LOGINI tried to focus on anything else, but last night kept barging into my head, dragging me back to memories that occurred last night in my room—Ethan ending things with me; Luca's kiss; our incredible intimate moment together, but his eyes on mine; the way he said he'd leave me alone—his words heavy with meaning. And, true to his word, he'd kept his distance. Too well, actually. It was like I didn't even exist to him anymore, as if we'd both decided it was best to forget anything ever happened.
But he didn't look like he'd forgotten. Today at school, I looked at him, hoping he would glance my way more than once. And every single time, he'd catch my eye but just turn away—no nod, no smile, nothing. Blank. If I didn't know any better, I'd say he was doing it on purpose—he would just make sure I was looking, and then, poof, I was invisible again—what an ass! It annoyed me to no end. He was out here acting like he didn't even care, like our intimacy was nothing, while I was left scrambling to pull my head together. He'd always been a dick, but this? This was another level.
It didn't help that I couldn't stop thinking about him. Even when I wanted to be mad, I couldn't decide if I was more upset with him or with myself. I thought about how he looked at me—the feel of his hands at my waist, his lips brushing against my neck, his fingers in my intimate core—and also the promise he'd keep his distance. Well, he'd kept that promise alright. A part of me had hoped he'd break it.
Days passed, and the silence was driving me nuts. Every time I'd see him in the hallway, his expression was like stone, like I didn't matter at all. It left me in this strange limbo, wanting to yell at him for keeping his word, wanting to scream at myself for actually wishing he'd talk to me. Why couldn't I figure out what I wanted? One moment, I wanted him out of my life, but the next, I was searching his face for any hint that he might break his own rule. Even Ethan completely removed himself from my life. I messaged him an apology, but he never messaged back; he didn't call me, text me, or anything.
The quiet was starting to feel like a weight pressing down on my chest. Not seeing him, not feeling his presence—his stupid grin, his too-cool attitude, even his eyerolls—it all felt like it was slowly gnawing at me, making my days dull and strangely empty. I hated how much I missed him. Hated that I was practically living on the hope he'd just… break. But instead, he stayed annoyingly distant, and every night, I'd just lie there, replaying everything he'd said, wishing I'd made sense of it all sooner.
And now I was beginning to think maybe, just maybe, I didn't really want him to leave me alone after all. That maybe I wanted him in a way I hadn't been ready to admit.
Even Nick and Kimmy were starting to ask me what was going on. But it wasn't just them that noticed the tension. Other students would look at us in turns as if they were waiting to see if some kind of drama would unfold, but you could see disappointed faces when nothing exciting happened. I felt like I was in some high school teen drama where this was the calm before the storm, but the storm never came.
Enough, I thought. If he wasn't going to come to me, then maybe I needed to stop letting him control the situation.
When I spotted him in the hallway that afternoon, walking past with his usual neutral face, I made a split-second decision. I reached out, my hand catching his arm before I had time to talk myself out of it. He stopped abruptly, turning to me, surprise flickering in his eyes before he masked it with that infuriating calm. I tugged him sideways, pulling him into the empty janitor's closet nearby, and shut the door behind us. Luckily for me, no one saw it; otherwise, neither of us would hear the end of it.
"Why are you ignoring me?" I demanded, my voice barely above a whisper, though the tension in it was clear.
He looked down at me, his face unreadable, no trace of that old, playful Luca. "You told me to stay away," he said, voice even.
"Yeah, I remember. I also remember you promising you'd wait for me," I shot back, meeting his gaze head-on. "What's with the cold shoulder? Why are you doing this? If you were trying to make a point, I get it! Point made!"
His jaw clenched, and for a second, something softened in his expression, but he quickly steeled it. "What's the point in waiting if you don't even know what you want, Quinn?"
"You are right, Luca. I didn't know what I wanted." My heart pounded as I felt his gaze on me, a mixture of frustration and something I couldn't quite read. "What if I'm starting to figure it out?"
The words left my lips before I could reel them back in, hanging between us in the stale air of the janitor's closet. I could feel the heat rising to my cheeks, but it was too late to take it back. Luca was right here, his gaze burning through me in the half-light, so close that the thought of breathing felt like an invasion of his space.
What if I'm starting to figure it out?
The sun was setting low behind the towering Blackthorn estate, casting streaks of amber and crimson across the sky. The place looked more like a fortress than a home, with its wrought-iron gates and endless rows of perfectly trimmed hedges. My heart was already in my throat, but when I saw her walking toward us, I felt my chest tighten like a vice.Casey.Her smile was polite but sharp, the kind that felt like it was carved from marble—cold, unyielding, and fake as hell. She strolled up with the grace of someone who knew she was untouchable, her sleek navy-blue dress hugging her figure just enough to be classy but not so much as to be vulgar. Her eyes flicked to me, lingering for a moment longer than necessary, and I knew she was assessing me. Calculating.“They’re waiting for you inside,” Casey said, her eyes darting to Cale like she wasn’t sure if she should curtsy or bow. Her gaze barely touched me. To her, I wasn’t a threat. Not yet, anyway.Cale’s grip on my arm tightened as if h
Being "perfect" was never something I aimed for, but here I am, sitting in a high-end café dressed in a sleek beige outfit that hugs every inch of me like a second skin. My legs are crossed just so, my posture elegant and deliberate. The soft leather of the chair beneath me feels too plush, like it knows I don't belong here. But I make it look like I do. My every movement is measured, calculated, and graceful. I lift my coffee cup to my lips, pinky slightly raised, and sip slowly. My eyes stay forward, focused, even though I can feel the stares of passersby through the glass window.They always look. Men. Women. Even the baristas try to be subtle but fail miserably. I can’t blame them. It’s the aura I’ve built. I’m not just another woman sitting in a café. I’m the Luna. Cale’s Luna.The girl who once flinched at the mention of his name is gone. She’s buried so deep I doubt I could dig her up if I tried. This version of me? She walks beside him into meetings with alphas of other packs,
The smell of rosewater and jasmine clung to my skin, the oils still fresh from the omega women’s hands. My skin felt slick and soft, like I’d been molded from wax and dipped in honey. They’d scrubbed every inch of me, their faces blank as they worked. No words. No kindness. Just hands rough from duty. My hair was pulled back, loose curls spilling over my shoulders, and the dress they’d given me—if it could be called a dress—was nothing more than a slip of silk clinging to my body like a second skin. Every part of me was on display. Every flaw. Every scar. Every reminder of what had been done to me.But they didn’t see that. No one did. Not anymore.I caught my reflection in the mirror across the room and barely recognized myself. Pale blue eyes, sharp and unyielding. Not the dull, lifeless stare I’d seen for years. My gaze flickered with something I hadn’t seen in a long time. Control. Purpose.He thinks he’s testing me.“Trinity,” I whispered in my mind, my lips unmoving."I’m here,
CONTENT WARNING: This chapter contains contents of violence that may disturb sensitive readers and can be triggering for survivors of trauma and abuse.(Quinn’s perspective)Pain used to be a constant. Not the kind that fades after a few hours or even days. No, this was the kind that buried itself so deep in your bones that it felt like it would be part of you forever. But now… I don’t feel it anymore.The first time I noticed it, I thought I’d gone numb. It wasn’t a slow process either—one day, I was screaming and thrashing under their blows; the next, I just... stopped. The barbed wire bat hit my ribs with a sickening thwack, but I didn’t flinch. The guard cursed under his breath and swung it again, harder this time. Still nothing. My skin tore, and my bones ached, but there was no reaction. No sound. No satisfaction for them.I’d won that day. Not because I fought back. No, because I didn’t. They couldn’t break me anymore. Their weapons, their fists, their fire—none of it mattered.
(Luca’s perspective)I used to believe in things like love. Loyalty. Humanity. I thought those things made us strong—made me strong.They didn’t. They made me weak. A fool. A dreamer who thought he could keep his world intact with hope and sheer determination.But hope is a liar.It whispered in my ear for months, telling me she’d come back. That I’d find her. That Quinn would be okay.She wasn’t.I knew it the moment I burned the last picture of her. The edges curled under the flame, the image of her face shrinking into black ash. That photograph was the final piece of her—the last link to the boy I used to be.The boy who searched for her.The boy who loved her.Gone.I stood there, staring into the fire as the smoke curled into the night sky. My hand tightened around the lighter until my knuckles turned white. This was it. The final step.I let the lighter fall into the flames, and with it, I let Quinn go.I used to think I was different from my father. That I could lead this pack
CONTENT WARNING: This chapter contains contents of violence that may disturb sensitive readers and can be triggering for survivors of trauma and abuse.(Quinn’s perspective)I lay on the cold stone floor, the chill biting into my skin, but it was nothing compared to the ache in my bones. Every part of me throbbed, a dull reminder of what I had become—a prisoner, a plaything for the pack to break.My breathing was shallow, each inhale laced with pain. Ribs—probably cracked. Lips—split and crusted with dried blood. Eye—swollen shut. The room stank of iron, sweat, and fear. My fear. Their victory.They’d beaten me again today, just like yesterday. And the day before that. And the day before that.At first, I thought I’d die from it. I hoped I would. Death would’ve been a mercy, an escape. But no. My cursed blood healed me. Every single time. Bones snapped back into place, bruises faded, and cuts stitched themselves together. I was the perfect punching bag—never staying broken long enough







