At dinner, my aunt hesitated, and it was clear that she did not know how to approach the conversation.
- What about my car? It's time to start implementing the plan. Aunt could not immediately jump to another topic, remembering for a while.
- The car ... it was driven to Bruce's workshop. But I don't know what he could do. You need to go to him - Bruce was an auto mechanic, a mechanic and helped his son a builder, Rod. Also, Bruce was Mira's father, maybe it will be possible to find out about the car through it, that is, to reduce the likelihood of crossing with others, and this is also part of my plan, - Lark ... I understand that you have not yet recovered, maybe not tomorrow , but you need to talk to Reed, - it begins, - the boy is not himself, his beast is restless, licking your wound, he could not let anyone in to you, he almost went berserk with grief, miraculously Morgan managed to get through to him. And then he did not leave your room ... - again this unusual agitated state of the aunt. And now, hurriedly, almost swallowing the words, she tried to convince me for the first time of something.
For me, her arguments sounded a little creepy and even disgusting - all these references to "licking the wound" do not add to the attractiveness of this story.
“In the ward in which I lay from his wounds,” I recalled a fact that, apparently, worries only me, “but you feel sorry for him,” I didn’t want to argue with my aunt, but I got more and more turned on by the ongoing injustice.
- Of course, I feel sorry for him! - my aunt even got up and walked around the room, - you are his couple, all the harm caused to you was reflected in him a hundred times. It's not his fault that his beast chose you, it can't be changed or influenced. If you were a wolf, the bite wouldn't hurt you.
But I'm not a wolf! Here you are right, - I also got up, - and I did not ask for this either. And what will our conversation give? There can be nothing between us, I hate him a little less than, but a little more than I can't stand him. Just to get on each other's nerves.
- But why not try? - aunt looked at me, and I recognized this look - incomprehension, most of the time she tried not to remember that I was not like them, but sometimes, like now, she faced it right in the forehead, - You could try, uangity is a gift given to units. Such unions live happily ever after.
Only in their reality, the attacked victim is trying to marry off the attacker. I thought I was going to explode, from all the indignation that overwhelmed me! But this is pointless, my aunt will never understand me, and now it is obvious whose side she took. How I wish I had someone on my side who would see that you can't impose on someone just by rewarding them with the big words "uangity".
- Happy if they are wolves, -I put an end to our conversation, -thank you, everything was very tasty. If you don't need my help, then I'll go upstairs.
Without waiting for an answer, I left the kitchen, and only after I heard a sad sigh:
-Go...
Already in the room, I realized that my aunt and I had never argued like this before. This thought smoothly flowed into a feeling of guilt, which firmly settled in me along with the confidence that I was right. For some reason, before that, I thought that these were mutually exclusive phenomena.
It's good that my backpack was picked up after that animal throw, it's good that it remained almost intact, only one handle was torn, it's good that my tablet survived the fall - after all, some of the research documents were in it. This is how I spent the rest of the day, not showing my nose from the room.
About six o'clock there was a knock at the door. I pushed my laptop away and quietly climbed off the bed, tiptoed over to the door and leaned against it.
-Hello, are you distracted? Morgan's voice came to me from the first floor.
-Where is Lark? - it is unlikely that the aunt did not greet the guest, which means that she answered him extremely quietly. No one was interested in my abilities, but my aunt knew that I heard better than ordinary people. Still, it was worth trying your luck and opening the door, -How is she?
Morgan's voice faded away, apparently the guest was invited to pass. Well, aunt!
-I know about your conversation -ofcourse you do. Mira could not hide it from her husband, -I want you to talk to her again.
My aunt's answers were still not audible to me.
- AND? - Morgan already asked not as a guest, but as an alpha who did not like the answers of his aunt. I leaned out into the corridor - Explain to her again, convince her.
The last word was abruptly cut off. I ducked back into the room, afraid of being caught. Either Morgan heard me, or my aunt nevertheless told him that I could hear him perfectly. Soon the front door slammed.
I expected my aunt to make another attempt at conversation at the behest of her alpha. But she didn't come. And I sat in the room. Only once she crept into the toilet, trying not to catch her aunt's eyes, just to avoid a second conversation. In fact, it was possible not to sneak, it would not help me much, the hearing of the wolf aunt is excellent, if she wanted to tell me something, she would come out to me even for a breath.
When it was dinner time, she came into my room, I was prepared, so I took a defensive position in bed.
-Do you feel bad? she frowned.
- In a dream tends, -I pulled the blanket over myself, leaving only my face open.
Do you want me to bring you here? – aunt came up to me and checked my forehead.
“I don’t want to eat yet,” I yawned, ready to fight back if the conversation turned to an unpleasant topic.
- Well, well, - she gently ran her hand through my hair and left. And all? And where is the attempt to explain and convince me again? Postponed for tomorrow? Or she is not as obedient to her alpha as I thought before.
By nightfall, hunger forced me to go downstairs. But there was only a note waiting for me on the table that dinner was in the fridge. My aunt left, apparently on her wolf business.
And then the night came, and with it a howl outside the window - a never-ending mournful howl, a couple of times I looked out the window, but I saw only a gleam of yellow eyes. Previously, such watchmen were not observed at our house, this is strange, but I guessed who this beast was. And for some reason it seemed to me that under the windows of the first-aid post I also heard him. Lanterns are not found here, they are of no use to those who see perfectly in the dark. The howl subsided while I was stuck in the window, but began again as soon as I moved away. I can't be on duty here all night! I spent the rest of the night with headphones in my ears and a pillow on my head.
I haven `t a good sleep today! The howl continued until the morning, nothing drowned it out! I was one step away from jumping out to him and strangling him with my own hands. But the sense of self-preservation saved me. When exactly the serenade ended, I don’t know, somewhere in the morning I just passed out. I slept until nine, with great difficulty and great self-pity crawled out of bed. The neck almost did not bother, but the pain in the arm first of all made me go to the kitchen and drink painkillers. At first glance, the house looked empty, but since there was no note, it was worth looking for my aunt somewhere inside. She was found in the attic among dried bunches of herbs and various jars and bags with her summer supplies, which occupied all the free space - on workbenches, racks, hung overhead in fragrant bouquets. The smell here was unusual - it's like going into the summer!
- Good morning! - it seemed as if those years had never happened, and I meet my aunt again every morning.
-I woke up, -she met me with a smile, - How are you? I didn't wait for you and I already had breakfast.
-That's right, don't wait for me, - I ran my finger over a number of jars, which were replenished every year with the same forest supplies, - This year, it seems, there are even more blanks. Or few orders?
-More, more, - my aunt smiled proudly, -in the summer, one tourist group found out about my herbs, they told something in the city, so orders began to come from there, - it was clear that my aunt was pleased with such recognition, although it was surprising for me - similar cooperation with locals. It is one thing to supply meat, another to supply drugs. But I'm happy with my aunt's extra income.
My aunt kept me company at breakfast, pouring herself herbal tea.
-Had a bad sleep? she started with the obvious.
-Disgusting.
“You would have gone to him, he would have calmed down,” she offered softly.
No, it's just that my arm hurts.
-So after all, it will call you, -the reproachful look of my aunt appealed to my conscience.
- It's time to go show her to Mira, - I finished the conversation between the deaf and the dumb, rinsing the plate.
For some reason, I left the house with apprehension, as if expecting that the whole Cooper family would immediately attack me there. But, of course, there was no one at the door. The village seemed to be still asleep, but this silence was deceptive - the day here began very early, and the night quite late. It is very convenient when you have so few hours to sleep. This is another quality that was not included in my gene pool.The wind died down, and the snowfall exhausted itself, covering everything around with a sheet of snow. The hood was useless, but I still threw it on top, like a cap of invisibility. Although Reed's house was on the opposite side, and I was within walking distance of the first-aid post, my nervous state did not let me go. It would not hurt to clear our small courtyard of snow, a narrow path of aunt's steps led to a common road that ran between the houses and ended at a dead end at the first-aid post. There were only nine residential buildings here, and several ou
After the visitor left, the aunt herself went on business, perhaps she went to help Mira. They don't sit around doing nothing. It's like a utopian society where everyone works like bees for the common good, and the alpha stands and watches over them, like the eye of Sauron. My bile and distaste for this place will eat me up if I don't get out of here soon. And my forced confinement leaves nothing but self-digging and sarcastic comments. She didn’t say anything good about the Mira car, my old woman is in a distressed state, it’s still too early to say whether Bruce will reanimate her. By tomorrow, he'll have a parts list with what I'm sure is a fabulous price. But, in his opinion, it should not be tormented and immediately sent for spare parts, but, so be it, he will dig further. Hardly out of a feeling of sympathy for me, rather just likes difficult puzzles. Or asked the world It's strange how Laramie cured me, while living here, I could not even supposedly write anyone down as a goo
I hate this feeling, I know I'm right, but I'm spurred on by guilt. What are the mixed signals of my conscience? The fact that the wolf did not leave his post all night, I felt on the edge of a sleepy consciousness, and in the morning the reproach in the eyes of Mira and Aunt Sarah confirmed my fears.Mira told me the bad news, Honda in its former state will never again travel on the roads. Either buy new expensive parts, or sell Honda itself for parts, which will be much more profitable. Maybe more profitable, but getting out of here will be much more difficult.But Mira was pleased with the wound on her hand, and, however, she took on a healthier look. At least one less problem, gangrene no longer threatens me. Now I need to deal with the car, there was not much choice, so after breakfast I went to the workshop. It was snowing outside, but there was no wind. I barely restrained myself from running to Bruce's house. The workshop, a little larger than a garage, was next to his house,
A new day brought new problems. To inspect the World she came to me, before I had time to have breakfast. She was alarmed, even her always perfectly straight short hair looked somehow disheveled today. I watched her closely as she changed her bandages. Something definitely bothered her, and several times it seemed to me that she wanted to say something.- After five or six days, you can remove the bandage from your neck, you should save your hand for at least another seven days.We agreed with her that she would give me medicines with her. Actually, that's all - it remains to receive money from Bruce and you can touch it from here. I decided that it was better to awkwardly ask for Reed's tail than to the Martin brothers. If they have not grown mentally, then they will start to take me deeper into the forest and drop me off. At the very door of the World stopped and still could not stand it:- Lark, talk to Reed, please. He will have a difficult choice, and you can help him, - and the
And I woke up from the fact that the sun was shining directly into my eyes. Remembering who I shared the bed with that night, I jumped up. But I was alone in the bed and in the room. That must have surprised my aunt. Although she was surprised yesterday, because she heard everything perfectly. I had a strange feeling that I was late for something, I looked at the clock - half past ten. Better hurry, although I have no idea what time Reed should announce his choice.I chaotically began to pack up, brushing my teeth with one hand and buttoning my pants with the other. Even yesterday, before the wolf came into my room, I understood what Mira was hinting at and how Reed and I could get out. More precisely, for him it was an option so-so, but I could not go for more.There was no time to tame my curly mane, and as I was with a bird's nest after sleep, so I jumped out into the street. I need to talk to Reid first, put forward my condition to him, before rushing to Morgan. Reed lived with hi
Exiled to be, I suppose, too. Then it remains - to retire from the pack with a couple. And this is me, - he, suggesting that I continue, raised an eyebrow, - So, I just want to leave here. We can leave together, especially since I am now without wheels, it’s even more profitable for me. - So?- And then ... you look for a warmer place for yourself, and I will go where I planned."Understood." He walked back to the car. - What were you waiting for? - I said after him, - I'm just wondering what kind of reaction you expected from me, why are you so surprised by mine? - Do you hate me so much? What turns you on at the mere thought of trying? - he slammed the door, which he had already opened, and turned to me.- To attempt? What exactly? Live as one big and friendly family?"I don't expect that from you," he said tiredly, "but you could at least try to get to know me better." - But it's my right not to have anything to do with you, - I was starting to get pissed off that accusations
So they led me blindfolded. We left the knurled road, I walked, led by the hand of my aunt, constantly falling into the snow. My hand itched to rip that stupid blindfold off my eyes. I didn’t get the mystery of the moment at all and felt very stupid. Soon I smelled a fire, but we all wandered and wandered. Finally, when I heard the crackling of logs, and, in addition to smoke, the intoxicating smell of herbs reached me, we stopped. No one was in a hurry to remove the bandage from me, my hand flew up to my face, but my aunt's light touch stopped it."Wait," she whispered. Then I lost the feeling of her presence beside me. I could hear the soft creak of footsteps on the snow and the hiss of fire ahead. Then a wrinkled hand grabbed my hand tightly - it was Grandma Cooper - and led me forward. It was easier to go, apparently, the clearing was cleared of snow. She placed me very close to the fire, on the left side I felt the heat of the flame. For a few seconds I was left alone again, un
Now you have your own way - Laura Cooper took her grandson by the hand and led to the tree. To that very "family tree", probably. I reflexively followed them. The garland, as I now saw, was a simple rope on which leather bracelets were strung. They were all the same, only two stood out among them - instead of a wide leather strip, a wooden plate was threaded through. I moved even closer, almost burying myself in Reed. Names were written on the pieces of wood - Luke Wilson and Rachel Wilson. All the rest turned out to be named too - there were all the names of the pack. Grandma Cooper took off one bracelet and tied it around Reid's arm.“Wear it until you find a place that will become your new home,” I watched in horror as it turned from a marriage ceremony into a farewell ritual. She tied the knot around his wrist, then clasped his hand in her own. And then she let go. Reed no longer belonged to this pack. The wolves howled their farewells. My heart ached with pity for him. He froze i