She didn’t understand it yet, but that would come in time.
I wasn’t in a hurry.
The best things came with patience.
I would let her mind play tricks on her, let her thoughts circle back to me over and over until I was all she could think about.
I’d come back to the bookshop today, as I promised.
But this time, I wouldn’t leave without leaving my mark on her world.
16
MARIANA
I opened the shop later than usual, dragging my feet on the way in.
The nervous energy was still there, heavy in my chest.
I didn’t want to admit it, but I was waiting for him.
Watching the door out of the corner of my eye, pretending to be busy with the books but always listening for the sound of footsteps.
I told myself I was just being careful, that I was watching out for myself.
But deep down, I knew it wasn’t just that.
Part of me wanted him to come back, to see what he would say, to see if I could figure him out.
By mid-afternoon, I had convinced myself that maybe he wasn’t coming at all.
Maybe he had forgotten or changed his mind.
I tried to focus on the quiet rhythm of the day, but then the bell above the door rang, and I knew.
It was him.
I didn’t have to look to know.
His presence filled the room, casting a shadow over everything.
I felt my heart race as he approached the counter, and when I finally lifted my eyes to meet his, the world seemed to slow down.
He smiled that slow, deliberate smile.
“I told you I’d come back.”
I swallowed hard, nodding.
“You did.”
“Did you think I wouldn’t?” he asked, his voice low and smooth, the same calmness that had both unsettled and intrigued me.
“I wasn’t sure,” I admitted, my voice barely above a whisper. “I didn’t know why you came back.”
He leaned in just slightly, his eyes locking onto mine, and for a moment, I felt like I couldn’t breathe.
“I came back because I wasn’t done with you yet.”
The words sent a shiver down my spine, and I wasn’t sure if it was from fear or something else.
I didn’t know what he meant, but the way he said it made me feel like I was teetering on the edge of something dangerous, something I couldn’t walk away from.
17
AMIR
She was scared, but she was curious too.
I could see it in the way she leaned just a little closer, even though she was trying to keep her distance.
She was drawn to me, even if she didn’t want to admit it.
I liked that.
“I have something for you,” I said, watching her reaction carefully.
Her brow furrowed slightly, and I could see the questions forming in her mind.
She didn’t know whether to trust me, but she was too intrigued to pull away now.
“What is it?” she asked, her voice uncertain but curious.
I reached into my coat pocket and pulled out a small, ornate envelope, sliding it across the counter toward her.
She stared at it for a moment, her fingers hesitating before she finally picked it up.
“What is this?” she repeated, her eyes flickering up to meet mine again.
“It’s an invitation,” I said simply. “A way for you to understand more about me. About why I’ve been watching you.”
Her breath hitched slightly at my words, and I could see the conflict in her eyes.
She didn’t know if she should open it.
She didn’t know if she wanted to.
“You’re scared,” I said, my voice quiet but firm. “But you’re also curious. You want to know why I’m here, what I want from you.”
She didn’t deny it.
She couldn’t.
“I’ll give you answers,” I continued. “But only if you come to me.”
She stared at the envelope for a long moment, her fingers gripping it tightly, and I could almost see the battle playing out in her mind.
Part of her wanted to tear it open, to give in to the pull that was drawing her toward me.
The other part was still holding back, clinging to the safety of the life she knew.
But I knew which part would win.
“I’ll be waiting,” I said, stepping back. “Tonight. Don’t be late.”And then, without another word, I turned and walked out, leaving her alone with the invitation in her hand and the decision she had to make.18MARIANAI stood there, staring at the envelope long after he had gone.The silence in the shop felt heavier than ever, like the air itself was holding its breath.Why couldn’t I stop trembling?I glanced around, half-expecting him to reappear, but the shop was empty.It was just me now.Me and the invitation.I didn’t know what to do.Every part of me screamed that this was a terrible idea, that I should throw the envelope away and never look back.But my hands moved on their own, carefully slipping open the seal.Inside was a single card, black with gold lettering.It was simple, elegant, and chilling all at once.Come to me.8 PM. The address is below.I read the words over and over, my mind racing.He wanted me to meet him tonight.It was a bad idea.A terrible idea.But no
She didn’t understand it yet, but that would come in time.I wasn’t in a hurry.The best things came with patience.I would let her mind play tricks on her, let her thoughts circle back to me over and over until I was all she could think about.I’d come back to the bookshop today, as I promised.But this time, I wouldn’t leave without leaving my mark on her world.16MARIANAI opened the shop later than usual, dragging my feet on the way in.The nervous energy was still there, heavy in my chest.I didn’t want to admit it, but I was waiting for him.Watching the door out of the corner of my eye, pretending to be busy with the books but always listening for the sound of footsteps.I told myself I was just being careful, that I was watching out for myself.But deep down, I knew it wasn’t just that.Part of me wanted him to come back, to see what he would say, to see if I could figure him out.By mid-afternoon, I had convinced myself that maybe he wasn’t coming at all.Maybe he had forgot
And yet, there was something else too, something that made me want to stay, to see what he would say, what he would do next.I didn’t understand it.How could I feel both fear and... something else?Something darker?“Closing up for the night?” he asked, his voice smooth, too calm for the way my heart was pounding in my chest.I nodded, finally managing to unlock my voice.“Yes. Just finished.”He smiled, a slow, deliberate smile that didn’t quite reach his eyes.“I wanted to stop by again. I didn’t get a chance to look around much yesterday.”I swallowed hard, forcing myself to keep my eyes on his.“We’re closed now. You can come back tomorrow.”He didn’t seem to care about the time.His gaze was fixed on me, sharp and piercing, like he was trying to see right through me.It made me uncomfortable, like I was standing there completely exposed.“I’ll come back,” he said softly, his voice a promise. “Tomorrow.”I didn’t reply.I didn’t know what to say.I just stood there, my hands trem
I stood up and walked to the window again, staring out into the night.The city seemed quiet, almost too quiet.And even though I couldn’t see him, I knew he was out there.Somewhere.Watching.10MARIANAThe next day, the feeling of being watched still clung to me like a shadow I couldn’t shake.Even at the bookshop, where I normally felt safe, I found myself glancing over my shoulder constantly, waiting for something to happen.Or someone to appear.It was ridiculous.He was just a man, a customer who had wandered into the shop.But his presence had stuck with me, like a stain I couldn’t scrub away.I tried to focus on my work, stacking books and arranging the new arrivals, but my mind kept drifting.Every time the bell above the door rang, my heart jumped, half-expecting to see him standing there again.Dark eyes.Quiet presence.That unsettling calmness that seemed to swallow up the room.But the hours passed, and he didn’t come.By the time evening rolled around, I’d convinced my
I couldn’t shake the feeling he’d left behind, like an invisible presence still lurking in the shop, even though he was long gone.I stepped outside, locking the door behind me, and breathed in the cool evening air.Mexico City was always alive, buzzing with energy.But tonight, something felt different.I glanced around, feeling uneasy again.There was no one there—just a few people hurrying home, the distant sound of cars and street vendors packing up for the night.But it was the same feeling I’d had before, like someone was watching.Stop being paranoid, I told myself. It’s just your imagination.I pulled my coat tighter around me and started walking down the street toward my apartment.The sky was a deep shade of blue, stars barely visible through the city lights.Usually, I loved this time of day—the way the city quieted down, the way the streets felt familiar and safe.But tonight, nothing felt safe.My thoughts kept returning to the man.He hadn’t done anything wrong, really.
I swallowed hard, nodding before backing away.His gaze stayed on me longer than necessary, and I could feel his eyes burning into my skin, even after I turned my back.I returned to the counter, pretending to busy myself with the register, but all I could think about was him.Why did he make me feel this way?I didn’t even know him, but it felt like he was seeing right through me, into my soul.4AMIRShe was scared.I could see it in the way she moved, the way she tried to put space between us.It was good.Fear would make her more aware of me, more conscious of the connection I was about to create.I watched her fumble with the cash register, her hands trembling slightly.I liked that.She didn’t know who I was, but soon she would.I wasn’t just a man passing through her shop.I was her shadow, the one who watched her every move.I could see how innocent she was, how untouched by the world’s darkness.I wanted to be the one to change that, to be the first to pull her into something