เข้าสู่ระบบIsla’s POV
I did not need to be a prodigy to know what my friend, Lia was doing. She did not want me to break down, and she also wanted me to see what I would have become if I had not foolishly given up on myself for a scumbag. She was making me see the life I abandoned, not to spite me but to invoke my fighting spirit. I was the top student in our major, and Lia knows that had it not been for marriage, I would have soared even higher than her fellow executives. The restaurant was the kind of place with low lighting and waiters who never seemed to blink. Soft jazz floated in the air, and the walls were lined with wine bottles older than my marriage. I felt out of place the moment I stepped in. Lia walked ahead, her heels clicking with confidence. She belonged here, in this world of clean collars, firm handshakes, and knowing laughter. I clutched Sophie’s hand a little tighter. She, of course, was fascinated. “Mummy, look! That fish is swimming in a plate!” I looked down. The glass floor below our table shimmered with a digital aquarium, tropical fish gliding beneath our feet. Sophie knelt instantly to follow a clownfish. “You’re seated with us,” Lia said, gently tugging me toward the long table. A mix of men and women in suits and silk ties were already gathered, chatting like they had known each other since birth. And at the head of the table, Alexander Langston. He nodded politely as we sat, but his eyes did not linger. He returned to a conversation about numbers I could not even pretend to understand. “Hey,” Lia whispered beside me. “Relax. Nobody’s judging you.” Easy for her to say. I glanced down at my outfit. A simple cardigan, jeans, and flats. I did not even own a proper handbag anymore. Next to the sleek blazers and watches that cost more than my rent, I felt like a ghost from a different lifetime. The waiter poured sparkling water into crystal glasses. I thanked him and quickly scanned the menu. No prices. That alone told me I could not afford anything on it. “So, Isla,” one of Lia’s coworkers said, a woman with red lipstick and a voice like velvet, “are you in tech too?” I swallowed. “No. Not exactly.” “Oh? What field?” Field? “My field is… motherhood, for now,” I said, forcing a smile. “And survival.” They laughed politely. I wished I could disappear into the fish beneath us. Conversation swirled around me. Revenue growth. IPOs. Marketing campaigns. Every word reminded me of what I had lost, not just a husband, but myself somewhere along the way. I tried to focus on Sophie, feeding her bits of grilled chicken from my plate. She leaned into me, warm and soft, and I clung to that, the one thing that made sense. Across the table, Alexander glanced up. Our eyes met for half a second. Then he asked, “Sophie, was the fish plate your favorite part of the evening?” Sophie beamed. “Yes! And the shiny cup!” I had not expected him to speak. His voice was smoother than I remembered. Less clipped. There was something careful in the way he looked at me. Not cold. Not warm either. Just… observant. He turned his attention to me next. “And you?” he asked. “How’s your evening?” I blinked. “It’s… unusual.” He raised an eyebrow. “Unusual?” I hesitated. Then shrugged. “I’m not used to places like this anymore.” His lips twitched, almost a smile. “Neither am I. Not really.” I did not believe him. Not with the way everyone deferred to him. The man owned the place just by breathing. But the moment passed. The conversations resumed, and Alexander leaned back, letting the others do the talking. He did not speak much, but he listened. Closely. Like someone who always knew more than he let on. By the end of dinner, Sophie was fast asleep in my lap, her soft breath warming my arm. Lia had a glass of wine in her hand, her laughter easy and unguarded. I had not seen her this happy in years. “I’ll drop you two off,” Alexander said suddenly, rising from his chair. “My driver’s already outside.” I started to protest. “That’s not necessary...” “It’s late,” he cut in gently. “And she’s asleep.” His tone left little room for argument. Lia shot me a look that said, do not start refusing again. So I followed Mr Langston with no more energy to argue. Outside, the rain had begun to fall, gentle, for now. The city shimmered under it. Alexander opened the back door himself, waiting as I carefully settled Sophie in. Once inside, the warmth of the car wrapped around me like a sigh. I glanced at him, unsure. “Thank you,” I said quietly. He did not answer right away. Just looked straight ahead, his profile sharp in the city lights. Then he said, “You handled yourself well.” I frowned. “What do you mean?” “That table. The questions. The awkwardness.” His gaze flicked toward me. “I’ve seen seasoned executives crumble under less.” I smiled faintly. “You’re overestimating me.” “No,” he said. “I’m not.” The rest of the drive was quiet. When we reached Lia’s apartment, I carried Sophie in my arms. Alexander offered to help, but I shook my head. I wanted this moment. Just me and my daughter. He waited until we were safely inside the building, then nodded once and disappeared into the night. I stood by the window later, watching his car pull away, taillights disappearing into the mist. I did not know what any of this meant. But something had shifted, in me. I still had no money. No job. And now… a lawsuit waiting in the mailbox. But tonight, I had kept my dignity. And maybe, just maybe, I was not as invisible as I thoughtIsla The first thing I saw when I opened my eyes the next morning was the faint blue glow of my phone on the nightstand. Sophie’s school alarm had not gone off yet, but Rachel’s message from last night still sat there, waiting for me like a bookmark in the middle of a story.I have got an idea.I re-read it three times while lying in bed, my hair in a wild halo from sleep, the blanket tangled around my legs. There was no other detail. She had not followed up, had not sent a cheery “good morning” or a nudge. And yet my stomach was already doing small, hopeful somersaults. Hope is such a fragile thing. You learn to handle it carefully after you have had it crushed enough times.Sophie padded in a few minutes later, her hair sticking up like a dandelion puff. “Morning, Mum.” She climbed into bed beside me, her feet freezing against my legs. “Morning, love.” I kissed the top of her head. “Want toast or porridge today?” “Toast. With lots of butter.”“Lots of butter it is.”We moved throug
IslaThursday morning came faster than I expected. I almost canceled twice. Once when I noticed the faint stain on the cuff of my blouse, the only “smart” one I owned now, and once again when Sophie decided she wanted only the pink socks with the tiny gold stars and nothing else would do.But somehow, we both made it out the door. I dropped her at school, her hair ribbon slightly askew, and then took a cab to the cafe Rachel had suggested. It was the kind of place that smelled like toasted bagels and ambition, laptops open, people leaning over coffee cups with that sharp, hungry look I used to recognize in myself. I tugged my blouse straighter and scanned the room.Rachel spotted me first. She looked almost exactly the same, though her hair was shorter now, with neat silver threads glinting under the café lights. When she smiled, the knot in my chest loosened.“Isla,” she said warmly, standing to hug me. “It’s been… what, four years?” “Closer to seven,” I admitted, sliding into the se
IslaThe kettle clicked off, the sharp hiss resounding in our tiny apartment. The sunlight slipped through the blind, the rays reflected across the kitchen table where Sophie sat with her favorite bowl of oatmeal, swinging her little legs beneath the chair.I eased myself into the seat opposite her, a mug of tea warming my palms. My feet still ached from yesterday’s long walk home, the blisters were tender but manageable after soaking them in warm water last night. I had gone to bed bone-tired, but my mind refused to settle. Every time I closed my eyes, Alexander’s words replayed. You matter. Do not forget that.It was strange, having someone say that without expecting anything in return. Nathaniel used to shower me with gifts in the beginning, but it always came with strings, something I had to prove, some perfection I had to maintain. This felt different, and that difference unnerved me more than I wanted to admit.“Mama, I drawed you,” Sophie announced, pushing a crumpled sheet of
IslaBy the time I stumbled into my apartment, my feet were screaming in protest. I kicked off my heels the way a prisoner sheds shackles, wincing as the raw skin at my heels caught on the strap. Blisters. Deep ones. I hobbled to the bathroom, filled a basin with warm water, and lowered my feet in with a hiss that could have woken the dead. The sting made my eyes water, but the relief was immediate.It’s strange how pain can be grounding. Every throb reminded me of the long days I had survived, the courtroom, the tension, the way my pulse had pounded when the judge finally spoke those words: custody granted. My daughter was mine. No amount of swelling or skin rubbed raw could compete with that feeling.I leaned back against the wall, letting the warmth seep into me. My mind wandered, as it always did at night, to everything I had left behind and everything I still had to rebuild. My parents… after all those years, seeing them outside the courthouse had been like stepping into a photog
Isla’s POVWhen we walked out of the courtroom, my mother was the first to move. She stepped forward with a shakiness that did not suit her usual steel-edged composure. Her mouth opened once, then closed again. I could feel the words balancing on the tip of her tongue, words unsaid for years.“I brought tea,” she finally said. Tea. Of all things. I blinked at the thermos in her hands, wrapped in a faded cloth like it might shatter if handled wrong. My arms were still wrapped around Sophie, her cheek warm against my neck. I was too stunned to speak. My father cleared his throat. “Your mother thought you’d be cold after the hearing.”I did not take the tea. Not right away. I just stared at them, these two people who had given me life, who had disappeared when I made choices they did not approve of. Who had left me to fight alone when I was nineteen, pregnant, and terrified.“I didn’t think you’d come,” I whispered. “We saw the video,” my mother said quietly, her voice almost brittle. “S
Isla The day of the final custody hearing arrived with grey skies and tension so thick I could barely breathe. My palms were damp, my stomach coiled tight with anxiety. Sophie clutched my hand outside the courtroom, unaware of the battle about to unfold inside.Nathaniel was already seated at the plaintiff's table. He looked tired, the lines around his mouth deeper, his posture less arrogant than usual. Yet when his eyes met mine, something flickered...guilt? Regret? I did not have time to decipher it.The judge entered. Proceedings began. Nathaniel’s lawyer painted me as financially unstable, emotionally overwhelmed, and unequipped to provide Sophie with a “stable, supportive home environment.”My lawyer, a sharp but compassionate woman named Ms. Tarrant, countered with testimony from my employer, documentation of my stable job and rising performance, character witnesses from the neighborhood, and even notes from Sophie’s teacher, praising the child’s cheerful demeanor and emotional







