The sun's rays flowing from the great windows of the hotel lobby poured onto the marble floor like golden rain. Lily sat very still on one of the soft armchairs, her hands folded neatly over her knees. She looked precisely the picture of a demure, dutiful bride: soft features that framed the gentle waves of her hair; her dress modestly and impeccably cut. There was nothing of the boldness that had characterized her scant hours ago.
Vandaulf entered the lobby, walking with purpose, his face inscrutable. It was the sort of man who drew attention without doing much of anything. The sharp angles of his tailored suit cut the air around him as keenly as the edge on a fine knife. His eyes, glacial and analytical, raked over the room, paused on Lily, and passed on.
He approached her with measured steps, a faint smile playing on his lips. It was a smile that could have passed as charming to an unknowing observer, but Lily knew better—it was a performance, just like everything else about him.
"Lily," he said, his voice smooth but devoid of tenderness. "Did you sleep well?"
"Yes, Vandaulf," she replied softly, her tone practiced and even. "Thank you."
His lips curved slightly, though the smile never reached his eyes. "Good. It wouldn't do for my wife to look tired. People might think I’m not taking care of you."
Lily felt the sting of his words but kept her expression neutral. She had learned to endure these veiled jabs, to let them slide off her without reaction. "Of course," she murmured, lowering her gaze in submission.
"Come," he said, extending a hand toward her. "Let’s not keep everyone waiting."
Lily rose gracefully, placing her hand lightly in his. His grip was firm, almost punishing, as he led her toward the reception desk. She followed, her steps measured, her face composed.
To the world, they were the picture of marital harmony: the confident, powerful husband and the elegant, supportive wife.The lobby buzzed with activity,guests checking in, bellhops wheeling luggage, and the faint clinking of china from the nearby café. But even in the chaos, heads turned as they passed. To the onlookers, Lily and Vandaulf were a striking pair, their presence commanding attention.
As they approached the concierge, Vandaulf leaned slightly towards her, speaking low enough so that only she could hear, "Smile, Lily." His tone sharpened. "You look like a ghost."
Her cheeks blushed faintly, but a polite smile went onto her lips. "Yes, Vandaulf," she whispered, her voice even though tension began to coil in her chest.The concierge greeted them warmly, offering congratulations on their recent wedding. Vandaulf responded with polished charm, thanking the man and engaging in light conversation as though he were genuinely invested in the pleasantries. Lily stood silently by his side, nodding when appropriate, her practiced demeanor never faltering.
As they made their way to leave, Vandaulf put his hand across the small of her back lightly and moved her toward the great entrance. An outsider may think it is affectionate, but Lily knows better. She understands it to be a well-played tactic of reminding himself that he has her in tow.
Outside, sunlight welcomed them; the city pulsated to its own rhythm.Lily blinked against the brightness, her expression serene as always. Vandaulf was already scanning the street for their driver, his mind likely preoccupied with the next item on his agenda.
"You're quiet this morning," he remarked suddenly, his tone laced with irritation. "Is something wrong?"
Lily hesitated, knowing that any response could be twisted against her. "No, Vandaulf," she said softly. "I'm just tired."
"Tired?" he repeated, his voice sharpening. "You have one job, Lily. To be the perfect wife. And you’re telling me you’re too tired for that?"
Her heart clenched, but she kept her tone measured. "I didn’t mean to—"
"Don’t make excuses," he interrupted, his gaze hard. "You’re representing me now. Every time someone looks at you, they’re judging me. Do you understand that?"
"Yes, Vandaulf," she replied, her voice barely above a whisper.
"Good," he said brusquely. "I accept nothing but perfection, Lily. "
They stayed there in an unmoving silence. The tension in the air had almost a visual quality to it. Lily felt she could hardly lift her gaze from the grass she was contemplating, her fists clenched as if in anticipation of some other blow. Her ears would absorb the weight of his scrutiny. She could hear the cold judgments in his glance.
"You're lucky, Lily," he said after a minute, his voice low and cruel. "Lucky that I chose you. Most men wouldn't have bothered with someone like you. Too meek, too forgettable. But I saw potential. I gave you a chance."
Lily's chest tightened, but she forced herself to remain still, to keep her expression neutral. "Thank you, Vandaulf," she said, her voice steady despite the storm raging inside her.
He scoffed, shaking his head. "Don’t thank me, Lily. Just do your job."The driver pulled up to the curb then, and Vandaulf gestured for Lily to get in first. She obeyed, sliding into the back seat of the car and settling into her seat. Vandaulf followed, his presence filling the space with an oppressive weight.
As the car pulled away from the hotel, Lily looked out the window, her face serene. But under the surface, something was smoldering. The bold Ina of the previous night lingered in the back of her mind, watching, waiting. She could feel the fire within her, tamped down but not extinguished.
Maybe Vandaulf thought he had her cornered and all, but she was actually thinking about all that brewed under the stillness.
He looked at her then, not giving a thing away. "You're rather quiet," he observed, his tone close to sarcastic. "Are you sulking?"
"No, Vandaulf," she replied softly but firmly. "I am only thinking."
"Thinking?" he said with amusement dancing through his tone. "Lily, that is dangerous. You should let others do the thinking for you."
Her jaw tightened, but she forced herself to remain composed."Indeed!" she said with simplicity.
He smirked smugly at her answer and turned back to his phone. Lily watched him at the corner of her eyes, wild with thoughts. She played her role to perfection like she always did. Nevertheless, deep down, she knew it could not go on eternally.
The black car sailed through the iron gates of the Carlston estate, its polished exterior glistening in the midday sun. A sprawling house, testament to old money and tradition, loomed ahead with its magnificently grand facade set between well-tended gardens. Lily sat rigidly in her seat, hands blandly tucked in her lap, quite a picture of decorum. Inside, however, her mind was a chaos of thoughts. Next to her, Vandaulf scrolled through his phone, his attention entirely elsewhere. He barely glanced up as the car came to a smooth stop at the entrance. A liveried attendant opened the door for them, bowing slightly as Vandaulf stepped out."Come," Vandaulf said curtly, barely looking at Lily as he extended a hand to help her out of the car.
She accepted it with practiced grace, her expression serene. They were greeted immediately by Helen Carlston, Vandaulf's mother, who stood waiting at the top of the grand staircase leading to the entrance. Her sharp eyes took in every detail of Lily, from the modest cut of her dress to the slight hesitation in her step.
"Welcome home," Helen said, her tone clipped but polite. Her gaze lingered on Lily for a moment longer, assessing, calculating. "Lily, you look. rested."
"And yet you weep longer," Lily teased, cocking an eyebrow.Vandaulf slapped a hand over his chest. "Because I am sensitive. Like an artist.""An artist of melodrama," Helena growled, sipping more tea."Don't pretend like you weren't about to cry when Elara blinked at you yesterday," Vandaulf smiled."She winked," Helena said. "That's different. It was full of promise."Lily laughed, her heart expanding as she observed the tableau before her—her daughter in Brenna's arms, Helena adjusting a blanket corner, and Vandaulf observing them all as if he couldn't believe he was among this crazy, loving chaos.“She’s so lucky,” Lily whispered to herself.Vandaulf looked at her, catching the softness in her eyes. “We’re the lucky ones.”She smiled, her hand reaching out as a matter of course to stroke Elara's tiny foot as it projected past the edge of the blanket.Brenna's voice was a soothing lullaby now. "Don't you fret, dear Elara. Nana will go herself and talk each and every one of those vac
Back HomeHome, Lily put Elara into her softest onesie—pink with small stars—and fed her as Vandaulf got to work on the "Post-Prick Recovery Plan," such as he named it. It consisted of:A soft blanket fort in the living roomWarm milk for ElaraHot cocoa for LilyAn emergency container of cookie dough ice creamAnd an animated film playing quietly in the background"She won't even recall today," Lily breathed afterwards, snuggled up beside him under the cover, Elara on her chest, sleeping."But I will," Vandaulf replied, brushing a kiss across his daughter's small fingers. "I'll remember each time she ached, even a little.""That's what being a parent is," Lily said softly. "Loving them enough that their hurt is yours."He nodded. "And then numbing it in cocoa and cuddles."Lily kissed his jaw and laughed. "Best plan I've heard all day."He reached for her, running a thumb over her cheek. "She's lucky, you know. To have you.""She has us."He nodded, bringing his mouth down hard again
Elara moved in a small way, her nose wrinkling as if she'd heard, before once again relaxing against her mother's chest. Vandaulf, perched at the edge of the hospital bed, slid an arm around them both, wordless and motionless, as though he was afraid to risk even the slightest movement lest it break the delicate perfection of the moment.Outside, the gentle twilight colored the room pink. The world outside the hospital walls thrummed along—cars speeding, people living—but in this room, time was different. Sluggish. Gentle.Brenna sat with Helena on the couch, their fingers laced as they observed the young family in front of them. "Remember?" Brenna asked softly. "When Lily was this little?"Helena nodded, eyes watery. "And now she's a mother. Life really does come full circle.""You were right," Brenna breathed, looking at Helena through a soft smile. "The next generation of drama has arrived."Helena laughed between her tears. "And we wouldn't have it any other way."Vandaulf kissed
Helena, without a flicker, showed her notepad. "First latch: logged. Look on face: mixture of shock, panic, and mild alarm."Vandaulf leaned over Lily's shoulder and laughed. "And what does Elara rate it?"Helena turned the page. "Four stars. Milk is wonderful. Atmosphere could use less people glowering."They all laughed, and Lily, slowly relaxing, leaned back against the pillows with a new sort of wonder in her eyes. Her body could be tired and battered, but at this moment she was as resilient as a superwoman."She's actually doing it," Lily whispered, smiling down at the baby happily nursing. "I didn't expect it to work this quickly.""Babies know," Brenna said, leaning over to smooth Lily's hair. "Just like their moms."Lily grinned, her eyes glinting. "I don't know how I could've done this without you guys.""You mean us," Vandaulf said, slipping an arm around her shoulder and grinning smugly. "Remember, I'm your certified snack knight and emotional pillow.""And labor-forgetting
Her voice was trembling with exhaustion, yet her heart pounded with something new and powerful. A love that rooted itself deeper than anything she'd ever known.By her side, Vandaulf smiled and was a bit euphoric himself, still wearing the hospital guest band on his wrist like a badge of honor."She blinked!" he cried out."She's a baby," Helena matter-of-factly replied from the armchair. "She's not winking at you, Romeo.""But it was directed at me," he protested, jabbing his finger toward his chest. "You noticed that, Brenna?"Brenna, seated beside Helena with a camera full of baby photos, nodded seriously. "Oh yes. The baby clearly inherited her father's drama gene.""See?" Vandaulf bragged. "We're in sync already."Lily bit back a laugh. "Then maybe she can teach you how to swaddle properly before we go.""I did swaddle her!""She unwrapped herself like Houdini in under three minutes.""That was an experiment," he defended. "She was experimenting with me. And I passed.""She pushe
The hours blurred together, marked only by the rise and fall of pain, the soft beeping of machines, and the gentle encouragement of the nurses. Lily’s world shrank to the bed, the cool touch of a damp cloth on her forehead, and the steady pressure of Vandaulf’s hand in hers.“Breathe, Lily,” the nurse said, her voice low and soothing. “You’re doing beautifully.”Lily tried to focus on her breathing, on the rhythm of inhale and exhale, but the pain was a tidal wave, crashing over her in relentless intervals. She squeezed Vandaulf’s hand, her knuckles white.“Remind me again why we did this?” she gasped, her voice strained.Vandaulf managed a shaky smile. “Because you love me.”She glared at him, sweat beading on her brow. “I did love you. Before the pillow incident.”He winced, remembering how he’d accidentally knocked her favorite pillow onto the floor in the middle of the night, then left it there, forgotten, as he rushed to pack the hospital bag. “Fair,” he conceded.The nurse check