. I didn’t move. Neither did he. But his hands were warm when they reached up to cup my face. And when I didn’t pull away, he pressed his lips to my forehead. Slow. Intentional. Not claiming. Just... holding space. And God help me, I let him.Celeste The fire spread fast. Old files, abandoned equipment, and years of dust turned the vault into a furnace. Smoke clawed at my throat, stinging my eyes as I dragged Elias toward the exit. His arm was heavy over my shoulders, his weight forcing my steps slow. “Keep moving,” I said, breath sharp. “I’m fine,” he gritted out, even though his face was pale. “You’re bleeding through everything you’re wearing. That’s not fine.” His jaw tightened, but he didn’t argue. We stumbled into the night air, the cold hitting me like a slap after the heat of the fire. Behind us, the facility groaned as the flames devoured it. For a second, I stopped, chest heaving. It was over. Roarke was gone. But I didn’t feel relief. I felt the weight of everything still ahead. --- We didn’t go far. A cluster of broken-down buildings sat at the edge of Marrington, one of them still standing enough to shield us. I pushed the door open with my foot and guided Elias inside. It smelled of mildew and r
Celeste The roads out of the safehouse were slick with morning fog. Mist curled around the trees like fingers tugging at the hem of reality, and I gripped the wheel tighter to keep my hands from shaking. Carmen had given me a vehicle an old matte-black Jeep, dented, armored, and too damn loud. Nova slipped me a burner phone, two clips, and a shoulder holster before she disappeared again with a grin and the words: “Now you’re really one of us.” I wasn’t. Not yet. But I was done being just someone’s target. Someone’s wife. Someone’s leverage. Now I was someone’s consequence. And God help them if they didn’t see it coming. --- “Are you sure about this?” Carmen had asked earlier, arms crossed, eyes narrowing the way they did when she saw a storm brewing. “No,” I told her honestly, loading the magazine into the Glock. “But I wasn’t sure about breathing yesterday either. Still did it.” She didn’t smile. But she didn’t stop me. “You’ll want to head west. Marrington.” That name a
EliasIt didn’t matter how many times I’d been shot at, stabbed, hunted, or betrayed. Nothing compared to walking away from her.I did it anyway.Because if I stayed, she’d be next. And I’d kill too many people trying to stop that from happening. There wouldn’t be a soul left untouched by the fire I’d bring down.So I left before the burn started.By the time Roarke’s people caught up to my trail, I was already in Savannah. I’d left false footprints along the back channels, pinged my location through three burner phones, and sent up smoke where I knew they’d look.And still, they came too fast.Roarke had mobilized everyone. Not just mercs. Not just corrupt suits. Everyone. The cartel-adjacent dealers. The washed up government agents he’d bought with blackmail and blood. Hell, I even spotted one of the twins from Morocco.He wasn’t playing around.And neither was I.---The alley reeked of oil and mildew. My leg was bleeding again nothing fatal, just messy. I’d taken the shot to the t
Celeste The first thing I noticed when I woke was the cold. Not the kind that comes from air conditioning or poor insulation. No this was the kind of cold that wrapped around your bones like a warning. The kind of cold that only made sense when you realized something was missing. Elias. His side of the car was empty. Driver's seat vacant. Door ajar. The blanket we’d shared lay folded across the console, untouched, too neat. Too intentional. I sat up quickly, heart already racing. "Elias?" No answer. I shoved open the door and stepped outside into the damp morning air. Mist clung low over the grass, and the rusted Shell sign above the gas station creaked softly in the breeze. Nothing. No sign of struggle. No note. No tire marks. Just... gone. He left me. The thought hit like a punch to the chest. Not because I didn't expect it. But because deep down, I thought maybe just maybe he'd stay this time. I turned in a slow circle, scanning the horizon, listening. Wai
Elias There are two kinds of silence in this world. The kind that gives you peace. And the kind that presses a blade to your back and waits for you to move. The silence now at the edge of this empty rest stop, buried in a tangle of woods and cold wind was the second kind. Roarke was coming. I could feel it in the pressure behind my ribs. The way my body hadn’t unclenched in over an hour. It was like I’d swallowed tension whole and forgotten how to breathe it out. Celeste was still asleep beside me, curled under the blanket, her cheek pressed to the curve of my arm like it belonged there. She didn’t know I was wide awake. Didn’t know I hadn’t closed my eyes once since Carmen’s message came through. Roarke landing in Savannah meant one thing: this was personal now. He wasn’t sending contractors anymore. He wanted to handle the job himself. And when Roarke got personal, people died. --- I got out of the car just before dawn, letting the chill slap me back into my old skin.
Celeste The moment we crossed into Charleston, the air changed. It tasted like memory. Like panic wrapped in perfume. I kept my eyes on the road ahead, but the skyline made it impossible to forget. Every steel edge, every glass window, reminded me of a life lived behind them one where I smiled for photos, kept quiet at dinners, and learned how to cry silently into thousand-thread-count sheets. Now I was coming back with a gun tucked against my spine and the weight of a man’s lies in my pocket. I didn’t know if I was returning home… or walking into a trap. Beside me, Elias hadn’t spoken in over twenty minutes. He was watching the mirrors like a wolf scenting blood, the tendons in his hands tight against the steering wheel. “You don’t have to come inside,” I said, not because I wanted him to stay behind but because if something went wrong, I wanted at least one of us to make it out alive. Elias didn’t look at me. “I’m not letting you walk into that place alone.” The