KAIDA’S POV
Liam and I were over, so why should I avoid him? Yes, I hadn’t gotten over him yet, but I couldn’t keep avoiding him like a petty thief who had stolen millions of dollars' worth of gold. "Are you really sure about this, Ida?" Ember asked for the tenth time since we began getting dressed, ready to leave for the party at the college frat house. I nodded with a bob of my head. "Yes, I’m sure. Let’s go have fun and forget about everything else." I was feeling better than I was yesterday, and I had already stopped crying, though the guilt still remained. The guilt of forcing Liam into our relationship. Ember did a great job of dolling me up to the extent that I almost didn’t recognize myself anymore. I was dressed in a skimpy short gown that fell just below my thigh. Ember had chosen the dress for me after I spent about two hours searching for something to wear but couldn’t find a suitable dress. "You look so beautiful, Ida," Ember said, mesmerized by my appearance. "If not for the fact that I’m straight, I would have claimed you right away." Her words made me throw my head back in laughter. …… The drive to the college frat house was a ten-minute drive from our apartment. We finally arrived in Ember’s car and got out. As expected, it was buzzing with music, and students whom I recognized from college walked in, holding their partners or friends. "This is really loud," I said, surprised. Not what I had imagined at all. I had never been to a frat party before, it was my first time, and it truly exceeded my expectations. "Let’s go in!" Ember yelled in excitement, grabbing my wrist as she led me inside. If I had come on my own, I probably would have gotten lost and never been found. Funny. We maneuvered our way through the crowd of people, and truth be told, people had no shame. Students were openly kissing and having sex in public, for others to see. It was explicit and shocking. "That's disgusting," I said, scrunching up my nose as we walked past those people. Finally, we secured a seat at a corner in the frat party. There, we were served alcohol, but I chose a soft drink instead. Getting drunk wasn’t my intention. I just wanted to dance and have fun tonight. While Ember was busy downing alcohol, I took small sips from my soft drink, my eyes scanning the room, searching for a certain person. It wasn't Liam, but someone else. I wanted to deny it, but my eyes never stopped looking for him. Unfortunately, my eyes landed on Liam, but he wasn't alone. My brows creased as I tried to place the familiarity of the girl beside him. Shockingly, she looked exactly like me. My doppelgänger. The only difference was that she had red hair, which was obviously dyed, while mine was black. Other than that, we were replicas of each other. I was still in shock when Liam turned his face towards her and connected his lips to hers. They engaged in a passionate kiss, lost in their own world of love. My heart shattered at the sight. I thought I was getting better, but the sight brought fresh wounds to my heart. This time, I wasn't sad or heartbroken. I was filled with rage. Rage and jealousy are two different emotions with distinct meanings. I wasn't jealous. I was consumed by rage instead. Liam had guilt-tripped me into thinking I forced myself on him in our relationship, when in reality, he was the cheater and the betrayer. He cheated on me with my doppelgänger. Someone who was a replica of me. My eyes burned with rage as the need for revenge clawed at my chest. I needed to get my revenge by kissing a stranger. I wanted to show him that I had also moved on and found someone new. My eyes scanned the frat house for a stranger who wasn't with a lady. I wouldn't want to get slapped after kissing him. That would be embarrassing. Fortunately, my eyes fell on Maverick, who had just walked in with his teammates. My heart skipped a beat as his eyes met mine. It was as if he already knew I was staring. "I'll be back," I said, rising to my feet, while Ember frowned. "Where are you going?" she asked, her voice drowsy. I didn't reply as I walked past Liam and his girl and our eyes met. "I'm sorry, Maverick," I said inwardly, making my way towards where he sat. Without warning, I stood before him and leaned closer, our faces just inches away. His brows arched in confusion, and just before he could ask what I was doing, I pulled his shirt closer and pressed my lips to his. The kiss was supposed to last only two seconds, after which I planned to break away, having confirmed through my peripheral vision that Liam was watching. Satisfied with my accomplishment, I made a move to break the kiss, but Maverick drew me closer and deepened the kiss, his veiny hands resting on my waist, just above my ass. Gasps and murmurs rented the air and my eyes widened in complete shock. What the hell!KAIDA’S POVAfter we’ve had sex for over two hours, and there wasn’t any strength left, Maverick and I laid on the bed, folded in each other's arms as we slept.We had totally forgotten about dinner which was at 5pm and neither Ember nor the rest of Maverick’s team came to call us.It was as if they knew what we had done, hence the tiredness, so they didn’t bother to wake us up.They had dinner under the bonfire all by themselves.Two hours after 5pm, that was when I stirred awake, my eyes trying hard to adjust to the bright light which was turned on by one of our own when it became dark.“Maverick,” I tapped his chest, trying to wake him up from his deep slumber.My stomach rumbled in the process and I threw my head backwards in a groan. It wasn’t the fault of my stomach for requesting food when I haven’t eaten since the beginning of the trip. It was indeed my fault for not requesting food.“Yes, Princess.” Maverick’s deep, hoarse voice made my stomach flutter.“It’s past dinner time
KAIDA’S POVI hated how much everyone thought of me as some fragile girl who couldn’t handle much and I most certainly hate how skeptical Maverick was when I told him to choke me with his cock.Sucking him off has been one of my fantasies, one I have read and learned over and over again, so when I get the opportunity to explore, I wouldn’t be deemed amateur.“Are you sure about this, Kai? We can stop now if you want.” He asked and I almost heaved a sigh, my hands wrapped around his growing cock.“Stop treating me like a fragile glass, Maverick…” I looked up at him, my blue eyes spitting fire. “After I suck you off. Fuck me like you hate me. Fuck me like I deserve that much of a punishment.”A proud smile stretched on his lips at my words and he fisted my hair, enough to draw me closer but not enough to hurt me. “I see my Kai is now a baddie.”A smirk tugged my lips. “Only when it comes to you.”“Go on.” He gave his permission. “Show us what you’ve got.”I’ve never been this happy my w
KAIDA’S POVCall it madness, but dare I say the sex Maverick and I had in the car on our way to our three-days trip was so fucking good?I’ve had sex just once my whole life, but having it again, in a car which had his sister in it, who is my best friend, and the rest of his hockey team was hot as fuck.Everything about the sex we had in the bus was so good. From the praise link to my pussy strangling his cock, to the slapping of skin, and us getting caught by Caleb, one of his team members.I wanted more, but too bad we were already close to our destination, hence we had to end our sex escapade with my second orgasm.After the second, my weak, limp body fell on Maverick’s shoulder, while he held my waist in a tight and possessive manner.“You look so beautiful, Princess.” He praised, while I struggled to peel my eyes open, my breath coming out harshly.As he praised me, my pussy throbbed once more, needing his cock to fill me up, but there was not much time left, so I ignored the fee
KAIDA’S POVOne hour into the ride, I stopped scrolling through my phone and leaned back on the leather seat of the car, shutting my eyes.I barely slept the night before, hence I was tired and felt sleepy.“Lie on my lap, Princess.” Maverick whispered but I pretended not to hear.All I had been trying to do since yesterday was try to control my feelings for this man.I have no idea where life will lead us towards, but I don’t want to be at a loss at the end of the day.Knowing myself as a hardcore lover, it might be hard to get over Maverick when it was time, so I would rather suppress my feelings and become a bit distant from him now, than suffer when the time comes.“Don’t let me force you to come sit on my lap, Little Muse.” His voice this time wasn't a whisper, it was hoarse and down right terrifying.It sent ice slashing down my spine, yet, I ignored him.My eyes were shut, but my ears were a bit more sensitive, as I heard the sound of him moving closer to me.One second, I was
KAIDA’S POVI heard from Ember one time, Maverick has insomnia, hence, he couldn’t sleep more than three hours per day.I kinda pitied him, but seeing him sleeping peacefully on my bed with me on his chest, it made me happy.We both slept around 10pm last night and it was already 8am the following day, yet, he wasn’t awake.I had no intention of waking him up, but I needed to leave the room to inform Ember of our trip.With my eyes up at him, I watched carefully so as not to wake him up, while wriggling my body out of his hold in a way that he wouldn’t notice.Well, I was almost successful. Emphasis on the ALMOST.Just when I was about to take off his hand wrapped around my waist, he stirred awake, his blue eyes peeled open, staring at me like I was the most beautiful woman in the whole fucking world.I took in my lower lips and my nipples hardened.He wasn’t looking at me in a sexual way, just a look of obsession, yet, I couldn’t stop my body from reacting so crazily.I guess I neede
MAVERICK’S POVI peeled my eyes open, my lips parted as a harsh breath tore out of my chest.There was no way in hell the memory could belong to me. I am a hockey player, a captain at that, not a killer. Not a dark psychopath killer.My eyes watered as I grabbed the door for support.“I can’t believe you’ve gotten your memories back, Guiliano.” Mr. Vuk’s voice snapped me out of the trance I was thrusted into, his face all smiley and happy.I haven’t seen him smile all my life, this was the first.“I’m not Guiliano!” I bite out, my jaw working.“You are a killer, Guiliano. You killed me, but too bad you lost your memories.” He stood up from his chair and walked around the mahogany desk to get to where I stood, by the door. “I’m glad your memories are all coming back.”He reached out to grab my shoulders but I shrugged it off, moving a few inches away from him.I am not GUILIANO and I can never be.My name is Maverick Jensen!“Those memories aren’t mine.” I shook my head in denial, try