LOGINChapter Three
Beneath the Surface The scent of maple and cinnamon pulled me from sleep. For a moment, I forgot where I was. Forgot the last few days. Forgot the camera in the hallway, the stranger in my bed, the way his eyes lingered when he thought I wasnāt watching. I sat up slowly, brushing sleep from my eyes. Liam was humming. The sound drifted through the bedroom doorālow and tuneless, like he was trying out a melody he hadnāt fully committed to. I recognized it after a few seconds. It was an old pop song from the early 2000s. Heād once mocked it for being āradio trash.ā But now he hummed it like it meant something. I slipped out of bed and padded into the hallway, pausing just before the kitchen. The light was soft, golden through the blinds, and there he wasāback turned, sleeves rolled up, flipping French toast on the griddle. His hair was still damp from a shower. He wore a T-shirt that clung to his shoulders and pajama pants I hadnāt seen in years. āGood morning,ā he said without turning around. I froze. He hadnāt heard me. I was sure of it. I hadnāt made a sound. Still, he set a plate down on the island with a practiced ease, smiling at me like weād been doing this every Sunday for the past decade. āI thought you deserved breakfast in peace,ā he said. āDidnāt want you lifting a finger today.ā My throat felt tight. āThanks.ā He handed me a cup of coffeeājust the way I liked it. Light cream, no sugar. Even Liam used to get it wrong half the time. āI remembered,ā he said, almost proudly. I sipped it, the warmth grounding me. āYeah. You did.ā He leaned against the counter, studying me. āYou okay?ā I nodded. He tilted his head. āYou sure?ā His voice was gentle, coaxing. Patient. Too patient. I looked at the plateātwo pieces of French toast dusted with cinnamon, a side of strawberries cut into heart shapes. Liam didnāt know how to use a paring knife like that. I was the one who prepped the fruit. āYouāre full of surprises lately,ā I said carefully. He chuckled. āI guess Iām full of a lot of things.ā I didnāt answer. I just sat, slowly, letting the silence bloom between us. And he let it. Like he wasnāt in a hurry. Like he could wait forever. That was the first real crack in the morning: Liam never waited for anything. --- He took his time in the shower. I could hear the water running overhead, steady and unhurried. I counted the seconds. When I hit two hundred, I moved. I slipped into the bedroom, pulled the drawer open in my nightstand, and took my phone from where Iād hidden it beneath old receipts and a worn paperback. The screen lit up with a single notification. Jordan: Check this. Pulled from last night. Timestamp 2:41 AM. There was a link to the cloud storage heād set up for the surveillance. My thumb hovered, heart thudding so loud it drowned out the hum of the house. I tapped it. The clip loaded fast. Low-res but clear enough. The den. The flickering light from the fireplace. The man sitting on the couch. My husband. Or the ghost of him. He wasnāt watching the fire. Wasnāt watching TV. He was still. Utterly still. Hands folded on his lap. Staring straight ahead. Not blinking. Not fidgeting. Just sitting. I dragged the cursor forward, jumping ten minutes. He hadnāt moved. Another ten. Same. The timestamp rolled past 3:00 AM, then 3:10. And thenājust as the clock ticked past 3:12āhe smiled. Not big. Not wide. Just the faint curve of lips, like he was pleased with something only he understood. Then, just as slowly, he stood and walked toward the kitchenāright where Iād be in the morning. My hand was shaking. Another message buzzed through. Jordan: Thatās not sleep. Thatās surveillance technique. Heās watching for patterns. Waiting. Measuring. I pressed the phone to my chest, as if that would steady me. What are you waiting for? I listened for the water upstairs. Still running. It bought me maybe five more minutes. I sent a single reply: Me: Do you think he knows? About the cameras? Jordan: Heās trained. Act like heās dangerous. Assume nothing is safe. I swallowed hard, shoved the phone back into the drawer, and forced myself upright. By the time he came downāhair damp, towel slung over his shoulderāI was back in the kitchen, smiling like I believed every lie this house had ever held. I handed him a glass of orange juice and leaned casually against the counter, as if I hadnāt just watched him stare into a fire like he was waiting for the world to burn. āYou remember that trip we took to Charleston?ā I asked lightly. His eyes lit with instant recognition. āOf course.ā I smiled, soft and nostalgic, hiding the snare in my voice. āYou remember the little inn we stayed at? The one by the water?ā He nodded without hesitation. āThe one with the ivy on the walls.ā There was no inn. We never went to Charleston. It was a vacation I used to daydream about during his late nights and angry moodsāa place I told myself weād visit once things got better. A fantasy I never said aloud. Not even once. Still, he kept going. āYou wore that yellow sundress the first morning. We had breakfast on the balcony.ā I stared at him. He was describing the dream Iād had three years ago. The one I never told him about. The one I scribbled in a journal I kept locked in my closet, now missing since the day of the accident. He was smiling, easy and warm, like he believed the words he was saying. Like they were real. āBest coffee I ever had,ā he added. I let out a soft breath and nodded, pretending I shared the memory. āIt was a good trip.ā He leaned in and kissed my forehead, lingering just long enough to make my skin crawl. Then he grabbed his phone and headed for the living room, calling over his shoulder, āLet me know if you want to plan another one sometime.ā I watched him go. Once he was out of sight, I turned back to the sink and gripped the edge hard enough that my knuckles turned white. He hadnāt just studied my life. Heād gotten inside it. And now he was rewriting it from the inside out. --- I pretended to fall asleep first. He lay beside me for a while, his breaths calm, too even. I counted the space between each one until the rhythm blurred together and faded into silence. Then I heard itāsoft, deliberate movement. The rustle of sheets. The shift of weight. I cracked one eye open, barely a sliver. He was sitting up. The moonlight framed him in silver, casting his profile into something eerily serene. He looked down at me for a long time, unmoving, like he was memorizing something. Or waiting for it to change. I didnāt move. Didnāt breathe too deep. His hand twitched once on the blanket between us. Then he stood. And just like that, he left the room. I waited a beat. Then two. When the silence held steady, I slipped out of bed and tiptoed to the hallway, pressing my back against the wall. The monitor Jordan installed was a small black dot in the corner of the ceiling, near the crown molding. The light blinked once. He was watching. I lifted my eyes to the cameraābarely, just enough. The hallway stretched into a quiet void. The kind of silence that wraps itself around your neck if you let it. My phone buzzed under the mattress. I slipped back into the room and checked the screen. Jordan: He didnāt go to the bathroom. Heās in the den again. I tapped out a reply with trembling fingers. Me: He just stood over me. Watching. I think heās studying me like a target. There was a pause. Then another message. Jordan: You need to remember something, Celeste. Heās not your husband. Heās the man sent to erase you. I stared at the words. And I finally let myself feel itāthe sharp, undeniable truth settling like a weight in my chest. I thought I was the one playing along. But maybe⦠heās been letting me think that all along.Celeste The fire spread fast. Old files, abandoned equipment, and years of dust turned the vault into a furnace. Smoke clawed at my throat, stinging my eyes as I dragged Elias toward the exit. His arm was heavy over my shoulders, his weight forcing my steps slow. āKeep moving,ā I said, breath sharp. āIām fine,ā he gritted out, even though his face was pale. āYouāre bleeding through everything youāre wearing. Thatās not fine.ā His jaw tightened, but he didnāt argue. We stumbled into the night air, the cold hitting me like a slap after the heat of the fire. Behind us, the facility groaned as the flames devoured it. For a second, I stopped, chest heaving. It was over. Roarke was gone. But I didnāt feel relief. I felt the weight of everything still ahead. --- We didnāt go far. A cluster of broken-down buildings sat at the edge of Marrington, one of them still standing enough to shield us. I pushed the door open with my foot and guided Elias inside. It smelled of mildew and r
Celeste The roads out of the safehouse were slick with morning fog. Mist curled around the trees like fingers tugging at the hem of reality, and I gripped the wheel tighter to keep my hands from shaking. Carmen had given me a vehicle an old matte-black Jeep, dented, armored, and too damn loud. Nova slipped me a burner phone, two clips, and a shoulder holster before she disappeared again with a grin and the words: āNow youāre really one of us.ā I wasnāt. Not yet. But I was done being just someoneās target. Someoneās wife. Someoneās leverage. Now I was someoneās consequence. And God help them if they didnāt see it coming. --- āAre you sure about this?ā Carmen had asked earlier, arms crossed, eyes narrowing the way they did when she saw a storm brewing. āNo,ā I told her honestly, loading the magazine into the Glock. āBut I wasnāt sure about breathing yesterday either. Still did it.ā She didnāt smile. But she didnāt stop me. āYouāll want to head west. Marrington.ā That name a
EliasIt didnāt matter how many times Iād been shot at, stabbed, hunted, or betrayed. Nothing compared to walking away from her.I did it anyway.Because if I stayed, sheād be next. And Iād kill too many people trying to stop that from happening. There wouldnāt be a soul left untouched by the fire Iād bring down.So I left before the burn started.By the time Roarkeās people caught up to my trail, I was already in Savannah. Iād left false footprints along the back channels, pinged my location through three burner phones, and sent up smoke where I knew theyād look.And still, they came too fast.Roarke had mobilized everyone. Not just mercs. Not just corrupt suits. Everyone. The cartel-adjacent dealers. The washed up government agents heād bought with blackmail and blood. Hell, I even spotted one of the twins from Morocco.He wasnāt playing around.And neither was I.---The alley reeked of oil and mildew. My leg was bleeding again nothing fatal, just messy. Iād taken the shot to the t
Celeste The first thing I noticed when I woke was the cold. Not the kind that comes from air conditioning or poor insulation. No this was the kind of cold that wrapped around your bones like a warning. The kind of cold that only made sense when you realized something was missing. Elias. His side of the car was empty. Driver's seat vacant. Door ajar. The blanket weād shared lay folded across the console, untouched, too neat. Too intentional. I sat up quickly, heart already racing. "Elias?" No answer. I shoved open the door and stepped outside into the damp morning air. Mist clung low over the grass, and the rusted Shell sign above the gas station creaked softly in the breeze. Nothing. No sign of struggle. No note. No tire marks. Just... gone. He left me. The thought hit like a punch to the chest. Not because I didn't expect it. But because deep down, I thought maybe just maybe he'd stay this time. I turned in a slow circle, scanning the horizon, listening. Wai
Elias There are two kinds of silence in this world. The kind that gives you peace. And the kind that presses a blade to your back and waits for you to move. The silence now at the edge of this empty rest stop, buried in a tangle of woods and cold wind was the second kind. Roarke was coming. I could feel it in the pressure behind my ribs. The way my body hadnāt unclenched in over an hour. It was like Iād swallowed tension whole and forgotten how to breathe it out. Celeste was still asleep beside me, curled under the blanket, her cheek pressed to the curve of my arm like it belonged there. She didnāt know I was wide awake. Didnāt know I hadnāt closed my eyes once since Carmenās message came through. Roarke landing in Savannah meant one thing: this was personal now. He wasnāt sending contractors anymore. He wanted to handle the job himself. And when Roarke got personal, people died. --- I got out of the car just before dawn, letting the chill slap me back into my old skin.
Celeste The moment we crossed into Charleston, the air changed. It tasted like memory. Like panic wrapped in perfume. I kept my eyes on the road ahead, but the skyline made it impossible to forget. Every steel edge, every glass window, reminded me of a life lived behind them one where I smiled for photos, kept quiet at dinners, and learned how to cry silently into thousand-thread-count sheets. Now I was coming back with a gun tucked against my spine and the weight of a manās lies in my pocket. I didnāt know if I was returning home⦠or walking into a trap. Beside me, Elias hadnāt spoken in over twenty minutes. He was watching the mirrors like a wolf scenting blood, the tendons in his hands tight against the steering wheel. āYou donāt have to come inside,ā I said, not because I wanted him to stay behind but because if something went wrong, I wanted at least one of us to make it out alive. Elias didnāt look at me. āIām not letting you walk into that place alone.ā The







