LOGINThis was torture. Actual, bonafide, rip-my-own-teeth-out torture.
The gala hall was suffocating—a glittering zoo of wolves in designer gowns, polished tuxes, and masks of fake civility. And me? I was the caged animal, stuffed into a tux that fit too tight around my neck, standing stiffly next to my father. My whole body was one wrong move away from shattering.
I tugged at the collar, the fabric practically strangling me, and scanned the room. Across the hall, Ethan stood grinning like a smug idiot, Teely on his arm, her silver dress shimmering under the chandeliers. Ethan caught my gaze and threw me a big thumbs-up, followed by a wink so exaggerated it made me want to chuck him through the nearest window.
“You look great, Groom-to-be,” he mouthed, grinning like this was all some big joke.
Teely elbowed him in the ribs, though even she was struggling not to laugh.
“Focus,” my father growled low enough for only me to hear. His eyes scanned the room, probably searching for the poor girl he thought should be my future Luna.
I bit back a retort. God forbid I embarrass him in front of his high-and-mighty business partners.
The first introduction of the night had gone as well as I’d expected: a complete disaster. The girl’s father had rattled off her achievements like she was a prized racehorse, and the girl herself looked like she wanted to crawl under the nearest table.
“So, Luca, what do you think?” my father asked as they finally moved on to harass someone else.
“I think she’s scared of me,” I muttered.
“She’d grow to respect you,” he said dismissively. “You need a Luna who understands duty.”
“And what if I don’t find one tonight?” I finally looked him in the eye, my voice sharp.
His jaw tightened. For a second, I thought he might actually hit me again. But instead, he leaned in, voice low and venomous.
“If you fail to pick a Luna, I will. Or I’ll find an Alpha who can lead this pack without embarrassing us. Humans, Luca? They’re beneath us. If you’re too weak to let go of her, you don’t deserve this position.”
His words hit like an ice-cold bucket of water, but I didn’t flinch. I just stared him down, silently daring him to push me further. He didn’t.
Ethan sidled up to me, clearly sensing the tension. “Rate that one,” he whispered, gesturing toward another girl walking by with her father—a tall man whose suit jacket looked ready to burst.
“Girl’s a solid six,” Ethan murmured. “Dad? Three. No, wait. Two-point-five. Those shoes are a crime.”
“Piss off,” I hissed, though the corner of my mouth twitched.
Teely appeared, holding two champagne flutes. She handed one to me. “You look like you need it.”
“Gee, thanks,” I muttered, downing it in one go. It didn’t help.
Teely laughed softly. “Relax, Luca. You’ll survive this. Probably.”
“Only because I haven’t strangled anyone yet,” I shot back, earning another chuckle from Ethan.
“Seriously, though,” Ethan said, dropping his voice. “You’ve gotta pick someone, or your dad’s gonna lose his mind. And let’s be honest, the guy doesn’t have much sanity left to lose.”
I sighed, rubbing the back of my neck. “I’m not picking anyone. None of these people matter.”
“Your funeral,” Ethan said with a shrug. But there was understanding in his eyes. He knew. He always knew.
The night dragged on, every interaction blurring into the next. Girls smiled politely, their fathers droned about alliances, and I nodded through it all, seconds away from bolting.
Then it hit me.
A scent.
Faint but unmistakable. Like rain on warm soil, mixed with something sweet and familiar—something her.
My chest tightened, my wolf snapping to attention like someone had just poured gasoline on a fire.
I froze, the world around me fading as I tried to track it. My head whipped left, then right. Where? Where was it coming from?
“Luca?” Ethan’s voice sounded far away, muffled like I was underwater.
There.
My eyes locked on the grand staircase at the far end of the hall. A girl was descending, her dress shimmering like emeralds under the light. Her movements were slow and deliberate, and I couldn’t see her face yet. But I didn’t need to.
My heart slammed against my ribs.
She was holding the arm of a man—tall, broad-shouldered, and irritatingly familiar. But I couldn’t focus on him.
Not when she finally turned her head.
Quinn.
My legs nearly gave out. My breath caught, my wolf howling inside me.
It was her.
After everything, she was here.
And she wasn’t alone.
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The sun was setting low behind the towering Blackthorn estate, casting streaks of amber and crimson across the sky. The place looked more like a fortress than a home, with its wrought-iron gates and endless rows of perfectly trimmed hedges. My heart was already in my throat, but when I saw her walking toward us, I felt my chest tighten like a vice.Casey.Her smile was polite but sharp, the kind that felt like it was carved from marble—cold, unyielding, and fake as hell. She strolled up with the grace of someone who knew she was untouchable, her sleek navy-blue dress hugging her figure just enough to be classy but not so much as to be vulgar. Her eyes flicked to me, lingering for a moment longer than necessary, and I knew she was assessing me. Calculating.“They’re waiting for you inside,” Casey said, her eyes darting to Cale like she wasn’t sure if she should curtsy or bow. Her gaze barely touched me. To her, I wasn’t a threat. Not yet, anyway.Cale’s grip on my arm tightened as if h
Being "perfect" was never something I aimed for, but here I am, sitting in a high-end café dressed in a sleek beige outfit that hugs every inch of me like a second skin. My legs are crossed just so, my posture elegant and deliberate. The soft leather of the chair beneath me feels too plush, like it knows I don't belong here. But I make it look like I do. My every movement is measured, calculated, and graceful. I lift my coffee cup to my lips, pinky slightly raised, and sip slowly. My eyes stay forward, focused, even though I can feel the stares of passersby through the glass window.They always look. Men. Women. Even the baristas try to be subtle but fail miserably. I can’t blame them. It’s the aura I’ve built. I’m not just another woman sitting in a café. I’m the Luna. Cale’s Luna.The girl who once flinched at the mention of his name is gone. She’s buried so deep I doubt I could dig her up if I tried. This version of me? She walks beside him into meetings with alphas of other packs,
The smell of rosewater and jasmine clung to my skin, the oils still fresh from the omega women’s hands. My skin felt slick and soft, like I’d been molded from wax and dipped in honey. They’d scrubbed every inch of me, their faces blank as they worked. No words. No kindness. Just hands rough from duty. My hair was pulled back, loose curls spilling over my shoulders, and the dress they’d given me—if it could be called a dress—was nothing more than a slip of silk clinging to my body like a second skin. Every part of me was on display. Every flaw. Every scar. Every reminder of what had been done to me.But they didn’t see that. No one did. Not anymore.I caught my reflection in the mirror across the room and barely recognized myself. Pale blue eyes, sharp and unyielding. Not the dull, lifeless stare I’d seen for years. My gaze flickered with something I hadn’t seen in a long time. Control. Purpose.He thinks he’s testing me.“Trinity,” I whispered in my mind, my lips unmoving."I’m here,
CONTENT WARNING: This chapter contains contents of violence that may disturb sensitive readers and can be triggering for survivors of trauma and abuse.(Quinn’s perspective)Pain used to be a constant. Not the kind that fades after a few hours or even days. No, this was the kind that buried itself so deep in your bones that it felt like it would be part of you forever. But now… I don’t feel it anymore.The first time I noticed it, I thought I’d gone numb. It wasn’t a slow process either—one day, I was screaming and thrashing under their blows; the next, I just... stopped. The barbed wire bat hit my ribs with a sickening thwack, but I didn’t flinch. The guard cursed under his breath and swung it again, harder this time. Still nothing. My skin tore, and my bones ached, but there was no reaction. No sound. No satisfaction for them.I’d won that day. Not because I fought back. No, because I didn’t. They couldn’t break me anymore. Their weapons, their fists, their fire—none of it mattered.
(Luca’s perspective)I used to believe in things like love. Loyalty. Humanity. I thought those things made us strong—made me strong.They didn’t. They made me weak. A fool. A dreamer who thought he could keep his world intact with hope and sheer determination.But hope is a liar.It whispered in my ear for months, telling me she’d come back. That I’d find her. That Quinn would be okay.She wasn’t.I knew it the moment I burned the last picture of her. The edges curled under the flame, the image of her face shrinking into black ash. That photograph was the final piece of her—the last link to the boy I used to be.The boy who searched for her.The boy who loved her.Gone.I stood there, staring into the fire as the smoke curled into the night sky. My hand tightened around the lighter until my knuckles turned white. This was it. The final step.I let the lighter fall into the flames, and with it, I let Quinn go.I used to think I was different from my father. That I could lead this pack
CONTENT WARNING: This chapter contains contents of violence that may disturb sensitive readers and can be triggering for survivors of trauma and abuse.(Quinn’s perspective)I lay on the cold stone floor, the chill biting into my skin, but it was nothing compared to the ache in my bones. Every part of me throbbed, a dull reminder of what I had become—a prisoner, a plaything for the pack to break.My breathing was shallow, each inhale laced with pain. Ribs—probably cracked. Lips—split and crusted with dried blood. Eye—swollen shut. The room stank of iron, sweat, and fear. My fear. Their victory.They’d beaten me again today, just like yesterday. And the day before that. And the day before that.At first, I thought I’d die from it. I hoped I would. Death would’ve been a mercy, an escape. But no. My cursed blood healed me. Every single time. Bones snapped back into place, bruises faded, and cuts stitched themselves together. I was the perfect punching bag—never staying broken long enough







