LOGINOffice Talk
The abruptness of the situation caused me to step back into the stiff figure and drop my wine glass, shattering all over the granite floor below me. As I tried to regain my composure, a pair of soft hands landed on either side of my body, steadying me. Attempting to hide my embarrassment, I exhaled and turned around. "You must be Miss Daniels. Alex Thompson." He extended his hand out, waiting for me to shake it. Making eye contact, the first thing that came to mind—he wasn't what I expected a museum director to look like. I had expected a man well into his years, someone with wrinkles and gray hair, and possibly a receding hairline. To be blunt, I expected someone old. I mean, being the head director of a renowned museum that held thousands of expensive works wasn't an easy job and it wasn't like there were a lot of people below the age of sixty that appreciated learning about art history. "Oh—oh no, it's okay. I don't think that's from the broken glass. I tripped earlier, before coming in here and earned a few scrapes. It must've started to bleed and I didn't notice," I explained, as I tried to cover up with my coat, hiding from further embarrassment. "I can take care of it, it's only minor. Thank you." I slightly bent down and grabbed the handkerchief from his hand, giving him an assuring glance that I'd be fine. Hesitantly, he let go of the handkerchief and stood back up. As I finished patting my knee with the handkerchief, I straightened out and placed it in my coat pocket. "I apologize again for how unprofessional this is. Between catching me trying to touch the art and breaking your wine glasses—I'm sure you wish you had hired someone else." I let out a little laugh and looked down, trying to make things less awkward for me. "Stop apologizing, Miss Daniels. You're fine,"he replied. "Here, we can talk in my office. I believe I have a first aid kit you can use as well." Walking through a long corridor with rather dim lighting, we reached two rather large French doors. Pulling one open, Mr. Thompson gestured to me to walk through, with him following suit. His office was larger than most, as well as everything having a dark walnut finish to it. Book shelves had lined the back perimeter of the room while the remaining walls were filled with works of art. In the middle was a large desk with a black, leather chair behind it—similar to one of a throne. "Sit." He asserted, walking around the bend of his desk and opening one of the drawers. He pulled out a small leather bag. Sitting down in one of the chairs in front of his desk, he walked back around, towards me. About to kneel down, in an attempt to tend to my cut, I stopped him. "You don't have to, I got it." I objected, taking the antiseptic wipe and bandaid from his hand. I tried to study his face as I swear I saw his jaw clench after I took the materials from him but I wasn't entirely sure. He stepped back and unbuttoned his jacket before sitting down in his chair. As I finished tending to the open cut on my knee, he began to speak. "So—Miss Daniels. How have you been getting along? Have you settled in?" He asked as he rested one arm on the arm of his chair, cupping his chin with the fingers of his other. I looked up from my hands, bringing me completely face to face with the man sitting in the chair across from me. This was the first time I had the chance to notice all of him. Upon our first encounter earlier, I already knew of his stature as he towered over my figure. Examining his face, I came to the realization that he was incredibly attractive. In front of me was a poised man. He wore an all black suit that sculpted the curves of his arms, but not too much to where it looked like he was going to break through the seams. Back home, I knew too many men who downsized on suits to make themselves look more appealing. With this one, it fit him perfectly. The structure of his face was sharp, further defining all of his features—from his full, pink lips to his put-together black hair; a slight curl to it, to his edged jawline. Everything about him was near flawless. After essentially analyzing every part of him, I regained eye contact. Staring back at me were honey glazed, brown eyes. "To say that I've been getting along just fine would be a lie, it's been a little difficult trying to adjust to things but I'm slowly getting there," I replied, honestly. "I did happen to find a little apartment in Chartres and the neighborhood is quite lovely so that's been a positive." "Paris isn't that big of a city, you'll have many chances to get acquainted with everything when you're not racking yourself with the museum." He exclaimed, a very slight smile appearing on his face. "I'm rather excited to work here, sir. It's been a dream of mine to have a profession in the art field." "I read in your application that you're finishing up your schooling at Beaux-Arts—what is your area of study?" He inquired, sitting up. "I'm majoring in Fine Arts as well as taking on a minor in Art History, which is the reason for applying for an internship here." I responded. "Why this one?" He questioned. "Huh? I—" I asked, embarrassed that I didn't fully catch his question. "Out of all of the museums in Paris, why did you choose to apply to this one?" His gaze narrowed, making my cheeks feel hot. Fidgeting with my fingers, I paused. I wasn't sure how to answer his question in a way that was completely appropriate. How was I supposed to explain to my boss that the main reason I applied for this internship was because I was deeply interested in the eroticism that surrounded art? That learning about everything that had to do with the sensual nature of art would find its way into my personal life, allowing me to figure out where exactly I fit in when it came to the many facets of sex? "I want to know about sex." I blurt out, instantly regretting my entire existence. I bit my lip, attempting to come up with an explanation but my mind ran blank. "Care to elaborate, Miss Daniels?" His mouth quirked up into a smirk. It felt like he was teasing me for my response—was he? "Ah, what I meant was, I like learning about this specific genre of art. I think a lot of people tend to shame these types of works without actually knowing anything about it. All they see is naked bodies and quickly dismiss it as something offensive." "And you don't find anything about what we display here offensive?" He asked, his voice filled with curiosity. "I just believe that there's more to it than vulgarity. What you display here is nothing more than an expression—people just don't accept it as often because of how taboo it may come across, when in reality, the acts that inspire these kinds of works are a part of human nature." I explained, completely aware that I had gone more in depth than I had wished. As I tried to understand the look on his face, I thought I noticed yet another slight tug at the ends of his lips. It seemed as though I peaked an interest within him. "What about you?" He asked, running one of his fingers over his bottom lip. "Me? What are you asking?" "I saw you admiring Romano's I Modi earlier and I'm sure you're well aware of its racy attributes despite it being a rather early depiction," He paid attention. "Do you accept everything that comes with the nature of this genre?" "I'd like to say I do," I responded, shyly. I debated elaborating on my answer, explaining that I hadn't experienced enough in my personal life to fully comprehend the meaning behind most of the works in this museum. I believed that a lot of the reasons behind why people didn't accept eroticism as a real genre within art history was because they hadn't looked into it themselves. I ended up settling for a simple reply. "I don't know enough about it." Getting up from his seat, he walked around up from the front of his desk and leaned against it. I shifted in my seat as I felt an overwhelming amount of discomfort due to the proximity between us. "You have nine months with me, Miss Daniels. I'm confident you will learn all you need to know by the end, ma bichette." "Nancy will show you to your new office, I have another meeting to attend. Ms. Moreau should've also given you a full tour of the museum this morning, correct?" He asked, pushing open one of the doors to his office. "She actually hasn't—that's my fault, sir. I was late." I replied, looking down as I walked into the hallway. "I see," He said, walking beside me. "Punctuality is important if you're going to be working here, Miss Daniels. It's one of the many aspects of discipline. I need you to be on time." "Yes, I apologize. I'll be more punctual from now on." I had added a slight tone of sass without realizing it. It was as if my fight or flight mode had kicked in and I was responding to my father. Looking over to Mr. Thompson, I noticed very visibly that he was clenching his jaw. "Again, no need for the apology or the explanation. All you need to do is show me." He responded, a slight blunt tone intertwined with his French accent. "Understood, sir." The last couple of words I let out before I decided to keep my mouth shut. I wasn't about to let my first impression with the man I'd be assisting for the next nine months be a lousy one. "Ah, Mr. Thompson. Are you about finished? I have yet to show Miss Daniels around and I'm not sure if you know this but your museum has quite a few sections to it." Nancy stated, walking towards us. "I am fully aware of that. I'm the one who created those sections, Nancy." Mr. Thompson replied, letting out a little laugh. "I shall let you two go. Miss Daniels—see you tomorrow. On time." Before I could get the chance to reassure him, he turned around and disappeared into the hallway. "I know he can seem intimidating, he just has this thing with control. He likes it when things are orderly. A methodical man, if you will." Nancy explained as she ushered me into an elevator. I nodded in response. "I want to take you to the biggest section we have in the museum. I always start with the most grand of rooms during tours to scare visitors," She laughed. "I'm completely kidding, I like visiting this one first because of how much there is to explore and look at. It's also the most controversial section, in my opinion." The entirety of this place was controversial, I thought to myself. A feeling of excitement and eagerness had lit within me once she had introduced where we were headed. Although I've seen many kinds of erotic art pieces, a part of me had a feeling this was a section I was going to want to witness. Reaching the top floor of the museum, I walked out of the elevator and my feet were suddenly glued to the floor. "Welcome to everything you need to know about BDSM, Miss Daniels—an interactive exhibit.”EVE She tilts her head, letting a tear drop but wiping it from her face before it fully falls. She laughs it off, picking up the knife sitting next to the cake holder and bringing it up to the dessert, cutting a slice and putting it onto a plate."Hold onto her, Alex, because I may just kidnap her and bring her to New Zealand with me," she teases, sliding the plate over to me. "I think I'll miss you the most." Nicolas flicks her on the arm, scoffing."Forget I ever agreed to house sitting. I hope your plants die." Alex takes a handful of almonds that sit in one of the appetizer glasses, flinging it at him.I smile at the way the three interact."In all seriousness though, Nancy, I hope you find your áme out there," There's that word again. "And whenever you're ready to come back, whether that be in three months or three years, we'll beright here waiting for you.”She cuts slices of cake for everyone else, and the night is eclipsed by this bittersweet feel
EVE I took a deep breath, brushing off thenon-existent lint off the long velvet sleeves of my dress, and straightened my shoulders. Grabbing the handle of the door, I pulled it open and walked inside, the smell of coq au vin and calvados hitting my nose and making the hunger that sat in my stomach ten times worse. I then noticed how different the place had looked since the last time I came here, although that had been in the daytime.Beingeam dark out already, the place went from a brunch-time bistro to a candlelit rendezvous for honeymooners. There were strands of little lights covering as many spaces as they could, resembling fireflies and making up the majority of the light in the room aside from thengolden wall sconces. A slow stirring tune, something that sounded like Des croissants de Soleil filled my ears, being sung by a woman. I looked around, finding the voice sitting on top of a piano at the back of the room, a man playing below her.I then sh
EVEThe first time I walked the streets of Paris, I was looking for a part of me.Something I wouldn't find back in California, in the shelter of my little town, one that's only crowded by predictability. Something fresh, new, and exciting, maybe even overwhelming. I was the kind of kid that wanted to be kicked into thisworld, not coddled.I craved a life that hadn't been clouded by the ideas of my parents, and the lives they wished they lived versus the ones they did. I knew what it meant to sacrifice, I had watched the definition of it ever since I was brought into this world, but that didn't mean I had to learn how to regret too. Because just like the majority of people on this earth, just like my parents, my regret was in the shape of everything I didn'tdo.I always pursued something, even if I knew I'd only be invested for the time being, and I realized early on in my life that everything I ever did was like thebutterfly effect.If I didn't quit dancing when I was six because
ALEX I remember the look on her face when I told her I was leaving Paris, and.how it felt like the kind of wound that would leave the nastiest scar when it healed if it ever did. We sat on that living room floor for hours that night, too caught up in the silence to ever look each other in the eyes and make sense of the whole thing.I shouldn't have waited. I should've told her right away when I found out that I was getting let go. But she deserved a place here more than anyone, and I couldn't come clean about the very thing that would've torn her away from it all.The girlI met all those months ago isalso quite brash. She wouldn't haveallowed me to go through with mydecision if she knew I took the fall.She would've marched her ass to HR,and demanded they fire her instead. Itwould hrt her equally as much, but she isn't a mouse. She'd find a way to make sure the world fully collapsed on her before it did anyone else. The girl isnoble that way. Sometimes,
EVEI woke up naked, wrapped in silk sheets that finally smelt like Alex again. Pushing myself up against the headboard, a steady ache rushed through my body, the events of last night coming back to me. The exhibits. The secret rooms beyond The Valley. The sounds and the private show. Alex and Me.How my New Year's kiss was more than just a peck on the lips. How even after the night he gave me, we went home and killed the last few hours of the year underneath the sheets. I smiled thinking about it all.Looking over to his side of the bed, which laid empty, I reached for my phone on the nightstand, knocking down a folded piece of paper that had been set up beside a bottle of painkillers along with a glass of water. Picking up the note, I read.Stay in bed, I'm making breakfast.Here's something for the ache.Then, we'll talk. I promise.Beaming at the note as he was right, my body had been quite sore after last night's adventures and then some. I popped open
EVE“I'll be right behind you” he said, it's been twelve days already. repeating my words, and giving me back the hope I thought I had lost that night back in Avignon. We stood in that parking lot, and it only took noless than five minutes. Five minutes for the crushing weight that suffocated me every night for the past month to disappear. Five minutes for me to look at him and realize that I'd always find my way back to him. Five minutes to recognize that without him, I didn't make sense.These past twelve days, I contemplated.The Alex I had met months ago, His steps were always calculated. The man went through life with extreme caution, making sure that everything was planned out exactly how he wanted it to be. Required it to be. A man that exercises control to that extent, both in and out the bedroom, doesn't slip up. He's thorough, paying close attention to any technicalities. All of that seemed to cease to exist since I left him there.He hasn't called
ALEXIt was as detached as people say it is, People wearing all black, overcast weather, and the little cries here and there coming from people who only showed up to make themselves look good like they were important to the woman lying in the lavender grey casket. After thro
ALEXI finally had her back, for whatever time we had, and I let it slip.The second my father walked through that door, my vision ran red and no matter how much I didn't want it to end, she ceased to exist right in my hands, and the warmth between us grew almost eerie. I
EVESleeping was never this difficult for me until I came to France. I'm not sure if I got used to the way the city looks at night, or if I grew into the habit because of him. I remember on some days, I'd fully forget to exist whenever the two of us were together. We'd let
EVE“Maybe I should just give him a call instead," I frantically chimed as my hands moved quicker than my brain could comprehend, packing a suitcase I had no intention of going anywhere with.Trying to blow out steady breaths, theanxiety only heightened and had mepacing







