KAIDA’S POV
Liam and I were over, so why should I avoid him? Yes, I hadn’t gotten over him yet, but I couldn’t keep avoiding him like a petty thief who had stolen millions of dollars' worth of gold. "Are you really sure about this, Ida?" Ember asked for the tenth time since we began getting dressed, ready to leave for the party at the college frat house. I nodded with a bob of my head. "Yes, I’m sure. Let’s go have fun and forget about everything else." I was feeling better than I was yesterday, and I had already stopped crying, though the guilt still remained. The guilt of forcing Liam into our relationship. Ember did a great job of dolling me up to the extent that I almost didn’t recognize myself anymore. I was dressed in a skimpy short gown that fell just below my thigh. Ember had chosen the dress for me after I spent about two hours searching for something to wear but couldn’t find a suitable dress. "You look so beautiful, Ida," Ember said, mesmerized by my appearance. "If not for the fact that I’m straight, I would have claimed you right away." Her words made me throw my head back in laughter. …… The drive to the college frat house was a ten-minute drive from our apartment. We finally arrived in Ember’s car and got out. As expected, it was buzzing with music, and students whom I recognized from college walked in, holding their partners or friends. "This is really loud," I said, surprised. Not what I had imagined at all. I had never been to a frat party before, it was my first time, and it truly exceeded my expectations. "Let’s go in!" Ember yelled in excitement, grabbing my wrist as she led me inside. If I had come on my own, I probably would have gotten lost and never been found. Funny. We maneuvered our way through the crowd of people, and truth be told, people had no shame. Students were openly kissing and having sex in public, for others to see. It was explicit and shocking. "That's disgusting," I said, scrunching up my nose as we walked past those people. Finally, we secured a seat at a corner in the frat party. There, we were served alcohol, but I chose a soft drink instead. Getting drunk wasn’t my intention. I just wanted to dance and have fun tonight. While Ember was busy downing alcohol, I took small sips from my soft drink, my eyes scanning the room, searching for a certain person. It wasn't Liam, but someone else. I wanted to deny it, but my eyes never stopped looking for him. Unfortunately, my eyes landed on Liam, but he wasn't alone. My brows creased as I tried to place the familiarity of the girl beside him. Shockingly, she looked exactly like me. My doppelgänger. The only difference was that she had red hair, which was obviously dyed, while mine was black. Other than that, we were replicas of each other. I was still in shock when Liam turned his face towards her and connected his lips to hers. They engaged in a passionate kiss, lost in their own world of love. My heart shattered at the sight. I thought I was getting better, but the sight brought fresh wounds to my heart. This time, I wasn't sad or heartbroken. I was filled with rage. Rage and jealousy are two different emotions with distinct meanings. I wasn't jealous. I was consumed by rage instead. Liam had guilt-tripped me into thinking I forced myself on him in our relationship, when in reality, he was the cheater and the betrayer. He cheated on me with my doppelgänger. Someone who was a replica of me. My eyes burned with rage as the need for revenge clawed at my chest. I needed to get my revenge by kissing a stranger. I wanted to show him that I had also moved on and found someone new. My eyes scanned the frat house for a stranger who wasn't with a lady. I wouldn't want to get slapped after kissing him. That would be embarrassing. Fortunately, my eyes fell on Maverick, who had just walked in with his teammates. My heart skipped a beat as his eyes met mine. It was as if he already knew I was staring. "I'll be back," I said, rising to my feet, while Ember frowned. "Where are you going?" she asked, her voice drowsy. I didn't reply as I walked past Liam and his girl and our eyes met. "I'm sorry, Maverick," I said inwardly, making my way towards where he sat. Without warning, I stood before him and leaned closer, our faces just inches away. His brows arched in confusion, and just before he could ask what I was doing, I pulled his shirt closer and pressed my lips to his. The kiss was supposed to last only two seconds, after which I planned to break away, having confirmed through my peripheral vision that Liam was watching. Satisfied with my accomplishment, I made a move to break the kiss, but Maverick drew me closer and deepened the kiss, his veiny hands resting on my waist, just above my ass. Gasps and murmurs rented the air and my eyes widened in complete shock. What the hell!KAIDA’S POVCold from the tiled hospital floor sipped into my skin, enough to make me shiver and cower but I felt nothing other than numbness.Even if a dagger was sent stabbing into my flesh, I highly doubted I would be able to feel even a single prick or pain from it. Yes. That was how numb I felt at that moment.I wasn’t myself and neither could I tell if my soul was in my body or out of it.Everything around me stilled and my world tilted on its axis.There was no more Maverick.The man that made my heart fluttered.The hockey player with a filthy mouth that made me annoyed, happy and wet.Those oceanic blue eyes of his that always took my breath away and had me on chokehold a number of times.I wouldn’t be seeing them any more. Not for a short while, for freaking eternity.Maverick fucking Jensen, the strong mafia lord was lying dead in the operation room, with no sign of life or whatsoever in him.“Kaida…” Doctor Tems reached forward and knelt in front of me, engulfing my fragi
KAIDA’S POVWhy did it have to be him?Why did it have to be Maverick who pushed me into the lake six years ago?It should have been someone else and not him. But it seems the universe doesn’t want us to be together. It is against our relationship, hence, the constant hardship we faced.I had almost given in when he was in New York to protect me. I almost fell for those sharp jaws covered in bear that made him more handsome, those ocean blue eyes that made me feel at peace each time my heart and mind was in chaos. Sigh! I was a step away from giving in, but flying to Alaska had opened my eyes to reality.I initially flew over there for a visit to my Aunt, but when we strolled to the lake behind her building, somehow, my memories, the one containing the person who pushed me into the lake from behind six years ago, came rushing into my head like a flood.I had a nose bleed because of those memories and when the person’s face came to view, I almost collapsed.I almost doubted my memory,
MAVERICK’S POVI was in a daze all through the night and how I returned to my office the previous night, I had no idea.I had already prepared myself for what might happen when Kaida finds out the truth, but now that she did, her words sliced through me like a sharp edge of a sword.I had pictured her reaction over and over again for the past one year, but seeing it happen right in front of me, hurt like a bitch.She said it right to my face that she never wants to see me again, and truth be told, I wasn’t ready for that.I can’t fucking bear to stay away from her after one year of separation, due to some bastards called the Irish mafia.They were the reason why we had drifted apart.They were the fucking reason why I had hurt her so badly that she might not forgive me…..fuck.I have to end them for all these to come to an end. I would fucking kill and burn down their clan myself.“Have they made a move lately?” I asked the head of my security, my hands in my pocket as I stared at th
MAVERICK’S POVIt has hours upon hours, yet, not a single trace of her. We had no clues on where to start the search from. What if the Italian mafia had her?What if they hid her in a place where she couldn’t be found?What if…Fuck it!I fucking had to find her or the world will be doomed from my wrath.“Any signal?” I asked, standing in the part way, dividing both my cyber teams, who were working really hard to find Kaida.“No, Boss. I don’t think she’s in New York.” The moment those words left his lips, a frown appeared on my face and my eye brows shot up, almost reaching my hairline.“What do you mean?”“The reason we couldn’t find her anywhere is because she's currently out of our tracker and out of the country.” My head of the Cyber team said.Why would she be out of New York City?I doubted she had any relatives in cities other than New York, so why?“Extend our tracker and find her. Even if she’s on another continent.” I barked.“But Boss…”“Would you do it or die a painless
MAVERICK’S POV“Get the fuck out of here, Penelope.” My voice was clipped and tinged with an edge of darkness, one that sent men scurrying away like a scared cat.A high pitched laugh tore from her ruby red lips as she walked around the mahogany desk separating us and placed her manicured fingers on my chest.“I don’t think I did anything wrong.” She leaned closer and whispered into my ear.It was funny how she thought her seduction would work on a man like me who had eyes for just one woman and has been obsessed over her for six years.If not for the fact that I don’t lay my hands on women, Penelope’s dead body would be an eye sore for anyone who came into my office, but I didn’t do any of that.Her death would be too much of a mess to take care of.“You did something unforgivable.” My voice hardened as I thought about what she did earlier, while I was on a call with Kaida.Because of her stupidity, Kaida might have thought I had a woman in my life, when in fact, I have been celibate
KAIDA’S POVEverything was too much for me to bear. The sudden return of Maverick, him becoming the CEO of our sport entertainment and same him trying to protect me from the Italian Mafia or whatsoever. I needed a break or I might break down and never rise up to my feet again.I needed a break away from everyone and everything I knew in New York, so I went for permission from the director, as the so-called CEO, Maverick Jensen was out of office.I knew he wouldn’t be there when I went to ask for a day leave. If he had been there, I was sure he’d grant me the leave, but made sure to have a few of his bodyguards or himself around me as I enjoyed my leave. That wasn’t what I wanted. Not in any way.When he suddenly showed up, for a second, my heart fluttered. Scratch that—for two freaking days, my heart was still fluttering.A deep part of me thought he was here to apologize and make things right, just like I have wanted. I thought he’d grovel and be a yearned man to get my attention, b